should be stacked to return to the north

Beigui's debate team won the debate competition held by the college, but it was a big group.After passing the screening, Beigui formed a team with two sophomores and a junior to represent the college in the school's debate competition.

The debate team consists of two men and two women, each of whom is a top student.

The person in charge of the first debate was a sophomore who studies French in the foreign language department, and he is the vice president of the student union.People look clean and sunny, but they don't like to laugh.

But when he saw Bei Gui for the first time, he even took the initiative to say hello.

Also smiled.

It made Bei Gui a little unsure how to respond to him. She heard from her roommates that this senior was a top-notch student.Not only is he handsome, but he has a nice voice.

Just don't pay attention to people.

So when Beigui met him for the first time, he greeted him with the mentality that he might not talk to her.But it felt like it was ok.

The first thing he said to himself was, I have seen your debate competition, it is very good.

That debate contest was the one that Bei Gui wanted to talk to Ying Die about.

The whole process is in English.

Originally, the freshman had no chance to represent the college in the competition, but his performance in the debate competition was really wonderful.

The topic of the debate at that time, looking at the current form, should we learn English.

Beigui got the side that should learn English.

She defended as four and spoke at the end.

The whole process is summarized in English.

It not only expresses the importance of learning English, but also shows that learning theory must be applied to practice.

The members of the student union present, the seniors, and the freshmen participating in the debate team were all dumbfounded.

At that time, Beigui really wanted to share the joy of being recognized with Yingdie.

But the eldest sister didn't seem to be interested, so she didn't mention it again.

Er Bian is also a sophomore senior.

Learn Russian.

She always rolls her tongue unconsciously when she speaks.

But it doesn't sound uncomfortable.

Beigui also likes to listen to him. He said that after graduation, he should go directly to Russia to study.

He asked about returning to the north, but he didn't have any ideas in the future.

Beigui said that he might stay in Mocheng.Because no matter where she goes, this is her home.

He smiled and said, maybe slowly, your thoughts will change.

Those who learn a language cannot stay in one place.

The feet will definitely go all over the place.

At that time, Beigui thought, how could it be possible.

Even if she wants to travel all over the world, her final destination is still here.Her big sister and her family are all here.

Unexpectedly, only a few days later, a thought suddenly appeared in her mind.

Maybe in the future, is there a possibility that she will also study abroad.

This was something she hadn't thought of before.

But it seems that it is the charm of language learning that made her instinctively have such thoughts.

Going north is three debates.

Si Bian is a junior senior.

Learn Arabic.

Although she didn't serve in the student union, she was the only one in the school who received a full national scholarship. Apart from majoring in Arabic, she also minored in English, Japanese and so on.He also holds a double major in Economics.

When she was in her senior year, she either went abroad or applied for postgraduate insurance.

In short, everyone here has a clear goal and direction.

It was also from that day on that Beigui began to suffer from insomnia.

She seemed a little inexplicably anxious.

When you feel that the people around you are not only working hard but also excellent.

She started to feel like she wasn't trying hard enough.

Goals and directions are not clear enough.

But these, when she gets along with Ying Die, she doesn't feel it.

When I was in school, there would be an invisible sense of oppression.It seems that the people around are walking very fast.

If she took a step slower, she would be thrown a long way.

This is something I didn't feel in high school before.

In high school, the people around you have already set a general direction for you, what subjects to study, when to take the college entrance examination, and then fill in the volunteers.

But in college.

No one will care what you do.

If you have any ideas, just do it yourself.

It was inexplicable, and Beigui panicked.

This feeling of panic can make people inexplicably anxious.

Once you start to be anxious, you will have emotions about some things unconsciously.

For example, the performance of the most recent should be stacked.

Every Friday, after work, Yingdu would come to pick him up and go home.

But last week, when the two met, Beigui expressed his idea that you don't come to pick me up in the future, and I can go back by myself.

But should stack or go.

But Beigui had already gone home first.

In this way, both of them rushed to nothing.

That night, Dang Yingdie learned that she went home without telling herself in advance.When I got home, I told her that I was already home, but she was not very angry.

But Beigui's next sentence said, if you don't want to go home, don't go home.

Beigui thought she knew she was going home, so she deliberately avoided it.

Because before this, the two of them also had some unpleasant troubles because of some trivial matters.

So, she didn't go, Ying Di actually went to school to pick her up and think about it.

Ying Die completely exploded because of this sentence.

She really didn't understand that the two of them had been together for so long, and she thought those problems had been corrected.But when his temper came up, all the problems that he thought he had suppressed all surfaced.

Ying was so angry that he wanted to throw away his phone.

Going to work outside today is also a lot of shit, but she still took the bus and transferred to the subway to find her.But she got a sentence, if you don't want to go home, don't go home.

But she can't yell at her.

This is something that should be set for her not to do.

No matter what kind of conflicts she will have with the child in the future, no matter who is right or who is wrong, she can't be cruel to the child.

But at that moment, Ying Die really felt particularly wronged.

She never thought that she had just graduated and there was already so much conflict between the two of them with such a small distance.

That night.

Ying was so angry that she cried.

She hid in the gymnasium lounge and cried for a long time.

When she didn't talk about her relationship before, she cried at most because of the pressure of training and competition.So her roommates will think she is indifferent.

For everything, it is a bystander attitude.

Keep your distance from anyone.

Very laid back.

but now.

She has no choice but to be such a laid-back person again.

Her emotional life has already surrounded her.

She couldn't break free.

I can only be sad.

When Beigui said that sentence again, he regretted it.

She knew that sometimes she would get a little angry when she was in front of her big sister.

Since she was a child, she grew up alone.

No one is close to her.

Everything is stuffy in the stomach.

The appearance of the big sister is actually a point of her release.

All her badness and unhappiness are all over her body.

But thinking about it carefully, the eldest sister seems to have never given herself any negative emotions.

She wanted to apologize to her eldest sister.

But I don't know how to speak.

She sat on the sofa and waited until midnight.

There is no news of her.

Beigui realized at that moment that her eldest sister seemed to be angry.

She has never failed to reply to a message before, and she will never fail to show up.

Beigui tried to call her, but found that she couldn't get through.

I don't know if the signal is bad or the phone is dead.

In short, Beigui couldn't contact her.

Beigui sat on the sofa and thought for a long time, then suddenly realized that today is Friday, isn't it, her eldest sister, went to Moda to find her.

But she went home by herself first.

But did not tell her.

But when I got home, I told her that I was already home.

The big sister doesn't like to tell her after she has done something.

But if you return to the north in a hurry, you will make this mistake.

Bei Gui, who realized this, could no longer sit at home anymore.

One o'clock in the middle of the night.

Beigui hailed a car, intending to find Ying Die.

To pick her big sister home.

Beigui knew that the eldest sister definitely didn't want to talk to her now.

But she was still the same as before when she went to C City. From what time she boarded, to what the driver looked like, to when she got off the car, and where she was, she sent her a message.

She didn't know if she could find her big sister there, but she just wanted to see her.

At this time, the stress is stacked, and there is no way to fall asleep.

Her eyes were full of sadness.

I was not in the mood to look at my phone, and I didn't notice that the signal was not very good in this closed room.

She didn't know that at this time her child was on his way to find her.

It was almost two o'clock in the morning when Beigui returned to Moda.

The driver is considered to be driving fast, and it is night, so there is no traffic jam.If it is during the day, at least an hour and a half away.

Beigui said thank you and reminded the driver to pay attention to safety when driving at night.

Then get off.

The driver also warmly reminded her that no matter what happens, don't worry.Take it slow.Family members are prone to conflicts sometimes.But communicate well, in fact, found that there is nothing wrong.

Maybe it was when she got on the bus back from the north, and noticed that there were tears in her eyes.

Guess she must have quarreled with her family, and in a fit of anger, she went back to school.

Beigui didn't say much, and thanked the driver again.

After paying the bill, I never gave much comment to get Beigui, and gave a five-star praise.

Then, she pulled herself together and went to find her eldest sister.

Beigui tried to dial the number that should be dialed again, but he still couldn't get through.

The eldest sister's mobile phone will not be deliberately not connected or turned off, she is sure of this.

Big sister wouldn't do that.

Then there is only one possibility that the eldest sister is at the place she took her to last time.

that lounge.

In the far corner of the gym.

The windows were opened very small, and the signal was not very good in the gymnasium.

That little place is even more so.

Thinking of this, Beigui quickened his pace.

……

It's just that before she reached the gymnasium, she fell because the road was too dark.

The terrain of the gymnasium is relatively low, and there is a lawn in front of the gate.

But Beigui didn't pay attention.

One foot in the air.

Straight fell.

It hurts.

But she didn't have time to examine the wound.

Straight to the gym.

She also held back the tears not to cry.

She wanted to cry, and she wanted to cry in the arms of her eldest sister.

……

The author has something to say:

At the end, I really wanted to cry and laugh at the same time.