should be stacked to return to the north

end of July.

During the day, the two are busy with their own affairs.

Ying Die is going to lead a team for training, and Beigui is teaching English to junior high school students online.

At night, the two lived a greasy cohabitation life, unlocking different fun every day.Sometimes they should come back early, so they go shopping in the supermarket, or go to the street for supper.

Every corner of the city, they will go for a walk.

Although Beigui has lived in this city for more than ten years, he has never calmed down, taking a good walk and taking a look at the scenery of the city.

During this period of time spent with Ying Dian, she felt that she had become much calmer.

They walked side by side in the city streets and also went to the old town of Meaux.

When the night falls, they will hold hands and walk in every corner of the city.Sometimes he talks a lot, and occasionally he walks in silence.Feel each other's heartbeat.

In the streets of the old city of Meaux, the old railway tracks are still preserved.

Some are no longer used, and some are still in use.When the train came, the fences on both sides fell and the road was blocked.The train left and the road cleared again.

Beigui hadn't noticed such a place before, but Yingdie took her there later.

"This is the track of the former green leather train. I found it when I came to Meaux for the first time."

That was when Ying Die was very young, Queen Mother Ying took her to watch the game of the team led by Ying's father.Later, when Ying Die went out to compete, he often took the train passing by this track.

Ying Die hasn't told Bei Gui yet, but she actually has an indescribable affection for the railway tracks.

Just very special.

Every time I see the railway tracks, I feel inexplicably at ease.

I also feel that the railway engineers and railway workers who are silently contributing behind the scenes are very powerful.When I first heard that Beigui's parents were railway engineers, Ying Die really admired him from the bottom of his heart.

"I heard that high-speed railways are being built everywhere now, and the times are really progressing." Ying Diezun spoke softly.

In the softness, it seems to be sleepy again.

Training during the day is really tiring.

In the evening, I have to go out for a walk with the children again. It was fine at first, but after a long time, I am indeed not as energetic as before.

Ying Die went on to say that the green leather trains in the past were full of people.

After passing the high-speed rail, everything changed drastically.

Originally, it would take more than ten hours by car, but the high-speed rail only takes a few hours.

Moreover, the environment and service on the high-speed rail are better than those on the green train.

All these changes are inseparable from the access rails.

The reason why the high-speed rail can be so fast is because the high-speed rail itself is fast on the one hand, and the rails that pass through the high-speed rail.

The requirements for the radius of curvature of the rail, as well as the slope and smoothness are very high.

In many places, the caves were dug directly.

No matter how high the mountain is, the railway track can not only be laid smoothly, but also very safe.

This is what Beigui's parents have been doing all along.

Looking at the old railroad tracks, Beigui felt an unspeakable passion surge in his heart.

She thought, if her parents couldn't come back to see her, then could she go to the city where they were and visit them.

Go see the hope they've been trying to create for half their lives.

When August came, Beigui had been giving online tutoring for almost a month.

Although the fee is not high, but also saved a sum of money.

Beigui planned to use the money to buy a ticket to the city where her parents lived.

Returning to the North is when this idea has already begun to be implemented.Only then did I tell Yingdui.

After Ying Di found out, he was not happy for her.

Rather annoyed.

Beigui didn't quite understand what she was angry about.

She didn't feel disappointed because she couldn't go with her because she was busy, but she was fine and sulked.

Beigui expressed his thoughts: "You have been busy with training recently, so I can only go by myself."

"So you're complaining, I don't have time to accompany you, right?"

Ying Di didn't want to talk like that at first, but she didn't know why.

Since the two of them got together, everyone was very busy during the day, and only had time at night.But sometimes because I am too tired during the day, I am reluctant to go out when I get home.

But Beigui is bored at home all day long.

She still wanted to go out for a walk.

Ying Die could only drag his tired body to accompany her.

Sometimes I get a little impatient.

But very subtle.

Even though it was subtle, Beigui still noticed it.

So when she wanted to go to the city where her parents lived, considering that she was really busy, she was not included in her itinerary.

After she bought the ticket, she told Ying Die.

Well, I'm going out for a while.

It is a person's outing.

It was planned a long time ago.

This is the message that should be received.

"I'm not saying I'm blaming you, I don't have time to go with me. I just want to go very suddenly. I know you don't have time, and I can go by myself."

When Beigui was doing this, he was also hesitating whether to tell her or not.

But in the end he chose to remain silent.

She was afraid that if she opened her mouth to tell her this idea, she would push her affairs away.Go with yourself.Then she will definitely take care of everything in the itinerary, including all expenses.

Returning to the north is true, I don't want her big sister to be so tired.

"It's not the reason, what is it?" Ying Die is also very stubborn sometimes, and likes to ask the end.

The more she asked, the more Beigui didn't want to talk.

Should be stacked somewhat lost:

"Do you know how dangerous it is to go out alone?"

"And, we're together now."

"You know that I will care about you and worry about you. I want to be with you in everything."

"But you—"

"I didn't even give me the possibility to tell me about this in advance."

"Could it be that I'm not qualified enough, and I'm not worthy?"

That day, the two had a small quarrel for the first time.

Although the voices of the two are very peaceful.But that kind of confrontation is very uncomfortable.

The two of them didn't sleep together at night, Ying folded back to sleep in her own room, Beigui was bored in her own room, and cried secretly for a long time at night.

She used to get along with her family like this.

Everything has already been made a decision, only to open the mouth to say.

Didn't the eldest sister say that she could understand?

But now...

She was questioning.

Why don't you deserve to know.

Beigui wants to say, no.I didn't say it because I was afraid that you would be too tired.

But she didn't say anything, and Ying Die didn't know.

Early the next day.

Ying stacked and went out the door.

Recently, in addition to leading training and training, she also has to socialize with Director Liu.

After all, kayaking is a very expensive project. In addition to the funds allocated by the school and training fees, sometimes going out for competitions and training still requires the sponsorship of other bosses.

Ying Die is Director Liu's favorite student, and he also graduated this year.

After all, you need to step into society.

Most of the entertainment is at night.

As long as Ying Chi wants to go out to socialize, Beigui will eat at home alone at night.

Once or twice is okay, recently very frequently.

Always come home smelling of alcohol.

Beigui was not angry either, thinking that now that she had graduated, she had to start thinking about her own career.And it's her coach taking her, so there's no harm in it.

But sometimes, Beigui is a little dissatisfied.

After all, the two of them used to eat together, but now she ate alone, and she didn't ask what she ate when she came back.

what happened outside.

She also rarely talked to Beigui.

Beigui had been bored at home for a long time. When she was alone before, it was normal for her to be bored for a long time.But now, she is used to Ying Die's existence.

When she is not around, she will inevitably miss her.

Feeling alone and lonely.

She needs her company.

but--

The recent stacking is really too tiring.

I feel more tired than her training all day when I come back from a social event.

Beigui wanted to ask her what happened.

But every time, she would not speak.

No matter how generous Beigui is, he told himself not to think too much.

It will also make you feel uncomfortable.

If Beigui felt dissatisfied in his heart, he would not speak.

Boring by myself.

Ying Dian is very tired sometimes.

Just wanted to hear a few words from her.

But nothing.

It seems that he is expressing his dissatisfaction with dullness.

Accumulation over a long period of time becomes the problem.

When not together, both of them are very careful.

On the contrary, after being together, it seems that it is easier to hurt each other.

Because you will unknowingly bind yourself with the other party, and you will be more considerate of the other party.But sometimes because of this, it is easier to feel sad because of a word from the other party.

Beigui bought a ticket to go to City C in mid-August.

Maybe she won't be able to see her parents when she goes to City C. The places where they build the railway are all in remote mountainous areas.But she just wanted to get out and about.

She was bored for too long.

Originally, my parents said they would be back soon, but because of the sudden change in the weather in City C.

After the project was completed, it was pushed back.

Return date is uncertain.

After Ying Die knew that she was going to travel alone, it didn't mean that she was unhappy, nor did she mean that she didn't want her to go alone.If she wants to go alone.

She'll let it go and let her go.

Ying Die just felt that she should have told her in advance.

In this way, when she leaves, if she doesn't have time to go, she can send her off.

You can also help her with strategies.

Book a hotel or something.

But now it just gives Ying Die a feeling that she doesn't want her to participate in her life anymore.

This is what Ying Die feels sad about.

It's the day to go.

Although the two have not reached the point of a cold war, they still talk as usual and greet each other on a daily basis.

When Ying Die came back, she would also ask her if she wanted to go for a walk, but Beigui shook her head and said no, she was going to sleep.

In fact, she didn't want to do this either.

But in her bones, she thought she had changed.

But after encountering a problem, I found that I still have that problem.

Refuse to communicate.

I just want to calm down and think.

Her repeated avoidance made Ying Die feel very tired.

Things got complicated after graduation.

In the past, she still had training funds during training, and she also had prize money from competitions, so she saved a lot.But now with Director Liu, although the teaching assistant fee will be given, it is not much.

Plus the overhead of daily living costs.

He had to find a way to save some money, otherwise it would not be enough for the two of them to live.

This is also a point of Ying Die's inexplicable impatience and irritability.

But she didn't mention a word in front of Beigui.

Just when Bei Gui arrived at the entrance of the train station alone.

She saw a familiar figure, and at that moment, Beigui's eye circles suddenly turned red.

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The running-in period between the two has begun~