should be stacked to return to the north

It was later that Bei Gui told Ying Die why she didn't choose to study in a foreign language university.In fact, she still likes English very much.

It cannot be said that she only likes English, she likes small languages.

She also likes the different cultures and languages ​​of different countries. She thinks that in the future, if she has the opportunity, she must travel all over the world.

To feel the local culture and customs.

It's not just limited to the immediate life.

But after the ear check revealed a problem, everything went shaky.

She began to deny herself.

I just feel that I can't do anything well. Originally, she was going to study literature.But after emotional instability, the way to deal with it is to avoid it.

Even a little repulsive to speak.

I always feel that if I say it, I will be implicated with others.

With involvement comes a need for response.

But sometimes she is too ill to respond to others.

I still remember that when she got sick last winter, she drank traditional Chinese medicine for two full months.I can't sleep well at night, I can hear buzzing sounds in my ears, and when it's serious, I can hear the sound of airplanes flying by in my ears.

Especially at night, when everything around is quiet.

That was when I was just starting high school.

We are not very familiar with each other, and we are still in the stage of just starting to build relationships.

From then on, Beigui closed himself off.

Almost all social interactions were cut off, and some of her middle school classmates were promoted to the high school affiliated to Mo University, but she deliberately avoided them.

The classmates in the class who took the initiative to question her were also rejected by her.

Over time, everyone knows that she doesn't like human contact and talking.

I don't have much contact with her in private.

Later, I began to choose arts and sciences.

Before choosing arts and sciences, she wanted to ask her parents what they meant.

But it has always been in a state of being unable to contact.

It is estimated that there is no signal in the mountains. She doesn't know where her parents are now. Anyway, they will follow wherever the project goes.

It was some time after Beigui chose science that they called.

It is said that in the past few months, they were all in the mountains, blasting caves.Prepare to pass a railway into the mountains.

After the cave is opened, the railway will be opened, which will bring convenience to the people there.

But at that time, returning to the north, she was not in the mood to feel the sense of honor their profession brought them, and she felt more aggrieved.

Parents didn't even ask her why she studied science.

If they asked, she might reply that there are too many things to memorize and read in liberal arts, and she might not be suitable.

Science is more suitable for her now.

What's more, she needs to understand and experiment.

No need to communicate with others.

She even expected her parents to ask her back, didn't you like to speak English before?No, it's pretty good.

But neither parent.

During that call, they explained why they couldn't get in touch before, and then asked about grandma's situation. Knowing that everything was fine at home, they hung up the phone in a hurry.

Said they were going to be busy.

Ok.

When Beigui talked about this, his face was very calm.

But Ying Die knew that at that time, she must have had some struggles in her heart.

Maybe, she even cried aggrievedly.

At that time, Ying Die felt very distressed when he heard it.

She stepped forward and gave her a hug that she wanted to give her a long time ago, and said, you can talk to your big sister about anything in the future.I'm always there.

But that's for later.

Right now, Beigui didn't talk too much about his innermost feelings to Yingdie.

After two people finish eating noodles, it is the bowls that should be stacked and washed.

Beigui was in charge of cooking, and Yingdie would take the initiative to do the washing up.Bei Gui liked this way of getting along.

That night, Beigui just felt that Yingdie was a little different.

But don't know what happened.

It was the next day when I arrived at school and was listening to gossip from my classmates. Some classmates said that it seemed that I should have offended the school leaders.

Internships may end early.

The school will not stamp her internship certificate.

Isn't that a pity?

The two-month internship was in vain.

Some students asked, but maybe not, where did you hear it?

Another classmate came back and passed by the teacher's office to listen to what they said.

Ok.

That should be real.

In the past, when the classmates in the class wentssip, Beigui never participated in it, nor would he listen with his ears pricked up.

But when the students in the class were talking about it today, she was focused.

Want to hear more.

When it was confirmed that this matter was true, Bei Gui felt faintly uneasy.

Last night, Ying Die seemed to have made a point. The teaching director approached her to ask about herself, but she slapped her back.

Could it be because of this that he offended the director?

One morning, Beigui was absent-minded.

The deskmate watched her calmly.

Curious about what she was thinking, he wrote a note to ask her.

Returning to the north was not in the mood to return.

But my deskmate seems to be the representative of the Chinese class, and will often go in and out of the teacher's office.

She tentatively asked:

[Do you know anything about Teacher Ying? ]

[Mr. Ying? ]

[Um.It is the trainee female physical education teacher from the school. ]

[Know her.What's wrong? ]

After all, the previous incident of climbing the fence caused a sensation in the school, so it became the object of discussion among teachers and students in the school.

The male deskmate naturally knew it too.

[It seems that I heard something about her, but I don't know whether it is true or not. ]

[Should be true.When I went to the teacher's office this morning, I heard that she was being trained by several directors in turn. ]

Return to the north for a meal.

Look worried.

[But it should not be as serious as everyone said, and Teacher Ying, I think she is different from other teachers.She'll take care of these things. ]

Seeing that she looked slightly ill, the male deskmate wrote another note.

Although it was comforting words, Bei Gui could only pray in his heart, nothing happened.

Even so, Beigui still wanted to see her impatiently and ask her if anything happened.

It's finally time for dinner, and I can see her.

But returning to the north is a bit of a stomachache.

After she finished squatting in the toilet, she was no longer in the mood to eat.

But she took her chances anyway.

What if she eats slowly.

But what she didn't expect was that Ying Die was waiting for her at the door of the cafeteria.

At this time, everyone has almost finished their meal and is going back to the dormitory or classroom.

After everyone came out of the cafeteria, Beigui walked in alone.

Ying Die stood by the doorway, as long as she walked towards the cafeteria, she could be seen at a glance.

Is she waiting for herself?

Beigui's heart skipped a beat.

Before Beigui could walk over, she had already walked in her direction.

"I heard from your classmates that you have a stomachache."

Beigui didn't know who she listened to, but she was indeed not feeling well.

Beigui nodded, "Yeah. A little diarrhea."

Ying Die was a little worried: "Is the food in the canteen still edible? Would you like to go to my office first, and I'll go out and buy you some hot porridge."

Originally, Beigui was afraid of trouble, and subconsciously wanted to refuse.

But I want to ask her something.

He said, "Then let's go out to eat."

She agreed too quickly, and Ying Die still didn't realize it.

Beigui: "Is it not possible?"

Ying Die smiled and said, "Yes, of course you can. Dine-in meals are hotter, but I'm afraid your body won't be able to handle it and you need to rest."

Beigui shook his head: "It's fine."

She has been to the office that should be stacked before.

It's not her own, but all the music and art teachers are crowded together.

The school's offices are divided according to grades. The teachers of the third year of high school are in the teaching building of the third year.The rest is the teacher of sound and body beauty.

The teacher's office is at the end and the smallest.

It may be because they usually have more classes, and the physical education teacher has classes outside, and the music teacher and art teacher also have their own music classroom and art room, so everyone squeezes as much as possible.

I don't usually stay in the office.

And some teachers have their own dormitories.

During the lunch break, few teachers go to the office.

This is also the reason why Ying Die assuredly told Beigui to go to his office.

But it's okay to go out.

There is nothing to do at noon.

It just so happened that she also knew that there was a good porridge casserole nearby.

She just found it a little strange that the child never took the initiative to talk to her at school, and he rarely even looked at each other.

This time, he even said that he would go out to eat with her.

What's wrong?

You should be suspicious.

There is no shortage of delicious food around the school, but Beigui never ate it once.

The breakfast she had before was prepared by her grandma, and sometimes her grandma would prepare Chinese lunch boxes for her.But then Beigui felt that it was too troublesome, so he said that eating in the cafeteria was the same.

Grandma thought she didn't want to carry a bento box.

Think about the young people nowadays, few people are willing to bring bento boxes to eat.

In the past, when the older generation went out, they always prepared food by themselves.

But in fact, Beigui was very willing to bring bento to eat. In the afternoon, in the empty classroom, she sat at her desk, opened the bento carefully prepared by her grandma, took a spoon and ate into her stomach.

Not hot, but delicious.

But thinking about how easy it is for her to eat bento, it is very hard work for grandma to prepare bento.

After the second year of high school, I didn't ask my grandma to prepare bento anymore.

Occasionally she brings a bento box with fruit to school.

She likes the feeling of going out with a bento box.

Very solid.

After arriving here, it may be because the place where I live is close.

I didn't go to get these anymore.

The two went to the food street near the school.

Ying Die asked her, "Can you eat casserole porridge?"

Returning to the North: "Well, yes."

Before she knew it, Beigui's response to her was no longer a single word.

Sometimes even a word is not um, but good.

But Ying Die didn't hear it.

She still thought that the child who lived with her was still indifferent.

The two entered an old shop in an alley.

Everything is furnished and dated.

In the past, Beigui would never have entered.

But she listened to Ying Die with bright eyes and said: "This restaurant tastes super good, and there are so many varieties. I ate seafood last time. But today, you probably have to eat something lighter. Vegetable porridge and meat Can Si?"

Bei Gui was in a daze when he heard her speak.

After a while, he nodded: "Yes."

Ying Die waved to the boss: "Then it's such a pleasant decision, I'll go and order."

Beigui lowered his head, not daring to look into her eyes.

I replied with a good word in my heart.

Every time as long as she is there, she doesn't seem to need to worry about anything.

Ok.