should be stacked to return to the north

Ying Die didn't realize at the time that the director's words were threatening.

The general awareness is, look at you, so what about the athletes of key universities, they are not here as interns yet.And if you don't do a little bit well, all your previous efforts will be wasted.

When Ying Die heard what he said, his first reaction was to be very angry.

Who is it, what are they talking about.

She just came to this school for an internship, and, besides, he is just a middle-level leader of the affiliated high school directly under the headquarters, so he speaks so arrogantly.

LOL.

She had the right to choose to come to this ghost place at the end.

Ying didn't even raise his wine glass, and stood up with a cold face, "Director, what you said is wrong. What do you mean I have the right to choose in the current environment? Why, I come to this school for an internship, am I still qualified?" ? Although it is true that I am an intern now, it does not mean that I have to be submissive."

"At school, I was an intern teacher, so I had no choice. I had to do everything. But now that I'm out of school, to be honest, you and the school have no binding force on me. My focus is not here."

"I have my own life."

"Oh, that's right. Beigui also has her own life."

"And, it will always be more exciting than it is now."

"If you want to do something about it, I will do my best to fight against it. Please respect and believe that every student has their own right to choose and their own future. You have no right to Not eligible to participate."

"There is also my choice, and you can't participate. I have coaches and teachers from my school, and they are the most qualified."

……

After Ying Die finished speaking, he didn't care what those people thought.

He pulled the stool away and left.

On the way home, Ying Die suddenly felt particularly wronged.

My nose is sore and I want to cry.

She didn't expect that in such a situation, she would blurt out her coach.

When they were in the team before, the coach was their backing.

If anything happens, the coach will take care of it.

No matter how much trouble they get into, the coach can help them get it right.

The leaders of the department take good care of every athlete.

Give them enough free training environment and room for growth.

Ying Die thought that if he left school, he would be able to forget those past lives, but inadvertently, the reliance in his bones still appeared.

At the beginning, Ying Dihui chose to study in the Department of Physical Education of Moda, but did not go to the sports school. On the one hand, it was because the coach of Moda's canoeing team liked her very much.When she was a sophomore in high school, she fell in love with her and wanted her to join the kayaking team of the Department of Physical Education of Mobi University.

After that, if you perform well, you will be promoted to the provincial team.

During training and competitions, he has always been by her side, giving her technical guidance and life guidance.

Sometimes Ying Die fell into a low period of training, and he was the one who pulled Ying Die out little by little.

Never had any complaints.

At that time, Ying Die said that training would be suspended, although he didn't say anything.

But he could feel that he was angry.

He said that you should know that as an athlete, your biggest problem and the deadliest problem is that you don't know what it is to cooperate with your teammates.You don't have empathy and perception.When I asked you to prepare for a two-person match, I never thought that your personal ability was not good enough.Instead, I want to cultivate your awareness of cooperating with others.

After leaving school and society, it is never possible to go on alone.

But at that time, Ying Die thought that the coach was biased from the bottom of his heart and gave up on her.Where can I hear this.It wasn't until this moment that she repeatedly thought about what the coach said, that she realized that indeed——

Her life seemed to be missing something.

She sometimes feels that she is a person who has no feelings.

Although it doesn't look like it.

But only she knows in her heart that she has no obsession.

Training and competitions are daily tasks, but she doesn't care if she wins the championship or how the competition results are.

Anyway, just do it and kill time.

Everyone else's dream is to win the championship.

Only she is, train hard and compete well.

As for the ranking, it is not particularly important to her.

She has no inevitable ending, she just enjoys the process.

Moreover, it was her own process.

Nothing to do with anyone else.

Perhaps the coach saw her and realized that if one day in the future, after she retires from sports, this will definitely not work.

So when she was about to graduate, a checkpoint was set for her.

Make sure she cooperates with other teammates and participates in tandem kayaking competitions.

But unexpectedly, she has a very stubborn temper.

Immediately stop training.

These were the days when Ying Duo sent her roommates back to school, she met her former teammates and whispered to her.

Ying Die didn't expect that there was such a reason hidden in the matter.

It was very sudden that Ying Die wanted to make a phone call to her coach.

but--

There are scruples in my heart.

A little hesitant.

dare not fight.

Ok.

Ying Die held the mobile phone, but did not dial the number for a long time.

In the end, she chose to call Ying's father who is also a coach.

After Ying's father received the call, he was quite surprised.

He knew that his daughter had always been close to her mother, and she always talked to her about everything.

Moreover, she hasn't said anything to his father for several years.

Or if there is any doubt, he needs to answer it.

After the call was connected, Ying Di first called out Dad.

Then there is nothing to say.

Ying's father heard her depression.

In the past, some students in the team did not play well in the game, or encountered some bottlenecks in training, most of them were in this emotional state.

"what happened?"

Yingde hesitated for a while.

I don't know how to speak.

Ying's father was originally an impatient person, both on the field and in life.

But tonight, he was gentle.

From an athlete to a coach, he knows better than anyone the importance of an athlete's mentality and emotional state.

"Have you eaten yet?" Father Ying asked.

Ying Die hummed softly.

"I've eaten. Talk to the leaders of the internship school and the physical education teachers in the same group."

Ying's father asked tentatively, "Aren't you happy with the food?"

Ying Die paused, and said, "It's not that I'm unhappy after eating, it's because I feel like I'm very self-willed sometimes."

Ying's father smiled: "Aren't you always like that?"

"What you want to do, you never care about the result. Just do it when you think about it. When choosing a major, when you go to which university. It's not because you think it's good."

Ying Die's eye sockets suddenly turned red.

She slowed down, and slowly confided: "It's not because of you, you never say anything to me. You all think it's okay for me to do anything. Then I don't know. What I do is the best way. Okay."

Father Ying was very surprised when he heard this.

He has always thought that his daughter has been independent since she was a child, but no one else can change what she thinks.

But I didn't expect-

In fact, as a child, she still hopes to hear the advice given by her parents.

This is indeed what he ignored.

"Zaizai, you know. Mom and Dad have never had high standards for you. You have your own life. If you want to listen to our suggestions in the future, as long as you tell us, We're all going to listen and we're all going to give you something back. Is that okay?"

"And, nothing is best."

"As athletes, we just have to give our all and go forward. That's enough."

It should be stacked in place.

He couldn't believe that such gentle words came from his father.

Before, his father would never say these things to her.

Father Ying smiled helplessly: "You haven't thought about it, it's because you never tell me what's going on. Don't you always tell your mother. The two of you are the ones who talk the most. happy."

"Every time I want to say something, your mother interrupts me."

"Then what should I say?"

Ying Die murmured: "That's not the case. Obviously when I told you before, you didn't take it to heart at all."

When she was a child, Ying Die still admired her father very much.

I would say a lot of wild things to him, but he was too busy.

Many times, there is no way to respond to Ying Die, and the enthusiasm is always unresponsive, and Ying Die is naturally no longer willing to speak.

But I still vaguely remember the part about training and competition.

Dad always makes good suggestions inadvertently.

It's just that Ying Die later felt that he had grown up.

No need for father's guidance anymore.

But at this moment, Ying Die suddenly realized.

Oh.

It turned out that her father still had a lot of love for her in his heart.

It just doesn't show up.

And she will still rely on her father's existence.

It's like a particularly secure backing.

That night, the parents chatted intermittently for a long time.

Ying Die also told Father Ying about his confusion and what happened at school.

After Ying's father heard this, he was silent for a long time.

I still feel a little guilty.

It has been almost two months since his daughter stopped training, and he only knows now.

And the past two months have not been very good.

Seeing his father's silence, Ying Die felt that he was angry.

He said in a low voice, "Dad, I didn't mean not to train."

Ying's father didn't mean to blame her, and said in a calm tone: "Well, Dad knows. It's okay. Complete the task of the school internship. Don't worry about other things. Dad will take care of it."

At that time, Ying Die never expected that what her father said, he would deal with it, turned out to be true.

A few days later, Ying's father actually came to Mo City.

Help her with those crappy chores.

At that moment, Ying Die realized deeply.

No matter whether she thinks she has really grown up or not, she is still a child in front of the previous generation.

But that night after talking on the phone with Ying's father, Ying Die wandered outside for a long time before returning home.

The depressed mood improved a lot after talking with Ying's father on the phone.

But I still think about things.

It's not that what the leaders said tonight made her feel scared, but that she felt that what she did was not right.It was too decisive to leave.

He didn't leave any way out for himself.

Originally, I really wanted to live in the team some time ago, but because the internship school was too complicated.

She hadn't had time to think about it.

Right now, her inner sense of belonging is still given to the kayak.

And her strong backing is her coach.

call.

Ying Die forced himself not to think about it, but couldn't restrain his emotions.

She's just sad.

I am sad that I have persisted in kayaking training for so many years, and in the end, I did not give a good feedback.

Sad that she ruthlessly rejected her teacher's consideration for her.

She even felt that her coach would leave her alone after using her.

Let it run its course.

But without her coach, perhaps she would not have left school so easily and went to an outside school for an internship.Whenever the coach wants to block her, he deliberately makes things difficult for her.

She's not going to have an easy time.

But her coach gave her enough free space and time.

Think about it now.

She is still too young.

The door opens.

The living room lights were on.

It should be Beigui who came back first.

she at home?

Although he didn't see her, Ying Die's mood improved a lot at that moment.

And Beigui, who came home from evening self-study early, has been waiting for her.