Pei Qi was the first to notice that something was wrong with Pei Ning in the past two days.
The original Pei Ning, what to eat, what to do, what to do, the relationship between the two broke the ice, he went to provoke, Pei Ning would kick him without hesitation every time.
And now-
Pei Ning was like a sick cat whose arrogance had been drained.
Sitting at the dining table every day, he would be full after two mouthfuls, and he would not do his homework. Sometimes Pei Qi would go downstairs to drink water in the middle of the night, and he could hear the movement in Pei Ning's bedroom.
Good guy, the single loops the Great Compassion Mantra for one night.
I don't know what I'm doing.
The second one who noticed something was wrong was Mama Zhang.
In Zhang Ma's words, Pei Ning used to have a lot of vigor, and his eyes were full of spirituality when he spoke and acted, which made people like it when they saw it.
but now--
Sitting there in a daze all day, as if lost soul, for a whole day.
I don't even know what to think.
Mama Zhang even secretly asked Pei Qi if Pei Ning was suffering from depression.
Zhang Ma asked and wiped her tears worriedly, "Your parents are away all year round, Ning Ning is so pitiful, no one cares about him, no one loves him, he will be scolded by a bunch of relatives after the Chinese New Year, and he will be compared with your own brother when it's over, Who understands Ningning's suffering?"
Pei Qi: "???"
Isn't he as miserable as Pei Ning?
Mom Zhang: "If this is really a depression, let your parents come back quickly and spend more time with her. It's really not good. Take her out for a trip to relax. You can't let her stay in this environment every day. The pressure of studying is too much. How big is it, I haven't even eaten two bites of rice."
Pei Qi: "???"
What did she study for Pei Ning? She was under a lot of pressure. She was the last one in every exam. What kind of pressure could there be?
Pei Qi felt that Mama Zhang's heart was going to the Pacific Ocean.
But he also felt that Pei Ning's situation was not right, so how to put it, it seemed that he had no yearning for life and no vitality.
It's like being ready to leave anytime.
Pei Qi was taken aback by this thought, and wanted to call his parents to report. Pei's father and mother were busy with the project, and as soon as they answered the phone, they made money and then hung up.
Pei Qi wanted to say that there was no chance.
I can only observe secretly and pay more attention to Pei Ning.
I'm afraid that something will happen to Pei Ning.
In previous years, the first and second graders basically waited for the Lantern Festival before returning to school, but this year, I don’t know what the school is doing. The Lantern Festival is only a half-day holiday. Students are required to report to the school in the morning, and classes will be held normally afterwards.
In the previous life, it was on this day that the original owner insulted Qiao Song by splashing water in public, and then the relationship between Qiao Song and Song Zhiyuan changed dramatically.
Pei Ning clutched his chest, looking at the text message on the phone, his mind went blank.
The day before the Lantern Festival, Pei Ning went back to the old community by mistake. Instead of going upstairs, she walked around downstairs and stood under the streetlight.
This location has a view of the windows of the home.
She saw that the lights were on inside, and knowing that Qiao Song lived inside, she somehow felt at ease.
On a strong winter night, Pei Ning shrank his head and was about to leave when he heard a shout, "Pei Ning?"
It's Qiao Song.
Pei Ning didn't put on smoky makeup, didn't wear a wig, and the down jacket was wrapped into a ball, so it was rare for Qiao Song to recognize him. Pei Ning turned his head and saw Qiao Song, as if greeting an acquaintance, he nodded very naturally, and put his hands in his hands. sleeve.
"That's right, I ate too much at night, went out for a walk, and then came here."
She didn't dare to look at Qiao Song, she lowered her head and prepared to leave, "It's nothing, I'm leaving first, there are still a lot of things at home."
Qiao Song stood in front of her.
Only then did Pei Ning raise his eyes and face Qiao Song squarely.
Qiao Song was wearing an old padded jacket, the same one she was wearing when she first met Qiao Song, it was not frost-proof at night, and Qiao Song didn't wear a hat or scarf, his face was a little red from the cold.
"I turn on the lights every night."
Qiao Song lowered his head and exhaled while speaking, "Thinking, if you want to come back and see the light is on, you might go up."
Her black eyes met Pei Ning's.
Seeing her sincere appearance, Pei Ning suddenly smiled. She didn't know why, but she felt a little ridiculous. She had a calm expression on her face, "I have a place to live, and I didn't come here to remind you who this house is. Yes, that is, just going out for a walk, a very accidental behavior."
Pei Ning was really afraid that Qiao Song would misunderstand, what should he do if his self-esteem is frustrated for such a proud person.
She smiled, "Just, you know, I'm not that bad-hearted."
It's fine if she doesn't explain, but this explanation seems to cover up.
Qiao Song bit her lip, the expression on her face was obscured by the shadow of the tree, she asked, "Then, do you want to sit up for a while? I'm at home alone, and I'm bored."
"I'll give it up, it's so late, my parents will worry if I go back too late."
Pei Ning didn't even bat an eye when he told a lie, "Besides, I have nothing to do when I go up, and I have to go to school tomorrow, so go to bed early, and don't go shopping outside too late."
She waved her hand to say goodbye, but she didn't say anything. When passing by, Qiao Song grabbed her hand.
"Sit with me for a while."
Qiao Song's tone even contained a bit of helplessness, "Please."
Qiao Song is not someone who asks for help easily, and to be able to say such words, to a certain extent, is her bottom line.
Pei Ning looked back at her eyebrows and eyes, and felt a sudden pain in his heart.
Heck.
Who knows if this world will be able to see Qiao Song in the future.
She turned into ashes, wandering in an unknown time and space, and she could still see Qiao Song.
never to be seen again.
Maybe he will forget her.
Like someone who has forgotten the previous world.
Pei Ning felt that she had a natural sense of trust and intimacy with Qiao Song. From the first time she saw her, she felt that Qiao Song was very familiar.
That feeling no one else has.
Maybe Qiao Song is the catastrophe she has to go through, just to see if she has the courage.
Pei Ning thought, even if we never see each other again, in this life and in the next life, we will never meet in any time and space.
Then say goodbye to her.
Pei Ning smiled, showing a row of neat white teeth, but it looked uglier than crying.
"Okay."
She responded with a smile, and when Qiao Song walked in front, her suppressed emotions seemed to overflow, the sourness in her chest fermented into a cup full at this moment, and her tears were about to flow out.
Pei Ning looked up at the sky with a smile, and quickly wiped it off while entering the community.
Oops, I still can't be seen by Qiao Song.
The heating in the community is sufficient, and Pei Ning can feel it as soon as he enters.
Qiao Song kept the house very clean, but there was absolutely nothing that should not be touched.
On the contrary, there were a lot of flowers and plants growing on the balcony. Pei Ning changed his shoes and took off his jacket to look at it. He couldn't help but praise, "The cooking is very good."
Qiao Song warmed her milk, saw her kneeling on the sofa looking at the flowers, Qiao Song heated up the milk, added two rock sugars in it, and leaned over to Pei Ning to watch.
"I thought you would like it, so I planted some. There are more rhododendrons and roses, and the flowers are beautiful. This balcony has the most sunshine."
Qiao Song explained, looking sideways at Pei Ning, Pei Ning noticed her gaze, moved his eyes away from the potted plant, then turned over and sat on the sofa with his hands on his knees, and felt that this was too cramped, so he simply stood up and walked around .
"It's good, you live here, it's like a home here, unlike before, it's just an empty house—"
Pei Ning paused, then turned to look at Qiao Song, "Your parents didn't bother you anymore, did they?"
Qiao Song shook his head, "They promised me that they would not interfere with me too much, and I would not ask anything about the Qiao family's affairs."
Qiao's father gave her living expenses and tuition fees, which were a little more than before, but he couldn't afford the extra. After all, there was still a Qiao Zhi to support.
He could only tell Qiao Song not to resent them, but he couldn't make his daughter get close to them.
The feelings that could not be cultivated in the previous ten years, but now there is no way to cultivate them.
The atmosphere was a bit awkward, Pei Ning couldn't find anything to say, and was about to leave when Qiao Song got up, "I've warmed up milk for you, drink a cup to warm yourself up."
After she finished speaking, she went to the kitchen.
When he came out, he brought a cup of hot milk and exquisite snacks.
It was Pei Ning's previous favorite.
Pei Ning felt that it was not good not to drink it, and it seemed inappropriate to drink it. She couldn't sit still. What are the two of them doing now?
It's like meeting an ex-wife, being polite, after all, it's too subtle.
She wanted to speak, but seeing Qiao Song's expectant eyes, she hesitated to speak, and sat down again, holding the cup of hot milk to warm her hands.
But her hands were actually not cold at all.
Qiao Song sat down next to her and turned on the TV.
Pei Ning wanted to move to the side, but Qiao Song, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke.
"Xiaoyan and I are very ordinary friends. We didn't say a few words in class before."
Qiao Song said in a muffled voice, "I never thought that people like me would have friends. Ever since I was a child, everyone said I was a dull gourd, introverted, and stuttering. Few people would listen to me. say what."
She paused, her head still buried, "Actually, I have long known that your name is not Li Yu, and I have long known that you are Pei Ning, but I have always pretended not to know."
Pei Ning paused his fingers, and the hand touching the milk suddenly felt a little hot.
She swallowed uncomfortably, her mind was not on the TV at all.
"It's not so much that I'm angry, it's better to say that I'm angry with myself. I feel like I'm really not that good. It's worth what you pay for me. It's worth having you as my friend. The better you treat me , I am more and more frightened, afraid that this is a dream—”
Qiao Song had a little difficulty breathing, and gasped heavily, "I think every day, this is you teasing me, as Pei Ning's teasing, pretending to be a perfect friend to get close to me.
If it wasn't for this, how would you want to be friends with me.But the more I think about it, the more I feel…”
Her voice was rough, "If this is a tease, can it last a little longer?"
"I was so wrong, I have been entangled in your purpose all the time, I walked on thin ice carefully, and made the whole world my enemy, I really..."
Qiao Song buried his head, but tears fell to the ground, and Pei Ning didn't see it, "I really hate myself, I hate that I hurt you and hurt your sincerity."
Cowardly and wimpy.
She didn't know why she became like this.
She obviously wants to be reborn so she can change herself, and no longer bear the hurt and grievances she suffered in her previous life.
Pei Ning didn't move, she picked the glass with her fingers, the milk was hot, she didn't take a sip, she was a little nervous, afraid that Qiao Song would show more sincerity at this time.
She put down the milk in a hurry, stood up and almost fell, "I'm going first, let's talk about it later, when I have a chance."
If they still have tomorrow.
The author has something to say: good night
The original Pei Ning, what to eat, what to do, what to do, the relationship between the two broke the ice, he went to provoke, Pei Ning would kick him without hesitation every time.
And now-
Pei Ning was like a sick cat whose arrogance had been drained.
Sitting at the dining table every day, he would be full after two mouthfuls, and he would not do his homework. Sometimes Pei Qi would go downstairs to drink water in the middle of the night, and he could hear the movement in Pei Ning's bedroom.
Good guy, the single loops the Great Compassion Mantra for one night.
I don't know what I'm doing.
The second one who noticed something was wrong was Mama Zhang.
In Zhang Ma's words, Pei Ning used to have a lot of vigor, and his eyes were full of spirituality when he spoke and acted, which made people like it when they saw it.
but now--
Sitting there in a daze all day, as if lost soul, for a whole day.
I don't even know what to think.
Mama Zhang even secretly asked Pei Qi if Pei Ning was suffering from depression.
Zhang Ma asked and wiped her tears worriedly, "Your parents are away all year round, Ning Ning is so pitiful, no one cares about him, no one loves him, he will be scolded by a bunch of relatives after the Chinese New Year, and he will be compared with your own brother when it's over, Who understands Ningning's suffering?"
Pei Qi: "???"
Isn't he as miserable as Pei Ning?
Mom Zhang: "If this is really a depression, let your parents come back quickly and spend more time with her. It's really not good. Take her out for a trip to relax. You can't let her stay in this environment every day. The pressure of studying is too much. How big is it, I haven't even eaten two bites of rice."
Pei Qi: "???"
What did she study for Pei Ning? She was under a lot of pressure. She was the last one in every exam. What kind of pressure could there be?
Pei Qi felt that Mama Zhang's heart was going to the Pacific Ocean.
But he also felt that Pei Ning's situation was not right, so how to put it, it seemed that he had no yearning for life and no vitality.
It's like being ready to leave anytime.
Pei Qi was taken aback by this thought, and wanted to call his parents to report. Pei's father and mother were busy with the project, and as soon as they answered the phone, they made money and then hung up.
Pei Qi wanted to say that there was no chance.
I can only observe secretly and pay more attention to Pei Ning.
I'm afraid that something will happen to Pei Ning.
In previous years, the first and second graders basically waited for the Lantern Festival before returning to school, but this year, I don’t know what the school is doing. The Lantern Festival is only a half-day holiday. Students are required to report to the school in the morning, and classes will be held normally afterwards.
In the previous life, it was on this day that the original owner insulted Qiao Song by splashing water in public, and then the relationship between Qiao Song and Song Zhiyuan changed dramatically.
Pei Ning clutched his chest, looking at the text message on the phone, his mind went blank.
The day before the Lantern Festival, Pei Ning went back to the old community by mistake. Instead of going upstairs, she walked around downstairs and stood under the streetlight.
This location has a view of the windows of the home.
She saw that the lights were on inside, and knowing that Qiao Song lived inside, she somehow felt at ease.
On a strong winter night, Pei Ning shrank his head and was about to leave when he heard a shout, "Pei Ning?"
It's Qiao Song.
Pei Ning didn't put on smoky makeup, didn't wear a wig, and the down jacket was wrapped into a ball, so it was rare for Qiao Song to recognize him. Pei Ning turned his head and saw Qiao Song, as if greeting an acquaintance, he nodded very naturally, and put his hands in his hands. sleeve.
"That's right, I ate too much at night, went out for a walk, and then came here."
She didn't dare to look at Qiao Song, she lowered her head and prepared to leave, "It's nothing, I'm leaving first, there are still a lot of things at home."
Qiao Song stood in front of her.
Only then did Pei Ning raise his eyes and face Qiao Song squarely.
Qiao Song was wearing an old padded jacket, the same one she was wearing when she first met Qiao Song, it was not frost-proof at night, and Qiao Song didn't wear a hat or scarf, his face was a little red from the cold.
"I turn on the lights every night."
Qiao Song lowered his head and exhaled while speaking, "Thinking, if you want to come back and see the light is on, you might go up."
Her black eyes met Pei Ning's.
Seeing her sincere appearance, Pei Ning suddenly smiled. She didn't know why, but she felt a little ridiculous. She had a calm expression on her face, "I have a place to live, and I didn't come here to remind you who this house is. Yes, that is, just going out for a walk, a very accidental behavior."
Pei Ning was really afraid that Qiao Song would misunderstand, what should he do if his self-esteem is frustrated for such a proud person.
She smiled, "Just, you know, I'm not that bad-hearted."
It's fine if she doesn't explain, but this explanation seems to cover up.
Qiao Song bit her lip, the expression on her face was obscured by the shadow of the tree, she asked, "Then, do you want to sit up for a while? I'm at home alone, and I'm bored."
"I'll give it up, it's so late, my parents will worry if I go back too late."
Pei Ning didn't even bat an eye when he told a lie, "Besides, I have nothing to do when I go up, and I have to go to school tomorrow, so go to bed early, and don't go shopping outside too late."
She waved her hand to say goodbye, but she didn't say anything. When passing by, Qiao Song grabbed her hand.
"Sit with me for a while."
Qiao Song's tone even contained a bit of helplessness, "Please."
Qiao Song is not someone who asks for help easily, and to be able to say such words, to a certain extent, is her bottom line.
Pei Ning looked back at her eyebrows and eyes, and felt a sudden pain in his heart.
Heck.
Who knows if this world will be able to see Qiao Song in the future.
She turned into ashes, wandering in an unknown time and space, and she could still see Qiao Song.
never to be seen again.
Maybe he will forget her.
Like someone who has forgotten the previous world.
Pei Ning felt that she had a natural sense of trust and intimacy with Qiao Song. From the first time she saw her, she felt that Qiao Song was very familiar.
That feeling no one else has.
Maybe Qiao Song is the catastrophe she has to go through, just to see if she has the courage.
Pei Ning thought, even if we never see each other again, in this life and in the next life, we will never meet in any time and space.
Then say goodbye to her.
Pei Ning smiled, showing a row of neat white teeth, but it looked uglier than crying.
"Okay."
She responded with a smile, and when Qiao Song walked in front, her suppressed emotions seemed to overflow, the sourness in her chest fermented into a cup full at this moment, and her tears were about to flow out.
Pei Ning looked up at the sky with a smile, and quickly wiped it off while entering the community.
Oops, I still can't be seen by Qiao Song.
The heating in the community is sufficient, and Pei Ning can feel it as soon as he enters.
Qiao Song kept the house very clean, but there was absolutely nothing that should not be touched.
On the contrary, there were a lot of flowers and plants growing on the balcony. Pei Ning changed his shoes and took off his jacket to look at it. He couldn't help but praise, "The cooking is very good."
Qiao Song warmed her milk, saw her kneeling on the sofa looking at the flowers, Qiao Song heated up the milk, added two rock sugars in it, and leaned over to Pei Ning to watch.
"I thought you would like it, so I planted some. There are more rhododendrons and roses, and the flowers are beautiful. This balcony has the most sunshine."
Qiao Song explained, looking sideways at Pei Ning, Pei Ning noticed her gaze, moved his eyes away from the potted plant, then turned over and sat on the sofa with his hands on his knees, and felt that this was too cramped, so he simply stood up and walked around .
"It's good, you live here, it's like a home here, unlike before, it's just an empty house—"
Pei Ning paused, then turned to look at Qiao Song, "Your parents didn't bother you anymore, did they?"
Qiao Song shook his head, "They promised me that they would not interfere with me too much, and I would not ask anything about the Qiao family's affairs."
Qiao's father gave her living expenses and tuition fees, which were a little more than before, but he couldn't afford the extra. After all, there was still a Qiao Zhi to support.
He could only tell Qiao Song not to resent them, but he couldn't make his daughter get close to them.
The feelings that could not be cultivated in the previous ten years, but now there is no way to cultivate them.
The atmosphere was a bit awkward, Pei Ning couldn't find anything to say, and was about to leave when Qiao Song got up, "I've warmed up milk for you, drink a cup to warm yourself up."
After she finished speaking, she went to the kitchen.
When he came out, he brought a cup of hot milk and exquisite snacks.
It was Pei Ning's previous favorite.
Pei Ning felt that it was not good not to drink it, and it seemed inappropriate to drink it. She couldn't sit still. What are the two of them doing now?
It's like meeting an ex-wife, being polite, after all, it's too subtle.
She wanted to speak, but seeing Qiao Song's expectant eyes, she hesitated to speak, and sat down again, holding the cup of hot milk to warm her hands.
But her hands were actually not cold at all.
Qiao Song sat down next to her and turned on the TV.
Pei Ning wanted to move to the side, but Qiao Song, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke.
"Xiaoyan and I are very ordinary friends. We didn't say a few words in class before."
Qiao Song said in a muffled voice, "I never thought that people like me would have friends. Ever since I was a child, everyone said I was a dull gourd, introverted, and stuttering. Few people would listen to me. say what."
She paused, her head still buried, "Actually, I have long known that your name is not Li Yu, and I have long known that you are Pei Ning, but I have always pretended not to know."
Pei Ning paused his fingers, and the hand touching the milk suddenly felt a little hot.
She swallowed uncomfortably, her mind was not on the TV at all.
"It's not so much that I'm angry, it's better to say that I'm angry with myself. I feel like I'm really not that good. It's worth what you pay for me. It's worth having you as my friend. The better you treat me , I am more and more frightened, afraid that this is a dream—”
Qiao Song had a little difficulty breathing, and gasped heavily, "I think every day, this is you teasing me, as Pei Ning's teasing, pretending to be a perfect friend to get close to me.
If it wasn't for this, how would you want to be friends with me.But the more I think about it, the more I feel…”
Her voice was rough, "If this is a tease, can it last a little longer?"
"I was so wrong, I have been entangled in your purpose all the time, I walked on thin ice carefully, and made the whole world my enemy, I really..."
Qiao Song buried his head, but tears fell to the ground, and Pei Ning didn't see it, "I really hate myself, I hate that I hurt you and hurt your sincerity."
Cowardly and wimpy.
She didn't know why she became like this.
She obviously wants to be reborn so she can change herself, and no longer bear the hurt and grievances she suffered in her previous life.
Pei Ning didn't move, she picked the glass with her fingers, the milk was hot, she didn't take a sip, she was a little nervous, afraid that Qiao Song would show more sincerity at this time.
She put down the milk in a hurry, stood up and almost fell, "I'm going first, let's talk about it later, when I have a chance."
If they still have tomorrow.
The author has something to say: good night
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