Yinhua and Dream

Sawano left his post when there were no customers, and scanned all the cakes, biscuits and other things in the store with his eyes, but was discovered by the store manager who "rarely came out" to inspect once, peeping into the store with a greedy face Exhibits are a mortal sin—such a wonderful reason to punish her for "unpaid overtime" this Saturday morning.

It doesn't matter to Sawano, anyway, the store manager always has various reasons to use human resources, but every time the result of unpaid overtime work, the original salary is always turned into a cake that is more expensive than it. send them.

Such a store manager is actually quite cute.Maybe it's not just because she makes cakes like her father, maybe it's not just the long working hours in this store since she was 14, but also The reason why this cute store manager is here.

When I got home, I immediately started making hot egg tarts and cookies. These tools were bought by my father before making things, and she would also make them when she was bored, so they were never wasted.

He took out the cakes from the freezer that he made in the morning and put them together. One minute before seven o'clock, Sawano went out and walked to the next door, and rang the doorbell. It would take a few seconds for a guy with a gloomy expression to come out and open the door. But today... Sawano waited for 1 minute, pressed the second time, 1 minute, and the third time...

Sawano stood at the door for 10 minutes, and there was heavy snow in the sky. The cold wind blew the snowflakes into the aisle of the apartment, onto her shoulders and the package she was holding, as if it was about to chill the hot things.

She took a deep breath, took out her phone, and played Futian's call.

A response is heard in Sawano after five beeps, "Hello Sawano?"

"Futian, where are you?" A voice on the other side of the phone made Ze Ye feel that the boiling anger had gone and cooled down.

——"Fukuda-kun, the idea of ​​this story is good, but the turning point of this part..."

"I'm sorry, Sawano, I'm currently receiving guidance from Mr. XX at his home. I didn't have this plan originally. I was also called to the editorial department by the editor when I got off work in the afternoon to get the news. This time I learned a lot. When I went back, I told you……"

Fukuda's excited voice was next to his ears, Sawano looked down at the package, "Futian, I made egg tarts and cookies, it's going to be cold."

"Hey! It's cold when it's cold, it's okay anyway..."

"It's cold! It's all cold!——" Sawano has not yelled so madly for a long time, she took a deep breath to calm down, "It's winter, my house is next door, I stand like an idiot Waiting for you at the door for 10 minutes, maybe you think 10 minutes is nothing...what, but, but..."

Sawano felt the warmth flowing over her sore cheeks from the cold wind, and she felt like an idiot.

"Hey... Sawano, you are crying, hey, Sawano, Sawano,... this, this is not like the Sawano I know. Let's do this first, I..."

"Beep beep——" the rapid beep rang in his ears, Ze Ye bit his lips and looked at the hung up phone, wiped away his tears, his face was quickly blown dry.

It's time to drop your phone when it's out of battery! ——Of course it's just an illusion, Fukuda put the phone back into his pocket, looked at the smiling middle-aged man apologetically, "Teacher, I'm sorry! Something happened to my family, that..."

"Haha, it's your girlfriend. Hey, for young people nowadays, it's not uncommon for young people to shed tears when they're in a relationship, but it's not uncommon for serious ones to be life-threatening... Fukuda-kun, go back quickly. I appreciate your temperament and welcome you to come again next time."

For the teacher's understanding, Fukuda was moved so much that he wanted to cry. As expected of a master, he bowed his head and said, "Ah, teacher, I, an unqualified student, look forward to being taught next time. Farewell."

He walked quickly to the door, turned around and bowed again, then rushed out.

Riding a motorcycle and galloping on the driveway on a winter night, Fukuda felt mixed emotions, Sawano, you really pick your time when you are awkward... Well, although he was excited by the fact that he was able to get the guidance of a famous manga master Excitedly, he forgot to tell Sawano that work was canceled today... Hurry up.Accelerating the horsepower, Futian admitted that he was impatient.

Ze Ye threw the box on the ground, several intact cakes were smashed in half, and the cold cookies were completely shattered. The egg tarts were much luckier and remained intact.

Sawano sat on the sofa dejectedly, her shoulder-length hair slid down to block her face.

Chaqi, confused and crying

Disappointments always go hand in hand with expectations.

- But please don't despair.

"Why did you split up?"

"Sha... Sawano, you should know the reason. I really can't stand your temper. Sometimes it's just a little thing. I've explained the reason clearly, but you still make people feel like you are dying... Depressed and scary, sometimes you yell when we disagree, I thought you were a cheerful and gentle woman, but... sorry."

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"Shaluo, can't you change your temper? Sometimes it's scary."

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"Sawano, I don't think I can accept your intentions.... You also know what's going on about you in school, so... I'm sorry."

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"Senior, let's break up. I don't think we are suitable."

"What... Shaluo, I remember that you brought up the relationship, right? The reason for breaking up is just inappropriate three words?"

"Well, I feel very tired when I'm by your side."

……

"You are Sawano, cut, and you look very ordinary! You must have played some kind of trick to hook up with Kato-senpai. You really deserve it, you shameless bitch! Cheap! Haha, think about it, you wouldn't use your body to..."

"I played tricks. If I told you that I just stood in front of him and said to him, 'Senior, please date me', what other tricks are needed?"

"...Bastard! Come on!"

On that day, there was a single female student at Xinye University and more than five female students.In the end, both sides were scarred, but Sawano Sharo still won.

……

Sawano leaned on the sofa, covering his eyes with his hands. Even so, the tears still dripped on the sweater disobediently, leaving his cheeks dripping on the sweater. In his mind, he recalled scenes of past dating or encounters at school. In fact, Sawano Sharo often picked It started, but the result... She had conceived the worst plan at the very beginning, but in the end she was always unable to remain calm, always crazy and crazy... making powerless redemptive actions.

Really like an idiot...

In fact, Sawano Sharo never thought deeply about why he stopped talking about his dream after the age of 11...just because of the appearance of Fukuda Shinta, yes, just because of Fukuda...Fukuda The courageous, passionate drive in her body infected her, making her, who had already given up the word dream, pick it up again... But after that, there is no future...

One month, one month... This month, Sawano was desperately looking for that sense of fulfillment, but apart from finding a job in a convenience store that he didn't hate, he couldn't find any real things.Unlike Fukuda who has the dream of becoming a cartoonist, unlike Katori who has the dream of becoming the most advanced dessert chef, and other people who have various dreams... They have fixed goals and a fixed direction to work hard. As long as you keep going, even if you don't touch it in the end, there will always be a light shining in front of you during this process, guiding you forward.

And Sawano couldn't see anything in front of his eyes... You see, he began to deny himself again.No, no, you have to be motivated, Shaluo, where is the drive to move forward a week ago and look forward to tomorrow... I need to get it back...

"Father, mother,... Shaluo is really worthless." After muttering to himself, Sawan felt that the tears that had just stopped began to swirl in his eyes again.

……

Sawano walked to the kitchen and leaned against the wall to look at the furnishings inside. The kitchen of Sawano’s house took up a quarter of the room. It was remodeled by Quansheng Sawano himself. There are all kinds of kitchen utensils here. It is enough to make some complicated desserts outside, not to mention that after Sawano’s father passed away, many unused things were put into the cabinet. When she was a child, her father always smiled and stroked her head when she was in a bad mood. With big hands, warm and strong, "Sara, when you are unhappy, cook with your father. After the work is finished, eating sweet and soft cakes will definitely make Shaluo feel happy. It's as warm as the sun outside."

Wiping away his tears, Sawano took out the ingredients for making the cake. As a daughter of his parents, it’s not okay to be so fragile. Shedding tears on the road of life can’t exchange for anything, it will only make me feel ashamed and ashamed, so... Sawano Sharo, don't cry even if you feel sad...

Kneading flour, adding baking powder... step by step recalling the figure of my father standing here before, until it was placed in the microwave, and the clock on the wall jumped to eight o'clock. I didn't know that an hour had passed... …"Gululu" protested with an empty stomach. He hadn't eaten since the afternoon. Only now did Sawano feel that his stomach hurts from hunger, and the cake was almost ready. When he walked out of the kitchen and wanted to pour a glass of water, he watched To the mess on the ground.

Sawano was stunned for a few seconds, thinking of his actions not long ago...now he feels very inexplicable.She and Futian are just friends, even if they quarrel, but for the cold cake