the other side of the cloud

Ni Yunxiu didn't answer for a while, but frowned slightly, and after looking at Yu Jia for a few times, he fell into deep thought.

He looks fair and handsome, with a rigorous and quiet demeanor, with such a slightly melancholy and contemplative look, one really can't bear to hurt him again.

But Yu Jia didn't stop being angry because of this, he was even more annoyed, why wasn't Ni Yunxiu angry when he learned that his wife was dating other men?

Is it because Ni Yunxiu trusts his wife too much, or is there some other reason?

Yu Jia suddenly recalled the past.

Yu Jia never thought that Ni Yunxiu would cheat. He thought that even if he cheated, Ni Yunxiu would not cheat. He trusted Ni Yunxiu so much, but in the end, it was Ni Yunxiu who cheated.

Yu Jia has been a little cleanliness since he was a child, and this has been counted since he was born.

It is said that when he was one or two years old, other children would lie on the ground to play with toys and grab things to eat, but he would not. He would avoid snakes and scorpions when he saw anything that was a little dirty, showing a disgusted expression Get out of the way quickly.His behaviors amused many people in the family at the time. Everyone thought he was cute, and some people deliberately brought a plate covered with chocolate sauce to him, and saw that he was so startled that he walked away with short legs. lol.

Although he was very young at the time, he also realized that his behavior made people "joke". Later, if someone deliberately teased him like this, he would get angry.

When he was a freshman in college, once he returned from Australia and took a flight to HK. His family has a permanent house in HK. He bought a plane ticket from S City to HK for Ni Yunxiu and asked Ni Yunxiu to handle it. I got a Hong Kong and Macau passport and reunited with him in HK.

Since his mother passed away, Ni Yunxiu has become relatively silent and doesn’t like to run around too much. At that time, he agreed to fall in love with Yu Jia because he couldn’t stand being pestered by Yu Jia, and Yu Jia was the only one he was close to. Good friend, out of the mentality of "I can't lose him", he agreed to "try" with Yu Jia.Yu Jia asked him to go to HK, but he agreed to go only reluctantly.

After he went there, Yu Jia drove him to many places, and at night he even took him to a bar where gays were the majority.

Ni Yunxiu didn't like the noisy atmosphere, and the explicit flirting and intimacy between other men also made him uncomfortable, but Yu Jia didn't pay attention to this, and kept talking to him about gay culture, Finally, Ni Yunxiu couldn't bear it any longer, and left Yu Jia alone.

Yu Jia had no choice but to chase him, and the two chatted on the street.

Ni Yunxiu felt very insecure after his mother passed away. At this time, on the streets of an unfamiliar city, he was very annoyed with Yu Jia, and at the same time was very afraid that Yu Jia would really ignore him.He is penniless, he can't go anywhere, he can't even go back to S City, and he has no one to turn to. If his father knows that he is not in school, but runs to HK, although he will come to help him, he will definitely help him. Will taunt him, he doesn't want to ask his dad for help for any reason.

Ni Yunxiu is a calm and practical person. He knew that any conflicts between himself and Yu Jia would have no major impact on Yu Jia, but he would be in a very bad situation. He had no choice but to go back to Yu Jia's house with Yu Jia.

This kind of compromise that he had to make in the face of the situation made him very painful.

Ni Yunxiu is always amazed that Yu Jia's family is too rich, so rich that it constantly exceeds the upper limit of Ni Yunxiu's imagination, and he himself is so poor. This kind of separation makes Ni Yunxiu constantly wonder why he has a relationship with Yu Jia. Such a relationship, It made him doubt himself, without any sense of security, and it was very painful.

The house in Yu Jia's house is a villa with a single family and a single courtyard. HK costs every inch of land, and Ni Yunxiu doesn't know how much this kind of house costs.The house has a towering wall, which is so high that it almost exceeds the second floor, and the house does not have a large courtyard, so although Ni Yunxiu knows that this house is very expensive, when he lives in it, he feels that it is like a gorgeous prison.

At that time, neither of Yu Jia's parents lived here.Yu Jia said that his parents only live here when they come to work every year, and they don't use this place as a place for vacation.It is his grandparents who come here to live more, but the two old people mostly come here in winter, and they will not be here during this time.

Although Ni Yunxiu is often refreshed in his worldview, he is a person who can easily adapt himself to the status quo. In short, he knows current affairs very well.After returning to Yu Jia's home with Yu Jia, Ni Yunxiu has already recognized the reality and reconciled with Yu Jia.

But an hour ago, Ni Yunxiu's behavior of throwing him away and leaving still surprised Yu Jia a lot. He was more or less aware of Ni Yunxiu's resistance to many situations.

Yu Jia's house has a special guest room, but Yu Jia didn't arrange for Ni Yunxiu to live in it. He asked Ni Yunxiu to share a room with him.

Ni Yunxiu went to take a shower, changed his pajamas, and saw that he was going to sleep in the same bedroom with Yu Jia, he didn't reject it, but he was not happy either.Before that, he had shared the bed with Yu Jia, but at that time, they were not in strange places, but in school, where Ni Yunxiu belonged.

Yu Jia came out of the shower and saw that Ni Yunxiu was already lying on his side on the bed ready to go to sleep, he went to Ni Yunxiu's side, held his hand, and said, "Xiuxiu, are you still angry?"

When Yu Jia and Ni Yunxiu get along, they don't have any burden of being a young master, and they can be low-key and young at any time.

Ni Yunxiu couldn't care less about Yu Jiafei's continuous indoctrination of gay culture, and said, "No. I'm very tired today and I want to sleep."

"Oh, then go to sleep." Yu Jia turned off the light, and tentatively embraced Ni Yunxiu to sleep from behind him.

Ni Yunxiu wanted to push him away, but hesitated to do so.

Although Ni Yunxiu said that he wanted to sleep, but in fact he couldn't sleep at all. Yu Jia hugged him, knowing that he was not asleep. After a while, Yu Jia said: "Xiuxiu, you are not asleep, are you?"

Ni Yunxiu didn't answer him.

Yu Jia said aggrievedly: "Actually, you are still angry with me, right? If you don't like going to bars, just tell me, and I won't insist on going with you."

Ni Yunxiu sighed lightly, and said, "I just don't like excitement, it's too noisy."

"Oh." Yu Jia got excited again and asked, "Is it just that you don't like the excitement? Have you seen that there are many couples in it, and they get along very well. You said before that you don't know how to be a couple with me. , I’ve never seen two men together, so I saw it today. In fact, there are many gays, and there are also many bisexuals, and there are very few straight men who can’t accept being with the same sex.”

"En." Ni Yunxiu didn't want to pay attention to his words, and only responded to him very lightly.

"You love me, Xiuxiu?" Yu Jia's hand held Ni Yunxiu's, and his tone was disturbed.

Ni Yunxiu's heart is very soft and kind. Seeing Yu Jia so nervous and careful, he couldn't bear it, but he didn't want to lie to Yu Jia. After thinking about it, he said: "Your conditions are so good, you can find someone like you. The other party will be very happy to be with you and will love you very much. I saw a lot of people watching you at the bar today. You should be a very popular person. Can’t we always be good buddies? Just like before Like that."

After saying this, Ni Yunxiu felt that Yu Jia's posture of holding him became stiff. After a few seconds of hesitation, Yu Jia hugged Ni Yunxiu even tighter. He said sadly: "Xiu Xiu, but I love you. You, I only love you, I love you, how do you let me be with other people?"

Ni Yunxiu's heart softened, and he couldn't bear it anymore.

"Must it be me?" Ni Yunxiu turned to face Yu Jia.

In the dim light of the floor lamp in the room, Ni Yunxiu saw Yu Jia's expression sad, and his intolerance towards Yu Jia became more serious. In fact, when Yu Jia said he only loved him and insisted on him, he had already let him My mind has loosened up.

It was his mother who said this to him, and said: "Xiuxiu, mother loves you, but mother will not live long. After mother leaves, you have to learn to be self-reliant, learn to love yourself, and then love others. People, build your own family." At that time, his mother already knew that his father had a mistress and an illegitimate child outside.

Ni Yunxiu raised his hand and lightly touched Yu Jia's cheek, which was warm and soft, and then he felt a little wetness on Yu Jia's cheek, which Yu Jia was crying just now.

Ni Yunxiu has always known that Yu Jia is a good cryer. Although he is tall and big, he has very well-developed lacrimal glands and tears easily.

Yu Jia hugged Ni Yunxiu tightly, put his lips on Ni Yunxiu's cheek, kissed his ear again, and said: "Well, Xiuxiu, I only love you. Didn't you always say that I have a cleanliness? I love you, I love you. How can I be with anyone else. I won't be with anyone but you."

Yu Jia said "I love you" in a loud voice, frankly and sincerely.Ni Yunxiu always thought that Yu Jia was a scheming person, and he would not doubt that Yu Jia would lie to him, so he was deeply moved at this time, and he did not feel any resistance.

Yu Jia is a person who is born to be unscrupulous, to see the situation at every step, and he has no other thoughts, so he just...

Yu Jia was very excited, became very sticky, stuck to Ni Yunxiu, and intimately called Ni Yunxiu's nickname "Xiuxiu" over and over again.

Yu Jia's mother came from an extraordinary family background. She studied abroad in the United States in her early years, and after returning to China, she started her business successfully and accumulated a huge fortune.Yu Jia's father's family background is relatively ordinary. He is a high school classmate of Yu Jia's mother. In recent years, he has mostly supported behind his wife. Everything in his family is dominated by Yu Jia's mother. Although both parents are busy with work, the family It is peaceful.Yu Jia didn’t spend much time with his parents when he was a child, but he was also deeply influenced by the family atmosphere. In front of Ni Yunxiu, Ni Yunxiu often made Ni Yunxiu feel that he was a “stupid, white and sweet” person. Yukou people are very straightforward about what they like and what they don't like.

Ni Yunxiu doesn't like to talk about his feelings very much. It's hard for him to keep saying "love" outright like Yu Jia.

But Ni Yunxiu likes to hear Yu Jia say he loves him.

Yu Jia hugged Ni Yunxiu's waist tightly, looked into his eyes, and asked softly, "Xiu Xiu, do you love me?"

Ni Yunxiu didn't know how to answer.

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Ni Yunxiu was flustered by his embarrassment, and said, "How can you be so straightforward."

Yu Jia said: "But I practice very hard. I exercise every day."

He went to observe Ni Yunxiu's chest and waist again, "Your muscles are not as good as mine, do you want to increase your muscles?"

Ni Yunxiu was so ashamed and almost beat him out of bed.

Yu Jia hugged him again and said, "But I like you. I like everything you look like. Xiuxiu, why do you make me like you like this?"

Ni Yunxiu raised his hand to cover his mouth and said, "Please stop talking so much."

Yu Jia smiled and kissed his hand.

The two fought and kissed together again. Although they had conflicts before, their relationship got better after that.

When Ni Yunxiu returned to S City, he was sitting on the plane, watching the plane fly over the strait, the sun was dancing on the sea, he couldn't help thinking that Yu Jia said that he was "bisexual" was true, he was with Yu Jia, Pretty good, no mental and physical/physical incompatibility.

The author has something to say:

Zhizhi: The content of your showing off your chest muscles is indescribable, if you want to be locked, delete it.You shouldn't be so narcissistic.

Mr. Yu: So did I practice for nothing?

Zhizhi: Only your wife can read it, it should be fine, but don't let readers see it too.

Mr. Yu: I don’t want others to read it.

Squeak: Oh.clear.I won't describe it in the future.