the other side of the cloud

After seeing off Ni Yunxiu, Yu Jia drove to a teahouse.

This tea room is located in the third ring road, the decoration is very classical and Zen, it is a quiet place.

When the waiter saw him, his eyes lit up.

Yu Jia is very handsome, but he is different from Ni Yunxiu's natural handsomeness. He is too tall, so he loses his exquisiteness. In addition, when he is always unsmiling when he is outside, he will be more majestic because of his seriousness. , people dare not look at him too much, but his carefully groomed handsomeness is something that everyone who sees him can feel.

After the waiter greeted him, he didn't dare to stare at him again.

Yu Jia said softly, "Shuiyun lives in a private room."

Although Yu Jia was easily over-emotional when he encountered Ni Yunxiu's betrayal, his mother also said that it was absolutely wrong for him to lose control of his emotions easily. So far, he has not been overly emotional a few times. He is usually quite calm. Many people who know him also say that he is a "Buddhist" person. He seems to be calm about everything, easy to communicate with, and has no temper.

Listening to his slightly magnetic and hoarse soft voice, the waiter couldn't help feeling that his voice was like the incense burnt in the tea room. With the light smoke rising and floating, the tip of the nose was an elegant, faint and calming aroma.

The waiter bowed slightly and said, "This way please. Your friend has arrived first and is waiting for you in the private room."

"Thank you." Yu Jia replied, his gaze lightly swept over the decoration of this teahouse.

Yu Jia was ushered into the private room of Shuiyunju by the waiter. This is a small room with Tang-style decoration inside. An ordinary-looking woman in her 40s and [-]s is sitting cross-legged on a futon, with a low table in front of her. There is a laptop on the table, and she is looking at the contents of the computer.

Seeing Yu Jia coming in, she didn't get up, but nodded to Yu Jia and said, "You came very quickly."

Yu Jia said to the waiter, "Is there Biluochun?"

The waiter said: "Yes, guest."

"Put on a pot." After Yu Jia ordered the waiter, seeing her leave, he closed the door of the private room.

The woman smiled at Yu Jia: "Mr. Yu, the things you asked me to check are quite simple, so they can be completed relatively quickly."

Yu Jia nodded slightly and walked over.

He sat awkwardly on the other futon, displeased with the appointment in front of him, though he didn't dispute it.

Yu Jia said, "Teacher Qin, you should focus on the key points."

Mr. Tan agreed, and pointed to the dim sum on the low tea table, and said, "The dim sum in this family is very good, especially the cloud leg mooncake."

Yu Jia saw that she took the cake and ate it, and only wiped her hands a little before swiping the computer with her fingers, so she had to force herself not to pay attention to these insignificant things.

Teacher Tan saw Yu Jia took a look at those snacks, then turned her eyes away, and then she said: "Oh, I forgot, you have a cleanliness addiction, don't you want to eat such snacks?"

Yu Jia said, "Just eat it, don't bother me."

Teacher Tan no longer greeted him to eat, and whispered to Yu Jia the results of the work entrusted to her by Yu Jia while eating by himself.

According to Teacher Qin, Yu Jia knew more details about Sun Yawei.

Sun Yawei, a bachelor of accounting at the University of Finance and Economics, was pregnant with a child when she was a junior, but she didn't go to kill the child silently. Instead, she took a year off from school, got married quickly and quietly, and had a child. After returning to school, she graduated from senior year and did not look for a job. She went to work, but took care of her children at home for two years and passed the CPA exam. She didn't start working until more than two years ago. She first worked as an accountant in a large chain store, but she only worked for more than half a year before switching to the present She works in a third-party financial company, and now she is the project team leader in this company, and she is doing a very good job.

The connection between her and Chen Qinian seems to have happened recently. Teacher Qin has not found out exactly how the two met.

Teacher Qin added: "She should have a more serious depression, which may be caused by postpartum depression. During the two years when she took care of her child at home, she has been seeing a doctor in the mental health center, but she should have recovered after that, and she did not go to see a doctor again. On her social accounts that I looked into, she was particularly concerned about mental health doctor bloggers and feminist bloggers, but she hardly spoke out."

Yu Jia turned his head to look at Sun Yawei's Weibo account opened by Teacher Tan, and saw that she followed more than 30 bloggers, but only two of them followed her, and the number of blogs she posted was only a dozen.

Yu Jia pointed to the fan, and Teacher Qin clicked on it. Yu Jia saw that the two people who followed her were Ni Yunxiu, and Ni Yunxiu's Weibo name didn't have any tricks, so it was called "Ni Yunxiu-Material". Yu Jia would peek at Ni Yunxiu’s Weibo from time to time, but Ni Yunxiu was busy with work and rarely posted content. Sometimes he only posted one or two posts in half a year. , It's not interesting. Another person who pays attention to Sun Yawei is Sun Yawei's mother.

Yu Jia waved his hand with no interest in this, and said, "Sun Yawei's social account has a lot of problems with attention, Mr. Qin, what do you think?"

Teacher Tan didn't understand what Yu Jia meant, and said, "What's the problem?"

**

The first time Yu Jia knew Sun Yawei was when he and Ni Yunxiu were in their senior year.

After the two went to university, Yu Jia often resorted to entanglement, asking Ni Yunxiu to transfer to the same university as him, but Ni Yunxiu was unwilling. Ni Yunxiu had his own ideals and arrangements for life, and he had a firm mind. He seldom obeyed Yu Jia's wishes.

There is no other way for undergraduates, so Yu Jia had to think of other ways. Graduate students should go to the same school, or not to the same school, as long as they are in the same city.Yu Jia was going to arrange for Ni Yunxiu to enroll him, but Ni Yunxiu was unwilling, so he had to apply by himself.

Later, he was appreciated by the academicians, and he completed the recommendation of the direct doctor in the first semester of his senior year. After the formalities were completed, he told Yu Jia. Yu Jia was very angry because of this, and the two quarreled again, and they wanted to break up.

Yu Jia thought that Ni Yunxiu didn't think about the future of the two of them at all, nor did he consider his emotional needs. He was always giving, so Ni Yunxiu passively dealt with him, and Ni Yunxiu hurt him deeply.

Ni Yunxiu had no choice but to explain that he hoped to be able to plan his own life, and to study abroad, Yu Jia could help him pay a series of fees for applying for a school. Could he still be raised by Yu Jia in the future? He didn't want to do this.

Yu Jia couldn't understand: "Why can't you rely on me?"

Ni Yunxiu didn't know how to answer this question. He relied on Yu Jia for everything, which made him feel insecure, always anxious, mentally weak, and felt that he was not himself.This kind of discomfort made him escape naturally and follow Yu Jia.

He expressed this kind of meaning a little bit, and Yu Jia couldn't understand it even more. He felt that Ni Yunxiu didn't love himself enough and didn't believe that he deeply hurt his heart. Tell him the truth again.

Both of them were young and energetic, and broke up after a quarrel, and even began to think about breaking up.

Although everyone was thinking about it, no one mentioned it first.

When he graduated from senior year, Yu Jia returned to China again. He first went to Ni Yunxiu's school to look for him. When Ni Yunxiu's classmate said he had gone home, Yu Jia drove to Ni Yunxiu's house. This time, he met Sun Yawei for the first time.

**

Ni Yunxiu's family background is not bad. His mother is a university teacher, and his father was a government employee.However, after Ni Yunxiu's mother fell ill, in order to treat her illness, she went to several major hospitals in China, and even went to the United States. She tried her best, but the result was not good.During this process, Ni Yunxiu’s family spent a lot of money, and even sold two houses. At that time, the domestic housing market had not soared, and the sale of the house did not sell much money. According to Ni Yunxiu, his father not only found a mistress to have an illegitimate child , also transferred the family property, and refused to pay for his mother's medical expenses.

Later, his mother's cancer cells metastasized in a large area. As a patient, it was very painful, and it was almost unrealistic to not support it with drugs at all. So in the end, his uncle and a few friends of his mother raised some money for her, so that she could live in an uncommon way. Passed away in a painful way.

The whole process from the illness to the death of Ni Yunxiu's mother was during the few years when Ni Yunxiu was in junior high school. He had to take care of his mother while attending classes. His father almost stopped caring about his mother and him. The relationship between Ni Yunxiu and his father The hatred developed to the point of irreconcilability.

Because he quarreled with his father, his father threatened him that he would no longer pay to send him to school. In the end, it was Ni Yunxiu's uncle who intervened. His father paid Ni Yunxiu's tuition and living expenses every year, and let Ni Yun study in a private boarding high school. Therefore, we hardly meet each other and rarely communicate with each other.

When Ni Yunxiu was in his senior year, the new house bought by his father and stepmother had already been renovated, so they moved to the new house and left the old house to Ni Yunxiu. Ni Yunxiu, who used to live in school and rarely went home, went home The number of times just increased.

The old house of Ni Yunxiu's family was built by Ni Yunxiu's father's original unit with funds raised. It is not very far from the school, and it is quite old. The surrounding roads are also narrow, with only two lanes.

Yu Jia knew about Ni Yunxiu's home, so he parked his car on the narrow road outside the community. Just as he was about to get out of the car, he saw Ni Yunxiu and a girl with a pure temperament walking on the sidewalk beside the driveway. One holds vegetables in one hand, and the other holds fruit in one hand.

This girl is Sun Yawei.

Sun Yawei was only at that time, the third year of high school was over, and he had just finished the college entrance examination.

Sun Yawei is tall and beautiful, with a gentle and introverted personality. He admires Ni Yunxiu very much, and his eyes are like twinkling lights when he looks at Ni Yunxiu.

Yu Jia was very sad at that time, and drove the car away, thinking that he would never forgive Ni Yunxiu again.

Although he said so, a few days later Ni Yunxiu sent him a message, saying: "Liu Meng said you have returned to China?" It touched his heart again.

Liu Meng is a high school classmate of the two. Although the family is not as rich as Yu Jia's family, it is also very good and well-known in S city.The Liu family also wholeheartedly hoped that Liu Meng and Yu Jia would become a couple, and that the two families would join forces.

Liu Meng is a generous and heroic girl who goes to school in England. During the Spring Festival of one year, when the three of them got together, she would tell Yu Jia and Ni Yunxiu the family plan as a joke, because her family did not allow her to bring When the bodyguard went out to play, she said she was looking for Yu Jia to play, and her parents would always let her go out.

Without even thinking about it, Yu Jia showed a frightened expression, and said firmly, "I won't marry you."

Liu Meng still had a grinning expression, but her tone was disgusted, and said, "It sounds like I want to marry you. Why should I marry a gay man? I'm just curious, why are there so many gays around me?"

Ni Yunxiu sat quietly and looked at the two of them.

Yu Jia said: "That's because you are in a corrupt country. If there are so many homosexuals, why doesn't Ni Yunxiu completely bend over?"

Ni Yunxiu still looked at the two quietly and did not interrupt, as if what they were talking about had nothing to do with him.

Later, after the party was over and Liu Meng was sent home, on the way back to Yu Jia's apartment, Ni Yunxiu said to Yu Jia: "You talk about Liu Meng like that, which makes Liu Meng very sad."

Yu Jia was surprised: "What did I say?"

Ni Yunxiu said: "You said you would not marry her."

Yu Jia was even more puzzled: "I would never marry her. Why would I marry her?"

Ni Yunxiu said: "Even if you don't know how to marry her, you should speak more tactfully."

Yu Jia said: "How can I put it mildly? She and I are ordinary friends, and she also looks down on me. I am gay, why should I marry a woman? Why does she marry a gay?"

Ni Yunxiu suddenly didn't know why he brought up this matter. Looking into the underlying reason, he thought, maybe he actually felt that Yu Jia and Liu Meng were more likely to be able to be achieved, at least more suitable than him and Yu Jia.

Yu Jia said: "Xiuxiu, do you feel inferior in front of Liu Meng?"

Ni Yunxiu looked at him in surprise, wanting to deny it, but unexpectedly found that maybe Yu Jia was right.

Liu Meng was the only person in the high school class who knew that Yu Jia and Ni Yunxiu were a couple, so she knew from her elders that Yu Jia had returned to China, so she asked Ni Yunxiu, and Ni Yunxiu knew about it.

"Liu Meng said that you have returned to China?" There were too many emotions in this sentence, Yu Jia is a person with a more sensitive mind, when he saw this sentence, his mind turned back and forth, knowing that Ni Yunxiu still missed him.

Unable to control himself, he passed the steps to Ni Yunxiu and said, "I've been back for a few days, but I didn't go to you because I was busy with family matters. Do you have time tonight? Let's have dinner and watch a movie together."

Ni Yunxiu said, "Okay."

But when the two were eating, Yu Jia couldn't help showing his jealousy to Ni Yunxiu, saying, "I actually went to your house to look for you a few days ago."

Ni Yunxiu asked: "Why didn't you send me a message first? I'm not at home sometimes."

Yu Jia: "I didn't meet you because you were not at home."

Ni Yunxiu: "..."

Yu Jia: "I saw you talking and laughing with a girl. Who is that girl?"

Ni Yunxiu didn't mind Yu Jia's question too much, and said naturally: "You mean Weiwei? It's taller, the one that reaches my shoulder?"

Yu Jia: "...What Weiwei? Why haven't I heard you talk about it before?"

Ni Yunxiu said: "It's the daughter of my mother's friend. She grew up together. I often took her with me when I was young. My father and the others moved away, and the house was quite messy. Her mother and her came to help me tidy up the house. I was alone. Can't do it."

Yu Jia immediately became more vigilant and said, "Are you all so close? Why didn't you tell me about her before."

Ni Yunxiu frowned and said, "Why should I tell you about her?"

Yu Jia: "I already know people like this, why don't you tell me?"

Ni Yunxiu: "..."

In the end, the two had trouble again.

Although it was a quarrel, we still went to the movies together, and went back to Yu Jia’s apartment to spend the night. After one night, Yu Jia reflected on himself, whether he was too demanding of Ni Yunxiu, if he didn’t care about Ni Yunxiu’s so much In fact, the two of them can hardly quarrel, and they are quite happy together.But he couldn't control himself, and hoped that Ni Yunxiu would just focus on him. Ni Yunxiu had other close social relationships, which made him very irritable.