boss please let me go

It's like a lost person finds his home in an instant, like a drowning person suddenly grabs a life-saving driftwood, or like a person walking alone in the dark inadvertently sees the first ray of sunshine from afar.

At this moment, Zuo Chen looked at the peaceful sleeping face in front of him, and carefully felt all the indescribable feelings in his heart, grateful, fortunate, regretful, and hopeful...

Even though the storms we are facing today have not abated in the slightest, the problems still exist, but Zuo Chen has found more courage and strength to face them than before.

Gently leaning over and kissing Su Han's smooth forehead, Zuo Chen lay beside Su Han and put his arms around him. This was probably the most peaceful moment for him in the past few days.

As the night darkened, the two of them fell asleep together with their heads pressed against each other.

It seems that the good dreams are particularly haunting, and it seems that both hearts are too tired, the two of them slept until noon of the next day.

Zuo Chen got up from the bed quite satisfied, saw that Su Han was still sleeping, was shocked to realize that the little guy hadn't eaten all day and night, his heart skipped a beat, and he hurriedly went to buy food.

Because they couldn't eat what they bought last night, Zuo Chen took them out together.

When he came back, he saw that Su Han had already woken up, sitting on the bed blankly, his eyes were fixed on where, and he looked devastated.

Zuo Chen was heartbroken, and hurriedly stepped forward to hug Su Han into his arms, and said anxiously, "What's wrong with Xiao Han? Is there something wrong, I'll call the doctor right away." He was about to turn around.

Seeing this, Su Han pulled Zuo Chen, but it seemed that he didn't have much strength, his palm was only hanging on Zuo Chen's arm, and he could hardly feel any strength.

"I'm fine, Zuo Chen, you don't have to worry." Su Han forced a smile and said, his voice was slightly dry.

Seeing that somewhat bleak smile, Zuo Chen felt as if his heart had been torn apart severely by something, and the pain was severe.

Zuo Chen stretched out his hand and touched Su Han's head, and said softly, "Xiaohan eat first, okay, I have something to tell you after eating."

"En." Su Han nodded obediently.

"May I feed you?"

"En." Su Han nodded slightly in response.

In fact, Su Han didn't seem to be able to detect what he was eating without looking at it with his eyes, but he just opened his mouth a little dullly, and ate the food that Zuo Chen handed over with a spoon.

Zuo Chen felt the man's depressed and sad emotions, and his heart was also in pain, and he couldn't help but put all the guilt and love in that extremely gentle movement.

After a meal, both of them were a little silent.

After a while, Zuo Chen sat by the bed, gently pulled Su Han into his arms, and said apologetically, "Xiao Han, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you leave my side so easily, without even telling you the reason." you."

"Actually... I understand." Su Han lowered his eyes, "You don't tell me, but you don't want me to worry."

"Xiaohan, will you forgive me?"

"I never blamed you. You gave me love and a home. Meeting you is probably the luckiest thing in my life." Su Han smiled lightly.

"Xiaohan..." Zuo Chen's eyes moved slightly, and his voice froze, as if there were too many things he couldn't say, all stuck in his throat.

"I'm just, a little angry with myself. I can't help you when you are in trouble. Instead, it becomes your obstacle. I can only hide under your wings to shelter from the wind and rain."

"No, it's not like that." Zuo Chen immediately said excitedly, "Xiaohan, you are not allowed to say such things in the future."

"Zuo Chen, I'm sorry..." Su Han choked up for a moment, "I made it difficult for you to be caught in the middle."

When he heard that sentence, Zuo Chen knew that Su Han understood everything, and instantly felt that his heart was about to break. He couldn't help hugging Su Han tightly with his arms, and then he was anxious to make sure of something, and said in a panic.

"Xiaohan, I will let Uncle accept you, I will, and we will live a very happy life in the future, very happy."

"Xiaohan, do you believe me?" Zuo Chen let go of his arms, held Su Han's face tremblingly, and asked the answer anxiously.

"Well, I believe in you." Su Han had already burst into tears, and nodded heavily, "I will work hard too."

"Okay, let's work together."

At this moment, the two are hugging each other tightly, like two cold people hugging each other to warm each other. Only they can experience the unspeakable taste.

That afternoon Su Han was discharged from the hospital, and returned home with Zuo Chen, um, their home.

"Xiaohan, are you tired? Do you want to go to sleep first, I'll make dinner." After opening the door, Zuo Chen turned and looked at Su Han tenderly and said.

Su Han smiled, with the first trace of joy in the past few days.

"Okay, I want to eat fried rice with eggs."

Zuo Chen pampered Su Han's head, then turned around and went to the kitchen to prepare dinner.

It's just that when he realized something and rushed upstairs, Su Han was already standing in the dark bedroom full of wine bottles.

As if a person who had always boasted of being strong was suddenly glimpsed into a weakness in his heart, Zuo Chen stood there in a daze, with a hint of helplessness in his eyes.

Looking at the scene in front of him at this moment, Su Han didn't know what kind of mood he was in, powerless, sad... All kinds of things were intertwined, but the most intense thing was his heartache, which he couldn't ignore.

It turned out that on those cold nights, during his tangled and sad days, someone was heartbroken somewhere he couldn't see.

Su Han turned around and hugged the man who was frozen in place. He didn't say anything, his arms trembled slightly, and there was an indescribable silence in the air for a while.

Perhaps, there is no need to say anything, because he understands, and he understands.

In his heart, he is still the person he wants to protect for the rest of his life; and in his heart, he will always be his hero.

……

The meal tonight seems to be extraordinarily fragrant. Although it is some common ingredients, when it blooms on the taste buds, it reveals a strong love, a love that makes people intoxicated and hopeful.

During this period, Su Han smiled joyfully from time to time, as if he wanted to make up for all the smiles that had been lost in these days, while Zuo Chen watched from the side obsessively, lovingly guarding that smile.

The tick-tick of the wall clock took away the time, and the night was already deep before I knew it. At this time, all the secret and unspeakable emotions in my heart seemed to have turned into physical entanglement.

Su Han let himself feel the passion of that person, the emotion that that person silently revealed, and trembled over and over again, and became crazy about it.

Perhaps, love should have reached a mature age long ago, and it is not as easy and cheerful as honey and oil all day long, which adds to the sorrow.

It's just that we still can't give up. Since we are sad, we must resist the sadness tenaciously. Since there is no hope, we must stubbornly open up hope.