[Treatment diary 01, weather: sunny]

The procedures for applying for leave are troublesome, because I have just been promoted and have to take such a long leave, which is really not good, and my uncle also came to persuade me not to be so impulsive.

But I have no impulse.

Gao Heng's illness cannot be cured in a few days. He needs a long-term and stable relationship to fill up his broken heart little by little, so I must set aside enough time to implement a new treatment plan.

Work is very important, but now, Gao Heng is even more important.

The dean held a general meeting on my matter, and finally decided to approve my long vacation application, but revoked my promotion decision.

The ups and downs were nothing to me, and I'm grateful they still kept me in the job.

After the work was suspended, in front of Gao Heng, I turned off my optical brain and cut off all connections with the outside world.

Gao Heng looked excited.

A new way of treatment has just begun.

[Treatment diary 02, weather: sunny]

Gao Heng was too excited last night, so today I slept until the afternoon.

Sitting on a bed and writing is not comfortable, but a hard chair is even more so.

I struggled to come to my senses and laid out a treatment plan.

The previous treatment in the hospital is no longer suitable for Gao Heng. After all, what he experienced in the spiritual world is still illusory, and I need Gao Heng to have real feelings in reality, which will be more conducive to his healing.

Multiple personality is a mental illness.

Based on the etiology, the tentative treatment plan is as follows:

1. Therapy is most motivating when the therapist forms a good relationship with the multiple personality patient and avoids feeling disgusted or hostile towards any one of the patients.

In the spiritual world, I regard different personalities as independent individuals, intending to eliminate all sub-personalities other than the master, and of course I will unconsciously show some bad emotions towards them.

It now appears that must be corrected.

I need to maintain a friendly relationship with every personality in Gao Heng's body, and I can't show the slightest negative reaction.

Try this step first.

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[Healing diary 05, weather: strong wind]

The first step of the treatment plan has achieved initial results.

It's easy to get along with each personality (I'm not ashamed to say, because they all like me more), but it also brings some troubles.

Maybe it was because I was being too friendly, they gradually made more progress.

In the afternoon, there was a strong wind outside, and the whistling wind could be heard even when the windows were closed.

Gao Heng said that he was afraid that I would be afraid, and wanted to cover my ears for me. I looked at him inexplicably, "I'm not afraid."

Gao Heng looked at me for a while, and suddenly became extremely wronged, "Then I'm afraid."

I,"......"

He insisted that I cover his ears and give him a kiss to comfort him.

Really naive, such a tall man pretends to be wronged and says he is afraid of strong winds, who would believe it.

As soon as I showed a little disgust, there were tears in his eyes, and he choked a little, looking very hurt.

Thinking of the treatment plan I decided to implement, I sighed, covered his ears and kissed him.

He immediately acted very happy, and then put me on the couch...

(skip)

By the way, I haven't introduced Gao Heng's personalities yet, some are similar to before, and some are not the same.

No. [-] is the main personality, also the high-handed one before the relationship, tough and courageous, restrained and forbearing, and the cooking is very delicious.

Number two is the violent personality who used to scare passers-by. He has a bad temper. He would get angry because the errand runner who helped to buy daily necessities in the supermarket took a second look at the house, and almost beat him up again.

But number two doesn't lose his temper with me.

Number three, a personality who loves to cry and act like a baby, a bit like Xi Le.

That's all for now.

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[Treatment diary 10, weather: sunny]

The first step of the treatment plan has been successful, the next steps are:

2. The emergence of dissociative personality is due to the failure to meet normal needs. In this regard, the needs of patients should be considered, and the treatment should not be taken lightly.

The reason why Gao Heng had multiple personalities again this time was because he wanted to return to the capital to see me immediately when he was in the army, and this need was not met, which led to the appearance of personalities.

It stands to reason that he has already returned to the capital, and seeing me, his condition would have been relieved, but it has not.

He has new needs.

He said that he wanted to monopolize me. This monopoly is not only the publicity of the relationship between lovers, but also the monopoly from physiology to psychology, from work to life.

I have stopped working and cut off contact, and I am willing to be confined/raised by him at home. This behavior has satisfied his grasp of me in social relations, and the rest is our solitude.

The root of his illness is that he didn't get enough emotion. I usually don't like to talk much, but I try to express my feelings for him as much as possible, hoping to make him more and more at ease.

"Gao Heng, I like you too."

Like, I seem to only say this one word.

Gao Heng was flattered at first, but almost jumped up when he realized it.

After getting used to it, he started to ask me what I like about him.

I thought about it, and answered seriously, I like his appearance, I like his delicious cooking, I like...

He kept asking, what else, what else.

I can't figure it out.

Gao Heng looked at me with burning eyes, clasped my wrist, and took the initiative to reveal the answer to me.

"Do you like me to hug you?"

I was a little embarrassed, nodded and answered honestly.

"like."

He was warm and his arms were broad and powerful.

I like the warm feeling when he hugs me.

His kiss fell on my forehead, along the eyebrows, and he smiled in a low voice.

"Would you like me to kiss you?"

I bit my lip and replied in a low voice, "I like it."

......

Gao Heng copied the answers for me every day, and I realized that I like him so much.

Although not as many as he loves me.

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[Treatment diary 17, weather: sunny]

Confiding his feelings has indeed stabilized Gao Heng's mood a lot, but the emotional catharsis is accompanied by an irrepressible physical need.

When I was working before, Gao Heng still restrained himself a little, he was worried that I would go to work the next day, so he wouldn't go too far.

But now that I am completely free at home, he is no longer depressed.

In the first few days when I first came back, I couldn't stand the tossing. As soon as I showed a slight refusal, he rushed up like a wolf who had eaten meat, and blocked my lips to prevent me from speaking.

I was in a daze, and really couldn't say a word.

Every time the next day, my back was so sore that I didn't want to move, and I was sulking under the quilt.

Gao Heng came over refreshed and coaxed me, said good things, and cooked me my favorite food.

So I'm not ashamed to blame him for this kind of thing.

After all, when I decided to ask for leave to go home and concentrate on being with him, I expected this to happen, and this is also part of the implementation of the treatment plan. Meeting Gao Heng's needs is very useful for his treatment.

It's just that I can't bear it, and I can't refuse.

Ugh.

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[Healing diary 20, weather: light rain]

The treatment diary was discovered by Gao Heng.

I didn't hide it specially, because Gao Heng knew every inch of the house like the back of his hand, and he wouldn't let me do anything behind his back, so I had to hold nothing back in front of him.

He read the previous treatment diary, and found that I didn't have any resistance after implementing the treatment plan, but asked questions with more interest.

"So, no matter what I want to do, the baby will be good?"

He calls me baby now.

It's gross, but I've gotten used to it.

Hearing this, I immediately became vigilant and pushed his head away from his chest.

"Don't go too far."

"Not too much."

Gao Heng smiled, "It's just a little too much."

I always feel that he is digging a hole, pursing his lips, still a little defensive.

"Didn't you see the diary, I wrote it, you are like this every day... I really can't bear it, I am very tired."

His generous palm touched the lower back and kneaded, and he looked serious.

"I give the baby a massage."

Seeing him pretending not to understand, I was a little angry, "Don't change the subject, you really can't do it every day."

After I finished speaking, I hesitated for a while, thinking of his exuberant energy, my supplementary voice softened a bit.

"At least let me rest, I don't want to be unable to get out of bed every day."

Gao Heng's gaze softened, but his breath was hot.

The rough fingertips rubbed against the back of my neck, as if holding me in his mouth, which made me tremble uncontrollably, shrinking into his arms.

With heat on his forehead, he kissed me and smiled lowly.

"I can't control myself in front of you, I want to eat you up. ...... Baby is so cute when she stares at me."

When he laughed, his chest trembled slightly, as if he was supporting me to float in the warm sea.

I kicked him angrily, turned my back to him, pursed my lips and said nothing.

The skin behind the ear was hot, he leaned closer, pressed against the side of my neck, and sighed contentedly.

"I will restrain myself a bit. I also want to watch movies, cook together, and chat with you. I want to do many things with you."

That's right.

I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

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[Treatment diary 77, weather: sunny]

very good.

The second step works really well.

This home is the whole world we live in, without any disturbance from outsiders, and without any other things to worry about.

All the things I wanted to do have come true, and Gao Heng and I stay at home every day, and we don't feel bored.

Sometimes I subconsciously think, it seems pretty good to go on like this.

After waking up, I was a little annoyed at how I was led astray by Gao Heng.

Can't be cut off from the outside world forever like this, I need to heal my highness, and then we get out of the house and live in the sun and people.

I hope, our relationship is solid, normal and healthy.

You can start the next step of the treatment plan:

3. Encouraging internal communication between separate personalities helps to "tear down" the partition wall placed between the main personality and the successor personality.

In the spiritual world, each personality kills each other and treats each other as enemies, which is actually wrong.

In order to better achieve personality stability, internal communication is also needed between personalities.

When I was about to implement the third step, I was struggling for a long time on how to start.

Although the relationship between the various personalities is not particularly bad, it is not good, and they are all vying to appear.

I don't know how hostile they are to each other, and even new personalities emerged between the splits.

The most terrible thing is that if one personality gets something, other personalities will be jealous and ask for it, unwilling to be left behind.

A kiss, a smile, a sticky address, or something more...

Huh?

I seem to have figured out a way.

Before going to sleep, Gao Heng went to the bathroom to take a shower.

I rummaged through the closet in the bedroom and pulled out a large box from the bottom drawer with difficulty.

The things in the box were all the messy clothes that Gao Heng bought when he found out that I was obedient, and I ordered him to throw them all away after only a few times of use.

But he didn't throw it away, and hid it here secretly, thinking I didn't know.

I knelt down in front of the box, opened it and looked at it, and my face flushed.

I randomly picked a few pieces and put them on the bed, then I put the boxes back in embarrassment, and then kept convincing myself in my heart that it was all for treatment.

After a while, Gao Heng came out with a bath towel around half of his body, carelessly brushing his wet hair.

He looked at me first, then moved to some clothes on the bed, his face changed suddenly.

"I didn't hide it on purpose, don't..."

"One piece."

I stared at him and continued speaking in a calm tone as much as possible.

"Discuss among yourself, you can only choose one."

After understanding what I said, Gao Heng was shocked, his unbelievable expression was mixed with frenzied frenzy, his eyes almost swallowed me up.

My scalp was numb from his stare, I tried my best to straighten my back, walked past him to the bathroom, and reminded.

"If I haven't discussed it before I come out, then I won't wear it."

When I came out of the shower slowly, Gao Heng stood by the bed, smiling like a hungry wolf.

"Honey, we've chosen."

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[Treatment diary 58, weather: sunny]

It turns out that this approach works.

It's just a bit of a waste of clothes and body.

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[Treatment diary XXX, weather: sunny]

The treatment was over and we made it.

The author has something to say: (These steps of the treatment plan come from Baidu)

I don’t know if you are not used to the No.1 name Xiaofeifei~

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