Pure jade and gold

When Yuan Rui woke up, his vision was still a little blurry.He unconsciously made a breathy sound, and it took a long time before he regained his focus.

Lu Zhao'an was sitting on the accompanying chair beside the bed, closing his eyes and resting. He who always paid attention to his appearance now had a circle of light blue beard stubble, and even his shirt, which was always ironed and smooth, had a few wrinkles.

The blinds at the rear were only half opened, and the light shone on Lu Zhaoan's side face, giving him a sense of tranquility and tranquility.

Yuan Rui allowed himself to stare dazedly for a long time, but for a moment he couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.

Since Lu Zhao'an left, he has dreamed of him more than once in his dreams.

When two of them were young, Lu Zhaoan held his hands together and taught him to write and carve lines;

Also, when he grew up, Lu Zhao'an coaxed him to go home again and again when he "provoked trouble";

However, the most common thing is that he finds Lu Zhao'an who has 'disappeared for a long time'. In his dream, he is often too excited or apologized, and he will be dragged back by reality.

If it's still a dream this time, then he'd better just watch quietly.

Suddenly, there was a sound of a heavy object falling to the ground at the door of the ward.

Lu Zhaoan, who was originally in a light sleep state, suddenly opened his eyes, and the moment his thoughts came together, he met Yuan Rui on the bed.

"Xiao Rui."

Lu Zhaoan immediately cheered up and approached, and rang the bell beside the bed, "Why didn't you call me when you woke up? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

"...Senior brother."

Yuan Rui opened his mouth, and found that his mouth was a little dry.

Lu Zhao'an deliberately avoided the wound on his forehead, and comforted him by touching, "Well, I'm here."

Yuan Rui touched his other hand that was propped by the bed, and the big stone in his heart fell to the ground after confirming the authenticity.He endured the dizziness and tried to use a flattering tone.

"Long time no see, brother."

"..."

Lu Zhao'an made a soothing gesture.

"I thought you were going to leave." Yuan Rui's eyes were brightened, and he could see the joy from the bottom of his heart, "Fortunately..."

"You're all like this, where can I go?"

Lu Zhao'an could see Yuan Rui's change from the inside out, he felt distressed and smiled softly, "I promised to accompany you on the way to the hospital, so I won't break my promise."

Yuan Rui let out an 'hmm'.

He could tell that Lu Zhao'an must be guarding him every step of the way, this 'rarely seen in ten thousand years' beard stubble is the best proof.

When the incident happened suddenly, Lu Zhao'an first took him to the county hospital for simple treatment, and then took him to the city hospital for a comprehensive examination.

Yuan Rui's most serious injury was on his forehead. After entering the hospital, he had six or seven stitches. Even if he healed later, a shallow scar might be left.

In addition, there are large areas of abrasions on the arms and legs, but it is not a big problem. As long as the medicine is applied on time, the scabs will naturally fall off after a long time.

After all, this was a 'small car accident'. After being injured, Yuan Rui was drowsy. After being admitted to the hospital yesterday afternoon, he had been drowsy until just now.

The medical staff came quickly, and checked and asked around Yuan Rui again, "The problem is not serious, but it is recommended to stay in the hospital for observation for another three or four days, and it is best to take another film to confirm before leaving the hospital."

"it is good."

After being questioned by the medical staff for a round, Yuan Rui felt that the drowsiness subsided a lot.

It's been almost a day.

Since he took over the studio, he hasn't stayed in bed for so long.

Yuan Rui tried to sit up tentatively, but was stopped by the sharp-eyed Lu Zhaoan, "Lie down properly and don't move around."

"……Oh."

Yuan Rui looked at Shang Lu Zhao'an, and immediately lay down honestly, so well-behaved that he was a little indescribably cute.

A smile flashed across Lu Zhao'an's eyebrows, but he didn't continue talking.

When Lu Zhao'an was taken back to his original home, Meng Xuehua found out she was pregnant not long after.Ever since Yuan Rui was born, Lu Zhaoan has always been on his growth path.

Both of them were studying in the Imperial Capital. Even after they went to college, they were still called home by Meng Xuehua for dinner every now and then. In a sense, the pair of senior brothers had never really been separated.

Although the former Yuan Rui was arrogant and unwilling to admit it, he still understood in his heart——

To some extent, there is no second person in the world who is closer to him than Lu Zhaoan.

Now, after nearly half a year without seeing each other, there was such a big or small 'accident' when we met, and suddenly quieted down at this moment, unexpectedly there was some inexplicable strangeness.

Yuan Rui pursed his lips, feeling a little uncomfortable.

He didn't understand at all what Lu Zhao'an had done during this time, and had his attitude towards him changed?Also, he has been muttering the apology in his heart for a long time, so what is the right time to say it?

Lu Zhao'an noticed Yuan Rui's movement of pursing his lips, and stood up and poured him a glass of warm water.He slightly adjusted the tilt height of the bed, so that Yuan Rui's upper body could lean on it for support.

"Drink some water to moisten your throat."

"Thank you, brother."

Lu Zhao'an gave another faint chuckle, and handed the straw to his lips.

Yuan Rui gulped down a couple of sips, and later realized that Lu Zhaoan was laughing at himself, "...what's wrong?"

Lu Zhaoan maintained the posture of feeding water, "Brother every mouthful, I always feel like you are back before you were 15 years old."

"..."

Yuan Rui's ears felt a little hot.

He used to like to follow Lu Zhao'an's back and talk about senior brother, but when he reached the most rebellious adolescence, he lost his confidence in learning jade carving, and always wanted to vent his inferiority complex brought about by the other party's excellence. According to Ann', there is no big or small.

"I was ignorant before, but now I know I was wrong."

Yuan Rui made a vague excuse, he felt a subtle sense of shame when he apologized in front of Lu Zhaoan.

Lu Zhao'an moved back his empty cup, "Do you want to drink again?"

"No."

Yuan Rui rolled his Adam's apple, but still couldn't hold back his temper, "Why are you in Dehua County?"

"Come to study."

"study?"

Lu Zhaoan knew that he was curious, so he didn't hide it, "Well, after leaving the Imperial Capital, I traveled all over the country, and later I heard from friends that the pace of life here is very slow, and there are many skilled masters, so I stayed here. Come down and study."

"Then..." Yuan Rui hesitated to speak, "Did you leave home because of me?"

"Not all." Lu Zhaoan replied, but he didn't say everything.

This is not only to make way for Yuan Rui who has been living in the 'shadow' for a long time, but also to let go of the one-way relationship in his heart that will never see the light.

Everyone said that Lu Zhaoan was calm and introverted, but he was the only one who knew the tossing and turning in the middle of the night and the loss of control hidden in his dreams.

The Yuan family raised him for 24 years, but in the end he coveted the other party's son. This shady emotion tortured Lu Zhao'an all the time.

Lu Zhao'an never provokes Yuan Rui, and uses the utmost emotion to tolerate all the emotions of the other party, but in the end he is defeated by the other party's disgust and resistance.

——You don’t want me as a senior brother anymore, do you?

——I don't want it long ago, I'm tired, please leave.

Yuan Rui is not enlightened about emotions, even if he is enlightened, it does not belong to him after all.

Instead of staying in that home and making the distance between each other more and more distant, it is better to leave in a sensible way.

Therefore, when Lu Zhaoan decided to leave the Imperial Capital, he never thought of turning back. He tried every means to numb his thoughts and emotions. The clumsy, most ineffective way to forget the past.

...

Yuan Rui easily believed Lu Zhao'an's words, and he took a deep breath, "Brother, after you left, all the designers in the studio left, Yunan stayed to help me."

"You see people much more accurately than I do. Yunnan is capable and outstanding, and he can even convince my dad to agree to become a shareholder..."

Lu Zhao'an nodded slightly, "I think you and Mr. Shi get along well."

"Well, with him here, the studio has developed very smoothly. It even swallowed the Lingyu design some time ago. In the future, it only needs to operate well..."

Yuan Rui didn't mention his credit at all, but simply recounted the work situation.

——As Ambi is more concerned about the prospects of the studio than anyone else, he will always come back.

Yuan Rui recalled what Yuan Puguang said in his mind, and this was the only reason why he refused to relax himself all this time. At this moment, he looked at Lu Zhaoan who was close at hand, and finally asked the words that he had tossed and turned hundreds of times .

"Brother, I know that I was ignorant before, and I blamed you childishly even though I was incapable. Now that I know I was wrong, I promise I won't vent my anger on you in the future."

Lu Zhaoan's eyes changed slightly, "Xiao Rui?"

Yuan Rui suppressed the uncertainty in his voice, "I'll save the studio for you, senior brother, can you come back?"

"..."

Lu Zhao'an couldn't answer for a moment, the color of his eyes changing as he looked at Yuan Rui.

He once couldn't help himself to explore Yuan Rui and the studio in private, and learned that the studio was getting better and better, and that Yuan Rui was becoming more and more able to shine in his own field of expertise.

The more this happened, the more Lu Zhaoan realized that he couldn't turn back, until the scene yesterday happened——

Yuan Rui came towards him with blood all over his body, and in an instant, the madness, obsession, and unwillingness that had been suppressed in his bones were aroused at the same time.

He couldn't let go of this relationship that never dawned, and he couldn't let go of it in his life.

"Yuan Rui."

"what?"

Yuan Rui rarely heard his full name from Lu Zhaoan's mouth, and the other party's tone was even a little heavy, making his already uncertain heart even more disturbed.

Lu Zhao'an asked word by word, "Are you asking me to continue to be the 'brother' with you when I return to the Imperial Capital?"

"..."

Yuan Rui was taken aback, obviously didn't understand the meaning of the words, "Brother?"

They all follow Yuan Pu's optical jade carving, so they naturally have to be called brothers and sisters among outsiders.

When Lu Zhaoan heard Yuan Rui's 'Senior Brother' one after another, he understood that this person was still not enlightened, but he also blamed him for not being obvious enough in the past. Anyone who looked at him looked like a 'brother, friend and brother'. .

However, since it has been determined that 'we must pierce this level of intention', there is no rush at this moment.

Now that people are already under their noses, there is always a way to make him fully understand this time.

Yuan Rui had just woken up not long ago, it was more important to rest and recuperate.

"The matter of returning to the Imperial Capital will be discussed after you recover from your injury." Lu Zhaoan resumed his unique gentle attitude towards him, "Are you hungry? I haven't eaten for almost a day."

Yuan Rui's thoughts circled, and finally landed on the answer of 'Lu Zhao'an seems willing to return to the Imperial Capital', he nodded hastily, "Well, I'm a little hungry."

"Okay, I'll go out and buy it for you."

Lu Zhaoan simply packed up and got up, before he could go out, Yuan Rui called him, "Brother!"

"what happened?"

Yuan Rui was embarrassed to say that he was afraid that Lu Zhaoan would take the opportunity to slip away, so he could only confess, "Come back early, I'm quite hungry."

"it is good."

……

After Lu Zhao'an left, Yuan Rui let go of all his strength and lay down to rest. The pain from wounds all over his body continued, but his mood was unprecedentedly relaxed.

He unexpectedly found Lu Zhao'an so unexpectedly?

The corners of Yuan Rui's mouth curled up and down, and his eyes never moved away from the door.

I don't know what's going on, but it's been less than half a minute since Lu Zhao'an left the ward, and he's already looking forward to the other party returning to him.

Yuan Rui waited patiently for a while, and immediately stood up when he heard footsteps coming from the door, "Master..."

The unfinished salutations stopped suddenly because of the appearance of the nurse.

A nurse in her early 30s came in pushing a medical cart, "Ward 209, Yuan Rui, right? I'll change your medicine."

"Oh."

Yuan Rui leaned back, the joy in his eyes faded a little.

The nurse saw his attitude clearly before and after, and said with a smile, "Why do you see me so disappointed? Are you waiting for someone?"

Yuan Rui replied embarrassingly, "No, please change my medicine."

The nurse approached the bed and asked casually, "Where's your boyfriend? Why didn't you see him?"

Yuan Rui choked on the air and blushed, "... Cough! Boy, boyfriend?!"

"Yes, the surname seems to be Lu, isn't it?" The nurse saw Yuan Rui's embarrassment, and said sincerely, "Oh, I have been a nurse in this hospital for so long, and I have never met anyone who is more patient and patient than him. Be gentle with your lover."

"Mr. Yuan, do you still have any memory of yourself from yesterday? When you were stitching and applying medicine, you drowsily cried out in pain, and tears fell from your grievances. Mr. Lu held you half in his arms and kept coaxing you." , I wish he could take those blows for you himself."

"I'm almost envious of the little nurse practicing next to us..."

"..."

Yuan Rui's whole face was as red as a boiled crab, and he didn't even care about the pain of changing the ointment with the wound.

The nurse thought she was going to be heavy, "So painless? Just bear with me, I'll try to go as lightly as possible."

"No, he, he is not my boyfriend."

Yuan Rui had almost forgotten the reaction under the pain yesterday, but he was still stuck in the speech just now, almost biting his own tongue stutteringly.

"He is my senior brother, the kind of senior brother who has learned jade carving together since childhood."

There is no excuse for 300 taels of silver here.

The nurse became even more excited when she heard this. She caught a glimpse of Yuan Rui's unrepentant red face, and immediately understood something, "Brothers have a good relationship, wouldn't it be more logical to be together?"

While she was talking to distract Yuan Rui, she applied the medicine quickly and steadily, "In the past, there were a lot of brothers and sisters who became lovers in martial arts novels, and now homosexuality is already legal."

"..."

Hearing these ridicules, Yuan Rui felt that the top of his head was about to burst into flames.

"Look at how shy you are." The nurse, who had been there before, took a good look at it, "Have you liked your senior brother for a long time?"

"It's really not...it's really not the case."

Yuan Rui's words became more and more false, something in his heart was dug out, until the nurse finished applying the medicine and left, he was deeply in shock and couldn't get out——

like?Brother?

He likes Lu Zhao'an?

So, the reason why he became like this in the past six months is because he likes Lu Zhao'an?Will you keep thinking about sending messages to each other?That's why you want the other party to return to the Imperial Capital and the studio so much?

Or, he always wanted Lu Zhaoan to come back to him?

Footsteps sounded again, interrupting Yuan Rui's thoughts.

"Why have you been away for so long?"

He looked up and saw Lu Zhao'an carrying food into the door, preemptively acting like a guilty conscience, completely unaware of the dependence and arrogance in his tone.

Lu Zhaoan moved the dining table in front of him and explained, "Luo Lingsheng's assistant bought some toiletries and a change of clothes in the car before leaving. I took advantage of the meal time to take care of it and wasted some time. .”

"Hungry?"

Lu Zhao'an laid out the dishes, "Eat some light rice pads first, and I'll cook soup for you in the evening. How much weight have you lost during the time I'm not in the Imperial Capital?"

Yuan Rui looked at Qing Yise's favorite food, and heard Lu Zhao'an's gentle and unhurried tone, his heart beat so fast that he seemed to rush out.

"Not much weight."

He subconsciously reached for the chopsticks, and actually spoke shyly, trembling.

Seeing the scratches on his elbow and forearm, Lu Zhaoan quickly and steadily brought the millet porridge to his body and opened it, "It's inconvenient for you to be injured, I'll feed you."

"..."

Yuan Rui paused, and for no reason, what the nurse sister said just now rang out.

——I have never seen anyone who treats his lover more patiently and tenderly than Mr. Lu.

"Why is your face so red?"

"Hot, hot!" Yuan Rui quickly stabilized his fluttering thoughts, pretending to be reserved, "I'll eat it by myself, my hands are full of minor injuries, just slow down."

"Also pay attention to minor injuries."

Lu Zhaoan didn't follow suit, he scooped up a mouthful of millet porridge, waited for a few seconds for the heat to dissipate, and then handed it to the other party's mouth.

Seeing that Yuan Rui seemed shy and awkward, Lu Zhaoan smiled and brought up the past, "When you were three or four years old, you were dishonest in eating, and the master and mother tried all kinds of methods and couldn't feed you. You have to catch me and let me feed you. Only then will you be willing to eat obediently."

"..."

This time, Yuan Rui's face turned even redder.

Lu Zhaoan confirmed it now, deliberately not revealing, "It's still hot? Hospitals are all equipped with central air-conditioning, and it can't be adjusted."

"It's okay. I'm young and angry. I'll be fine in a while."

Yuan Rui tried his best to defend himself, and simply turned his shyness into appetite.

Lu Zhaoan fed him a mouthful, and he took a mouthful in a broken jar. When the millet porridge was almost bottomed out, he lay down again in the name of wanting to rest.

The rustling sound of grooming came to my ears.

Yuan Rui couldn't help taking a sneak peek. Lu Zhao'an, who had finished feeding him, was packing up the tableware, looking like a good man at home.

The stall of heartbeat has not stopped since changing the dressing. If he didn't know the real reason, he would have suspected that it was caused by yesterday's car accident.

He likes Lu Zhaoan.

Once this idea is confirmed, it will not go away.

"Ah - I'm so bored!"

Yuan Rui couldn't control his muttering for a while, but it wasn't really annoying anymore.

Lu Zhaoan looked back at him, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay, the wound hurts annoyingly, I fell asleep."

Yuan Rui shrank his head slightly to quibble, and used the cover of the quilt to give himself a "relatively dark" space. After calming down the excitement and embarrassment of "knowing the truth", he fell into melancholy for no reason——

But what to do next?

He has been used to it since he was a child, and it seems that there is nothing worthy of his senior brother. No matter who the other party likes, it is impossible for him to like him, right?

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The author has something to say:

#小哭包开恩~

#师哥感觉There will be more follow-up, he and Ruirui still have information cognition difference~

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【感谢在2021-10-1016:33:03~2021-10-1118:25:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~】

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