[Holographic Entertainment Circle] Riding a donkey meets deep snow

That night, Lu Shen had a bizarre dream, it was a dream within a dream with countless dreams superimposed, and it was the two days of the press conference——

On the morning before Lu Shen was discharged from the hospital, he just received the first wave of inside story from Bai Mianmian, but Lu Shen didn't show Fu Chengxue the following content:

[... Fu Chengxue deliberately approached you, that's for sure... The unreasonable thing is... Looking at his past behaviors, he was very principled in his actions, and his behavior can be called generous... Only his attitude towards you is a bit weird , like a different person. 】

Then, a briefing was sent.

The title is: "On the quality of stars, the details of life can be seen in the real chapter!" "

The young man in the picture bent down, picked up the garbage that was casually thrown on the ground, put it into the trash can, and lowered his praises, but Lu Shen's attention was completely attracted by the scene inside the clothes. The summer t-shirt with a large neckline exposed his chest Smooth skin, hanging around the neck, the necklace that has been speculated countless times by fans also reveals Lushan's true colors - it is worn by a chain, two very old-fashioned rings.

Very familiar ring.

When Lu Shen was with Fu Chengxue, he had never seen a boy wearing it.

It was as if something exploded in his brain, causing his mind to be in a mess. He felt chest tightness, shortness of breath, and difficulty breathing. Lu Shen stared at the photo almost greedily, and his eyes fixed on the mole on the corner of Fu Chengxue's mouth. The mole I saw was deliberately covered up by Fu Chengxue before this, only a glimpse of it in the Quantong preliminaries made Lu Shen secretly palpitate, but because of Qin Yisheng's actions, he subconsciously ignored this palpitation.

With trembling hands, Lu Shen picked up the full moon photo of Lu Cheng on the bedside photo frame, there was also a mole on the same spot on his plump lips.

That feeling is really like a trapped beast... I want to believe it, but I can't believe it.

Fear clenches the heart, and the haze envelops the brain like a bell, thump, thump, thump!

The gold ring in the news photo ignited a fire in his chest, and the familiar mole was like a burning sword, which made the eyeballs feel burning pain, hot tears burned the eyeballs, the heart was turned upside down, and the world seemed to be in a flash Inverted, the world goes dark.

Lu Shen collapsed on the bed, the photo album fell from his hand, his stomach was convulsed and his whole body ached.

...Is this fake?

...Is it a joke?

...Fu Xiulan...Fu Chengxue?

Damn joke...it's not funny at all!

It was the first time in his life that he fell in love, and one moment he was secretly happy that the other party was willing to sacrifice his life to save him even though he was hiding a conspiracy, but the next second reality slapped him hard.

Lu Cheng's photo of the full moon, smiling innocently, lay by his hand.

Lu Shen looked down, looked, looked... Boom!The photo frame fell heavily to the ground in one fell swoop, the glass shattered in an instant, the arc of the crack scratched his fingers, and he buried his face in his palm... That was the greatest despair that he could experience in his life—darkness.The dense shadows penetrate everywhere, filling the heart with holes, and even the future becomes at a loss in an instant.

This must be fake...

Glass shattered.

The photo is rotten.

But the fact of existence remains intact, inescapable, and frighteningly clear.

If it is said that hell and heaven are together, maybe it is like this, the fire burns the heart, even if the world is reversed, time will not be able to change.A low, compulsive neigh gradually came out of his throat... He didn't want to know that there was such a desperate choice in this world, it was like the shackles prepared for him to abandon his wife and children.

Lu Shen spent the first half of the night in chaotic memories.

Time dragged on like a snail, Lu Shen picked up the photo, wiped away the glass shards carefully, and the memories of the past appeared one after another.

When he left, Bao'er was only four and a half years old, with ignorance and ignorance in her transparent black eyes.He even thought that if his son said even one sentence to stay, he would not have the heart to turn around and leave.But the son just told him to hurry up.He knew that his son was afraid that he would regret it, and it was impossible for him not to see it.

He held his son on his lap countless times, and he narrated those unattainable dreams in the eyes of others. His son would quietly hold his fingers, so soft and short, white and fat fingers, and gently hold his thumb. For a moment, he was full of hope for the future... For Bao'er, he can do anything.

If he hadn't thought about Bao'er, he wouldn't have had the courage to take that life-changing step.

Because his greatest ambition at that time was to bring the most honorable honor in the world to Bao'er's feet... But the world has changed over time, and Bao'er's death wiped out his last moral bottom line, a person who lost even the most important person Walking dead, he can become fearless, even so bad that he is fearless... Because the shackles that bound his conscience no longer exist, so he is drunk and dreamy, becoming as dirty as the mud on his feet, and completely rejected by the entertainment circle. The big dye vat has changed color.

In the dream in the second half of the night, Lu Shen dreamed of a bizarre thing. The time seemed to happen in the near future, but it was distorted like pure speculation.

It was a calm day. One day in the future, he went to visit Qin Yisheng's film set. The title of the film was "Flowers". The dream was as real as if it had really existed, allowing him to recall the cause and effect, and even every detail.Before finding Qin Yi alive, Lu Shen saw a supporting role with a fierce face, passing by in a flash, the mole on the corner of his mouth made his heart skip a beat, and the crow's feet on the corner of the middle-aged man's eyes made him feel full of smell, the smell of being washed by time.

——This weird thought surprised Lu Shen himself.

Qin Yisheng came over at this time, looked at the middle-aged man first, and then looked at him. It seemed that he was staring at the middle-aged man all the time, with a bad expression on his face, "Why do you keep staring at that ugly monster?!"

"...Aren't your eyes beautiful?"

Lu Shen casually replied, Qin Yisheng rolled his lips, but did not refute.

At this time, another voice sounded from the side——

"Fu Chengxue, why are you still standing there? Come here and put on makeup!"

Lu Shen looked back, it turned out to be "Fu Chengxue"... that man with a scar on his face and a mole on the corner of his mouth.

Waking up from this dream within a dream, Lu Shen fell into another dream within a dream. It was a dream he had a while ago: he dreamed that Bao'er was in a car accident and was sitting on a hospital bed with a bandage on his head, only showing his beautiful eyes. , soon after the bandages were removed, there were scars vertically and horizontally on the face, and the mole on the corner of the mouth also became dim. A fat nurse came in and knocked twice on the door.

"Fu Chengxue, someone is here to pick you up and leave the hospital!"

Behind the fat nurse was a rather pretty woman, with a sorry smile on her face, very strange.

Bao'er shifted her gaze to the woman, and called out calmly, "Aunt Miao."

On the morning of the press conference, Lu Shen searched for Fu Chengxue's past experience on the Internet... From the appearance of "Qin Men", to the preliminaries for all children, the reverse appearance of "Smile Allure", music therapy communicator, number one in the high school entrance examination, fan signing The earnestness, the pick-up at the airport, the acting skills of several teenagers and middle-aged people in "Kang Tai", the start of fancy dance classes, and the scene of the multi-dimensional watch exhibition.

Greedily flipping through the page after page of Fu Chengxue's path.

"... Bao'er." Lu Shen murmured.

With the news of various praises, a feeling of pride and relief rose from his chest.

... This is his Bao'er!

...As expected of his Bao'er!

The more Lu Shen delved into it, the more Lu Shen discovered that Fu Chengxue was excellent... so excellent that he was willing to take on everything, just to vent the resentment that Bao'er had for abandoning his wife and son over the years.

I am willing to untie the shackles of my son with my own hands, set him free, so that he can go further without distractions.

Even if you gamble on the career of an international famous director!

It was getting brighter outside the window, and the sunlight drove away the tail of darkness. Lu Shen covered his face, feeling mixed feelings of sadness and joy.

He hasn't shed a tear for many years, it's been so long that he thought his tears were dry.

Bao'er... Bao'er...his Bao'er!

Dad still remembers what he said when he left that year, it is vivid in his memory, and he has never forgotten it... Maybe you don't need any more glory and wealth from Dad now.

"I can give you another future."

After waking up from these dreams, Lu Shen participated in the press conference. On the way back, Lu Shen had another very charming dream in the car, just like the feeling of kissing Fu Chengxue in the supermarket, magnificent and breathtaking I don't want to wake up, I can't wait to sleep forever.

In the dream, when he came home from get off work, his wife Fu Xiulan bathed four-year-old Lu Cheng in the yard.

The radiance of midsummer made him unable to open his eyes, and he slowly approached the two as if he was sleepwalking.

Lu Cheng's white, tender and flawless skin was glaring under the bright light, like a large diamond, which made him dizzy, and he wanted to find a cloth to cover it.From the past, he didn't like Lu Cheng being close to others, and he always isolated Bao'er in his arms intentionally or unintentionally... He never denied that his mentality was a little sick.

Lu Cheng stared at Fu Xiulan's hand uncomfortably with his sad eyes, crying like a kitten: "...Itch~"

Lu Shen logically took over the job of taking a bath from his wife. When Lu Cheng saw him, he stretched out his hands like lotus root joints, wrapped them around his neck, and said in a slightly joyful tone, "You came back so early today!"

Lu Shen washed it seriously at first.

Rubbing mud, making soap, hard work.

But the feeling under his hands gradually felt wrong... The small ball of children gradually grew bigger, as if swollen, and turned into a boy, his hand was still attached to the boy, and the boy twisted uncomfortably, showing a plain smile at him. smiley.

"...I itch~"

Lu Shen's eyes gradually darkened, like a bottomless abyss.

The skin under his hands became hot, so Fu Chengxue reached out and climbed onto his shoulders, forming a puddle of spring water like a boneless pool. The wet skin stained his clothes completely, and her panting lips groped the skin on his chest , with straight and slender legs encircling his waist, rubbing against him impatiently, moaning softly, his face flushed.

"...It's itchy...help me."

Lu Shen wanted to put the young man back into the bathtub, but the young man's body slid down the basin wall as if drugged, and his whole body was almost submerged in the water. Steam hot.

Lu Shen had no choice but to hug Lu Cheng again.

Touching the cold skin, the boy hung on him like a koala again, constantly rubbing against him.Lu Shen's eyes darkened, he closed his eyes, and suddenly a boy's cry came from his ears, he opened his eyes in distress, and the unsatisfied boy sobbed, "It's so uncomfortable."

He screamed pitifully like a dying kitten, "Help me, Lu Shen...help me!"

The tears that kept falling made my whole shoulders burn.

Lu Shen half-closed his eyes, the unpredictable changes in his eyes, and finally returned to a deep calm, but the calm was too magnificent, as if there would be violent waves at any time.Like the boundless sea, once the waves are stormy, everything will be subverted.

Carrying the boy out of the bathtub, he closed his brows and eyes that could not be seen in depth.What happened next was even more bizarre, completely unimaginable to Lu Shen, who had been a straight man for more than 30 years, when he was sober.He closed his eyes hard, stretched out his stiff fingers, the trembling muscles on his tensed jaw, and a feeling of shame sprouted in his heart.

As long as many things start, everything that follows will become a matter of course.

Just like Lu Shen in his dream.He comforted the young man, listened to the satisfied panting of the young man, supported the young man's body with one hand, and recorded every emotional expression, the spring color that dyed the corners of his eyes, the trembling eyelashes filled with dew, the light in his eyes. Amorous glances flow.

He watched subconsciously, but subconsciously hid it deep in his heart.

The hot skin and the airtight distance made his heart boil with heat.

He didn't know why the eyes gradually became red clouds?

He doesn't know who lit a fire under his heart?

How many miles did he run exhausted?

He doesn't know when this place will become a steamer?

All he knows is—

When the boy was finally released in his arms, he closed his eyes on his chest in a daze, and fell asleep exhaustedly...he was so...had countless beautiful and delicate beauties, and he was never willing to give a hand to a handsome man. After spending more than 30 years, not to mention being able to sit still, but also guaranteeing to send and receive freely, Lu Shen discovered for the first time in his life:

He couldn't restrain the rushing desire that almost devoured his sanity.

but--

……he can not!

The dream woke up here, the car continued to move forward on the road, the roadside was bustling with people, high-rise buildings, and the sky was bright.

Lu Shen put away all the sudden emotions, let his heart be overwhelmed and his heart couldn't bear to keep falling, even if he fell into the lowest, narrowest, and darkest abyss, he didn't show anything on his face.

After he opened the villa, an idea suddenly crossed his mind——

If...if Fu Chengxue continues to pretend to be deaf and dumb, why can't he just make the mistake... As long as Fu Chengxue has a showdown, he can...