madness into madness

This sentence has a lot of meaning.

Hou Qingjie's heart skipped a beat, and he was flustered for a while, but he still didn't lose his momentum, "Isn't it?"

Casting a glance at Hou Qingjie, Gu Feng sat on the sofa, "Fei Yu just got into the drama too deeply. When he comes back to his senses, I hope Director Hou can ask back with such momentum." Gu Feng had no confidence in him. Disdain.

Hou Qingjie suddenly seemed to have lost his support, and all his strength was drained.It's not the first time he's heard this word, but this time it seems to have a different meaning.

"What do you mean?" The answer was circling in his mind, Hou Qingjie felt that he knew but didn't know, he seemed to be in a dream.

After a few days of happiness, he was about to fall into the abyss.

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chapterForty-seven: doubts (3)

"What do you mean by me?" Gu Feng asked without answering, his voice was finally filled with emotion. He didn't look at Hou Qingjie, but kept staring at the incubator on the table, as if he was thinking about something.

"I've done everything, Fei Yu still can't act?" Hou Qingjie's words turned in his head before he said it. Facing Gu Feng, he couldn't be so impulsive that he lost his mind. I still can't suppress it.

"What!" Gu Feng stood up abruptly this time, without any elegance or nobility, staring at him with surprise, disbelief, and anger, "Hou Qingjie, you have to be responsible for your own words." Anyone can see it.

only.

Gu Feng didn't believe what had happened, it just happened.

"Of course I will be responsible, Fei Yu is mine!" Hou Qingjie yelled out what he wanted to say to the whole world in front of Gu Feng today, as if no one would stop them if he yelled out.

Gu Feng's eyes dimmed, and his excessively white lips were tightly closed, because Hou Qingjie's words were silent, and it took a long time for him to speak, his voice trembling.

"It's just that you think so unilaterally. Have you asked Fei Yu what he thinks?"

"Of course Fei Yu thinks the same as I do!" Hou Qingjie said decisively, from the bottom of his heart.

"Fei Yu is straight and has never changed. He has always liked women, and he will never like you." Gu Feng talked about Tang Feiyu's sexual orientation again, with a very sure tone without the slightest hesitation.

"Don't say that your gay radar is very accurate. Fei Yu can't be gay. The facts are more convincing than your radar." Without making any concessions, Hou Qingjie straightened his body. He was a few centimeters taller than Gu Feng. It seemed that Gu Feng was a little fragile at this time, Hou Qingjie blinked and thought he was wrong.

"Aren't you surprised?" Gu Feng's voice was cold and disdainful this time, as if he had grasped the evidence that made Hou Qingjie beyond redemption.

"What's strange?" Hou Qingjie frowned, and the bad premonition in his heart became stronger.

"It's strange why Fei Yu came together with you in a row of homosexual films." Gu Feng's mouth curled up into a smile that was almost ferocious to Hou Qingjie, and his eyes were full of ridicule when he looked at Hou Qingjie.

"I really sympathize with you. You came to my office full of emotions, but in the end you got a piece of news that broke you down." The smile on the corner of Gu Feng's mouth became more and more ferocious, and finally he laughed loudly and cried, but he Still laughing, regardless of Hou Qingjie's presence.

Hou Qingjie felt that he was already crazy, but Gu Feng stopped smiling suddenly, and stopped with tears in his eyes, looking very pitiful, like a lonely family with no one to rely on, he could only lick his wounds, just like the previous Own.

"Get out before you're completely in it." Gu Feng's voice was a little muffled and hoarse, probably because he laughed too hard just now.

"We can't enter their world." These words seemed to be addressed to Hou Qingjie, but the voice was very low.

However, Hou Qingjie is not concerned about him, he is concerned about Fei Yu, he has not forgotten the purpose of coming to Gu Feng this time, "Mr. "Thinking about it carefully, Gu Feng is really pitiful, his cold personality is doomed to have no friends, who else would make friends with him except Fei Yu?Moreover, he is gay, and the loneliness of being rejected by the outside world as a gay can only be understood by personal experience. Besides, Gu Feng is in a high position and bears even greater pressure.

"Banned? Gu has never thought of banning him." The topic suddenly changed, but Gu Feng was unwilling to talk about this topic, "Do you really want to know why Fei Yu started dating you after accepting a gay movie?" Almost It's crazy, but Gu Feng actually laughed again, brightly and cruelly, like a child who wants to see a joke.

"Why?!" Inexplicably irritated, the only respect and awe he had for Gu Feng disappeared today. Hou Qingjie felt that Gu Feng was a crazy lunatic at this time. Desperate to drag everyone to hell.

"Because," Gu Feng's pale lips turned red with temptation, as if they were about to be stained red with blood, "Because Fei Yu is sick, hahaha." Gu Feng laughed so hard that his shoulders trembled and his hands clenched Fist, as if enduring something.

"Fei Yu has always had a mental illness, and he has to see a psychiatrist every time he shoots a movie."

"He can't tell who he is, he can't tell whether he's on or off the show, and he can't tell his feelings."

"The first time, I only thought he was nervous, the second time I thought he was uncomfortable, however, the third time, the fourth time, the fifth time, the sixth time, every time!"

"It was only later that I found out that he, yes, had, was sick!"

With a cold and heartless sentence, Gu Feng smiled and looked at Hou Qingjie, as if waiting for his reaction, but Hou Qingjie didn't say a word.

"Do you understand, Fei Yu just hasn't come out of the play yet." With pity, Gu Feng is like a beggar who has been begging for many years and sees a person who was a beggar and is now about to become a beggar, teaching him to be old Be a beggar honestly and don't ask for anything.

although.

What they begged for was love.

Hou Qingjie was shocked, as if he was stunned by the falling thunder.

"No, I won't, I won't." Hou Qingjie took a step back, he didn't stand still, his body was crooked, and he fell on the sofa. How could it be possible, that gentle and melancholy appearance, that affectionate words, that day-to-day lovesickness, how could it be possible? It will be fake, no, no, there must be something wrong, there must be something wrong, let him think about it, let him think about it.

Where, where is it?What's wrong?

Since Fei Yu has this kind of mental illness, why did he stay in the film industry for seven years, and why the media didn’t hear anything about it? Gu Feng must be lying to him, for sure!Gu Feng was lying to him!It must be!must!

"No! Since Fei Yu has a psychological barrier, why has she been in the film industry?"

"Haha," Gu Feng seemed to have expected Hou Qingjie's question as if he was grasping for a life-saving straw, and he could only laugh at it, with a ghostly smile and a stern voice, "So, I'm thinking of banning him now."

Hou Qingjie felt pain in his temples, and his brain was about to stop, like an overloaded machine, as if it was going to malfunction in the next moment.

He believes in his own feelings, Fei Yu loves him, the act of loving someone can be acted out, but the emotion cannot be acted out, and these days they sleep together day and night, Fei Yu will call his name in his sleep, this will is fake?

"Why is it banned now? Didn't Fei Yu stop filming a long time ago?" He couldn't trust anyone, except himself, not even Fei Yu's words, he could feel that Tang Fei Yu loved him!

"Ah?" Gu Feng was puzzled.

"Since Fei Yu has had psychological barriers for a long time, why did you ban him now? What made you have to ban him? After all, he has been here for seven years, hasn't he?" There is a real life flowing in every play, not a simple story in the script, but a real part of him. No wonder, each of his characters has the heat of life beating.

Leaving his life on the screen, he would become pale off the screen. He took off his thin disguised hands, his face was as pale as if he was about to disappear, and he realized only now that Feiyubi had met for the first time. The skin on his body was pale, and his luster was gone.

"Because, because," Gu Feng muttered, not knowing how to answer, but Hou Qingjie was able to answer for him. After seven years of silently following him, he knew Fei Yu better than anyone else, even Tang Feiyu himself did not know him as well.

"You can't tell, I'll tell you," Hou Qingjie understood in an instant, he didn't need to know anything else, he just needed to know that Fei Yu loved him, even though Fei Yu herself was lost.

"Because Fei Yu said he loves me, but the psychological counseling provided by the psychiatrist didn't work. The more he suppressed his feelings, the stronger he felt," Hou Qingjie said with hatred in his voice. Killed, "So, you thought he couldn't get out of the movie at all, so you had to block him!" It was the so-called righteous people like Gu Feng who twisted Fei Yu's love for him into being too deep in the movie, Even being hinted by them time and time again, even Fei Yu herself couldn't realize his feelings for her, hovering on the edge of sin, suffering because she thought she couldn't give him the same feelings.

"And why did you make such a judgment? Just because of his similar experiences before?" Hou Qingjie's anger reached its peak, and these people drove Fei Yu into a desperate situation under the banner of doing everything for Fei Yu's good. Yu, if he didn't trust Gu Feng unconditionally, how could he be cornered by them?

The most trusted person, with the cruelest means, extinguished the hope in his heart.