Cheng Ping's legacy
Chapter 13: The heart is broken and there is no reason to be drunk
The author has something to say: I have a hunch that if anyone reads this chapter, it will probably be a brick. After all, many people currently think that His Royal Highness has a deep affection for Xiao Qin, and Xiao Qin always avoids it arrogantly. But the following is indeed my setting for the relationship between the two of them. ——
First let me say that the prince's view of Xiao Qin is affectionate. After all, he is the best playmate the prince met when he was in his prime. To some extent, although he is not a confidant, he is also a loyal friend. He is ice-snow and smart. Although he is a bit mean, does he have any affection? At the stage where the love is as deep as the sea... The prince's playfulness in the relationship with Xiao Qin, subconscious imitation of the father and distrust of women, etc. directly lead to the completeness of the prince's feelings for Xiao Qin and what he imagined. The difference is that first of all, he was very interested in Xiao Qin at first, and secondly, he had a good impression of him, but did he have to? I have a feeling of inferiority towards myself, and this feeling of inferiority manifests itself as being incomprehensible and rejecting people thousands of miles away. Where is the prince?First of all, the later on, after the heart-to-heart talks under the moon, his emotional tendency toward the prince became more obvious. At least he sincerely regards the prince as a good friend, and he has become more and more aware of a loyal courtier. But it is not love...but it is only interested in AUO and above. If you want to be close, you can’t call it love. If you want to stay together for the rest of your life, love and miss each other, that’s what I understand. Love doesn’t experience many reasons. Many people don’t understand... I won’t let them be like other people in this article. It also takes a lot of time to understand a lot of things, and the things they face are not so calm so...
In addition, some students reported that the progress was slow and procrastinated... This is actually the old man's usual problem. The old man's occupation belongs to the year-end settlement on the 1st, which gets busier as the end of the year goes. I stayed up all night and rested at home for two days. Well, this article on Taiping has been written for a long time, and it has dragged on for more than a year. In the middle, I wrote an article about Three Kingdoms, and I also wrote Heming. Taiping is a very ill-fated article. It can be finished quickly, but no matter how many articles I have written and how many pitfalls I have made, this one will still be finished. I will give an explanation according to my own ideas, so I am sorry if I feel procrastinated. I have no energy to overhaul or even write a collapse. I think it’s very possible to lose it. It’s a pity, but I’m limited by the three-dimensional energy. It’s impossible for me to get home after ten o’clock every day and spend a few hours carving characters. After all, such a pastime and hobby will become a bondage and a burden. I don’t want it to be fun. This one thing put me under a lot of pressure, so please forgive the author who is so unprogressive and has a bad attitude: (Xuanyuan Mian didn't look back, just sat still, his back was indescribably stiff and depressed.
Qin Pei closed his eyes, "As the ancients said, if you don't go against your heart, you will be friends with each other, or you will share the same way, or you will be in harmony. I often think today, if I had never met His Highness on the Wanzhou Ancient Road back then, and I happened to have a friendship with you through thick and thin, Your Highness and I are just the monarchs and ministers of the same palace, the orphans of the deceased."
"From Huan's point of view, since ancient times, the monarch and his ministers have been full of suspicion. Can't you find a couple of acquaintances?" Xuanyuan Mian said coldly, thinking that he was always lukewarm to Qin Pei, but he couldn't help it. A burst of cold teeth.
Qin Pei said in a low voice: "Everyone knows how His Highness treats his ministers, and Pei also remembers it deeply... It can be said that I have lost my father, and looking at Kyushu, I can't find anyone who is better than Your Highness treats my ministers." See Xuanyuan Mian's face became more and more gloomy, Qin Pei took a deep breath, got up and knelt down opposite Xuanyuan Mian.
"I just want to ask His Highness, but His Highness wants to follow the example of His Majesty and Gu Xiang?"
A flash of thunder flashed by, and Xuanyuan Mian stood up violently, half of his face was reflected by the lightning, except for the shock in his eyes, he couldn't see any emotion.
But the person in front of him kowtowed to the ground, but his posture was unprecedentedly humble.
"It's unethical for men to fall in love, but I don't have the slightest contempt for it. All living beings in the Buddha are high or low, no matter how high or low they are. If people have feelings, the sun, the moon, plants and trees can have feelings, not to mention the beauty and ugliness of men and women. ?”
His voice was extremely soft, but his words were as firm as a rock.
"Your Highness's closeness to me, I feel it. I am afraid that what Helian Zhongqi and others said is not groundless. Half a year ago, His Highness traveled with Chen Yuexia. At that time, His Highness once asked him, what is a good man? still remember?"
Xuanyuan Mian's voice was hoarse: "Yes."
Qin Pei was still crawling, but seemed to be smiling softly: "At that time, I knew that what Your Highness is looking for is the unswerving, life-to-death bond like the Holy Majesty and Gu Xiang. Your Highness grew up in the harem, and everything he saw since childhood It's a conspiracy among women, intrigues and intrigues, and the first queen died young, so naturally I have lingering fears about the harem affairs."
For some reason, Xuanyuan Mian didn't want to hear him continue, so he couldn't help but casually picked up the inkstone on the table and threw it down the steps.
There are black lotus leaves carved on the square inkstone, and there are fishes playing in it. It seems to be a gift from a younger brother. Therefore, Xuanyuan Mian has always been cherished and kept by the desk. all over the place.
"Your Highness..."
"Shut up!" Xuanyuan Mian scolded angrily, "Qin Yihuan, I want you to shut up!"
His voice trembled, it was obvious that there were too many things on his mind that were exposed today, and he was already ashamed and angry.
Qin Pei ignored it, and said dryly: "I know that the matter between the Holy Majesty and Gu Xiang is not hearsay, nor is it whispered by others. Your Highness, you don't have to worry about such secrets turning into gossip. In the past, I studied hard at Shigu Academy, and then went around Traveling. At that time, I often heard about Gu Xiang’s deeds. Like countless Confucian scholars in the world, he cited Gu Xiang as a model of scholars. He was even more moved by the encounter with the emperor and his ministers who have made a good relationship with the Holy One. The ministers just look forward to it. What's more, what's more, His Highness sees you every day? Being in a high position, I can't bear the loneliness. I want someone to join hands with me to create a prosperous world; I want someone who has a heart-to-heart, and we will be together day and night. Your Highness wants such a good man, so he chooses the minister. .”
Xuanyuan Mian stared at him steadfastly. From childhood to adulthood, even when he fell out of favor as a child, no one had ever dared to say such presumptuous and presumptuous words to him. Almost every word and every word poked at the deepest part of his heart.He wanted to refute, but he could ask himself, did he really never think about it?
The person at the bottom of the steps continued, "Your Highness is very close to your favor. I'm not a clay sculpture, so how could you not know it? I'm an orphan with a bad temper. I have nothing to do but judge cases. The reason why I'm favored by His Highness is It's just a coincidence - I happened to meet His Highness at Wanzhou Ferry, I happened to be in danger with His Highness, I happened to be the orphan of an old friend and minister, I happened to be the adopted son of an old friend... His Highness is surrounded by people who are exquisite, sophisticated, and afraid of being born. I have never seen a foreigner who is as incomprehensible as a minister, and I have no understanding of the world. Under the novelty, I get closer and closer to my minister. I have made friends with eight worshippers, and slept together in the same bed. But has your Highness ever thought about the life and death, and the companionship day and night? Not only loved ones and family members, but also close friends and relatives.”
Qin Pei raised his head, his two slender eyebrows were tightly knit together, "Knowing each other requires a bond of heart and soul. Your Highness has learned all about the ancients and the present since he was a child. His thoughts are like the depths of the sea. Since the day we met, I have never guessed." Your Highness's thoughts. And what your ministers think, His Highness may never know."
His eyes were as clear as glass, and Xuanyuan Mian thought in a daze that maybe he really didn't understand him. Who would have thought that Qin Pei, who is dull and cold, and Qin Yihuan, who is sharp and mean, have so many things in their hearts, and put themselves See so clearly.
And in those glass-like eyes filled with wine, despite the usual indifference like a tent, there is such a deep sadness... almost pity.
"Since Pei is aware of His Highness's mind, he can't sleep peacefully every day. It's not because he is afraid of causing disaster, nor is he afraid of being criticized by others. What Pei is afraid of is that if Pei can't control it and accept His Highness's wrong love, one day His Highness will wake up. Knowing that Pei is not a good match, then not only will His Highness and Pei have difficulty getting along with each other, I am afraid that even this little friendship now will be completely ruined."
"How do you know that it's lonely and wrong love, and how do you know that you're not a good match?" Xuanyuan Mian sat down slowly by the couch, calm as before, only a pair of phoenix eyes full of frost.
Qin Pei laughed bitterly: "Love is nothing more than lovesickness in the final analysis. I had a chat with King Yong before. He once said that if you are really in love, you will be full of each other. Not seeing each other every day is like three autumns. If you don't see each other for a few months or a year, it will be like madness. Your Highness is not like King Yong, who is a wealthy and idle king, and his ministers are not boudoir girls. They cannot be compared, but His Highness asks himself, every time he summons Qin Pei, it is because of love. A rise outside of politics?"
Xuanyuan Mian opened his mouth to speak, but he was speechless.
When I was upset, I remembered that when I was a child, I asked Yafu why the imperial court was full of peach blossoms. Yafu smiled and said nothing, and asked the father again, but the father said——
"See things and think of people, to comfort lovesickness."
At that time when he was young, Xin Dao never tired of seeing him at the center of the meeting every day, but he wanted to go to lovesickness, he was really a hero and short of breath, and secretly slandered him a lot.Later, when I met Qin Pei, the court affairs were busy, and I often didn't see each other for dozens of days or even more than a month, but I only remembered it when I was free, and there was only a moment of reunion.
Now it seems that where the sage forgets his love, it is just that the love has not reached the depth.
Xuanyuan Mian looked at Qin Pei, after being extremely embarrassed, he was extremely tired.
"To be able to listen to the heart-to-heart mantra today is not in vain for a fellowship."
If there is a seemingly insignificant favor towards Xuanyuan Mian, if it is a treacherous villain, Qin Pei can readily accept it, and use it to go straight to the sky; if he seeks advantages and avoids disadvantages, he can also pretend to be ignorant, and stay away from right and wrong from now on, but he is still in the end. He chooses to speak out, not hesitating to touch the dragon's scales, and is disgusted by the prince.
Qin Pei still knelt firmly, when Xuanyuan Mian thought he was going to kneel in such silence until the end of time, he heard him whisper: "Pei is perverse and withdrawn, but she is sincere to His Highness."
"Therefore, even if Peining loses a dear friend, he dare not bear it."
First let me say that the prince's view of Xiao Qin is affectionate. After all, he is the best playmate the prince met when he was in his prime. To some extent, although he is not a confidant, he is also a loyal friend. He is ice-snow and smart. Although he is a bit mean, does he have any affection? At the stage where the love is as deep as the sea... The prince's playfulness in the relationship with Xiao Qin, subconscious imitation of the father and distrust of women, etc. directly lead to the completeness of the prince's feelings for Xiao Qin and what he imagined. The difference is that first of all, he was very interested in Xiao Qin at first, and secondly, he had a good impression of him, but did he have to? I have a feeling of inferiority towards myself, and this feeling of inferiority manifests itself as being incomprehensible and rejecting people thousands of miles away. Where is the prince?First of all, the later on, after the heart-to-heart talks under the moon, his emotional tendency toward the prince became more obvious. At least he sincerely regards the prince as a good friend, and he has become more and more aware of a loyal courtier. But it is not love...but it is only interested in AUO and above. If you want to be close, you can’t call it love. If you want to stay together for the rest of your life, love and miss each other, that’s what I understand. Love doesn’t experience many reasons. Many people don’t understand... I won’t let them be like other people in this article. It also takes a lot of time to understand a lot of things, and the things they face are not so calm so...
In addition, some students reported that the progress was slow and procrastinated... This is actually the old man's usual problem. The old man's occupation belongs to the year-end settlement on the 1st, which gets busier as the end of the year goes. I stayed up all night and rested at home for two days. Well, this article on Taiping has been written for a long time, and it has dragged on for more than a year. In the middle, I wrote an article about Three Kingdoms, and I also wrote Heming. Taiping is a very ill-fated article. It can be finished quickly, but no matter how many articles I have written and how many pitfalls I have made, this one will still be finished. I will give an explanation according to my own ideas, so I am sorry if I feel procrastinated. I have no energy to overhaul or even write a collapse. I think it’s very possible to lose it. It’s a pity, but I’m limited by the three-dimensional energy. It’s impossible for me to get home after ten o’clock every day and spend a few hours carving characters. After all, such a pastime and hobby will become a bondage and a burden. I don’t want it to be fun. This one thing put me under a lot of pressure, so please forgive the author who is so unprogressive and has a bad attitude: (Xuanyuan Mian didn't look back, just sat still, his back was indescribably stiff and depressed.
Qin Pei closed his eyes, "As the ancients said, if you don't go against your heart, you will be friends with each other, or you will share the same way, or you will be in harmony. I often think today, if I had never met His Highness on the Wanzhou Ancient Road back then, and I happened to have a friendship with you through thick and thin, Your Highness and I are just the monarchs and ministers of the same palace, the orphans of the deceased."
"From Huan's point of view, since ancient times, the monarch and his ministers have been full of suspicion. Can't you find a couple of acquaintances?" Xuanyuan Mian said coldly, thinking that he was always lukewarm to Qin Pei, but he couldn't help it. A burst of cold teeth.
Qin Pei said in a low voice: "Everyone knows how His Highness treats his ministers, and Pei also remembers it deeply... It can be said that I have lost my father, and looking at Kyushu, I can't find anyone who is better than Your Highness treats my ministers." See Xuanyuan Mian's face became more and more gloomy, Qin Pei took a deep breath, got up and knelt down opposite Xuanyuan Mian.
"I just want to ask His Highness, but His Highness wants to follow the example of His Majesty and Gu Xiang?"
A flash of thunder flashed by, and Xuanyuan Mian stood up violently, half of his face was reflected by the lightning, except for the shock in his eyes, he couldn't see any emotion.
But the person in front of him kowtowed to the ground, but his posture was unprecedentedly humble.
"It's unethical for men to fall in love, but I don't have the slightest contempt for it. All living beings in the Buddha are high or low, no matter how high or low they are. If people have feelings, the sun, the moon, plants and trees can have feelings, not to mention the beauty and ugliness of men and women. ?”
His voice was extremely soft, but his words were as firm as a rock.
"Your Highness's closeness to me, I feel it. I am afraid that what Helian Zhongqi and others said is not groundless. Half a year ago, His Highness traveled with Chen Yuexia. At that time, His Highness once asked him, what is a good man? still remember?"
Xuanyuan Mian's voice was hoarse: "Yes."
Qin Pei was still crawling, but seemed to be smiling softly: "At that time, I knew that what Your Highness is looking for is the unswerving, life-to-death bond like the Holy Majesty and Gu Xiang. Your Highness grew up in the harem, and everything he saw since childhood It's a conspiracy among women, intrigues and intrigues, and the first queen died young, so naturally I have lingering fears about the harem affairs."
For some reason, Xuanyuan Mian didn't want to hear him continue, so he couldn't help but casually picked up the inkstone on the table and threw it down the steps.
There are black lotus leaves carved on the square inkstone, and there are fishes playing in it. It seems to be a gift from a younger brother. Therefore, Xuanyuan Mian has always been cherished and kept by the desk. all over the place.
"Your Highness..."
"Shut up!" Xuanyuan Mian scolded angrily, "Qin Yihuan, I want you to shut up!"
His voice trembled, it was obvious that there were too many things on his mind that were exposed today, and he was already ashamed and angry.
Qin Pei ignored it, and said dryly: "I know that the matter between the Holy Majesty and Gu Xiang is not hearsay, nor is it whispered by others. Your Highness, you don't have to worry about such secrets turning into gossip. In the past, I studied hard at Shigu Academy, and then went around Traveling. At that time, I often heard about Gu Xiang’s deeds. Like countless Confucian scholars in the world, he cited Gu Xiang as a model of scholars. He was even more moved by the encounter with the emperor and his ministers who have made a good relationship with the Holy One. The ministers just look forward to it. What's more, what's more, His Highness sees you every day? Being in a high position, I can't bear the loneliness. I want someone to join hands with me to create a prosperous world; I want someone who has a heart-to-heart, and we will be together day and night. Your Highness wants such a good man, so he chooses the minister. .”
Xuanyuan Mian stared at him steadfastly. From childhood to adulthood, even when he fell out of favor as a child, no one had ever dared to say such presumptuous and presumptuous words to him. Almost every word and every word poked at the deepest part of his heart.He wanted to refute, but he could ask himself, did he really never think about it?
The person at the bottom of the steps continued, "Your Highness is very close to your favor. I'm not a clay sculpture, so how could you not know it? I'm an orphan with a bad temper. I have nothing to do but judge cases. The reason why I'm favored by His Highness is It's just a coincidence - I happened to meet His Highness at Wanzhou Ferry, I happened to be in danger with His Highness, I happened to be the orphan of an old friend and minister, I happened to be the adopted son of an old friend... His Highness is surrounded by people who are exquisite, sophisticated, and afraid of being born. I have never seen a foreigner who is as incomprehensible as a minister, and I have no understanding of the world. Under the novelty, I get closer and closer to my minister. I have made friends with eight worshippers, and slept together in the same bed. But has your Highness ever thought about the life and death, and the companionship day and night? Not only loved ones and family members, but also close friends and relatives.”
Qin Pei raised his head, his two slender eyebrows were tightly knit together, "Knowing each other requires a bond of heart and soul. Your Highness has learned all about the ancients and the present since he was a child. His thoughts are like the depths of the sea. Since the day we met, I have never guessed." Your Highness's thoughts. And what your ministers think, His Highness may never know."
His eyes were as clear as glass, and Xuanyuan Mian thought in a daze that maybe he really didn't understand him. Who would have thought that Qin Pei, who is dull and cold, and Qin Yihuan, who is sharp and mean, have so many things in their hearts, and put themselves See so clearly.
And in those glass-like eyes filled with wine, despite the usual indifference like a tent, there is such a deep sadness... almost pity.
"Since Pei is aware of His Highness's mind, he can't sleep peacefully every day. It's not because he is afraid of causing disaster, nor is he afraid of being criticized by others. What Pei is afraid of is that if Pei can't control it and accept His Highness's wrong love, one day His Highness will wake up. Knowing that Pei is not a good match, then not only will His Highness and Pei have difficulty getting along with each other, I am afraid that even this little friendship now will be completely ruined."
"How do you know that it's lonely and wrong love, and how do you know that you're not a good match?" Xuanyuan Mian sat down slowly by the couch, calm as before, only a pair of phoenix eyes full of frost.
Qin Pei laughed bitterly: "Love is nothing more than lovesickness in the final analysis. I had a chat with King Yong before. He once said that if you are really in love, you will be full of each other. Not seeing each other every day is like three autumns. If you don't see each other for a few months or a year, it will be like madness. Your Highness is not like King Yong, who is a wealthy and idle king, and his ministers are not boudoir girls. They cannot be compared, but His Highness asks himself, every time he summons Qin Pei, it is because of love. A rise outside of politics?"
Xuanyuan Mian opened his mouth to speak, but he was speechless.
When I was upset, I remembered that when I was a child, I asked Yafu why the imperial court was full of peach blossoms. Yafu smiled and said nothing, and asked the father again, but the father said——
"See things and think of people, to comfort lovesickness."
At that time when he was young, Xin Dao never tired of seeing him at the center of the meeting every day, but he wanted to go to lovesickness, he was really a hero and short of breath, and secretly slandered him a lot.Later, when I met Qin Pei, the court affairs were busy, and I often didn't see each other for dozens of days or even more than a month, but I only remembered it when I was free, and there was only a moment of reunion.
Now it seems that where the sage forgets his love, it is just that the love has not reached the depth.
Xuanyuan Mian looked at Qin Pei, after being extremely embarrassed, he was extremely tired.
"To be able to listen to the heart-to-heart mantra today is not in vain for a fellowship."
If there is a seemingly insignificant favor towards Xuanyuan Mian, if it is a treacherous villain, Qin Pei can readily accept it, and use it to go straight to the sky; if he seeks advantages and avoids disadvantages, he can also pretend to be ignorant, and stay away from right and wrong from now on, but he is still in the end. He chooses to speak out, not hesitating to touch the dragon's scales, and is disgusted by the prince.
Qin Pei still knelt firmly, when Xuanyuan Mian thought he was going to kneel in such silence until the end of time, he heard him whisper: "Pei is perverse and withdrawn, but she is sincere to His Highness."
"Therefore, even if Peining loses a dear friend, he dare not bear it."
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