Impossible Stand-in for Rebirth

Lu Yizhuo took He Qingyu's arm, led him out of the bar, and got into his own car on the corner of the street.

He Qingyu is very familiar with this car. He Qingyu often took it when they were still together.Lu Yizhuo got into the car and didn't start the engine, and he didn't look at He Qingyu who was beside him, but just kept looking ahead.Neither speak.

He Qingyu didn't know what to say. When he heard Lu Yizhuo's last words yesterday, he knew that Lu Yizhuo still thought he was MB.Before actually becoming MB, he had explained to Lu Yizhuo the night he broke up that his body was clean when dating him.Now that I think about it, Lu Yizhuo didn't listen to it at all.

Lu Yizhuo finally made a move, started the engine, and the car drove towards the nearest hotel.

Soon after arriving in the hotel, Lu Yizhuo opened a room.He Qingyu followed behind him until he reached the hotel room.

"Originally, you paid me to sleep with me, so I have nothing to say. But I can't help but want to ask, haven't you already severed ties with me, why are you coming back to me now?"

Lu Yizhuo reached out and hugged him tightly: "Do you think you can get rid of me? As long as I want, I can come back to you anytime."

After hearing what he said, He Qingyu chuckled lightly: "Okay. You can do whatever you want...Anyway, as long as you pay."

Lu Yizhuo only felt heartbroken when he heard his words: "As long as anyone pays, it's okay? You are really like this..."

"I did it a long time ago. Lu Yizhuo, you know it very well, don't you?" He Qingyu frowned, not looking at Lu Yizhuo's face.

Lu Yizhuo felt a little morbid joy in addition to this heartache. "So, you didn't treat that man sincerely last night. It's just a relationship between paying and being packaged?"

He Qingyu didn't answer.However, Lu Yizhuo only regarded him as acquiescing, hugged He Qingyu with both hands horizontally, and put him on the bed again.

Lu Yizhuo took off each other's clothes, and He Qingyu also cooperated with him.Just like before.

Lu Yizhuo quickly penetrated into his body. "Familiar feeling... He Qingyu. You are still tight inside." He said.These words made He Qingyu feel that he was shameless.

Lu Yizhuo kissed his lips.After the incident, she still hugged him tightly and said in her mouth: "You still want to go to my bed even though you know it. You shouldn't have followed that man last night."

He Qingyu smiled wryly and did not reply.

"I want to get back together with you. I think you only follow me." Lu Yizhuo stroked his sweaty hair.

"Are you crazy? How is this possible." He Qingyu said softly, "It's impossible now. Don't you love others deeply?"

Lu Yizhuo picked him up, and the two of them were sitting close to each other, facing each other.

"I've been with Lin Zhen for so many months, and after walking around and looking back, I realize that I still can't stop being reluctant. I can't bear to part with your considerate care."

"I understand in my heart the matter between the two of us. I broke up first. Knowing that I should come to you again is not right. But seeing you with other people, I can't let it go. My mind is full of thoughts You grab it and put you next to me. Even I don't know why, I have this idea. "

"I know I'm stunned, but I can't control it."

A rare gentle tone.Lu Yizhuo seemed to be a different person.He Qingyu stretched out his hand and pushed him away.

Lu Yizhuo pestered him again, and pressed He Qingyu's head violently over his shoulder.

He Qingyu pushed again, but found that he couldn't push it away.

His eye sockets became moist unconsciously, but Lu Yizhuo didn't notice it.

"It's just because of your inexplicable possessiveness, Lu Yizhuo, don't you think it's too cruel to me?"

"I won't go back to Lin Zhen...I'm with you..." He pressed He Qingyu's ear.

He Qingyu smiled wryly and replied: "Why are you with me? I am an MB, you should be very clear by now. If you don't mind my profession, I can agree."

Unexpectedly, Lu Yizhuo really agreed.

"Okay." He Qingyu hugged him back: "As long as you give me money. I just want money."

"Also, stop thinking of me as someone else. At least not in bed."

He Qingyu actually felt that he knew Lu Yizhuo better than Lu Yizhuo.He knew why he came back to find himself, so he didn't take it seriously.

Lu Yizhuo was tired of falling in love with his beloved, so he came back to seek some spiritual comfort from him.Isn't that all? He Qingyu knows it very well.

This time they called "recombination", and the places where they went to bed were all changed to fixed hotel rooms.

The so-called promise to Lu Yizhuo was only a verbal promise, and he was still with the guest when he turned around.Yang Guiwen may be busy with his own affairs these two days, so he didn't bother to come to He Qingyu.

But even if they came to him, it was impossible for the two of them.He Qingyu had been tempted many times in his relationship with Yang Guiwen before, and even almost said yes several times.In the past few days, Lu Yizhuo came back to look for him again, breaking into his life with a tough attitude.Only then did He Qingyu clearly understand that there was no possibility between him and Yang Guiwen.

In order to get enough of the sky-high hospital expenses for his mother, since he started doing this in the past six months, he has slept in countless other people's beds, and now he himself looks down on himself.

He only hoped that one day his fucking illness would improve significantly so that he could quit his job and live a clean life.

Falling in love with someone is too extravagant, and he can't afford to waste his time and energy now.What's more, he and Yang Guiwen are not equal in all aspects.

To take an example that is easiest to understand, if Yang Guiwen didn't come to see him these few weeks, he lost his share of income. In order to maintain his basic life, he had to start climbing into the beds of all kinds of people again.Is such a body worthy of dating a clean other person?Do not make jokes.

He Qingyu thought numbly.

Yang Guiwen didn't even know that he had been sentenced to death by He Qingyu without knowing it.

He was indeed busy with his own affairs these two days. One of the nieces who lived with him fell ill. It was originally a common cold and cough, but finally developed a high fever.Their mother suffered from severe asthma during her lifetime, so of course his little niece's illness should not be underestimated.

Yang Guiwen was so anxious that he didn't even go to work, and followed his mother to take care of his niece every day.Not to mention taking the time to contact He Qingyu.

After his niece recovered from illness, Yang Guiwen went to the bar to find He Qingyu, but he heard from other waiters that He Qingyu had recently been with a man, the one who came to stop the two of them from making trouble a few weeks ago.When Yang Guiwen heard it...is that Lu Yizhuo?

I heard them gossip again, as if they were saying that He Qingyu had an affair with Lu Yizhuo a long time ago, and then He Qingyu was kicked by Lu Yizhuo.Now that Lu Yizhuo came back to look for him again, he didn't know how many days he would be able to play.

Yang Guiwen thought for a while.Recalling the man Lu Yizhuo said a year ago about the hands-on man.Could that person be He Qingyu?

Yang Guiwen asked where He Qingyu was now, and the waiter said he was in the upper box.A bunch of big business owners came tonight, and they called a bunch of boys to accompany them.It looks like they are all a little bit special, but the money is generous.He Qingyu went over to accompany him as soon as he heard it.

Yang Guiwen was shocked when he heard this. He Qingyu has quit this job since he followed him.Why start again now...

He can't understand.He simply went upstairs, found the box and went in, and finally found He Qingyu playing the xiao to a man in the corner.

Yang Guiwen dragged him out, and pressed He Qingyu in the corner of the corridor to ask: "What's wrong? I think we got along pretty well before. I said you come with me, and I can support you. .Why do you still humiliate yourself?"

He Qingyu said with a blank face: "There is nothing wrong with it. It's just that I am such a person. You haven't come to me for so long, I can't live without it."

Yang Guiwen said a few more words, trying his best to persuade him to stay.He also mentioned a few words to He Qingyu to keep him away from Lu Yizhuo.

He Qingyu just seized on Lu Yizhuo's matter to make a fuss. "Since you've heard it from others, I'll just explain everything. Yang Guiwen, I hope you understand that even if I quit this job, I will choose to be with Lu Yizhuo instead of you. It seems that he is more You still have some money."

Yang Guiwen held his shoulders for a moment, and pressed his face against He Qingyu's profile: "Are you telling me these words on purpose? I know what kind of person you are... Besides, do you know Is Lu Yizhuo just playing with your feelings?"

He Qingyu turned his face away and sneered.I heard Yang Guiwen's last sentence: "Is there really no possibility between us? He Qingyu..."

There was a long silence between them before He Qingyu turned his face away.With some action.

He desperately kissed Yang Guiwen's lips: "No...no more. I'm no longer who I used to be, and I became this ghost unconsciously."

"No more," he repeated at last.

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