Floating and accompanying

It was past ten o'clock when we got back to the hotel.

Minyu took a shower and stood in front of the window to watch the night view of Qingdao.Qin Yang came out of the wash, hugged him from behind and was about to close the curtains, but was stopped by Min Yu. "Did you spend so much money to book a sea view room just to close the curtains and sleep for a few hours at night?"

"At least the sound insulation is good." Qin Yang made a pun.

"Then you want to act in the middle of the night singing?" Min Yu pretended to be stupid on purpose.Qin Yang really became more and more glib.It is said that the police are hooligans, and sometimes it seems that they are.

"I don't mind singing a part to you, if you want to hear it."

"Okay, let's start." Min Yu leaned on him and listened attentively.

Qin Yang sang seriously:

"If sadness is deeper than happiness

I wish I could walk with you

When you look up, there will always be dense clouds

As long as I know you, I have no regrets

If bitter smiles are more real than tears

May the laughter be like drops of kisses

Like tomorrow's bright future, far and near

still willing to hold this love no doubt

No matter how low the temperature is in the era before Ren

I'm so glad I don't need to be alone in the long night"

Qin Yang hugged Min Yu's waist, and sang softly in his ear.The deep voice and the affectionate melody flowed into Min Yu's ears and into his heart.Min Yu held his hand, leaned against him, closed his eyes and listened quietly.The whole world was as quiet as if there were only the two of them left.

"Which possibility exists in the future

and you are also the last pair of changes

Only in front of the remaining light

Leave two eyes to see you

Only if we can still embrace each other, we are not afraid of sudden changes, but we are afraid of longing

I wish I could hug and fall asleep in time

keep the warmest side in this world

The vast sea of ​​people keeps warm through the coldest day”

Qin Yang turned to Min Yu and kissed him tenderly.

"Why haven't I heard you sing before?" Min Yu opened his eyes and looked at him, his eyes were incredibly bright.

"I learned it later. At that time, I listened to the songs you used to listen to every day." It was the years when we broke up.The longing for Minyu cannot be resolved, and I miss him every day and night.Want to go crazy.So I listened to the songs Min Yu used to listen to every day, as if every line of the lyrics was Min Yu whispering to him.The more I listen, the more I miss him, the more I miss him, the more I listen.Like an addict in a drug addiction, wanting to quit, but unable to stop.In this way, he sank in pain and couldn't extricate himself.

Min Yu touched Qin Yang's face.After leaving the SWAT team, he no longer needed to go through such brutal outdoor training every day, and Qin Yang's complexion finally became lighter.The heating in the room is very strong, and even the last cover on the body has been stripped off, and there is no trace of chill.

Both Qin Yang and Min Yu enjoyed this kind of skin-to-skin contact.The warm body temperature is like the sunshine in early spring, comfortable and pleasant.Close your eyes as if you can feel the roses of the whole world blooming.The dense kiss is the gentle rain that moistens the earth.Grass, flowers, fish, all the good things are slowly waking up.The breeze blows over the green leaves, the colorful butterflies dance lightly, and the sound of the flute is melodious and melodious.

Suddenly there was the sudden sound of horseshoes... Min Yu suddenly woke up and struggled to get up.However, Qin Yang held his hands tightly and pressed them to the sides: "Don't worry, I checked."

Min Yu let out a heavy sigh of relief, and lay down slowly.Qin Yang covered his eyes with his hands, leaned on him, and hugged him.The heavy presence on his body made Min Yu feel very at ease, and the darkness in front of him seemed to give him the safest shelter.Those vicious words and lewd eyes seemed to gradually fade away under Qin Yang's comfort...

The next day Qin Yang and Min Yu went to Badaguan.Qingdao Badaguan is a must-see for couples.Because of its classic, elegant and romantic exoticism, it has become the first choice for people to take wedding photos and portraits.Qin Yang and Min Yu spent an afternoon strolling around Badaguan, stopping and going, breathing fresh air.Although it is located in the northern country, Qingdao is more green than other northern cities.Badaguan in winter does not have the splendor of summer and the magnificence of autumn, but it is not as bleak as Beijing.There are still many people who take pictures and take pictures.

Min Yu and Qin Yang sat on the grass and saw a girl taking a photo not far away.Although there was no snow and the sun was shining, the temperature was still close to zero.The girl was wearing a thin long dress, smiling brightly in front of the camera. When the camera turned away, her sweet smile immediately turned into trembling, and the boy next to her hurriedly put on her coat.Then change the scene and continue.

Qin Yang and Min Yu looked at each other and smiled: Women are really magical creatures.

The two watched others take pictures with great interest, but they didn't know that they were also in other people's shots.Qin Yang turned his head abruptly, and saw a girl in her teens holding a mobile phone at them.He walked over with a cold face, stood in front of the girl, and stretched out his hand in front of her to signal her to give him the phone.His tall body and cold eyes frightened the girl.How could a teenage girl with no experience in the world be able to withstand such a deterrent pressure.She handed over the phone tremblingly.

Qin Yang clicked on her phone photo album.The first one in it is the photo she just took of Qin Yang and Min Yu leaning together.Although it was only a profile, Qin Yang clicked delete without hesitation.He didn't say a word from beginning to end.The girl's eyes filled with grievance, it seemed that Qin Yang and Min Yu bullied her.

Minyu couldn't bear it, and said "I'm sorry" softly when handing the phone back to her.The two turned and left, but the girl mustered up the courage to catch up again, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean any harm. I'm just... I'm your fan."

Min Yu and Qin Yang turned around in surprise.fan?Which celebrity did the girl mistook them for?No one has ever said which star they look like!

Seeing their puzzled faces, the girl said again: "Are you Qin Lin?" Seeing that they were still puzzled, the girl said again, "One's surname is Qin and the other's surname is Lin."

Hearing this, both Qin Yang and Min Yu understood.But his complexion is still a little bad.They thought it was over.Why do people still notice them, and they are still recognized in a place thousands of miles away from Suicheng.

"We really don't have any malicious intentions." The girl became nervous again seeing their bad expressions. "We just think you're great and we wish you well."

us?That is to say, a group?These are not words of consolation to Qin Yang and Min Yu.They're not stars and really don't need the attention of others.Especially this way of attention.

"Thank you, but... that," Min Yu said with a look of embarrassment on his face, "I don't want the photo..."

"I know, it's already been deleted." The girl was actually very heartbroken, this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.By the way, Uncle Lin is much more handsome than the stolen/taken photos posted by online wolf|friends, he doesn't look like an uncle who is about to be thirty at all.And it's not affected at all, the voice is really nice, and it's not motherly at all.The little girl was completely immersed in her infinite OS, and when she raised her head again, she couldn't see the shadows of Qin Yang and Min Yu.Hastily turned several roads, but saw no one again.I really want to cry without tears!

Qin Yang and Min Yu went back to the hotel directly.I was quite tired after traveling for a day, and it seemed a bit early for dinner at this time, so I just lay down on the bed and rested.The bed in a [-] star hotel is just comfortable.It is big and soft, and can be rolled several times while holding it.

"Check what's delicious around here." Min Yu lay on the bed, looking at the blue sea and blue sky outside the window, checking the food map on his mobile phone.Qin Yang lay on his side beside him, propping his head with one hand, and resting his hand on Min Yu's back. Looking at him, he never gets tired of looking at him.

"What's a sea sausage?" Min Yu saw someone talking about grilled sea sausage.

"It's delicious, very fresh. Someone used to grind it into powder and use it as monosodium glutamate." Qin Yang leaned over and put his arms around Min Yu, and watched him surf the Internet together.

"Really?" Min Yu searched for sea intestines again, and when he saw the picture, he felt a chill, "Eh...that's disgusting!" He gave up decisively.

Qin Yang knew this would happen.Minyu is very picky. He doesn't eat anything that's too salty or too strong, doesn't eat it if it's too bland, doesn't eat it if it's too sweet, doesn't eat it too sour, or too spicy.If it looks too good, it will contain artificial coloring, and if it looks too weird, you will not eat it. You will not eat raw food containing parasites, and you will not eat fried food containing carcinogens.I don't know if he has such a beautiful appearance now because he has been raised so carefully since he was a child.

"Don't look, you must eat seafood when you come to Qingdao. Sea cucumbers, abalones, prawns, conchs, crabs, eight belts, sea oysters, there are too many to eat." Qin Yang pulled Min Yu's phone and threw it aside, He rolled over on top of him.When Qin Yang got on the bed, he was like a cicada climbing a tree, always grabbing Min Yu with his hands and feet and not letting him go.

"Don't make trouble, bring my phone. I'll check something." Min Yu pushed Qin Yang away, and brought the phone over.I think of the girl I met at Badaguan today.So I tried to search Qin Lin.They actually found some photos of him and Qin Yang.Mainly in some social networking sites and topic exchange community forums.

The previous bed photos are basically gone, and it may be possible to search for other harmonious words.But Min Yu didn't have the mood to delve into it. This happened, no matter how hard he tried, it was impossible to completely restore it to the beginning.Once the information is released, it is impossible to really get it back.You can see that there are so many bans and filmings in our country, and there are all kinds of uncensored versions of inside stories leaking out every day.Prohibition can never be truly complete.Most of the photos found by normal searches are secretly taken by netizens, and most of them are Min Yu's.Maybe because of the nature of Qin Yang's work, they couldn't track him down.And Min Yu works in the hospital, where there are already many people and miscellaneous, so it is much easier to photograph him.In those photos, it is true that Min Woo is wearing a white coat in the hospital.

Surprisingly, there is no abuse or discrimination in these theme posts, on the contrary, they are very supportive.And it's a bit like the kind of people who look after them as celebrities and idols, which really makes Min Yu a little bit dumbfounded.

"What are the children thinking now!" Qin Yang looked at those photos with a dignified expression.Although most of these netizens don't seem to be malicious, they don't know that their unintentional self-entertainment may cause real harm to Min Yu and Qin Yang.The nature of Qin Yang's work and Min Yu's family background both determine that they must keep a low profile.And these photos and information not only violate their personal privacy, but also may endanger their personal safety if they are used by bad people.What happened to Min Yu some time ago may have something to do with his being exposed on the Internet.

"It seems that we really don't have the potential to be stars at all." Min Yu laughed at himself.They really didn't have any joy of being sought after.It is completely impossible to understand what the so-called Internet celebrities who are fighting for the lower limit think.

Qin Yang and Min Yu stayed in Qingdao for two days, and returned to Beijing on the third day.Passing Chang'an Avenue, I happened to see the national flag guards lowering the flag.

Min Yu asked Qin Yang: "Do you know what it was like when I saw the national flag being raised at Tian|An|Gate for the first time?"

"What do you feel?"

"I only had one sigh: This is our country!"

"What kind of sigh is this, is it good or bad?" Qin Yang laughed.

"In fact, it is as difficult to judge whether a country is good or bad as it is to judge whether a person is a good person or a bad person. Especially your own country, you say it is good, but in fact she really has too much to improve. If you say it is not good, it will I was accused of being a traitor and treason. So I always feel that a country, like a person, cannot be completely bad, nor can it be perfect."

"Of course, a country is governed by people. Her development is determined by those who rule her." Qin Yang agreed.

Min Yu kneaded Qin Yang's hand and continued: "There is a sociologist named Miura Zhan in Japan who once wrote a book about 'lower' social issues. The 'lower' class mentioned in the book does not refer to the bottom of society, It refers to those who are in the bottom of the middle class. The author believes that the middle class in Japan is disintegrating, and Japanese society is experiencing a polarization between "upper class" and "lower class". However, very few people have risen from "middle class" to "upper class". Part of the 'middle class' has fallen into the 'lower class'. That is to say, the 'middle class' class in Japan is going through a process of 'dirtyness'."

"Am I being obscene too?" Qin Yang asked with a smile.Without the support and gifts from their parents, Qin Yang and Min Yu would probably also belong to the "lower class" that Miura Zhan mentioned.It is impossible for people to be born equal. Children born in the privileged class must have more starting advantages than those born in the ordinary class.So those who have enjoyed good living conditions and good educational opportunities from birth still brazenly claim that they have never relied on their families, which is really hypocritical and disgusting.

Min Yu didn't answer him, and continued: "The younger generation in our country is indeed going downhill continuously. Due to the limitations of their own conditions and social environment, many people have lost the motivation to develop upwards and are willing to be mediocre. Loss of enthusiasm in life. A survey once pointed out that China's social wealth structure is in the shape of a huge gourd. The smallest belly on the top of the gourd represents the wealthy class. The middle class is the middle class, and the big belly below is thousands of middle and lower classes. , the bottom of the gourd is the vulnerable group.”

"In a developed country like Japan, the result of 'downwardization' is the polarization between 'upper class' and 'lower class'. But what about our country? The descendants of our rich and powerful, these 'upper classes' are fleeing one after another, and the middle class who have lost their development momentum is 'Dirty' and the bottom is falling."

Who said that criticism is because of betrayal.How many people who sing "I love your motherland mother" every day are greedily stealing the huge wealth of this country.And those who always mercilessly lifted the fig leaf that hides the ugliness of this country have stood up for the interests of the country time and time again.

Qin Yang didn't know why Min Yu suddenly said this.He had to listen carefully, although he was a little confused.Min Yu has never been the kind of passionate and ambitious person, but he always has a heart of compassion and kindness for the nation and the world.

"If I were a democrat, or a writer or art director who needed more creative freedom, I might leave." Min Yu leaned on the guardrail of Chang'an Avenue, with the Monument to the People's Heroes in the twilight behind him. "But I'm just a doctor, and I can't give up my value because of politics. I save people and have nothing to do with politics. Just like a dying criminal, the doctor will not give up his treatment until there is no sentence, even if he recovers. The death penalty. So, these are two different things. We can’t confuse them. Just like I can’t hold a grudge against all patients just because some patients speak ill of me. It’s venting anger.”

This time Qin Yang understood.It turns out that the topic is here.This foreshadowing is really long enough.He stood in front of Min Woo, holding his hands that were cold because he didn't wear gloves, and put them in his coat pocket.

"Do you remember the Nanjing Massacre Memorial Hall we visited together?" Min Yu looked at Qin Yang and continued, "During the Nanjing Massacre in 1937, what do you think is the reason for those who were able to leave but still chose to stay?—— Responsibility and mission? Personal belief? National emotion? Moral conscience? Or pure hatred?"

"Maybe, in this society, we really have a hard time living. But the world is never perfect, and any society has its problems. America is paradise, but it also has problems such as racial discrimination and the proliferation of guns. I am not accusing leaving It’s just my personal choice. I choose to be true to my ideals, true to my emotions. Because it makes my life more meaningful. I feel it’s worth it.”

This is Min Yu, who never escapes from reality.Just as he does not evade his own sexual orientation, he will not evade it even if he suffers all the harshness and suffering that this society gives him.What else could Qin Yang say.He left because he couldn't bear to see the injuries he suffered.If he chooses to stay and bear this, he will definitely face it with him.

"As I said, the place where you are is my home. I will go wherever you go, and I will stay if you stay." Qin Yang said while rubbing Min Yu's face vigorously with both hands, that beautiful face Kneaded into all kinds of ugly and cute looks by him.Min Yu's face turned red from being rubbed by him, and he slapped his paw with a palm of PIA: "You are called marrying your husband and following your husband!"

Min Yu turned around and looked at the busy traffic on Chang'an Street, and continued: "The reason why people are afraid of something is because they are not familiar with it. Just like Cao Cao in the Three Kingdoms got a headache, Hua Tuo proposed to use a sharp axe Cut off the head and take out the saliva. In fact, this is the same as we do craniotomy to remove brain tumors. But thousands of years ago, this was appalling, so Cao Cao killed Hua Tuo. Now, the whole country does not know every day How many brain surgeries are being performed."

Min Yu took Qin Yang's hand again, "There is no country that recognizes homosexuality from the very beginning. Look at the Stonewall incident in New York in the 60s, and the annual gay parade now. Those gays abroad today All the rights they have are fought for through their own efforts and courage. If all homosexuals in China who are able to leave leave, and those who cannot leave choose to hide in the dark, then homosexuality will never be recognized by Chinese society. Accepted. If we don’t strive for it ourselves, how can we blame others for not giving it. Maybe there are things for nothing in the world, but you know, the chances of that are really small.”

Qin Yang nodded, put his arms around Min Yu's shoulders, and the two looked at Tian|An|Men Square in the evening together.

In the evening Qin Yang called his mother, Qin Yun, and it was a video call.Min Yu was sitting next to Qin Yang.Qin Yun was very disappointed with Qin Yang's decision not to go to Canada.

To be honest, she still has some jealousy towards Min Yu, because his influence on her son is far greater than that of her mother.It has always been a fact that Qin Yang is not close to her.She also admitted that it was her fault.She put him in boarding school since he was a child, and she rarely accompanied him even during winter and summer vacations.Even many of her friends don't know that she has such a big son.It wasn't until Qin Yang was 15 years old and came to Suicheng that he began to get along with her day and night.But a boy of this age is no longer dependent on his mother, let alone someone who attracts his attention more.

The author has something to say: This chapter will be automatically posted in the manuscript box. I took the time to read it today and found that so many words have been harmonized. I have re-edited it.

The song Qin Yang sang was called "The Coldest Day", and Leslie Cheung sang it, calm down and listen slowly, it's very interesting.

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Again, this article is what I have always wanted to write, so no matter how bleak the data is, it will not be updated. Thanks~