Heavenly King, please grant me my life

I stood on the stage, my heart was pounding.

I should be glad I came out tonight without wearing big underpants, otherwise Chu You would definitely be ashamed.

Like a dream, I sang three songs with Chu You on the stage. After three songs, the fans were still chanting encore dissatisfied.

I looked into Chu You's shining eyes, obviously he was as excited as I was.

The temperature of the light, the texture of the red carpet under my feet, the strength with which Chuyou pulled my hand, the beauty of the hundreds of thousands of white fluorescent seas under the stage, the beat of my heartbeat, the weight of the microphone in my hand, all of these will be engraved on my memory forever. In my mind, it has become the best memory of my life.

Chu You took me and bowed deeply together to express his gratitude. He said: "It seems that everyone likes me and Cai Shen very much, but everyone can't just listen to music here tonight. If you have a lover, you should enjoy this wonderful time with your lover next time." If you haven’t met your lover yet, you may meet your destined one when you leave the venue tonight. Well, that’s it, see you next time. Also, be careful on the way back. Good night everyone .”

The audience stopped shouting for encore, and it became noisy. Suddenly, a loud shout came from nowhere: "You must also have a good night!!!" As if reminding the crowd, more people shouted This sentence: "You must also have a good night!!"

My heart was touched again. For the first time, I understood why some people put so much effort into becoming a star idol.

At least, standing on the stage and listening to the audience's response like this, there will be an unparalleled sense of satisfaction that this life has not been lived in vain.

Chu You said with a smile: "Thank you, with you here, I can smile every night in my dreams."

After speaking, he blew a kiss.

There was another scream in the arena.

The stage lights dimmed.

Can sing loudly.

The ending piano music played, and the voice of the narrator reappeared, saying some very appropriate words to wish everyone happiness.

It was the first time for me to stand on this kind of stage lift, and I descended to the bottom of the stage with Chu You, and walked to the backstage fitting room with Chu You.

Li Li was already waiting inside. When he saw me and Chu You coming out, he kept staring at me playfully, with the corners of his mouth curved, and his eyes sparkling behind the glasses.

"What are you looking at, something on my face?" I asked.

Li Li pointed to my left hand with his chin.

"Xiao Shenshen, I know you're nervous, and you've come down now, can you let go of your hand?" Chu You smiled brightly, and he tugged and shook our hands that were still holding each other Shaking, didn't take his hand away.

"Huh? Eh? I'm still holding you?" I hurriedly let go of my hand, and my face instantly became hot, "Ah, I'm sorry, I'm too forgetful."

I don't know when it turned into me clinging to Chuyou's hand and not letting go.

"Needless to say I'm sorry, there's nothing to apologize for." Chu You patted me on the shoulder, "You performed well tonight. Not only did you not have stage fright, but you were not suppressed by me at all. Everyone in the audience couldn't stop listening."

My lofty arrogance on the stage was completely thrown away at this moment, and all I could think about was how shameful I was for holding on to him just now.

For Chu You's encouragement, I can only nod vigorously to express my gratitude.

"Hey, hey, Chu You, I don't even know what to say about you, it's too messy. Just now on the stage, he was dragged into the chorus. The organizer called me three times to ask me what was going on, and said This was not included in the signed performance contract, I comforted him for a long time and said that the last three songs would be free for him to be at ease." Li Li said.

"Give it away for free? No way, how does your agent do it? Usually, at least tens of thousands will be added." Chu You asked.

"Usually, I would give him away for nothing and add more money for the sake of face, but this time Luo Shi is too stingy. He only added [-] thank you money, and said how generous I am." Li Li took out A notebook, clattering out the records for Chu You to review.

"Three thousand is three thousand, it doesn't matter." Chu You took out his clothes from the closet and began to take off his coat, "The encore that was added at the end was originally for the audience, and by the way, Xiao Shenshen can be pulled out to practice , I still don’t need those tens of thousands.”

There is a big vest inside his coat. At this time, his back is facing me, and the vest is rolled up, revealing his waistline wrapped in thin muscles. He is very white and his waist is very thin. I feel that my throat is a little tight, so I quickly look away Open and stare at the cabinet.

"Xiao Shenshen's outfit looks pretty good tonight, and it won't be wrong to pull on the stage like this. Oh, I really want to praise you and I can't stop." He said while changing his clothes with his back turned to me .My gaze swept across his smooth and slender back, and then quickly retracted to stare at the cabinet.

Thinking of the upset of the past two days, and the thing that was confirmed when I was brave enough on the stage just now.

I won't be, really like Shangchuyou, right?

Maybe he really only trains me as a potential junior, but he desperately wants to confirm whether he is the "similar" that Chu You wants, isn't he too silly and too young?

Even if it was just that the atmosphere on the stage was so good at that time, I was too courageous to think so, but now that I am down, the show is over, quiet, and calm, I still can't stop my various thoughts about him.

Even if I deny it a thousand times and ten thousand times, telling myself that this person is impossible, that this person is impossible, that this person is too far away, those thoughts will still pop up from time to time, reminding and accusing me of bad intentions.

Denying it to yourself is a coward!

do i like himIs it an illusion?Is it because the brain hole is too big?

Chu You changed into a black long-sleeved T-shirt and a pair of dark blue jeans, wore small leather boots, and hung accessories on his chest. When I was thinking wildly, he turned around and shook his hand at me.

The man's brows and eyes were full of gentleness and little evil-heartedness that couldn't be hidden, which aroused people's itch.

He is very good-looking and has very good skin. It is rumored on the Internet that he never wears makeup in performances. This rumor seems to be true.

Good to see my heart skipping a beat and breathing stagnant for a moment.

I, sure, sure, yes, like, like, him.

It wasn't until Chu You shook his hand in front of my eyes again and again that he heard him asking me: "Would you like to have supper with me later?"

I nodded: "Eat, of course, I will call Ah He and ask him to send Xiao Ke to cook."

Li Li laughed, and Chu You also covered his mouth with laughter.

"Hahahaha just now Chu You told you that there is a newly opened JSS strongest restaurant on the second ring road and asked you to try it. How did you hear that?" Li Li's laugh was still so burrowing.

Chu You waved his hands and said, "It's okay, I know you've got used to Xiao Ke's cooking, so you came up with this sentence hahahaha. But the hero is not an ordinary cook, so if you let him cook casually, you will be punished." You won’t have anything to eat if people poach it.”

He looks good no matter how he smiles, and he looks good even when he doesn't smile, no wonder that damn kid Jiang Xiaoke was taken in by Chu You the moment he saw him.

"Eat, eat, eat, I'll eat with you, don't even laugh." I tried to be indifferent, "By the way, Li Li, do you want to eat?"

"He has a date with his little lover at night, he values ​​sex more than friends." Chu You glanced at Li Li and said, "It's just the two of us, you didn't ask any girls or boys, did you?"

I nodded, and said where did the little boys and girls come from.

Li Li kept staring at me, and the way he looked at me became more and more strange.

"Xiaoyou, I'll take Xiaoshen to go to the toilet, wait for us to come out later and walk together." After Li Li finished speaking, he dragged me into the bathroom, and Chu You's sentence "Why do you have to drag me to the toilet?" He?" He shut the door.

"Li Li, what are you doing?" I pulled his hand away, "What do you have to say in hiding?"

"Otherwise you can say it in front of Chu You?" Li Li made a mocking expression, "You like Chu You, right?"

I looked at him in disbelief, the line of defense was too loose, and I had no power to parry such a straight ball. I wanted to pretend to deny it, but was snatched away by Li Li: "Don't try to lie to me, you can't hide it from me, you Looking at his expression, I have seen it on too many people's faces. Just listen to me, I just remind you kindly. "

"Chu You doesn't need an assistant for so many things. Do you know why? Because his first three assistants, two girls and one boy, all fell in love with him and couldn't help themselves. It was painful to get him, and to see him one more time in the end, and they all resigned."

"Chu Youren is good, but it's not because he likes you. Don't think you are special to him, and don't think about just staying by his side and guarding him. Before, his assistant had an assistant named Su Liang." , that boy, worked with Chu You for two years, cooked for him, cleaned his room for two years, and finally resigned and almost committed suicide."

"If you don't have the ability to like him, you can't like him, you know? I said these words not for you, but for Chu You. Chu You almost quit the circle because of Su Liang's depression. Anyway, it is very complicated and painful. I said so Just to remind you."

"Besides, both of you are men, spreading a little bit of ambiguity can increase your popularity. If it is really seen through and exposed, I won't say more about how miserable it will be then."

"Why are you so sure that Chuyou won't like me." I grabbed Li Li's collar and interrupted his chatter.

Many years ago, I fell in love with someone for the first time. He was also a man, much older than me and much better than me. He was also like the kind of person I would never be able to reach. I told him I liked it He, my mother heard, and my mother took him abroad so that I would never see him again.

But this time is different, don't give me the facts and reason and say it's impossible, I will never let go now, never like last time, I can only watch them leave helplessly.

"Listen Li Li, I like him, I will be worthy of him, I will make him fall in love with me, I will walk with him to a better and bigger stage, and take care of him and treat him well with him." I grabbed Li Li by the collar, stared into his eyes and continued, "Put away all your unfounded convictions, and I will make us all happy."

I let go, and Li Li straightened his collar.

Chu You shouted from outside the door: "You two are in the LU inside, and you have been going to the bathroom for so long! I have beaten three levels of mobile games!"

"I'm waiting for you to show me the happiness of the two of you." Before turning to open the door, Li Li turned around and said this sentence.

Then he put on a foolish smile again, opened the door and walked out, saying: "It's too good to last forever."

"You are really shameless." This sentence was said by Chu You.

I looked at myself in the mirror, the tall young man had a decisive gaze, and there was still a bit of greenness on his face.

"You have to work hard, Cai Shen." I said softly to myself.

"Xiao Shenshenshenshenshenshen, come out soon! Let's go for supper!"

"Here we come." I stepped out and followed the two of them.

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