fall in love with your soul

"Suhang, tell me your experience! I want to hear it." I put my face on his shoulder.

"What do you want to hear?" He tilted his head to look at me.

"Anything is fine, your childhood, your life, your past."

"Well, I don't know how to tell stories."

"Then just say something casually, for example, when you were the most difficult, what supported you until now?" I let go of him and leaned against the wall to listen.

"What has supported me until now? I don't know, I just know that I want to live and live with my other siblings.

The most difficult time was probably winter, when it was freezing cold, and we huddled together without clothes, but even this couldn't resist the cold wind.

It was a demolition building, a dilapidated building, and the walls were full of cracks like spider webs. It was crumbling, as if it would fall down in a second, and a piece of the stairs fell down, so every time it went up, it had to be pulled up with a rope.

In winter, the hands are freezing cold, there is no warm quilt, and there is no hot match pile.If we start a fire, we will be discovered by the security guards, and they will expel us. Otherwise, we will stay in the demolition building. One is for safety, and the other is to be responsible for fear of accidents.

We all understand that it is also difficult for him to do it. We will pretend not to notice when we find it several times, but when we light a fire, we will be discovered by nearby residents, and he will not be able to explain it clearly.

It was very foggy that morning, the walls were covered with ice, the water pipes were all frozen, and my brothers and sisters who went out to find food did not come back.

Some people say we are gone, some people say we are dead. We are very afraid, afraid that something will happen to them, and we are also afraid that they will not want us.They thought we were a drag, and when we counted the number of people, we found that a little girl had frozen to death, her face was blue, her hands and feet were cold, and her body was stiff.

We all thought she was asleep, so we gathered around her to keep warm, but after a long time of warming, she still didn't wake up, and she didn't start to look for food outside until she was hungry.

That was the first time I went out to beg for food. I still remember that my dignity and self-confidence were all hit to the extreme. After kneeling for more than three hours, a kind person finally bought two steamed buns. I held the steamed buns and wept. I vowed to stand out, to find all the separated brothers and sisters, to build a paradise for them, to be their umbrella, to protect them for the rest of their lives...for a lifetime...no one can hurt them...no one..."

The more he spoke, the more he lost control, his voice was sharp and distorted, and the lights in the trembling corridor were chirping, but this time I was not afraid of him, nor did I hide from him, but hugged his trembling body tightly to comfort him, "I'm here, I'm here... It's okay, it's all over."

I shouldn't have asked him about the past, for him it was pain and torture, and I was the one who dug open the wound abruptly.

"Suhang, I'm sorry, let's talk about something else. Those are all in the past, really. Let's talk about the boss, the second child, and the third child. You see, how well they have been educated by you, they are capable of writing and martial arts, don't you Don't you feel proud?"

Su Hang's body slowly returned to calm, he shook his head, "I'm fine."

"It's fine." I stroked his hair, and the cold touch was conveyed to my fingertips. It was cool and comfortable in the hot summer, and the irritability disappeared.

"Suhang, shall we date?" I asked him tentatively.

Su Hang looked up at me, a smile slowly bloomed on his expressionless face, "Okay!"

That's what we agreed on. I was a little nervous when he agreed, but after he agreed, I was pleasantly surprised.

We didn't hold a ceremony of engagement, or publicize it everywhere, and the current time and conditions do not allow it.We got together so naturally, in fact, I think we were together before, but we just haven't settled down.

The strange thing is that my heart is very calm, as if this is expected, and I even feel that Suhang is just going with the flow, and doesn't really love me at all.

I'm not sure, Suhang's true thoughts are always hidden very deeply, on the contrary they will reveal false emotions to lure the enemy.

Let me guess I absolutely can't guess it.

The author has something to say: the ticket at [-] o'clock tomorrow morning, go to bed early today, maybe make up for it the day after tomorrow