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It is no secret that Park Jimin loves Tian Jungkook deeply.But whether Tian Jungkook loves Park Jimin or not, no one knows.

Tian Jungkook is a person who is never stingy with ambiguity.He can give you the most beautiful words of love in the world, and at the same time leave cleanly.It's like being with Kim Taehyung hand in hand a while ago, but now he is inseparable from Kim Seokjin.

Park Jimin looked at the back of Jungkook leading Kim Seokjin away, and couldn't help clenching his fists.

Why, the person standing by your side is not me?Why can they get your favor?

How lucky, how unfortunate.

He clearly remembered that day, the sun was shining brightly, and it was warm on his body, and his heart, which had been frantic due to excessive tension, seemed to no longer be frantic.

Tian Jungkook in front of him was soaked in the sun, his white clothes and delicate facial features made him look like an angel.

"What's the matter?" He narrowed his eyes and asked lightly.

"That... that... I... I have liked you for a long time! Tian Zhengguo!" He finally mustered up his courage, but he still didn't dare to look directly at Tian Zhengguo in front of him.

"Hehe, so you are like this too." Tian Jungkook's voice was low and indistinct, he glanced at the embarrassed Park Jimin, a little carelessly, "Is there anything else?"

"Ah?" Park Jimin was a little flustered, "Um...that can we... can we date..." He asked cautiously, feeling uneasy.

"Dating..." Tian Zhengguo smiled casually, "Let's forget about dating."

"……why?"

Tian Jungkook didn't expect him to ask why, "There is no reason."

"Then why can other people!" Park Jimin was a little sad in his heart, and remembered the way he saw Tian Jungkook holding hands with other people before, and when he got excited, he shouted at him who was about to turn around and leave.

Tian Jungkook froze, and then slowly walked towards Park Jimin.

Cold fingers deftly lifted Park Jimin's chin, Tian Jungkook bowed his head, his beautiful thin lips stopped suddenly less than one centimeter away from Park Jimin's lips, his deep eyes looked into his panicked eyes, as if mocking him At a loss.

Park Jimin's mind went blank.

"Anyone is fine, except for you." Tian Jungkook spoke softly, his drooping eyelashes were long and long, and the scent of mint sprayed on Park Jimin's face.Park Jimin was a little absent-minded, those words pierced his heart like a sharp blade.

He didn't know when and how Tian Jungkook left.The heart aches over the tears, leaving only the dull ache of emptiness and sorrow.Park Jimin finally left here numbly.The sunlight still enveloped him, but it couldn't heal the pain in his heart.

"Jimin, what are you thinking?" A low and gentle male voice interrupted his thoughts, with both hands wrapping around his waist from behind, a familiar aura surrounded him.

"Brother Yoongi." Park Jimin called out in a low voice, "Did you just come out of the studio?"

The man behind him let out a "huh", and the hands around his waist began to move dishonestly.

Park Jimin took a deep breath, and slapped Min Yoongi's hand off, "Brother, go to sleep." He turned around and looked at Min Yoongi's fair face, "Brother's dark circles are heavy again."

Min Yoongi smiled lazily, "Come and sleep with me." Wei Liang's hand grabbed Park Jimin's arm.

"But I just woke up..."

"It's okay, just catch up on sleep."

When Tian Zhengguo woke up, it was the coldest time of the day - when the first sun was dawning.He looked at Jin Shuozhen, who was sleeping soundly beside him, and lit a cigarette with a blank expression.

He had a dream again, a dream that was still like a dream even though it had happened in reality.

The sun was shining that day, he watched Park Jimin trembling slightly and told him that he liked him.He rejected his request to date at that time, even though the heart that had been silent for a long time and was no longer excited was beating wildly again, he still refused.

And when Park Jimin asked him why, he could clearly see the redness in his eyes.He felt sorry for him, and he really wanted to agree to him like this, but he couldn't.Because of him, not worthy of him.

So he suppressed the urge to kiss him, looked into his panicked eyes, saw his helpless eyes in his clear pupils.He is sunshine, pure white and clean.But he is dark and hides filth.He finally said in a hoarse voice: "Anyone can, but, except you."

Anyone can give me my ambiguity, only you can't.

Because, I have already given you my heart.

Tian Jungkook closed his eyes in some pain, and he took a deep breath amidst the smog. Since when did he start to pay attention to him, and then fell in love with him?

Maybe it started when I was still in high school?At that time, Park Jimin was wearing an ordinary school uniform, and foolishly wanted to help others, snatching the wallet of the little boy next to him from the hands of the arrogant and domineering gangsters, but they beat him powerlessly.For some reason, I, who had been watching coldly in the dark, suddenly moved and beat them away for him.Afterwards, Park Jimin before he passed out smiled weakly at him. At that moment, he felt as if the world had melted.

Or maybe it started when Park Jimin stopped him?He led his brethren in shady deals, and took care of the poor man who didn't really piss off his employer.Park Jimin suddenly rushed in from the light of the alley, shouting "You can't hit him!" Standing in the gloom then, he recognized him.He clearly saw the twinkle in Park Jimin's eyes as he motioned for his brothers to take him away.what is that?anger?hate?Looking at him, he only felt a dull pain in his left chest.

The dark night always gives people the time to remember, let the memory hold your throat without hesitation, make you cry and make you cry.

The cigarette in Tian Jungkook's hand had been burnt out, extinguished, and the ash fell on the bed sheet.

"Jungkook, you're smoking on the bed again, it's too troublesome to clean up!" Words with a bit of complaint fell into his ears.Tian Jungkook turned his head and saw Jin Shuozhen looking at him with a smile at the moment.

"Let's go." He suddenly felt a little tired, "I'll take care of your father's affairs for you, and don't come here again."

"Why?" Jin Shuozhen's eyes widened, "No, I want to stay! I like you! No, I love you!"

"Don't make me say it a second time." Tian Zhengguo threw away the cigarette butt in his hand, "Besides, love is not that easy to say." He suddenly covered Jin Shuozhen, looked at him below him with cold eyes, his voice was cold, "Now, I'll give you one last time. After you're done, either go or die."

After that, he tore off Jin Shuozhen's pink pajamas with one hand, acted roughly, and then kissed her.

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