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What else does not understand, Su Zhaoyan is hiding from herself.

During this period of time, Su Zhaoyan did not take the initiative to look for Shi Jiayu, working crazily almost self-abuse, and he also felt that he had no face to look for Shi Jiayu.Once that person becomes unfeeling, even if he kneels in front of him, he will not forgive himself.Su Zhaoyan chose almost the same approach as Fang Qimo, instead of looking for the other party, he started to torture himself.

"That's it? Are you trying to persuade me to get back together with him?" Shi Jiayu didn't feel any better, although Yanyan's cheating behavior disappeared after two days, and the large-scale study plan was full. In all his spare time, Shi Jiayu thought that he had forgotten about Su Zhaoyan.It wasn't until Han Ying called today that he suddenly remembered that person and realized that he hadn't actually forgotten him.

Han Ying's voice came from the mobile phone, and it could be heard that he really cared about Su Zhaoyan: "I also heard what Yanzi said about you. He did something wrong, but the person he loves in his heart is you. Because of this love, can't you just try to forgive him once?"

"Which hospital is he in now? I'll go and see." Han Ying called to tell him that Su Zhaoyan was hospitalized. Shi Jiayu really didn't let Su Zhaoyan go completely, so she planned to go and have a look.As for whether it fits or not, Shi Jiayu thinks this is impossible, he can no longer trust Su Zhaoyan.Even if two people are in love, once the trust is broken, it will end up breaking up after all.

"That's good, let's communicate well." After finishing speaking, Han Ying told Shi Jiayu the hospital where Su Zhaoyan lived and the ward number, and he didn't want to see Su Zhaoyan and Shi Jiayu quarrel here. kind of degree.On this matter, Han Ying understood Su Zhaoyan. After all, he loved Li Zhuoming so deeply at the beginning. After the reunion, he knew that the parting was because of Li Zhuoming's difficulties. Under such circumstances, Su Zhaoyan would inevitably be a little cautious.

Shi Jiayu smiled and didn't agree to Han Ying. It was really impossible for him and Su Zhaoyan.I bought a flower basket in the shopping mall, Shi Jiayu took a taxi and went to the hospital. If the two of them still had that kind of relationship, Shi Jiayu would naturally get some delicious food for Su Zhaoyan to send to Su Zhaoyan, but the two of them The individual has broken up and he is not worth the trouble, so a fruit basket will do.

Shi Jiayu thought about many things along the way. He knew that sometimes he was a very decisive person. If a beloved knife hurt his hand, he would throw it away even if he loved it.Su Zhaoyan was like that to him.He can be sure that he still loves Su Zhaoyan, but he also knows what he should do. He doesn't want to give Su Zhaoyan a chance to hurt himself, the best way is to break up.

"Are you here?" Su Zhaoyan immediately saw Shi Jiayu walking in, with a happy expression on his face. Although he guessed that Shi Jiayu would come to see him, Su Zhaoyan couldn't help being happy when he saw him .He was very happy that Shi Jiayu could come to see him, at least it meant that Shi Jiayu didn't want to see him.

Shi Jiayu nodded, and put the fruit basket in her hand aside.

"Why are you alone?" Shi Jiayu thought that at least there were other people to take care of Su Zhaoyan, such as Li Zhuoming.It's just that when I entered the door, I only saw Su Zhaoyan alone, so I was really a little surprised.

"I don't have any hobbies to advertise widely. Few people know about being sick and being hospitalized."

He told Han Ying specifically that he knew that Han Ying would contact Shi Jiayu so that he could see Shi Jiayu.He didn't dare to call Shi Jiayu himself, in the end he was afraid of hearing Shi Jiayu's indifferent voice.

I always felt that their current atmosphere was a bit strange, Shi Jiayu lowered her head and laughed softly: "We haven't known each other for too long, you have already put yourself in the hospital twice, you are also a talent."

"I've been busy recently, and I'm a little tired." After being silent for a while, Su Zhaoyan looked at Shi Jiayu, trying to see some clues on Shi Jiayu's face. He wanted to know that he was in Shi Jiayu's heart now. What is the location.

After a while, Su Zhaoyan finally gave up, he couldn't read the expression on Shi Jiayu's face, whether he really didn't care about himself or pretended not to care, Shi Jiayu's disguise was too good, he couldn't understand .After a while, Su Zhaoyan still didn't say what he had been thinking about for a long time. Before meeting him, he thought that he would have a lot to say, but now he didn't know how to say a word.

Part045

The author has something to say: I just saw a comment saying that I don’t quite understand what I want to express in this chapter, well, let me explain.

The reason why Xiao Lizi's attitude is so strange is because he feels that if the two of them are separated like this, then Xiao Su will only care about his own mistakes and the good of the little teacher, and then Xiao Su will not be able to let go of the little teacher.Instead of this, it is better to let the two of them reconcile, and then destroy the little master's good in Xiao Su's heart, then he will be able to win Xiao Su's heart even more.

I remember reading an article before, but I can't remember the content, but it probably means that the heroine was designed to be a concubine.It was designed by that person's wife, and the reason is that it is better to let the heroine become the husband's concubine than to let the husband miss her. If she becomes a concubine, she can do whatever she wants, and the husband will naturally not miss the heroine all the time if he gets his wish.Although it's not exactly the same as Xiao Lizi's idea, it's more or less what it means.

"I know I hurt you, but I still hope you can forgive me once. I won't see him again, and you are willing to come back to me."

Hearing such words, Shi Jiayu stopped in his tracks. He hoped to hear such words in his heart, but it was a vanity heart longing for such words.People, once you say you broke up and the other party agrees very readily, then you will feel as if you have lost something, and then if the other party keeps you, you will feel that the other party is particularly annoying.This is probably the so-called hypocrisy?Shi Jiayu felt that she was such a hypocritical person.

"Let's just be ordinary friends." No matter what he thought in his heart when he heard this sentence, he had already made sure that he would never get back together with Su Zhaoyan, even if Su Zhaoyan said it nicely, that wouldn't work. .Even if my heart beats endlessly because of such words, so what?Could Su Zhaoyan continue to lie to him?He didn't want to be cheated anymore, Su Zhaoyan made a mistake from the very beginning.

The conversation between the two fell into Li Zhuoming's ears verbatim. It was rare for him to inquire about the news that Su Zhaoyan was hospitalized. He originally planned to surprise Su Zhaoyan, but Su Zhaoyan actually surprised him.Listening to such a conversation, Li Zhuoming could easily guess that the two had broken up, but Su Zhaoyan hadn't forgotten Shi Jiayu even after breaking up.

"It's you?" Shi Jiayu suddenly saw a figure at the door and looked at Su Zhaoyan who was on the hospital bed. Sure enough, he still couldn't believe what this person said.A moment ago, he said that he would not meet this person, but it didn't take long before we met.It's none of his business anymore, Shi Jiayu took a deep breath, now that he and Su Zhaoyan have broken up, it doesn't matter who he meets and gets along with.

"Why are you here?" Su Zhaoyan frowned. Not many people should know about him here. How did Li Zhuoming find him.Especially in this situation, it was difficult for Su Zhaoyan to have a good attitude towards Li Zhuoming.The appearance of Li Zhuoming now just made the relationship between himself and Shi Jiayu more rigid.Although Li Zhuoming couldn't be blamed for the coincidence, Su Zhaoyan still had a tone of anger.

"Is it because of me? Is it because of me that you broke up? Mr. Shi, it was my wishful thinking to get back together with Brother Su, and I was the one who stalked you. It has nothing to do with Brother Su. He didn't tell you but Because I care too much about you, I don't want to let you feel sad, and I don't want to lose you. I... If it's really because of me, how about I apologize? Then I will leave here tomorrow...tomorrow?" Li Zhuoming acted She was able to shed tears without relying on external objects. She looked at Shi Jiayu with a pitiful appearance, and her tone was extremely sincere.

Shi Jiayu looked at Li Zhuoming and shed tears when she said she was crying. Could it be that this man is also made of water.But because of such tears, Shi Jiayu couldn't help but wonder if she was being too thoughtful, maybe this is just a bit of a sissy and there is nothing bad about it?Or maybe I had a preconceived feeling that my ex-boyfriends were particularly disharmonious, so I made the mistake of suspecting my neighbor and stealing an axe?

She didn't expect to meet Li Zhuoming here, and she didn't expect Li Zhuoming to say such words. For a while, Shi Jiayu could only watch Li Zhuoming hold her hand stiffly, and then looked at herself with tears in her eyes.This looks very much like the lazy cat at home, and her heart suddenly softens. Shi Jiayu still doesn't like this Li Zhuoming at the moment, but the previous prejudices have gradually let go.

"This is a problem between us, it has nothing to do with you." Shi Jiayu's tone was very calm, looking at Li Zhuoming's face, the two of them really looked alike.

Hearing this, Li Zhuoming lowered his head and said softly, "If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have... so many things happen. Sure enough, it's still my fault. Mr. Shi, please forgive Brother Su. won't bother you."

Shi Jiayu had never encountered such a situation, and Li Zhuoming's move was not included in all his plans. Shouldn't Li Zhuoming be happy to see the two of them break up?didn't think