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What's the relationship, men and men can't have children, and when they get really tired, they just separate.What's more, as long as they get a little bit of benefits during the time they are together, that's enough. He's actually not greedy.

As compensation for raising Shi Jiayu for so many years, thinking about Shi Baiyang like this makes him feel no guilt at all.

Part029

"I... sorry, I can't do it." Shi Jiayu hesitated for a moment, it was impossible for him to be with Zhao Shuyang for Shi Baiyang.The trouble Zhao Shuyang can bring to Shi Baiyang is just those things at work. He doesn't want to compromise Zhao Shuyang because of such things. This is not the life he wants.It's not that he is not filial, but that even if he really wants to be a filial son, there should be a certain level.

He can't do the filial piety of Wo Bingqiu Li, Shi Jiayu is such a layman and such a selfish person.

"You! Aren't you single now? What's wrong with being a man? Anyway, you don't like women. Zhao Shuyang's conditions are so good. If you can find such a person, you can be regarded as a high climber."

Suddenly, Shi Jiayu understood something, why Shi Boyang didn't explode so violently because of his sexuality in his previous life, so... did he think like this?Shi Jiayu felt a little sad.There is no way to change the fact that he likes the same sex. If possible, he also hopes that he can like women, and then marry and have children according to the mainstream life.But it's already like this, what else can I do?

"Have you met him?" Shi Jiayu didn't believe that Shi Baiyang had met Zhao Shuyang, at most he just heard something from hearsay.Just like this, did his former father want to send him to the other party's bed in exchange for some benefits?Feeling a bit chilled, Shi Jiayu didn't want to speculate on Shi Boyang's thoughts with such great malice, but Shi Boyang's eyes now clearly reminded him that that was Shi Boyang's true heart.

"So what if you haven't seen it? Do you think you can find a man who will never break up with you? Men and women will divorce even if they have children, not to mention that it is impossible for two men to get married. If you are young, you can make a little money, and when you are old, you won’t have no money.”

"Is that why you miss me?" Shi Jiayu looked at Shi Baiyang in disbelief, he couldn't believe that such words came from his mouth as a teacher.Shi Jiayu has heard many more vicious words than this, but those are just some people who have nothing to do with him. Now this person is his adoptive father, how can he say such... such things.

Seeing Shi Jiayu looking at him with a stubborn face, Shi Baiyang felt a bit guilty. If he really offended Shi Jiayu now, there would really be no room for turning things around.

Seeing Shi Boyang's sudden speechlessness, Shi Jiayu softened her heart. Although Shi Boyang's words hurt people, it is not a fact.It is really not easy to find someone who will last for a long time. If the person Shi Boyang mentioned was not Zhao Shuyang, maybe he would really agree.But Zhao Shuyang is definitely not good, Shi Jiayu knows what kind of person Zhao Shuyang is.

Although he didn't know what happened to his original car accident, he could guess that it had a lot to do with Zhao Shuyang.Just because of this, Shi Jiayu didn't want to have anything to do with this person. From birth to now, Shi Jiayu was a law-abiding person, and Shi Jiayu didn't want to get close to such a dangerous person.To put it bluntly, he was already afraid of the dark after seeing ghosts, so he couldn't and would never agree.

If Shi Boyang is short of money, supporting his parents is what he should do, but if he wants to repay his kindness in this way, Shi Jiayu can't do it.

"...Dad, you should resign." Since it is a work matter, don't do it. Anyway, Shi Baiyang is already old, so why not retire and enjoy life.After hesitating for a while, Shi Jiayu called out "Dad", which shows that his heart is very complicated.

When Shi Boyang heard such words, he couldn't sit still immediately, and slapped the table vigorously, and the volume instantly increased a lot.Shi Baiyang's temper wasn't very good in the first place, he was so 'patient' because he thought he had to ask Shi Jiayu before, but now Shi Jiayu can even say such unfilial words to make him resign, this is already touching It's Shi Boyang's bottom line.

"I've raised you for so many years, and now I just ask you to do small things. I didn't expect you to do such disgusting things as liking men. I should have strangled you as soon as I knew you were born."

Shi Jiayu's face suddenly turned pale. It turned out that their voices were not loud, so no one would pay attention to the movement on this side.It's just... the eyes of everyone in the store are now on Shi Jiayu.Shi Jiayu's hands were trembling constantly, he never thought that Shi Boyang would use such a method to retaliate against him, such a sinister way... the volume of the following sentence was enough to make people in this shop All heard.

He could feel those malicious gazes, Shi Jiayu understood that those gazes were full of contempt and fear...even several people had already paid their bills and left secretly.This society has always been less tolerant of groups like him. Shi Jiayu never thought of letting everyone in the world know that he was the same, but his adoptive father used this method to expose his sexuality.

Whether it was an illusion or real, Shi Jiayu just felt that the words of those people kept flashing in her mind, and they were all bad words.

Seeing Shi Jiayu like this, Shi Boyang somewhat regretted it, but this regret was soon forgotten, since Shi Jiayu didn't want him to have a better time, then everyone broke up.

"You're going too far!" Shi Jiayu almost let go of this sentence and ran away. He was afraid of these eyes, why did he look at him with such eyes.Shi Jiayu didn't understand, and there were tears in her eyes.Is it because of grievances?Shi Jiayu laughed at herself, how old she was, and ended up crying.And, didn't you say you have to be stronger?

As soon as he went out, Shi Jiayu didn't even see if the road was a red light. He just wanted to escape from this place as soon as possible, and the fear in his heart kept growing.go home!Just go home! !Shi Jiayu kept thinking about going home.

"Damn you, don't look at the lights when you cross the road."

Shi Jiayu almost collided with a car, but Shi Jiayu just kept walking on her own as if she didn't hear the driver's words.

"...Isn't that Shi Jiayu the one in front?" Lee saw at a glance that the person in front of him who caused the slight traffic jam was Shi Jiayu, and he looked distraught, even running a red light.This state is really easy to cause accidents. Lee asked Su Zhaoyan who was sitting next to him if he wanted to see Shi Jiayu. Su Zhaoyan raised his head and saw Shi Jiayu rushing in the traffic. He frowned slightly. .

"Let's go, he needs to be alone for a while." Although Su Zhaoyan didn't know what happened, he didn't think it was time to go forward to comfort him.If the relationship between the two of them is special, then he should comfort him, but the relationship between them is still ordinary friends now.

Lee smiled, when did Su Zhaoyan start to understand Shi Jiayu?Really... Could it be that he was really moved?If he is really tempted, then even if he is a villain, he should be a matchmaker.Lee has seen a lot of young people like Shi Jiayu, and Lee has his own way of dealing with young people like Shi Jiayu.He just didn't know if Su Zhaoyan would agree, touched his nose, and Lee thought it would be better to do this kind of thing in secret.

Shi Jiayu, who was lost in spirit, also saw the car and left even more hastily.

Strange, why do you want to escape?Why should you feel embarrassed?I have already expected that there will be a day when I will face the strange eyes of everyone, why do I still feel sad?Asking himself over and over again, Shi Jiayu couldn't get the answer he wanted at all.Obviously he could face it with a little more strength, but he was so cowardly that he fled in despair.It's not his fault, why run away?It was born like this, why escape?

"Sir, seeing that your seal is turning black, I think there must be a bloody disaster in the near future."

Usually, Shi Jiayu would have sneered when she heard such words, but today, Shi Jiayu sat in front of a fortune teller as if fascinated by a ghost.Most of these fortune tellers are just cheating money, but Shi Jiayu's head is completely dead at this moment, and she doesn't even understand what she is doing.

"I've been very unlucky recently, and little things always happen." Shi Jiayu thought for a while and talked about his recent situation, always feeling that he was very unlucky recently, and not even a happy thing happened.Suddenly remembered what Yanyan said, Shi Jiayu's head became clearer, he thought it would not have such a big impact, but... some seemingly small things are always affecting his mind mood.

If things go on like this, even though some things don't directly happen to him, maybe he will commit suicide because of too many negative emotions.

"Worth and misfortune depend on each other, do you believe in fate? You will have a catastrophe that you cannot overcome, listen to my advice, there is a knife on the head of Sezi, remember it."

What's the meaning?Shi Jiayu wanted to ask the meaning of this sentence, but when she raised her head, she suddenly realized that he ran over to count