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The things between Zhao Shuyang and Zhao Shuyang are actually very common, but it's just the sprouting heart when I was young.Zhao Shuyang was overwhelmed, and when he understood his sexual orientation, a Shi Jiayu who attracted him suddenly appeared, but before he had time to do anything, Shi Jiayu suddenly disappeared.

According to the previous trajectory, Shi Jiayu knew very well that he would have a relationship with Zhao Shuyang, but...after his rebirth, he didn't want this relationship to appear at all, so he avoided all the opportunities to be alone with Zhao Shuyang, and then... ...He was with Fang Qimo, completely away from Zhao Shuyang.In his previous life with Zhao Shuyang, Shi Jiayu hated and was unwilling, and even wanted to strangle Zhao Shuyang to death at the moment of rebirth.

After clearing away the fog of dreams and returning to reality, Shi Jiayu washed his face with cold water and kept telling himself in his heart that none of these things had ever happened, and he had avoided these things from happening.Even if he meets Zhao Shuyang again at this time, he should learn to let go of all love and hatred.

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Part020

Today's Zhao Shuyang is 24 years old, and he is no longer the young man he was back then. Although his mood fluctuated for a moment when he saw Shi Jiayu again, he quickly returned to normal.She nodded slightly towards Shi Jiayu, and said after a while: "Long time no see."

It's really been a long time. Shi Jiayu was in a trance for a moment, and he seemed to be able to recall the man's appearance when he was heartless.This is really not a good thing, he lowered his head and laughed at himself slightly bitterly, he thought it would be so easy to forget someone.Many things suddenly became clearer at this moment, such as his own feelings, it turns out... The main reason why he despises himself and sticks to Fang Qimo is because he wants to completely forget Zhao Shuyang.

This recognition made Shi Jiayu feel the urge to shed tears. It turns out that these two people once had weighty and hard-to-let go emotions in her heart.He has more resentment towards Zhao Shuyang, and more dependence on Qi Mo. As for the love mentioned, that thing...maybe it's all scum.He is a deserter of love. When he didn't understand his true heart, he grabbed Fang Qimo's straw indiscriminately, and then fell into the dream brought to him by this straw.

Well, this ending is really good.Shamelessly using Fang Qimo to forget the scumbag Zhao Shuyang, and then being hurt by Fang Qimo, this is a karmic cycle, and this is a kind of retribution for him.As if a shackle had been untied in her heart, Shi Jiayu thoroughly understood that she was a despicable person.It's just that he still couldn't forget, couldn't let go of Zhao Shuyang's ruthless decision at all. At the moment when the car hit him, he clearly saw Zhao Shuyang's figure beside him, but he refused to save him.

I can clearly remember that I asked Zhao Shuyang for help, but that person took others away without showing any kindness.Afterwards, there were occasional pedestrians passing by on the road, and no one was willing to step up to take a look, allowing his life to continue to pass by, and finally died after rescue failed.

Trying to adjust her facial expression so that it would not be too ferocious, Shi Jiayu forced a smile, a slightly pale smile: "Well, long time no see."

"How are you doing recently?" Zhao Shuyang didn't know that countless fragments had flashed through Shi Jiayu's heart, and he didn't know that Shi Jiayu had killed him countless times with his eyes.The moment he saw Shi Jiayu, he also remembered the youthful years of the two of them, as if the other party hadn't changed at all, and still made him... have a feeling of heartbeat.

Zhao Shuyang doesn't have a regular partner now, and now that he sees Shi Jiayu this time, he doesn't have the idea of ​​​​fixing him. His interest in Shi Jiayu is probably because he didn't get it when he was young, and now he just wants to make up for this regret.Other than that, it has nothing to do with love.Zhao Shuyang knew that he would marry a woman in the end, and if he really had some kind of love, he would be asking for trouble.

These things between men and men, Zhao Shuyang didn't naively think that they could really last forever regardless of everything.

Zhao Shuyang is still very happy that Shi Jiayu still remembers him, at least it shows that Shi Jiayu still has memories of him in his heart.If this is the case, it will be convenient for the two of them to make an appointment.Zhao Shuyang didn't plan to make an appointment as soon as they met, but it could be done gradually.Zhao Shuyang was not worried about whether Shi Jiayu would take a fancy to him, he was very confident in himself.

"Okay."

"I haven't seen your whereabouts for several years, but I finally met you today. Do you know? I... miss you very much."

This love story seemed to be said for free, and Shi Jiayu felt that the words that came out of Zhao Shuyang's mouth were completely cheap garbage that had no value for recycling.This person said this sentence with a unique affection. If it weren't for Shi Jiayu who had been cheated once, she might really think that the other party really missed her, or maybe she would make up her mind that the other party kept looking for him. That kind of picture of yourself.

"Really? If you didn't show up today, maybe I would have forgotten that there is such a person as you." Shi Jiayu couldn't control her harsh tone, knowing that this sentence was inappropriate, but Shi Jiayu said it anyway come out.Now Shi Jiayu has cleared away the clouds and mists about his feelings, he knows that he doesn't love Zhao Shuyang anymore, only resentment towards Zhao Shuyang is left, and he also knows that he has let go of Fang Qimo, the rest is just Friendship.

It was the first time for Zhao Shuyang to encounter such a situation. According to the script, it shouldn't be such a conversation.It's just that Zhao Shuyang's face is not usually thick, and he can still maintain his demeanor when encountering such an attitude, and smiles: "Then you recognize me at a glance? Are you working here now? Here I still There are friends, if you need help, you can tell me directly. By the way, we haven’t seen each other for so long, let’s change the contact method.”

"No need, I don't think we need to meet." Shi Jiayu shook off the water on her hand, then walked past Zhao Shuyang,

Zhao Shuyang grabbed Shi Jiayu's hand quickly, and Shi Jiayu shook it hard before shaking it away.Being gripped by Zhao Shuyang like this, he felt the need to wash his hands again.It's just that the master is still here, so Shi Jiayu endured it, not wanting the two of them to have too much trouble.Rebirth is not good at this point. I clearly know that the other party has done something to me, but the other party doesn't know anything about it.How to calculate this account?

It's unfair no matter what, so Shi Jiayu subconsciously avoided this problem and everything with Zhao Shuyang.

To take revenge or let go of everything, both are bad choices for Shi Jiayu.

"You hate me that much?" Zhao Shuyang didn't know where he had offended Shi Jiayu. Looking at his hand, Zhao Shuyang couldn't remember that he had offended Shi Jiayu.Besides, their relationship with Shi Jiayu was not bad before, but this time they met, no matter what, it should be an old friend meeting each other. Such a scene was really unexpected.

"No, I just don't think there is a need for us to meet." This word "no" is a bit against my will. Before I have decided what kind of attitude I should use to face Zhao Shuyang, Shi Jiayu feels that the two of them will not meet. it's the best.When he saw Zhao Shuyang, he thought of some unhappy things. Why did he bother to embarrass himself like this.If you don't see them, you won't think about those things, your life will be much happier, and you can let go of the entanglements of your previous life.

With a wry smile, Zhao Shuyang didn't know why Shi Jiayu had such a dislike for him. Could it be that he didn't know what happened back then?Trying to think back, Zhao Shuyang still couldn't figure out why Shi Jiayu's attitude towards him was so strange.

"Even if we don't look at the old friendship, we are still old classmates. Is it so difficult for old classmates to get in touch again?"

Past love?Who has a relationship with you in the past.

Originally, Shi Jiayu wanted to drop such a sentence, but looking at Zhao Shuyang who was a little dazed, Shi Jiayu could only put this sentence in her heart.

Seeing that Shi Jiayu's attitude seemed to soften a bit, Zhao Shuyang continued, "I've always dreamed of you and the scene of us being together in recent years."

Zhao Shuyang didn't lie, but he didn't say that he also dreamed of Shi Jiayu's death.It was just a dream, Zhao Shuyang didn't take it seriously.It's just that after waking up from the dream, he would feel a little guilty. He knew that someone had ordered the car, but instead of dissuading him, he acted as a bystander, and finally refused to save him.It was all a dream, a nightmare, so Zhao Shuyang didn't want to dream about those things at all.

"Who is with you? Who wants to be with you?" Shi Jiayu's heart beat faster when he heard such words. He was particularly afraid that Zhao Shuyang would have the same experience as him. If it was like this If so, what should he do?Shi Jiayu was completely at a loss.

"It's just a dream, Jiayu, I know we are the same kind of people, why don't you try it with me? I wanted to say these words to you many years ago, but I never had the chance. Now God arranges for me to talk to you again. Meeting you once, how can I not complete my regrets?"

What Zhao Shuyang said was sincere, and Shi Jiayu could tell that he was serious