On the Necessary and Sufficient Conditions for Harvesting a Male God

9. Admiration

In July, the weather gets hotter.

The self-examination is scheduled on the 14th and 15th, and Yang Lin began to count down.

He adjusted his schedule: he got up at four o'clock in the morning, listened to lectures and did problems, and took a two-hour nap at eleven o'clock.This allows for a little more quiet time.

Woke up by the alarm clock at four o'clock, Yang Lin rubbed his eyes in a low mood and got up to boil water, but unexpectedly saw the kitchen light in 401 was on, and his male god was busy with something on the stove.

Half of his back can be seen from his side.

Tight and beautiful trapezius muscles, gracefully curved deltoid muscles, and a thin waist outlined by a black racerback vest.

Yang Lin regained consciousness in an instant, and stopped the hand that was already on the switch.

At four o'clock in Xingzhou City, the night sky was still outside the window. He half retreated to the room, hiding himself in the darkness, but staring greedily at people.

Nie Chuan quickly entered the house with a baby bottle.

Yang Lin didn't recover from his astonishment for a long time.When I woke up, I realized that I was simply a voyeur, so obscene that I couldn't believe it.

Still, he couldn't bear to leave.

Sure enough, after a while, he saw the male god walking to the kitchen with a baby in his arms.Like the child Wu Hui was holding that day, they were all wearing yellow and white striped clothes, so it should be that child.

Nie Chuan supported the child steadily with one arm, and after putting down the bottle with the other hand, he put the child on his shoulder and patted the back.

This time when I saw the front, it was a very cute little baby.He was about one year old, and after hiccupping, he burst out laughing, and Nie Chuan also smiled.

His footsteps kept moving, and this smile happened to be seen by Yang Lin.

Under the warm yellow light, his unrivaled hero looked down at the little baby with a tender and affectionate expression.

Have a tiger in your heart, sniff the rose carefully?

Yang Lin felt his heart was hit hard.

He retreated to the bathroom in embarrassment, turned on the cold water and splashed his face. After a long time, he looked up at the mirror.

There was an unconcealable shock and bewilderment in those eyes.

Baby, you are sober, he is just a male god, just look at it, it’s not that you can think about it overnight, don’t get yourself into a desperate situation, do you still think your situation is too good, you need to know what you should do and what you can do. ...Yang Lin, you can be happier if you think less.

He said it to himself over and over again until the heat in his body completely subsided.

Since he was six years old, Yang Lin had plans for himself: go to a good university, finish his work-study program, find a good job, buy a house, and have his own safe house even if he is young.

So he has been working very hard in the yard, taking care of other children.Study harder at school, and when the classmates sighed "It would be nice if I could not go to school someday", he was thinking, I must not lose the opportunity to study.

Knowing that he would not be able to go to university at the age of 16, Yang Lin revised his plan: learn a skill and get to the top.

Then, find a good job.You must buy a house and have your own home.After being capable, if he can meet a suitable person, he will treat her wholeheartedly so that he will no longer be alone in this world.

So he chose an accounting major with a low threshold, and then, he never relaxed for a day.

Knowing his sexual orientation when staying in the dormitory, Yang Lin didn't panic, but just updated his plan:

You need to buy a bigger house, and the dog has more room to move than people.And it should be difficult for him to meet another person, so let's raise a big dog so that his side is no longer empty.

Passing the junior professional title test once gave Yang Lin a lot of encouragement, and he further revised the plan:

Before the age of 25, except for the age limit, he had to get all the certificates that could be taken in his major.You must pass the CPA, CMA, ACCA, and enter the best firm.Strive to achieve financial freedom by the age of 40.

Then, whether he is alone or not, he will have a child of his own.

Artists leave works, designers leave works, writers leave works, and those works are the traces of their existence.Ordinary people don't have works in this sense, and they usually keep their children, which is also a proof that they have been here once.

Yang Lin always felt that he was drifting with the wind, struggling in the boundless and bottomless emptiness all the time, and he also wanted to hold on to something, something that would allow him to exist.So, want to have a child after conditional.

He had had the plan since he was a kid himself.

He will give him all his love, and let him have the happy life he once dreamed of.

Yang Lin never thought that what turned him from admiration to admiration for a person was actually a smile holding a child.

He didn't know if this was the child of a male god. Hearing what Police Officer Zhang said that day, it probably wasn't, but his male god likes children so much.

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Appreciating beautiful things will not make people feel inferior, it will only make people feel happy.

But falling in love with such a charming person is hard to avoid feeling ashamed.

Because I really want it, because I really can't reach it.

Patted his face, sat at the table with his face covered in water, and opened the courseware.

Yang Lin, you have to work hard, there is only one way for you, no matter how good the people you meet are just scenery, they don’t belong to you.

Listening to lectures, brushing up questions, maybe it was the quietness and coolness before dawn, or maybe it was the deliberate high concentration of attention, but I went through a large chapter very efficiently.

I didn't move my place for two hours, and I felt tired after answering the questions.Thinking about the beginning of the month, there will be quarterly declaration projects this month, he should be very busy in the afternoon, he must focus on not making mistakes, and looking at today's task list, Yang Lin decided to take a nap.

I didn't set an alarm because I knew I'd be woken up.

Sure enough, it was less than 07:30 when I woke up to the noise downstairs and checked my phone.Yang Lin fried a bowl of rice for himself and ate slowly while standing on the balcony.

I didn't see Wu Hui downstairs, but today it was two old men who were arguing about something, Yang Lin didn't listen carefully.As a matter of fact, he can't eat enough, and he doesn't even bother to listen to these idle stories.

After tidying up the kitchen, he walked back to the table and listened to the soprano who joined in the quarrel downstairs. Yang Lin picked up his book and went out.

It was too messy, so he planned to go to the small park to memorize English, and then go to the library to do the questions, where there is air conditioning.

While walking, memorizing the essay, I turned a corner and saw the open space, which was already occupied.

Possibly a young couple.The woman facing Yang Lin looked very young, with a ball hair combed high, a light pink dress, and a slim figure.The face couldn't be seen clearly, because she was looking down at the child standing on the stone table, wiping her face with a tissue from time to time, crying?

The man with his back to Yang Lin supported the child with both hands. He wore a black T-shirt and trousers, wide shoulders and narrow waist, and straight 1.8-meter-long legs. Yes, a male god!

Going a little closer, the knife-sharpened side face is indeed a male god.

Yang Lin didn't dare to look closely, the date was crying, the male god definitely didn't want to be seen.He didn't slow down, just walked over like passer-by A.

But he could clearly see the woman's appearance, she was very, very beautiful.

She has an oval face, thin eyebrows and almond eyes, and her skin is very fair. With her dress, she looks young.Reluctantly with the male god, it can be matched.

The child changed into blue and white clothes, so there was no doubt that it was that child.

I hope she can treat this child kindly, hope that the male god can meet the right person, and hope that he can have a stable and happy relationship and life in this world of fireworks.

Such a perfect person should have his sunny avenue, not Yang Lin, you can think about it overnight.