Fall Mu

Gu Mingxuan knew that the lack in his heart was caused by the unhealthy marriage relationship between his parents, and it had already become a scar with blood holes accumulated over time, and no one except himself could really fill it up.And after he met Lin Mu, he has been using the other party's love to fill the emptiness in his heart, and one day he will exhaust the other party.

Then there are some trivial things that happened between the two of them. He never knew that Lin Mu was such a careful person. Whether it was worth remembering or not, he recorded them all.There was another page with only one painting.The picture shows two people in the living room, one playing the violin and the other painting. The two are bathed in the sun at the same time. Lin Mu is far away from the window, and there are some shadows behind him. Gu Mingxuan is playing the violin intently. Lin Mu seems to be painting him , looked eagerly at Gu Mingxuan.Gu Mingxuan didn't expect that he would be burned again by the eyes in a painting.

Later, he actually saw some things that deviated greatly from his original cognition.

[My birthday, Brother Xuan told me to go home early after playing almost, he was waiting for me at home.After hearing this sentence, my heart was filled, did he finally regard me as a lover, not just a bed partner who had a kidney failure?

At night when I was celebrating with my classmates, everyone started to play truth or dare. When it was Yang Yang’s turn to ask me a question, he still asked that sentence, asking if I still love him, and I gave him affirmation without hesitation. s answer.But both of us know that this is not the final answer. After I finished speaking, I added a sentence. I told him that I will always treat him as a family member, so how can I not love him.Yes, this is what Yang Yang doesn't like to hear the most, but a sentence of family makes us two separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.Then he cried, saying that he loves me, I know his love is love between lovers.The students all booed and let the two of us get together again.But, how can it be, brother Xuan is still waiting for me to go home, today is my birthday, will he also say love me to me, even if it's just a few sweet words.

I was angry, and although I really wanted their forgiveness, I was really angry.Yangyang and I ended long ago, and we didn't feel that way at all, it's really cruel to treat him with a soft heart.This is the first time that I got angry with Yang Yang and my classmates. In fact, I am not angry at them. I just want to have a simple birthday, but why is it so difficult.Yang Yang ran out crying, everyone ended the party early, I had to chase out, unexpectedly I saw Brother Xuan outside.

I was surprised and delighted, did he come to pick me up?Why do you look like you're angry again?I wrapped my hands around his waist from behind, proving my love to him to all my classmates, and sure enough he seemed to have calmed down a bit, although he didn't know why he was angry.After so long, I have more or less gotten used to his inexplicable temper.If you are angry, I will coax you.

I acted like a baby to him in a soft voice and told him that I was too drunk to walk, but he actually squatted down to carry me on the back.Since my parents passed away, no one has ever carried me on my back. In fact, my dad has never carried me on my back. Speaking of which, my parents don’t feel like my own, because they have always been too gentle and even polite to me, not like Brother Xuan, all emotions are revealed in front of me unabashedly, especially anger.Yes, he is really angry, but I like his temper. I hope that one day, no one can stand his bad temper except me, then he can belong to me forever.

It's a pity that he is really not very easy to coax. I lured him on the way and said that he would go to the second bedroom to play some new tricks, but he ignored me.I didn't dare to say any more, and I was about to fall asleep lying on his body.Although he is still angry, I feel very solid. This warm back belongs to me, making me feel like someone will cover me when the sky falls. Brother Xuan suddenly gave me a feeling of father, very safe. 】

After reading this paragraph, Gu Mingxuan always felt a little weird, but he couldn't tell what was weird.But he knew that he had misunderstood Lin Mu. He only saw the word of love that Lin Mu said to Shu Yang, but he didn't hear what Lin Mu said later, it was a relative.He laughed. It turned out that the two of them were not broken. Lin Mu was also angry because of the students' booing. He obviously wanted their forgiveness so much, but because he got angry with them.Suddenly a little proud.

Gu Mingxuan was still a little embarrassed: "Am I really so childish and angry? I used to be a child, but why did I suddenly become a father again?" I really didn't know why, when I reached out to take it out, I suddenly found that there were not many lollipops left in the bucket .

"If you really love someone, you can treat the other person as a lover, a relative, a lover, etc., and the lover will have all the shadows of intimacy, and you will be the shadow of your lover." Later, a young friend of Gu Mingxuan told him when he was helping him to solve his doubts. After speaking, he slapped a check in front of him, with a treacherous smile on his face: "Uncle Gu, take a look, are these enough to buy?" You for one night." Gu Mingxuan looked down at the amount of the check, and smiled, "I don't sell it, it's free."

With a lollipop in his mouth, Gu Mingxuan continued to look down, some he knew and some he didn't know.On the day of Lin Mu's birthday, Qi Fei and Ruan Jiangke got into a car accident while driving drunk.Lin Mu waited for him at home alone.

[When I saw the ring, I was stunned. I didn’t expect someone to give me a ring as a big man. The ring looks very delicate. It has the initials of Brother Xuan and me on it. It must have been specially designated by him. You don't want to marry me, do you?But he didn't take it out just now, as if hesitating, when he comes back, I must ask him carefully, how did he make him angry, and whether he wants to marry me, if he really wants to marry me, then let me spend the rest of my life It is willing to be a girl.

However, one wave of ups and downs rose again.Brother Xuan is back. He seems to be very afraid of car accidents, more so than me.I had to hug him and try to chat with him, only to realize that he was the owner of the car that killed my parents.But how can I be willing to blame him, he has already blamed himself so much, men love cars, he can never touch a car again because of that incident, he must have never let himself go in his heart.I hugged him and told him I forgive you, but he said my forgiveness was useless, so I said I forgive him for the couple, but I almost gave up.I quickly took out my life skills and gave him a deep kiss, brother Xuan was really coaxed to sleep by me.But I never slept again, and my heart was very sad, why is it you.Forget it, let him pass the past.I didn't mention the ring again. Although he bought it, I put it on for him, but mine was only worn by myself. I really hope that one day he can put it on for me himself. 】