Sick roommate observation notes

Shen Lu stared at the man silently for a long while, but failed to make him show any shameful expression, instead he looked away embarrassedly: "What's there to be afraid of?"

"Haven't you ever thought of shrinking back?" The man didn't seem to understand Shen Lu's meaning of love and love, his expression remained unchanged, and he asked back as a matter of course, "Ordinary people usually choose to stay away from criminals, even if there are special reasons not to." If you don’t get close to dangerous and dangerous people, you will hope that your life can be ordinary and happy, but you don’t seem to care what your life will be like, or do you not regard those criminals as dangerous people at all?”

Shen Lu: "..."

Oh, so I was talking about criminals.

His ears blushed, and he couldn't help being ashamed of himself for a few seconds in his heart, but in this way, he didn't believe that this man would be hurt by other criminals.

Find out, this is the man who killed Barbara, who was so courageous enough to follow him, and who dared to threaten the perpetrator with a fake gun!

Therefore, Shen Lu really didn't understand what Qin Qiu's intentions were when he said that. After a long silence, he considered his tone, and it sounded like he was asking for advice patiently: "If I have to stay away from a criminal, then what am I to you now?"

"Yeah, what is this?" Qin Qiu lowered his eyes and sighed quietly, "Sean, you always have extremely high moral requirements on yourself, so you have absolute kindness to everyone."

Wait, why does this sound so sour?

Shen Lu stared strangely, and tried his best to control himself not to think too much, after all, this man was thinking deeply, maybe he had made omissions when he spoke before, and maybe what he mentioned touched the sensitive point of the other party.

But before Shen Lu could think of how to appease the other party, Qin Qiu suddenly peeled off a toffee and threw it into his mouth, and then said: "Have you ever thought that those criminals are not worthy of your kindness at all?"

The expression on Shen Lu's face suddenly became even weirder: "According to what you said, could it be possible that you are also among the people who are not worthy of kindness?"

Qin Qiu's beautiful eyes were almost bent into two crescents: "You are right, including me."

Shen Lu suddenly fell silent. They both had been roommates for so long, and the kindness they gave to each other was not too little. Now this man said that the kindness in the past was not worth giving?What is this, pushing his good intentions to the ground and rubbing wildly?

After an unknown amount of time, he raised his eyebrows and put down the porcelain plate in his hand, and made a crisp crashing sound on the coffee table: "Could it be that you are, now, losing your temper with me?"

After the words fell, even Shen Lu felt that his conjecture was extremely absurd, and as expected, Qin Qiu quickly and sincerely retorted: "No, I'm just stating my true inner thoughts."

Shen Lu also sincerely felt whether this man had a brain hole: "Your real idea is to try to find fault with me?"

Qin Qiu shrugged: "Remember Malcolm Johnson who died for you?"

Shen Lu was trying his best to calm down and his heart skipped a beat.

"Similar to Malcolm Johnson, most psychopaths are lonely. Abnormal thoughts and behaviors prevent them from forming lasting and stable friendships with ordinary people. Unfortunately, human beings happen to be a social animal," Black Hair The handsome man with male eyes suddenly smiled, his hands gracefully placed on both sides of the linen sofa, his fingertips danced lightly on the armrest of the sofa, like a player casually counting the games that he had set up earlier, "the emptiness of the heart and the The vigilance of the character conflicts, making people like them struggle more and more contradictory in this world, and at this time, Sean, your kindness is like poison to them."

Seeing his roommate's expression suddenly become unpredictable, Qin Qiu blinked amusedly: "I don't think you are bad, on the contrary, it's because you are so kind."

"Do you still remember the theory of social psychology, about why people feel close to another person?" The man talked about the relevant knowledge without pausing, as if reading directly with a book, "proximity effect and exposure effect They are all important factors to attract others, in addition, appearance factors and good emotional feedback will make people further develop a good impression of another person.”

"Look," after explaining the theory, Qin Qiu recalled Shen Lu's corresponding points one by one, "For lonely and abnormal people, you are a rare person who can go to their side and get close to them."

"Your appearance is excellent, and it is easy to win the favor of others."

"You have very high moral standards in dealing with people. No matter how bad the other person is, you try your best to bring good emotional feedback to them."

"In this way, you choose to approach those with abnormal psychology. In this way, unless they can't normally perceive emotions or have an avoidant personality, they will have a desire to catch you with the bundle of emotions that come to you. The only light." At this moment, his eyes were so deep that they seemed to be smudged by black mist, "They will become attached to you, want to stay by your side, and at the same time want to protect you... want to I will give everything for you."

After a pause, Qin Qiu sighed heavily again: "And the feeling of intimacy towards you is already a desperate investment for them who are originally withdrawn, which makes them invest more loyalty in your relationship. .”

"But your kindness to them is not because you are also trying to treat them as your only one," the man opened his thin lips, revealing the gentle cruelty of the people around him, "You are just giving charity to this group, no matter how many they are Get stuck in it, and you end up pulling away with determination.”

Shen Lu pursed his lips, but found that he couldn't refute.

"The reason why abnormal people are called abnormal is because they have lost some of the abilities that normal people have."

"If this person loses the ability to bear the reality that you will leave him," Qin Qiu suddenly hooked his lips in an unclear manner, "guess what will happen next?"

The joy of love lasts only a moment, but the pain of love lasts a lifetime.

People who cannot bear pain either choose to destroy others or they choose to destroy themselves.

"That's why I said, it's not worth it," the man concluded softly, "You can't do anything other than make them happy for a while, and you might even bring yourself a mess in the end."

Shen Lu clenched his fists weakly: "You're right."

As an authority, he admits that, even if he has insight into these theories, it is easy to ignore these emotions when dealing with psychopaths.

Kindness can also cause harm to others, and he had understood it as early as Malcolm Johnson.

But the world is not black and white. If everyone is afraid of the tragic consequences of giving kindness, and is therefore unwilling to deal with abnormal people, people with psychological abnormalities will face a more severe problem of being excluded from society. As a result, their abnormality will only become more and more serious, and the potential danger to society will also become greater——

This is simply a vicious cycle.

Thinking of this, Shen Lu sighed helplessly: "But there must be people in this world who can accept groups with abnormal psychology without any grievances."

He lowered his eyes and folded his hands restlessly in front of his belly: "I will try my best to balance the relationship with them. If I fail to grasp this balance, I will bear all the consequences no matter what."

There was some light in the man's dark blue eyes: "No matter what the consequences are?"

"Correct."

"Even if you will die?"

"Well, even if I die."

Death is not terrible, Shen Lu has always felt so, the fate of a person will return to the dust after all, what is really terrible is probably the loss of life but also the responsibility that still needs to be borne, and in the end it brings endless things to others after death. Trouble.

"If my kindness can save them, I will try no matter what the cost."

Qin Qiu quietly watched Shen Lu's firm face, and saw Shen Lu frown, as if he had made up his mind again.

He wanted to reach out and touch the other person's gentle facial contours, but his fingers only trembled slightly, and he didn't put his thoughts into reality after all.

In the past, he always thought that Shen Lu was similar to him, because they both experienced great pain, and this pain prompted them to have extreme moral standards, making them expect criminals to disappear from the world completely, and hope that those criminals All will receive the punishment they deserve.

And at this moment, he finally deeply realized the biggest difference between Shen Lu and him.

Shen Lu is clearly walking on the path he believes in, and has never been lost.

But he is wandering between dreams and reality, no matter his behavior or consciousness, he is deeply trapped in the contradiction that even he himself cannot agree with.

At the end of the chat, Shen Lu quickly forgot the topics discussed by the two of them. He was almost used to Qin Qiu's quirk of discussing his philosophy of life from time to time.

What's more, he is busy with work now, so he can't allow him to think about some of Qin Qiu's words.

Just before going to bed that night, he received an urgent summons from his team, saying that it took Kelly a whole day to finally confirm the identity of the deceased in the video, so he had to put on his work clothes again and went out against the night wind. Gathered with the same hard-working team members again in the small conference room.

The three Field agents seem to have just returned from looking for the uploader of the video in L City. When they entered the meeting room, they still carried a small suitcase for work in their hands. After running for a day, the coats that were already stained with dust had not had time to change. .

"The name of the deceased was Katou Florey, male, 41 years old, an immigrant who moved from country J to country C 20 years ago, and worked as a literary editor at BBR Publishing House before his death. He is still unmarried and rarely talks to his relatives who are still in country J Contact, the closest ones are all the friends I met after immigrating to country C," Kelly has been working in the bureau since the morning, and when everyone arrived at the meeting room, she had already thoughtfully prepared a dinner for each of them. According to the information on the deceased, "The last time he met his friends was a month ago. After attending a friend's wedding in Tianmu Hospital, he disappeared. His friends thought he just went to retreat, because he was withdrawn and occasionally I like to find a place where there is no one to live for a while and think about life."

"Already contacted his friends?"

"Yes," Kelly nodded to answer Agent Field's question, "At that time, the only person who met the requirements of the deceased was Katou Florey. For further confirmation, I contacted his friends and company for information, and finally learned that Katou Florey had been dead Yue didn't show up, and then I urgently contacted the customs, and learned that Katou Florey had never left country C during this period, and it is impossible to return to country J to visit relatives."

"In addition, all the accounts under his name have not been moved for more than a month, so I deduce that he cannot hide elsewhere and want to start a new life."

"An inexplicable disappearance of a person with social ties may indeed be an accident," Detective Field smiled approvingly, "Very well, your investigation is very comprehensive."

"However, our speculation is only speculation after all. To fully confirm the identity of the deceased, we need to find his body." After a pause, Agent Field immediately changed the subject, "Have you found any useful information about the murderer? "

"Katou Florey's address is in City Q, the northernmost city in our province R," Kelly replied cautiously, "If he is the deceased, I don't think the area where the murderer is located is too far from City Q."

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The author has something to say:

"The joy of love lasts only a moment, but the pain of love lasts a lifetime." -Jean de Florian

Even if the theoretical knowledge of this chapter is not understood, it will not affect the understanding, but I will say it here as usual:

The proximity effect means that the closer you are, the easier it is to have intimate interactions. Conversely, if you are not very close to someone, you are less likely to become friends.

The exposure effect means that after two people get to know each other and get to know each other better, the occasional fresh stimuli will make them get closer.

Enhanced emotion model, this model predicts that people will be attracted to people who can associate it with good emotions, that is, if you can feel the emotions that the other person often gives you feedback and makes you feel comfortable when you get along with a person , you will like each other more and more, and at the same time, under normal circumstances, it will be easier for you to like people who also like you.

In addition to this, there are many other theories, all of which explain the circumstances under which human beings will have a good impression of another person. Usually, this is just a summary of the emotional logic of human society, because most human beings act according to this logic. I like others, but some people will use theories astray. They are obviously not attractive people but deliberately create these charms, trying to use these illusions to attract you, such as PU/A... (whispered

I hope that everyone will not do illegal things. If you know more about this knowledge, you can be vigilant when others try to PU you. qwq In addition, cultivating the ability to bear pain can also prevent bad things from happening.

I hope everyone is well, and pray for world peace every day (bow