Sick roommate observation notes

Shen Lu: "..."

He actually felt that he couldn't refute Qin Qiu's words at all!

The truth is just like what the man said, if it was just an ordinary-looking person pestering Shen Lu, then he would be able to easily keep his expression unchanged, and would be able to ruthlessly push the other party away before he approached him.

But if you put this point on Qin Qiu, it doesn't apply at all, because the man's appearance can be said to be carefully sculpted by the heavens, and Shen Lu finds it quite pleasing to the eye even if the other party just blinks his eyes and curls his lips. Not to mention that this man is still deliberately teasing him with an ambiguous expression in front of him.

However, although what Qin Qiu said was indeed true, his blunt attitude was quite annoying.

Shen Lu thought indignantly in his heart, what does "this is a man" mean?This is obviously the facial reaction that every facial dog will have, okay, why blame it all on the man!

Before Shen Lu's shame and anger completely subsided, Qin Qiu immediately tilted his head and smiled: "Since I like you as a person, and you like my face, why don't we try together, eh?"

Shen Lu: "..."

No, what is going on with this man!How can you make him look like a heartless scumbag who only looks at people's faces? !

The young man pressed his temples in distress, and managed to throw away all the messy thoughts in his head, then raised his eyes to the man who was watching him affectionately, his dark brown eyes were full of confusion .

He really couldn't figure it out, how could Qin Qiu still pretend to be affectionate after all this time, he couldn't really like himself: "Are you sure you like me?"

Qin Qiu stretched out his right palm and lightly placed it on his chest: "I'm sure."

"I don't understand what your purpose is for saying that, but anyway, please answer my question," Shen Lu approached the man and slowed down his voice, "Just ask, who would fall in love with a man who wants to send himself to prison?" people?"

"If there is no precedent before this, then this special person is me." Facing Shen Lu's pressing question, Qin Qiu just frowned helplessly, "I don't care if you want to send me to prison or not."

Speaking of this, Qin Qiu's original gentle expression suddenly became aggressive. His eyes were deep and firm, and he slowly raised his right hand to pinch Shen Lu's chin. The strength was so strong that Shen Lu would feel a burst of pain when he stepped back. pain.

"I care about your soul."

The man's other hand slowly covered Shen Lu's right hand hanging by his side, intertwining his fingers.

"Your thoughts."

Qin Qiu's exquisite eyes suddenly ignited with enthusiasm, and Shen Lu felt that he was about to be sucked in by those blue eyes, and the flames contained in them seemed to be pouring out, or let the two of them fall in love together fire, or let him be burned to pieces.

"Even if your purpose is to kill me, as long as you remain unchanged, then I will continue to care about you so much."

"You're lying," Shen Lu struggled to break free from the man's fanatical gaze, and said with some difficulty, "If you really don't care, then why don't you just go to jail, why would you be here with me?" Should I bet something or not?"

Qin Qiu chuckled affectionately: "It seems that you are really obsessed with my going to prison."

"nonsense!"

"Then according to you, if I am willing to surrender, will you consider staying with me?"

"That's really not sure." Feeling that the man was deliberately saying such words to force himself, Shen Lu coughed lightly and threw away his face, "If you turn yourself in and repent sincerely while being punished, then I might like it too. your."

Qin Qiu's right hand relaxed a little, and he rubbed his thumb lightly on Shen Lu's chin: "But Sean, have you ever considered, if I just go to prison like this, how can I be with you?"

Hearing this, Shen Lu poked in his heart, knowing that a man would not be able to pester him after he went to prison, so he answered this without shame!

"To make such an impossible promise to someone who likes you," Qin Qiu's tone paused, and after a while, he softly whispered in Shen Lu's ear, "You are too cunning. "

"But it's okay, I don't hate your cleverness." Before Shen Lu could say anything, the man completely let go of Shen Lu, "What kind of person would you like? For example, I can't help thinking , why can't you accept that your partner is a policeman?"

Hearing this, Shen Lu couldn't help shrinking his pupils.

How did Qin Qiu know about his hobby?

Shen Lu had no time to think about why the topic suddenly jumped here, he only felt his heart shake violently: "I don't want to answer this question, if I can't accept it, I just can't accept it, just like why you killed Barbara back then, even if I wanted to Ask you, you probably also..."

"Because she killed someone," Qin Qiu suddenly interrupted Shen Lu's words with a calm expression, "She killed two people, but was not caught by the judiciary. people will bear it."

"..." Shen Lu, who had received too much information at once, couldn't help but choke in his throat, "What did you say?"

It took him a moment to realize that the man was indirectly admitting that he had killed someone!

Shen Lu held his forehead in quite pain, why did he always not turn on the recording at such critical moments? !

"I've answered your question, as the saying goes, courteousness is reciprocal, so now it's your turn, why don't you like the police?"

So now it's time for a question-and-answer session?

Shen Lu pondered for a moment: "No, actually I like them very much, policemen, soldiers, firefighters, people who do these jobs, I respect them from the bottom of my heart."

As soon as the voice fell, Shen Lu stopped talking, and Qin Qiu didn't rush, but walked slowly to the small refrigerator in the corner of the room to get a bottle of mineral water from it. When he turned his wrist to unscrew the bottle cap, Shen Lu's voice came There was a slow voice behind him: "They are fine, but they will die."

The human body is so fragile that a mere cold can kill a human if not cared for properly.

In order to survive better in this world, fragile human beings have tried every means to accelerate the development of the medical system, and the fundamental purpose of all of them is to delay death.

But there is such a class of people whose existence almost violates the survival characteristics of human beings, and they will run wherever there is danger, which also leads to their death rate being ridiculously higher than that of ordinary people.

Those people used their lives as a bargaining chip to isolate danger from ordinary people. Shen Lu deeply respected them, but he also felt that their way of living regardless of their lives was too selfish.

If they die unfortunately, how painful should the loved ones be?

Noticing the wavering in Shen Lu's eyes, Qin Qiu lowered his eyes and sighed: "Sean, people will always die."

"Well," Shen Lu nodded, his eyes looked empty, "Of course I understand."

Speaking of this, the topic of the police is completely over, Shen Lu quickly shook his head, and pulled himself out of his restless thoughts: "Second question, you said that Barbra killed two people, and those two people who is it?"

"She killed Arthur Reid and Will Acton," Qin Qiu told his little roommate the answer unabashedly, "Then I have to ask the second question, Sean, is it because you don't want to accept me at all? Like me, or because you think I'm abnormal?"

Qin Qiu always does not follow the rhythm of ordinary people when he speaks and does things. He is obviously very smart but he doesn't seem to be using his intelligence on the right way. What's more, Shen Lu also heard that the other party shot Barbra dead. To sum up, The very existence of this man made Shen Lu feel extremely headache.

But to say you don't like it at all?

Shen Lu said that he had no way to say such words against his conscience in front of this face that made his heart flutter.

Is Qin Qiu a normal person?

No matter from the perspective of sociology or psychology, such a person who has practiced extremism through actions cannot be regarded as a normal person.

But for Shen Lu, who has dealt with all kinds of criminals all year round, he has seen too many mentally ill criminals who are crazier than Qin Qiu, and Qin Qiu, as a smart person who can think rationally, his abnormal Compared with those lunatics, he was slightly inferior, so Shen Lu didn't feel too worried because of the abnormality shown by the other party.

"Don't worry, I won't force you. Since you don't know how to answer this question, then tell me the answer to another question." Seeing that Shen Lu hesitated because of this question, Qin Qiu stretched out his hand, fingertips Gently slipped from Shen Lu's hair to his face, "Sean, do you think you are a normal person?"

Shen Lu's pupils trembled suddenly: "What do you mean by this?"

"People live in the world, everything they do is to make their life more meaningful, and in order to pursue the meaning of life, human beings have a fundamental desire - they long to be one with nature, long to be with nature Like-for-like bonding, the desire to be physically and spiritually united with another human being—according to social psychology, the most reasonable and normal way to satisfy this desire is to possess the ability to love others while maintaining one's self .”

"But Sean, you don't have this ability. The sick side of human beings makes you feel like you want to escape. Those who sacrifice their lives regardless of the thoughts of their loved ones, you think their actions are wrong, but you can't change them. So I can only keep myself farther and farther away from such a person." Qin Qiu's eyes were extremely loving, "Not only that, you seem to have avoided even yourself. You have failed to apply for the Investigation Bureau many times, have you thought about it? However, it is because you are not normal in this respect that the investigation bureau can't let you pass the review easily?"

"Actually, you don't need to be afraid of these people. Whether it's people who are willing to give their lives, or people who are abnormal in other ways, you don't need to escape from this sickness in people at all, because all these are actually That's normal."

"Everyone has their own pathological side, but the severity will vary, and as long as this pathology does not threaten the stability of society, it is not really abnormal."

Shen Lu closed his eyes wearily and said: "I'm normal, and I never thought of escaping from all of this."

"If you think you're normal, then why did you hesitate to my question just now?" Qin Qiu's words were like a sharp knife, dissecting Shen Lu's heart bit by bit, "Since you have hesitated , and why dare not admit that I am not a normal person in the true sense?"

"Enough." Shen Lu suppressed his restless mood, "You said so much just to let me face up to your abnormality, and then give up sending you to prison?"

"No." Qin Qiu finally stopped his psychological attack, his brows and eyes were gentle, "I just want to try to make you accept me."