love strategy

Xu Yan bit the tip of his tongue to keep his sneer from overflowing. Zhang Li looked so affectionate and innocent, if people around him heard their conversation, they would definitely think that he was a scumbag who abandoned Zhang Li.

The person who sat back to back across a bookshelf from him really thought so.

Liang Weiyi clenched his fists tightly and swallowed nervously. He couldn't help but think of the Internet celebrity Qianyu who had a crush on Xu Yan. He thought that Xu Yan was using Qianyu to cover up his ED problems, but that was all After he knew that Xu Yan had a physical illness, he had wishful thinking. What if Xu Yan really took care of Qian Yu, and it was only because he was inhumane that Qian Yu cheated?

Also, when recording the show on the island, Xu Yan's affection for Liu Shuangshuang is still vivid in my memory. Could it be that Xu Yan is really a scumbag who doesn't shy away from sex?

No, it's impossible, Liang Weiwei shook his head vigorously, shaking away the absurd thoughts in his mind, Xu Yan couldn't be such a person, and Xu Yan's sharp voice behind him also attracted his full attention.

"Leaving without saying goodbye?" Xu Yan snorted, "When did I leave without saying goodbye? I sent you an email."

Xu Yan's contemptuous attitude hurt Zhang Li's eyes, he frowned, and his voice suddenly became louder: "Shouldn't we have my consent to break up?" Immediately, the good upbringing made him realize his gaffe, He lowered his voice again, "What's the matter if you leave an email and disappear without a trace? Do you know how long I've been looking for you? Do you know how long I've been decadent?"

Zhang Li crossed the table uncontrollably, and grabbed Xu Yan's hand tightly.

Xu Yan didn't expect Zhang Li to grab his hand, so he shook his hand before pulling out his hand forcefully.He tensed his cheeks and clenched his fists, thankful that he had set the meeting place in an open place, otherwise he was really afraid that he would lose control for a while and punch Zhang Li's handsome face until his nose was bruised and his face was swollen.

Xu Yan lowered his head slightly to suppress his anger, panting heavily, and suddenly he stared at Zhang Li with blood-red eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "With your consent? You brought the woman into our house, and we lived with her in our house." Did I agree to the ups and downs in my bed?" Zhang Li's face turned pale, and Xu Yan didn't intend to let him go, "Zhang Li, aren't you interested in my impotence, then I'll tell you now, I became impotent two years ago, do you know why? It’s because of you, because I will never forget the way you touched her round breasts/breasts, and I may have a psychological shadow all my life! You Are you happy? Are you proud?"

Zhang Li was stunned. He saw that Xu Yan seemed to be crying, with tears in his eyes, which was in stark contrast to his fierce tone.

"I..." Zhang Li's face was pale, and he tried several times to stop his choked voice, "It's not what you think."

Xu Yan took a deep breath, and the tears in his eyes diffused between the eyeballs and eyelids, and he said: "It's really not what I thought, I thought you were just trying to steal something fresh for a while, that's all. I didn't expect you to straighten yourself out of a sudden sexual orientation awakening, and you got engaged to her three months later."

Zhang Li opened his mouth, unable to utter a single word.His family background is special. Even though he persisted for many years, his parents and elders still could not accept that he had a same-sex partner. Under the pressure from many parties, he met a successful woman introduced by his elders.In order to make his family feel at ease, he maintained a friend relationship with the other party and never crossed the threshold.

However, he was so drunk that day that he passed out...

When he woke up the next day, everything was irreversible.Fortunately, Xu Yan was on a business trip at that time and would not be back until a few days later. He quickly dealt with the relationship with this female friend and waited anxiously for Xu Yan's arrival.

However, a few days later, what he was waiting for was a half-empty closet and a breakup email from Xu Yan.Xu Yan quit her job neatly, changed her mobile phone number, and disappeared without a trace.

Just now, he heard Xu Yan admitting his ED with his own ears, and he also fancifully thought that the reason why Xu Yan left an email to break up with him might be because he was "ill" and couldn't accept it psychologically, so he chose to keep silent to leave.

He even felt secretly happy because of this, and felt that as long as he showed that he didn't mind, then his reunion with Xu Yan would be as easy as pricking a layer of paper.

"Little fireworks." Zhang Li tremblingly called Xu Yan's nickname when they were together, he put his elbows on the table, trying to hold Xu Yan's hands, "It's not what you think, I was drunk at the time , why didn't you even give me a chance to explain, I've been looking for you for a long time."

Xu Yan stared at Zhang Li's handsome face without blinking, no longer the youthful recklessness, nor the clarity and cleanness of high school, now Zhang Li is mature and deep, and has become an appearance he doesn't recognize.

From school uniforms to suits, the two have been together for ten years. How could the once intimate relationship become as hideous as it is today? He obviously wanted to make the two of them decent.

Xu Yan closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and asked, "Looking for me? You know my brother's address, my parents' address, can you really not find me? We have so many mutual friends, if you really Want to find me, can you not find me? We haven’t met for two years, but you can easily get my mobile phone number. Did you really not find me at the beginning? You just haven’t found me for a while Afterwards, I easily persuaded you to choose the path you wanted to choose but didn't dare to choose, don't be so fucking here to pretend to be an old friend."

All of them were poked by Xu Yan, Zhang Li felt guilty and flustered, his lips moved but he couldn't utter half a syllable as if he had been cursed.

Xu Yan's words were forceful, and his breath was a little unsteady at the end.

Two years ago, he finished work ahead of schedule to catch a late-night flight home, and what he saw was a scene that shocked him so much that he couldn't breathe.

After hiding outside for a few days, he resolutely moved out of the shared residence of the two, went to live with his brother abroad, concealed the reason and lived in his brother's place.

He was very decadent during that time, and he had the same dream every night, dreaming that Zhang Li was naked/rolling with a woman.At first, he also thought that Zhang Li would definitely try to find him. He even seriously considered whether he should forgive Zhang Li if he confessed to him and admitted his mistakes.

Unfortunately, what he waited for three months later was the news that Zhang Li was about to get engaged.

He drank heavily every day and spent three months in a daze, but it turned out to be such a ridiculous result.Afterwards, he received a call from Yan Jingxing, packed up his mood and came to Yuzhou.After desperately pulling himself together, he discovered that he was suffering from erectile dysfunction due to psychological factors.

After saying what he had been holding back for two years, Xu Yan felt extremely relaxed physically and mentally, as if a congested river had been completely dredged, as relaxed as a huge boulder that weighed heavily on his body was suddenly removed.