Since Kailo has decided to stay in this world for a long time, he naturally has to adapt to this era.

He can no longer just hide in Estelle's manor as before, he has to learn about the outside world.

In fact, he was afraid of unfamiliar environments, but Estelle took him with him and carefully taught him what to do.

In this state of groping and adapting, Kailo is about to celebrate his birthday.

He is no longer as unknown as when he first came. Estelle taught him how to deal with things and gave him some assets to practice. Kailo learned quickly, and Estelle did not hesitate to teach him, so he a little Some achievements have been made.

His way of dealing with things is relatively gentle, not as ruthless as Estelle. Unless he has to, Kailo will always leave a way for others to survive, which somewhat improves the reputation of both him and Estelle. few.

He proved with his actions that he is not an idiot, and even more people admire him.

Therefore, at the birthday party announcing Kailo's official adulthood, there are countless girls who want to take this opportunity to take him down completely.

Kailo is no longer the youthful boy he was when he first came here. He handles things with Estelle. Even though Estelle will hide the dirty parts from him, he can still be regarded as having experience in society. After a while.

He has learned a lot, and he is no longer the little fool who blushed when his dance partner smiled at him.

"so,"

Kailo stood on the stairs and looked down. Below was the luxurious banquet hall, and some scattered guests had already arrived early.

He turned to Estelle who was standing beside him, "Do I have to find someone to dance with?"

There was a slight smile on the corner of Estelle's lips, and she replied softly: "Of course not, you are already an adult, and I won't interfere with your decision. It's just that it's okay to find a lady to dance at the ball." A custom."

Kailo turned around, "It's just a convention, not a law, right?"

Estelle smiled: "Of course."

"Then I don't want to dance with them." Kailo said childishly: "If you have to dance, you know who I want to dance with."

He frowned, under Estelle's careful care, the timidity that always lingered in his brows and eyes has disappeared without a trace, "You know what I mean, Estelle, I just want to know something thing, you know what I'm talking about."

He even took a step forward eagerly, getting closer to Estelle.

Estelle stood motionless, looking down at him, with a faint smile on her lips, and did not answer Kailo's words.

Kailo took a step back in frustration. He was still too young to understand the magic of detours. In the environment he was in more than ten years before his life, he knew that some things had to be fought for by himself, but he didn't have the courage at that time. Don't dare to do that.

But now, he has the courage, and he dares to fight for it.

"You can't hang on to me all the time."

"I'm not a child anymore," he complained.

"Let's talk about this after your birthday party is over, shall we?"

Estelle said: "I didn't mean to hang you, I just didn't want you to make a decision too early."

Kailo was a little helpless, he felt that he was already an adult, "It's all because of that "Lolita", I should have deleted it if I knew it earlier." He muttered: "You are an old-fashioned, it makes you It got worse."

"Well, are you talking bad about me?" Estelle tapped the armrest, "Let me remind you, I can hear you."

It has been nearly a year since Kailo found out that he had a crush on Estelle, and Estelle also had a crush on him.

It started when Kailo read the diary written by Estelle. He didn't do it on purpose, he can swear, he just accidentally glanced at the diary spread out on the table, and the words in it immediately caught his attention. His gaze - "I hope my Kailo can grow up quickly, so that I can tell him my heart..."

Mind?What do you mean?

At that time, Kailo was already a 17-year-old boy. Driven by curiosity, he acted like a detective.

He even took a notebook and recorded and analyzed Estelle's every move like a little spy.

He was very naughty at the time, and under Estelle's connivance, he almost became lawless. He dared to do and think about anything. Within a week, he put his research results in front of Estelle. , motioning him to look at the pages of the book.

"What do you want to show me?"

Estelle's gaze did not fall on the page, Kailo stood in front of him, felt that he was pinching Estelle's braid, and pointed to the record on the page with his finger proudly: "Look at this. "

Estelle looked down at the pages of the book, the expression on his face remained unchanged, and he still sat there quietly.

Kailo put both hands on the table and said seriously: "Estelle, you like me, don't you?"

Estelle didn't answer directly, "Let's talk about this after you're gone, shall we?"

If it was Kailo who was considerate, then he would definitely not continue to ask, but would answer "Yes" thoughtfully.

It's just that Estelle committed a crime on her own and spoiled the considerate Kailo.

The current Kailo is like a real teenager who grew up in a healthy environment, with strong curiosity and great courage, so he shook his head: "Not good."

"It's not good for you to do that, Estelle."

Kailo stood up straight, solemnly, "We all know that you speak many languages, and you know at least three foreign languages ​​that I don't understand. Besides, you have always been very cautious, and you will never misplace important things. "

He walked back and forth in front of Estelle, talking like a bard: "But look, there is a diary spread out on the table, and the content in it is written in English that I am very familiar with. Unfortunately, I wrote some sensitive content."

Kailo walked around the table to Estelle, put his hands on his shoulders, and said slowly, "You can't say it's a coincidence, can you?"

"You wanted to show it to me on purpose, but now you refuse to answer my question. It's not very good for you to do so."

Estelle asked back: "What if I say yes?"

Kailo reached out and groped Estelle's tall nose, and said to himself, "It's strange, why hasn't the nose become longer?"

Estelle was amused by him, "Well, I admit, I put it there on purpose."

When Kailo heard it, as if he had received some permission, he bent down eagerly and whispered: "I will tell you a secret, in fact, I like you too."

Estelle knew that Kailo liked him, and he put the diary on the table only after he understood this.

... He didn't have the habit of keeping a diary, so he was busy for several days before rushing out the diary.

He had been pretending very well before, and never revealed his feelings in front of Kailo.

Until he finds out that Kylo likes him.

At the beginning, Estelle was not sure whether he wanted to reveal his feelings, and he kept silent for two or three months. He didn't decide to respond until he found that Kailo began to worry about gains and losses because of this secret love, and he was depressed.

He couldn't bear to see Kailuo depressed because of love.

Kailo didn't know that Estelle had noticed his feelings a long time ago, and he was a little complacent, "I like you too, shall we be together?"

In fact, Kailo was flustered for a while after discovering that he actually liked Estelle.

At the beginning, he still had some sweetness in his heart, just like any teenager who has a crush, with secret expectations, immersed in the joy of secretly falling in love.

Especially, he still gets along with his crush object day and night, and Estelle takes care of him in every possible way, which can make Kailo feel this sweetness more closely.

He is extremely attentive and tries his best to please his sweetheart.

But the good times didn't last long, he found that Estelle didn't respond to his attention, and his mood gradually became depressed.

——Yes, in this era, homosexuality is despised, how could Estelle respond to him?

He always thought that Estelle had helped a troupe that performed same-sex love before, and also expressed his openness.But he forgot that Estelle's ability to view homosexuality rationally does not mean that he himself is also a homosexual.

If Estelle wasn't gay, what would Kylo do?

He didn't want to bend Estelle. In this era when homosexuality was discovered and would be sentenced, it would be extremely immoral to bend Estelle, and Kailo couldn't do it.

His mind wandered, thinking about Estelle's age, and then thinking that Estelle might get married soon, and then he would have children.When Estelle has his family, won't he be a complete outsider?

At the beginning, he still took some chances. After he found that Estelle really didn't respond to his flattery, he was sure that Estelle didn't like him, and he wouldn't like him.

That being the case, he shouldn't bother him with his liking, maybe he should walk away far away, so as not to be discovered by Estelle.

Then, they can at least maintain a friendship.

...maybe.

When he was entertaining himself because of this crush, Estelle had no intention of speaking his mind.

Although he was also in a good mood because of Kylo's feelings for him, he was prepared to wait until Kylo's time to speak out.

He originally planned to fall in love with Kailo after he became an adult, but when he browsed Kailo's mobile phone, he found an e-book that strengthened his mind.

That book was Lolita, and it was about a damned pedophilia that made a young girl bloom early and wither prematurely.

No matter how beautiful the writing and moving metaphors used by the author are, they cannot conceal the cruel and despicable truth: Lolita, who could have had a gorgeous life, was completely destroyed before she bloomed. ruined her life.

Estelle was terrified when he saw it. He didn't want Lolita's tragedy to happen to Kailo, not even the slightest possibility.

So he paid special attention to keeping a distance from Kailo.

When Kailo was 17 years old, he discovered Kailo's love for him, and he didn't respond immediately.

It wasn't until he found out that Kailo was in a bad condition because of this unrequited love that he considered it for a long time before deciding to respond.

But that doesn't mean he's going to be with Kylo.

"I don't want to lie to you, Kailo." Estelle's desire prompted him to agree to Kailo, but his reason finally prevailed, "You are right, I put it there on purpose for you to see, Because I have noticed your recent state, I don't intend to let you continue to think about it. If you want to know, I can also tell you, yes, I love you. But now we still need to keep a distance."

"why?!"

Kailo couldn't believe it: "I like you, and you like me too, why do we keep a distance?"

"Because you are underage."

"But I'm already 17 years old." Kailo didn't accept this reason: "I'm already an adult."

"17 years old, one year away from becoming an adult." Estelle was still calm, "Then Kailo, do you know how old I am?"

Kylo didn't understand what the relationship was, but he replied anyway: "You are 28 years old, but what does it matter?"

"That means I'm 11 years older than you."

Although he didn't want to admit it, Estelle still said, "If I were 17, or 19, or even 20, I would agree to you, but I am 28 this year."

"This means that my mind is more mature than yours, and my experience is deeper than yours. I am a mature adult, Kylo, ​​and you are still a teenager. Even if you don't want to admit it, it is true."

"What does that matter?" Kailo said persistently, "I just like you to be mature, can't you?"

Estelle nodded: "Of course, I am honored for your love, but we must be together after you, I insist."

Kailo: "...why is that?"

The topic came back again.

"Because love should be based on the premise that both parties' minds are basically balanced. If one party's mind is mature and the other's mind is immature, this is not love, but a seduction."

Kailo looked at him and questioned his soul:

"Well, how much do you think my mind will mature in the next year?"

Estelle: "...At least a little more mature than now."

The old man still insisted on his principle: "No, not now, and we don't need to talk about it before."

After Kailo's persistent questioning, he finally figured out where Estelle's weird persistence came from.

"Be sober. In Lolita, there is a middle-aged man and a teenage girl. Are we different from them?"

Estelle: "There are certain similarities."

He lowered his eyes and said calmly: "The age gap between the two parties is huge. No matter what, I am 11 years older than you. This is a fact that no one can change."

He is inferior because he is 11 years older than Kailo.

He wants to get his hands on this fresh life, but he himself is not young anymore.

This is the reason why he was determined to fall in love with Kailo.

At least, in this way, he can say that this is a love affair between two adults.

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