Paper Man Husband Comes True

A dance will not be too long, only about 5 minutes.

But Estelle felt that a century had passed, which was unbearably long.

Finally, after the song ended and Kailo let go of the Viscountess's hand, Estelle's mood improved slightly.

He didn't know what happened to him, but this inexplicable emotion had a great impact on him. If it wasn't for his self-control, he would have gone forward desperately to separate Kailo and the lady just now.

The result of that is not so good.

Kylo had a general idea of ​​the prom process, which Estelle had told him before the prom.If he wants, he can continue to find people to dance with in the following time, "and, no one will refuse you." - these are Estelle's original words.

It's just that Kailo doesn't want to have such intimate contact with strangers. This is not a square dance, and ballroom dancing for two is too intimate for Kailo to adapt to.

He moved his eyes to look for Estelle, which was easy, because Estelle was not dancing with anyone, he was standing at the nearest place to Kailo, very conspicuous, Kailo found him immediately.

"What's the matter, don't you want to enjoy your dance?"

Estelle behaved normally, he was satisfied with Kailo's behavior of looking for him at the first time, but he still felt that he should not spoil Kailo's dance party because of some inexplicable things.

"This is not my prom."

Kailo raised his eyes and looked at Estelle. He always thought that this dance was a pastime that Estelle found for himself, but now it seemed that it was not the same thing, "Aren't you going to dance?"

"No."

Estelle shook her head, "Dancing is not for me."

He didn't say the reason, but he firmly refused: "Go and play by yourself."

"I don't like dancing with other people either." Kailo shrugged his shoulders, "It's too intimate, Estelle, I always feel very uncomfortable being so close to someone I don't know, and I don't like Get to know them."

His answer didn't seem fake, which pleased Estelle very well, "It seems that Kailo and I think the same."

"If you don't like it, don't go."

"It's not a big deal," he said.

Kailo is still a little afraid of crowded places, he only knows Estelle, so he subconsciously wants to stay by Estelle's side, Estelle should have asked Kailo to dance a few more Dance, so as not to be said to be too arrogant.

But when he got to his lips, he didn't say it in the end.

After all, he let himself go. Not only did he not continue to persuade Kailo to dance, but he talked about some interesting topics with him.

The attention of the guests was on the two of them, but Kailo didn't notice, Estelle didn't care, and they stayed outside the dance floor until the end of the whole dance.

Although the overall process of the ball was different from Estelle's original plan, at least he achieved his goal - to tell everyone about Kailo's legal heir status.

After the ball was over, Estelle changed her dress and went back to her study to think about what happened today.

He was very concerned about that inexplicable emotion, and rarely showed some irritability.

Kailo habitually went to the study to accompany Estelle. He noticed the change in Estelle's mood. He didn't know the reason, and naturally he had no way to comfort him. He had to come up with the simplest method and give him Rub your temples.

Maybe he was upset about the dance, and maybe that would make him feel better?

Estelle leaned back on the back of the chair relaxedly, closed her eyes and enjoyed Kailo's comfort.

It was the first time he had maintained such an intimate relationship with someone since he was sensible. Maybe he was too nervous?

Estelle thought aimlessly: Kailo is so kind, of course it is understandable for him not to let Kailo be taken away, otherwise, the closest person to him in the future would not be me, would it be me? His wife, or, worse, his children.

Women and children would take all his attention, and at that time, the relationship between Estelle and Kylo would naturally become estranged.

But he couldn't prevent Kailo from starting a family because of his own selfishness, that would be immoral.

Estelle was extremely irritable, and a weird thought suddenly popped up in his mind: If only Kailo was a girl.

Yes, it would be great if Kailo was a girl!

Estelle was sensitively aware of her absurd wish, and was horrified in her heart.

Why does he think so?

Would it be nice if Kylo was a girl?Why is it good?What is the good?

Could it be that because Kailo is a girl, can he keep Kailo?

But a girl still has to marry, and after she gets married, she will completely belong to another man, so what good is that?Isn't that worse than the current situation?

Estelle opened his eyes, and he realized something that caught him off guard:

Why did he think it would be better if Kailo was a girl?

——Because if Kailo is a girl, he can marry Kailo, and then Kailo will belong to him forever.

This is what he wants, this is what he wants!

That's why he couldn't tolerate Kailo dancing with those ladies, and that's why he rejected Kailo from starting a family.

Because he fell in love with Kailo, he hoped Kailo could be with him.

This sudden recognition made Estelle restless.

Kailo was still rubbing his temples. He was always very serious in his work. Estelle knew that Kailo's caring care would continue for another 3 minutes.

But he can no longer enjoy it safely as before.

After he understood what he really wanted, a conflicting emotion rose in his heart, both longing and repulsion.

He longs for his dreams to come true, such as Kailo falling in love with him after getting along with him, thus being with him.But he rejected this, because he didn't want Kailo to go on this difficult path, and he also spurned his own dirty thinking.

What should he do?

Estelle didn't show his bewilderment, he just resumed the perfect disguise, making Kylo think he was alright.

"Thank you, Kailo, I feel a lot easier."

He rubbed his forehead and pretended to be relieved on purpose: "It still makes me a little uncomfortable to deal with so many people all of a sudden."

Kailo knew nothing about Estelle's thoughts, and after finding Estelle's mood improved, he suggested that it was time to go to bed.

Estelle sent him back to the room as usual, and would not leave until he fell asleep.

Kailo soon fell asleep, and his life went smoothly without any troubles, and Estelle followed him in everything.He was doing well and seemed carefree.

Estelle was the complete opposite of him, he had just discovered a huge annoyance, he hadn't considered a solution yet, and couldn't fall asleep like Kailo at all.

After Kailo fell asleep, he stared at Kailo's peaceful sleeping face, feeling conflicted in his heart.

After thinking for a whole night, his desire and morality temporarily reached an agreement:

He will test Kailo's attitude. If Kailo does not reject homosexual love, then when Kailo officially becomes an adult, that is, after his birthday, he will show his heart to Kailo and start pursuing.

If Kylo feels repulsed by gay relationships...

Then he will hide his thoughts well, and will not show them, nor let Kailo find out.

But it was impossible to let him go.

Let Estelle watch Kailo marry a woman?

He can't.

If he can't get what he wants, he tries to instill in Kylo the benefits of being single, encouraging him to be a bachelor like Estelle.

They can always be together.

in another way.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: one moment arises and dies;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：磁带50瓶；玄玄、安宁i、1372562510瓶；神奇变身水5瓶；刹那生灭、云与月3瓶；liyuan67jj、布偶猫2瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!