In retrospect, in fact, everything is traceable.

Kai Luo has a good temper and a soft heart, and there is a kind of innocence in his brows and eyes all the year round.Estelle thought it was the imprint of the era he lived in, but now, after he connected everything together, the strangeness became stronger and stronger.

"Why are you apologizing?"

Estelle asked softly, putting his hands on Kailo's shoulders, bending down and looking at Kailo, his voice was soft and slow: "It is a virtue to have the courage to admit mistakes, but I want to know, why you I apologize?"

His tone was strongly suggestive, and Kailo thought he was forgiven, heaved a sigh of relief, and explained: "I shouldn't have come so late, I was late, I didn't come to accompany you on time, I'm sorry."

"I am very grateful for your thoughtfulness." Estelle's lips curled into a smile: "But, what does this have to do with you? You just finished class, and it was Derek who delayed the class. The reason why he procrastinated class, all because he was late, isn't it his fault?"

Kailo habitually attributed the mistake to himself: "It's my fault, if I can be smarter, I can finish class earlier, I..."

The smile on Estelle's face was gone, and the corners of his lips were tightly pursed, but his voice was still soft: "I paid him a lot of money for your tuition, if he leaves get out of class early, then he won't Loyalty, defrauding me of my money."

Kailo blinked his eyes, he didn't know what to say, "I'm sorry."

"Do not."

Estelle took the milk from Kailo's hand and drank it down: "It should be me who said I'm sorry."

"I'm resigning him now."

"Estelle, you don't need to do this, I think he's not bad."

Estelle put the cup aside casually, led Kailo to sit down on the sofa, and asked patiently and gently, "Really? What's so good about him?"

Kailo is good at remembering the good points of others, "He lectures very well."

"This is what he should do." Estelle said: "I pay him a large amount of tuition, and he should speak well, otherwise he doesn't deserve what I pay."

He reasoned with Kailo: "If I hire him to teach you, he should speak well. In addition, he should abide by the time and come to teach you on time. He is my employee and I am his. Employer, I signed a contract with him, I bought his education and fixed time with money, but he didn't do what he should, he was always late, shouldn't I fire him?"

Estelle made a lot of sense, but Kailo still didn't think it was necessary, "He said he came late this time because he had to take care of his sick son."

"so what?"

Kailo was a little nervous, he felt like he had done something wrong, but he didn't know where he was wrong, "...so, I should be considerate of him..."

"No." Estelle interrupted him, "You shouldn't be considerate of him."

Estelle kept in mind the era that Kailo was in, so he didn't sneer and say the phrase "inferior people", but his words were not polite:

"Okay, it's understandable for him to be late, and he should be considerate. But what about me? I paid money, but he got perfunctory. If he is a little bit ashamed, he should first explain the reason and offer to refund part of the reward. He made an agreement with me to adjust the time, but he didn't do so. He took the huge salary that didn't match his labor, and brazenly used excuses to kidnap morality, as if he should be forgiven. But what about me? I should suffer losses ?"

Estelle had some guesses about Kailo's situation, so he simply took the matter away from him and took it all on himself.

To be honest, he didn't really care about that little money, but he hated being perfunctory, and even more hated being treated like a fool by others holding Kailo in his palm.

"Carlo, my assumption above is based on the fact that he really has a sick son."

Estelle looked into Kailo's eyes, and his voice softened again, as if he was afraid of frightening him: "But, the truth is that he doesn't have a sick son at all, and the reason for his lateness is that he was with him during the day. He was hanging out with his mistress, and he woke up very late, considering that he needed this money to spend, so he put on his clothes and hurried over."

"He was lying to you, and you fell for it, and I know the truth, so I'm going to fire him now."

Estelle touched the top of Kailo's hair, "Now, do you still think he should be kept?"

"...shouldn't be."

Kylo said.

However, after he finished saying this, he always felt guilty, as if he had deliberately done something to offend the tutor.

Estelle noticed Kailo's expression, and the anger in his heart was even worse. He didn't know why Kailo was like this. He obviously lives in a peaceful world, doesn't he?Why do you habitually take the fault on yourself?

Don't his parents love him enough?Or does he have a more beloved sibling in his family?

Estelle couldn't be sure why, which made him feel even worse.

He didn't want to ask about Kailo's past, because he didn't want Kailo to have any nostalgia for the past, and it's best to forget everything that happened in the past.

But now, he had to know.

But not now.

Estelle raised her eyebrows and put away the sharpness between her eyebrows, leaving only peace and gentleness, "Okay, let's not talk about this, it's late, it's time to go to bed."

He gave Kailo a good night kiss, "Go to sleep, I will get up early tomorrow, and I will take you to a place."

"Where to go?"

"Go learn to ride a horse."

Estelle and Kailo walked to Kailo's bedroom side by side, "Rest well tonight, tomorrow I will take you to the horse farm to learn how to ride a horse, and I will teach you."

He pinched the tip of Kailo's nose with affectionate affection: "You will be a good student, won't you?"

Kailo nodded: "I will study hard."

"Very good." Estelle said as if chatting, "Then what kind of horse do you like? Do you have any requirements for coat color and temperament?"

"Anything is fine." This is Kailo's usual answer: "I can do anything."

It is all acceptable.

Anything is fine, he accepts it all.

Kailo has always been the one left behind by others, and no one will choose him except his family.

This is because he is not good enough, he himself is not loved, no one chooses, how can he be qualified to choose other things?

As long as he doesn't cause trouble for others, he will be fine.

Estelle let out a calm "hmm".

He sent Kailo to bed, turned off the lights for him, closed the door and left, instead of going to sleep, he returned to the study, picked up professional books related to psychology from the bookshelf, and read them.

The lights in the study were on all night.

It wasn't until the next morning that Estelle figured that Kailo was about to get up, so he squeezed the space between his eyebrows, stood up from behind the desk, and went back to the room to change into a new suit.

He was a little tired from not sleeping all night, but he covered it up well.

After breakfast, he took Kailo to his horse farm.

"There are many horses in the stable."

Estelle led Kailo past the stables, "You pick the one you like."

"Should I pick? Can I?"

"Why not?" Estelle asked back: "The purpose of their existence is for people to choose, otherwise why should I raise so many horses?"

Kailo seldom picks things, he has always been very casual about things, and he doesn't know what he likes, so he can do anything.

There are a lot of horses, wouldn't it be very troublesome for Estelle to walk all of them?And it also wastes Estelle's time, Estelle's usual work is so busy, he shouldn't waste Estelle's time.

Thinking of this, Kailo casually pointed to the horse closest to him, "This one, I like it very much."

"Don't make up your mind so quickly."

Estelle could see Kailo's thoughts at a glance, and he said flatly: "Look at all the horses first, and then choose."

"To choose is to pick the best out of all." Estelle stroked the top of Kailo's hair and said softly: "I hope you can choose what you like, you have the right, dear Kailo Luo, if you are polite to me because you are worried about wasting my time, can I think that I am not doing well enough, so that you are still a little strange to me, so you retain the same courtesy as you treat a guest?"

Kylo couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart now, as if he was being poured from head to toe by a bucket of honey, which was sticky and sweet.Estelle's words made him feel that he was very important, that he was cared for all the time, and that even a little abnormality would be noticed and comforted carefully.

He stopped talking because he didn't know what to say. He leaned in Estelle's direction, and under the leadership of the other party, he looked at all the horses.

He can choose the one he likes without worrying about making trouble for others.

"Which one do you like?"

Kylo pointed to the black horse.

He was drawn to the horse almost immediately.

It was a horse that could be called "handsome", with well-proportioned muscles, a shiny coat, and a well-groomed mane, which was very good-looking.

"Really?" Estelle raised her lips happily, "That's my horse."

Kailo was startled, and subconsciously apologized: "...I'm sorry, I don't know."

...he screwed up again.

The joy in his heart seemed to be poured out by a basin of cold water. He felt that he had done something wrong. Would Estelle think he did it on purpose?just to be with...

His thoughts were cut off.

Because Estelle interrupted his thoughts.

"What is there to apologize for?" Estelle said with a smile: "This proves that Kailo's vision is as good as mine, and I should be happy for this, because you recognized my vision."

He led the black horse out, "It's Black, pet it, it will like you."

Blake means black.

A very perfunctory name, because it is dark, so it is called Black.

Kylo tentatively put his hand on Black's forehead and touched it carefully.

Blake snorted and lowered his head obediently.

Estelle handed Kailo a cube of sugar, and Kailo fed it.

Next, Kailo learned to mount a horse under Estelle's guidance.

"Don't tug on the reins so hard, relax, Kylo, ​​relax."

Estelle led another horse out and walked slowly side by side with Kailo.

They walked around the field.

"Okay, that's it for today."

Estelle got off the horse and signaled the stable boy to lead the horse back.

Seeing this, Kailo also wanted to dismount, but Estelle stopped him.

"Do you want to run around the racecourse?"

Estelle took the rein and asked with a little encouragement.

"I think, but my technique is not that good yet, I'm worried that I'll fall."

"No, I'll take you. Kylo, ​​will you stick your foot out of the stirrup?"

Kylo complied.

Estelle supported the saddle with one hand, and got on the horse neatly and quickly.

"Very well, we are going to speed up, don't be afraid."

Estelle half-clutched Kailo with one hand, held the rein with the other, and urged the horse forward.

Black was running fast, and Kylo should have been scared, but he wasn't, and Estelle was right behind him, which gave him an unparalleled sense of security.

Estelle took Kailo around the racecourse several times. Galloping the horse was a good way to relieve stress, and Kailo felt much more relaxed. He had never felt so carefree before.

Those troublesome things seemed to be left behind, and they could no longer catch up to disturb him.

Estelle reined in the horse and began to let the horse walk forward slowly.

"Kaylo, I don't intend to pry into your privacy, but I want to tell you that no matter how you have been treated in the past, it is not your fault."

He wrapped his arms around Kailo's shoulders, and said forcefully and gently in a full protective attitude: "I want you to know that you are different here, and I won't feel that you are anything you do. Trouble, I like you because you deserve it, you're good, you're very good, I'm good to you, and you deserve it."

"With me, you have all the privileges, you have all the priorities. So, don't think you will trouble me anymore, you will never be trouble, at least with me, you are not, in my eyes, you are the best Yes, you know?"

Kailo froze.

He never thought that he would hear such words, which touched the deepest desire in his heart.

He also hopes that he will be someone special, and he also hopes that someone will love him, tolerate him, and carefully perceive everything about him, even if he is not so good, but in the eyes of that person, he is the best.

It is different from the love of his family. The family loves him because of the blood flowing on his body and because of family affection.

He wants someone outside of his family, someone who doesn't like him because of his blood ties.

Who wouldn't wish so?

It's just that Kailo never expected it. He knew he wasn't good enough, so he worked hard to make others happy and give himself more chances to be accepted.

But now, Estelle told him, he was the best.

He is not a trouble, he is not a burden, nor is he the helpless choice left after being picked.

There is a person who likes him very much and thinks he is the best.

The author has something to say: It’s not without reason that Kylo fell in love with Estelle at first sight in the game. Although he forgot the past with Estelle, his subconscious still remembered it, because Estelle really loved him. Very good, just like Estelle said that he deserves Kailo's kindness to Kailo, and Estelle deserves Kailo's pursuit of Estelle in the game.They both deserve each other's sacrifices.

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