bad derailment

Jiang Qiushi's complexion gradually improved after taking a nap, but no matter how much I tried to persuade him, he insisted on driving home.

Arriving downstairs in fear along the way, Jiang Qiushi's condition has returned to normal.I was concerned about a few more words, and the answers I got were all the same, which reassured me.

I couldn't help flashing his pale face just now in my mind, and finally couldn't help asking: "Would you like to come up and sit down?"

It was very late at night, and I was really worried about letting Jiang Qiushi go home alone.If the situation just now happened again on the road, the consequences would be unimaginable.

Jiang Qiushi seemed to understand my worry, hesitated for a second or two, then nodded and said, "Okay."

This is the first time he really came to my house.

When I walked into the corridor, I finally got a little thought out of the situation just now, and suddenly remembered that I hadn't received a reply to the message I sent to Chen Feng just now.

Jiang Qiushi was walking beside me, and he could see all my movements without deliberately lowering his head.I didn't dare to take out my mobile phone, so I could only bite the bullet and lead the way, constantly thinking in my heart that it must not be the worst result.

Fortunately, this little prayer really worked, and the entire corridor was empty when the voice-activated lights were on.

I quietly looked away, and my heart finally let go.After opening the door, he took out a pair of slippers for Jiang Qiushi, and said embarrassingly, "The house is a bit messy, and I didn't have time to tidy it up before going out."

"It's okay." Jiang Qiushi pursed his lips and smiled, which naturally relieved my embarrassment. "This time I interrupted too suddenly."

To follow the sound and come out, rub a few laps next to the familiar smell, sticking to it.I took some effort to drive him aside, and went into the kitchen to boil hot water for Jiang Qiushi.

Although he seems to be fine, drinking more hot water can always warm his stomach.Thinking of this, I scooped a spoonful of honey into the water and stirred it at a constant speed.

The shoulders suddenly sank, and the shaking of the spoon slowed down.I was stunned for a moment before I realized Jiang Qiushi's aura surrounding him, and turned my head to look at him, "What's wrong?"

Jiang Qiushi walked quietly, I don't even know when he walked into the kitchen.His chin was pressed against my right shoulder, his drooping eyebrows rarely revealed a trace of self-blame, and he asked softly, "Did I scare you just now?"

I stopped, thinking back just now, I was still a little scared, "It's a little bit, do you often have stomach pains recently? I see that you have all the medicines in the car."

Jiang Qiushi was silent for a moment, without denying it, "It happened a few times before, but it was not serious."

"I'll accompany you to the hospital for a checkup some other day." I frowned, feeling a little frustrated for some reason, "You should have told me earlier."

"I've already seen it. The doctor said it's chronic gastritis. It doesn't matter if you take the medicine on time." He smiled flatly and raised his head. "It's just a minor illness. I don't want you to worry."

Jiang Qiushi dismissed it lightly, making what I originally wanted to say dissipate from my mouth with depression.I handed him the honey water I had prepared, and Jiang Qiushi drank most of it, then lowered his head and pressed a sweet and sweet kiss on my lips as a comfort, overflowing with tenderness.

For most of the night in the past, I have been a little sleepy, but my taste has changed after kissing.With my back half pressed against the edge of the stage, my breathing became short of breath, I endured the rising heat and separated from Jiang Qiushi, embarrassed by his dark eyes, cleared my throat, and changed the topic: "... .Do you want to take a shower first?"

Jiang Qiushi's lips that were moistened by the kiss returned a few traces of blood, and at this moment he was gently asking: "Do you want to be together?"

I really don't know how he said such embarrassing words with such a calm expression.

"Next time, go to bed earlier tonight." I suppressed the rising temperature, and pushed Jiang Qiushi's shoulder to signal him to stand up. "I'll help you find out if there is any change of clothes."

He let go of his hand graciously, and said 'yes'.Jiang Qiushi's figure was not much different from mine, so I quickly dug out a piece of clothes and towels that I hadn't worn since I bought them from the bottom of the closet.As soon as the cabinet door was closed, there was a dull sound from outside.

I stopped for a few seconds, thinking it was an auditory hallucination, until there was another familiar sound, and I realized that it was a knock on the door.

There was a buzzing in my ears, I didn't care about the clothes in my hand, and when I went out, I saw Jiang Qiushi getting up from the sofa.He turned his head to look at me, his gaze under the lens seemed to ask silently, "Someone is knocking on the door, do you want to go out and take a look?"

"Is there? I didn't hear it just now." I could only pretend to be stupid, and my throat couldn't stop tightening. "I've already found out the clothes. You go to take a shower first, and I'll go and have a look later."

I don't know if the outside heard the sound in the house, and it was quiet for a while.

My heart was beating so fast that it could almost burst my chest, and I paid close attention to the small fluctuations on Jiang Qiushi's face.

His face was flat, and he didn't ask any more questions in the end. I don't know if he believed my words or for other reasons.A moment later, there was the sound of swishing water from the bathroom.

The tense strings loosened for a moment, and tensed again vigilantly the moment they opened the door and saw Feng Chen.He stood under the dim corridor lights, half of his face was hidden in the shadows, the edges and corners were sharp and thin, the corners of his lips were pursed tightly, and his whole body exuded a gloomy depression.

His dark pupils looked at me, paused for a moment, and moved to the room filled with the sound of water.The muscles at the corners of the mouth twitched, without any expression, but seeing it made me flustered.

I bit my lower lip, "Didn't you see my message?"

"I see," he said.

"Then why are you still..."

"I just want to see who you are going to take home tonight."

He bit every word very hard, hitting my heart hard with sarcasm.I turned my head away in embarrassment, not daring to look into his eyes, and whispered: "Chen Feng, I have told you many times, don't do this again..."

"Do you really think so?"

He interrupted me, his dark eyes shot straight into my heart, and every word was wrapped in breathless coldness, "If you really think so, you won't use this useless method over and over again. Refused me."

I panicked for a while, but I didn't know why I panicked. I suppressed it and pretended to be calm, "Go back, don't knock on the door again, if you do this kind of thing again, I will never open the door for you again."

Chen Feng pulled the door frame one step ahead of me, as if he wanted to make a smile, but failed, "Lin Yao, I really don't understand, you don't want to refuse at all, why do you push me away again and again ?”

"I've clearly rejected you many times." I took a deep breath wearily, "It's you who can't understand me."

Chen Feng's eyes flashed the deep meaning of trouble, he was silent for a while, and said hoarsely: "Really?"

I had a bad feeling, and it came sooner than I thought.

The moment I was defenseless, Chen Feng directly opened the door and stepped into the house, not allowing me any chance to resist.Almost at the same time, there was a voice behind me that I least expected to hear at the moment.

"Lin Yao, I heard a little movement, are you okay?"

Chen Feng closed the door behind him and made a loud bang.I don't know when the sound of water in my ears stopped, I turned my head stiffly, and when I saw Jiang Qiu came out of the bathroom, I gradually stopped wiping my hair.His eyes lingered on Chen Feng for a moment, and then turned to me. Without the cover of the lens, there was a flash of unsteady fluctuations.

In an instant, there was silence, and every second felt like walking on the tip of a knife.

My throat was tightly strangled, and for the first time it felt like the end of the world.

Chen Feng was the first to break the deadlock. When he looked at Jiang Qiu with serious eyes, he finally squeezed out a sentence, "Is it you?"

Jiang Qiushi pursed his lips and nodded lightly, "Hello."

Chen Feng stopped at the same spot, as if he had figured out a lot of things in a few seconds, he pulled out an extremely absurd smile, looked at Jiang Qiu, then looked at me, laughing until his eyes were red.

"Lin Yao, so that's why you don't want me to see it. It turns out that besides Gu Mingsheng, there is someone else that you hid so well."

His voice was hoarse, as if he had sanded the tabletop, beating the strings that I couldn't stretch any longer.

"When did you guys start? Before the Chinese New Year? I should have suspected that you went to school that day. Lin Nuo's answer was so good, I thought it was just me thinking too much. Did you guys collude a long time ago? Colluded together to lie to me? Lin Yao, am I really that easy to fool? Don't you feel a little bit guilty when you say those words?"

"No." I couldn't control my trembling voice, and wanted him to stop talking, but no matter what, I couldn't make any more sounds, and I didn't understand how things had become like this again.

Jiang Qiushi frowned, walked forward and said in a rare cold voice: "You misunderstood, Lin Yao and I were only together after you broke up. It's already very late now, if you have nothing else to do, please leave here first .”

Chen Feng seemed to have heard some funny joke, met Jiang Qiushi's quiet eyes, pointed at his chest word by word, mixed with strong irony and unwillingness, "Why should I leave? It's not your turn to say this. If I remember correctly, you are still a teacher. Does destroying other people's feelings give you a sense of accomplishment? Teacher Jiang, you should really let your students see what you do in private, are you worthy of being a teacher?"

I couldn't listen any longer, and my face was sullen, "Chen Feng, have you said enough?"

"Enough, enough."

With a sneer, he took a few steps back and leaned against the door, probably because he didn't want to show his vulnerability in front of outsiders. Even though his eyes were red, he couldn't help but let out a hoarse laugh, "Lin Yao, do you understand? I am the victim. Why would you rather protect him and Gu Mingsheng than feel sorry for me? Is it because they will show weakness and act, and I am worthless?"

I wanted to refute something, but my palm was suddenly pulled by a warm force. Jiang Qiushi gave him a comforting look, and said softly, "Don't be angry, I'm fine."

Chen Feng seemed to be stabbed by this scene, pulling out an arc of ashes, full of struggle and pain.He didn't seem to want to stay any longer, throwing the next cold sentence before leaving.

"Lin Yao, you will suffer retribution."

My heart hurts as if being pricked by dense needles, and the voice can't stop echoing in my ears, wrapping around my body.

He's right, I'll be punished.

If even people like me who are selfish and do all kinds of bad things can be forgiven by God, then the world should no longer be able to believe in the words "retribution and unhappiness".