bad derailment

The car was parked downstairs, and when we parted, Jiang Qiushi took out a key from his pocket and placed it in my palm until it became hot.

"Here's a spare key to the apartment."

He pulled the corners of his lips into a smile, rippling a touch of gentleness, "You can come over anytime in the future, and we want to be together."

I squeezed my palms together, and the metal material was hot, "Why did you prepare everything?"

"I just foresee all possibilities. If you choose to refuse, this key will not appear," Jiang Qiushi said. "Actually, this is the result I originally thought would appear."

"It's a pity that I'm going to disappoint you," I smiled deliberately, "I won't have a chance to take it back after I gave it, are you sure you want to give it to me?"

"Well, it's always been yours."

Jiang Qiushi's eyes under the lens glowed softly, full of some kind of deep meaning into my heart.In the past, even getting a text message could make me very excited, but now it has turned into a solemn and firm promise, but that feeling still seems to be stuck in yesterday.

Everything was unbelievable, from his proposal to talk about everything, to the confession of his heart, which was something that Jiang Qiushi would never do in the past.Is it just because of the phone call interrupted by Gu Mingsheng?But he seemed to have made up his mind before that.

Jiang Qiushi still hasn't changed. When I didn't know anything, he carefully and secretly calculated all possible endings, including this key that carries everything.

No matter what mood he said these words out of, whether he was frank or alone, his sincerity would never lie.

I don't want to explore too much, but it doesn't mean that I was dazzled by his words.Perhaps in the past I would choose to believe without any precautions, but now, my first reaction is to be stunned and confused, and then I fall into a long silence after Jiang Qiushi confides, until I see a trace of loneliness in his eyes.

At that moment, my heart softened.

I thought, since I like Jiang Qiushi and he likes me, why can't we be together?

Why do you still hold on to those things in the past, and after everything is over, you are still standing still?

There seems to be no reason to say no.

I put the key given by Jiang Qiushi into the buckle, and hung it neatly with the keys of the apartment and home, and suddenly remembered that the one Chen Feng had returned was still locked with the ring in the bedside drawer.

Not sure why this came to mind, but it still flashed through my mind.

"Brother Lin Yao, which of these two do you think looks better?"

During the lunch break, I went to a nearby restaurant with Zhao Quan to look for food as usual. He turned his mobile phone screen to me with a troubled expression on his face.

"The one on the left."

"Really? Why do I think the one on the right looks better?" Zhao Sheng muttered and took back his phone, carefully zoomed in to see the details, and didn't even have time to eat a few bites of the chicken leg rice he just bought.

He recently went through a period of half ups and downs and half unremitting pursuit, and finally got together with his favorite elementary school girl.Every day, I seem to be addicted to being in love and unable to extricate myself. Even the lunch time I usually spend watching videos is also used to choose gifts for my girlfriend, and I am not very professional as a consultant by the way.

Maybe it was the message from his girlfriend, Zhao Quan was staring at the phone and couldn't stop smiling, I could see his expression as soon as I looked up, and I couldn't help wondering if I had ever been in such a situation, but luckily the answer was no.

I'm used to not showing off and always being a passive party. After being with Jiang Qiushi, my life hasn't changed much.He and I seem to have stepped into the ordinary life of an old couple in advance, except that we meet more intimately and frequently than before, there is almost no difference.

After going through several previous relationships that could be described as a feather in the ground, I actually feel that this kind of life is also very comfortable.Perhaps Jiang Qiushi has always been able to give people peace of mind and stability, no big waves, no quarrels and stalemates, he is considerate and gentle, everything is small and small, just like a perfect lover, a new beginning.

As if telepathically, the mobile phone on the table rang. I stopped my chopsticks and looked over. It was a message from Jiang Qiushi.

His wound can go to the hospital to remove the stitches in the afternoon. If there is no inflammation or other conditions, it will be back to normal after the scab falls off.I promised early in the morning that I would go there with him, put down the phone after replying, and found Zhao Quan was looking outside in one direction in a daze.

"Have you finished choosing the presents?" I called him and reminded him, "The lunch break is coming soon, so hurry up and eat."

"The selection is over," Zhao Quan quickly regained his composure and took two mouthfuls of rice, then said vaguely, "Why do I feel like I can see that car outside every day?"

"What car?"

"Here, look at the back. The Mercedes-Benz has been parked in the same place every day for the past few days. The license plate number is so distinctive that I can't forget it at a glance, 88666."

After Zhao Quan finished speaking, he couldn't help being happy, "This number is too auspicious, I hope I can choose an auspicious license plate when I buy a car in the future."

I turned around and took a look, except for the license plate number, there was nothing special, and I only attributed this to Zhao Quan's unusual attention.After he finished chanting, he speeded up his meal and let out a satisfied belch.

On the way to the hospital, Jiang Qiushi did not drive at my insistence, acting dangerously like last time.The hospital in the afternoon was still overcrowded. The doctor removed the gauze, asked a few routine questions, put on gloves, and prepared to remove the stitches for the wound.

A ferocious suture fell on a point above the tiger's mouth, and it was particularly shocking against the pale complexion.There was not much expression on Jiang Qiushi's face, but I couldn't stand it anymore. I turned my face away and met his soothing eyes.

"It's okay, it will be over soon."

I was a little embarrassed to be comforted, and couldn't help but say: "You must be careful when cutting vegetables next time. I didn't know the wound was so long. Does it hurt?"

Jiang Qiushi shook his head, "It doesn't hurt, it's just numbness."

The doctor interjected: "If you lose too much blood, you can't feel the pain. I rarely see myself cutting a vegetable like this. Be careful next time. You have to protect such young hands."

Jiang Qiushi just smiled.

The scar is still ugly after the stitches are removed, but it's better than before.The doctor called up the medical records on the computer, and was talking about the precautions for the next few days. His eyes scanned the computer and Jiang Qiushi back and forth, "The dispensing list has been typed out, go to the front desk to pay the fee, and then go to the window to get it. You let you Friends, I will tell you a few more things to pay attention to, and you can write them down yourself."

I took the call: "His hand is not convenient, I will go to get the medicine after this is over."

The doctor was about to speak, but Jiang Qiushi had already said, "It's okay, I can remember these matters, you can save a little time by getting the medicine, and I will wait for you at the hospital gate after the end."

After finishing speaking, he bent his lower lip and asked gently, "Are you okay?"

Of course, I didn't insist anymore, and after taking the dispensing order, I asked the direction of the window and walked out of the consultation room.In the corridor, the familiar smell of disinfectant water pierced my nostrils. I didn't like this smell. I quickened my pace and walked towards the sign in front of me. Suddenly my heart shook and I stopped.

Further ahead is the inpatient area.

There was a surge of people, and I stayed in place for a while, maybe it was a long time, maybe not so long, the receipts in my hand were crinkled.

I wanted to take back the step just now, but my legs moved towards the front involuntarily.There is a voice in my heart clamoring to stop, and my body seems to be driven by another kind of vague expectation, which is difficult to suppress.

Just asking, just looking, nothing else to do, I told myself.

"Hi, may I ask if the patient in room 319 is still here?" When I came back to my senses, the question came out of my mouth, "His surname is Chen."

The nurse glanced at me, "Who are you to the patient?"

I was silent for a few seconds, and said two words: "Friend."

"Wait a minute," the nurse worked on the computer and shook her head, "The patients in Room 319 have been discharged from the hospital a week ago."

When I heard this expected answer, my heart still sank suddenly, and I burst into an unexplainable sour self-mockery.I said thank you and went to get the medicine according to the established route. When I walked to the door of the hospital, Jiang Qiushi's figure was already waiting there.

His back was facing me, the evening sun was softer and warmer than the noon, and when it fell on Jiang Qiushi's shoulders, it seemed to be covered with a soft halo.For a moment, I suddenly felt that he was very far away, as if he was about to disappear in place with the smear of light, so I couldn't help but quicken my pace and called his name.

"Jiang Qiushi."

He paused for a moment, turned around, and smiled faintly under the boundary of light and shadow. In an instant, everything around him began to have pictures and became real. He suddenly dispelled the panic in my heart and wrapped it in a layer of light. Kong Wu's powerful armor tightly blocked those foreign emotions.

"Have you been waiting long?" I asked him as he approached.

"No, I just came down."

"What did the doctor say again?"

Jiang Qiushi took the bag from my hand, took off the gauze on his left hand, and put on a piece of medical plaster, "I just emphasized the words before, maybe I'm afraid that I won't pay attention to it and make the wound worse."

I nodded, and the uneasiness gradually disappeared in his voice.Jiang Qiushi is clearly here, within easy reach, his aura surrounds his body smoothly, will not disappear, let alone leave.I was inexplicably worrying about gains and losses, and after I calmed down, I was a little unspeakably funny, to myself like this.

"Lin Yao."

I didn't take back my thoughts for a while, I raised my head and almost bumped into Jiang Qiushi who had stopped.He seemed to want to protect me, so he subconsciously reached out to hold my arm. When he got closer, he could smell the faint scent of soap on the neckline and the disinfectant alcohol brought from the hospital.

"Why are you distracted?" Jiang Qiushi lowered his head and asked, pulling his lips.

I was a little dazed, and it took me a long time to recover my voice, "You suddenly called my name, which shocked me."

"I just wanted to ask you if you want to drop by the supermarket and pick up the order. Every time you go back late, he will always be lonely at home. "

Jiang Qiushi didn't explore why I was distracted, so he naturally repeated the question just now.I felt a bit of unfounded guilt, and agreed to everything, not daring to look up into his calm eyes, my heart beating slightly faster in my chest.

Suddenly, I regretted the question I asked the nurse just now.

I have clearly chosen to let go of the past completely and get together with Jiang Qiushi, but this feeling has never seemed real enough.

Jiang Qiushi was fine, he was a little too nice, which made me feel particularly passive and restless.

It seems that this relationship seems to be forever missing something.