bad derailment

Zhao Quan is not only heartless, but also has the attributes of a neighborhood committee aunt.

He persuaded earnestly: "Brother Lin Yao, this is your fault. You already have a girlfriend, why do you still go to another female friend's house to spend the night? If one day my girlfriend doesn't come home all night, then tell me that she is just in a I slept with my boyfriend all night, who would believe that they just simply slept!"

Zhao Quan had a strong sense of substitution, and he was so angry that he clenched his fists and said, "If my girlfriend dares to do this, I will definitely break up with her."

I tried to salvage my image, "It's really just a normal night's sleep."

"Brother Lin Yao, I believe in your character, but the key is that your girlfriend doesn't believe it! And you really didn't do it kindly, so you can't blame her for being angry."

"...Zhao Quan, why don't you eat your meal first."

As soon as I reminded him, Zhao Quan immediately reacted and buried his head in cooking, his voice was full of annoyance, "Brother Lin Yao, why didn't you remind me earlier, the ribs are almost cold."

Of course, I want you to feel the scheming of adults, silly boy.

The topic was successfully interrupted. After I finished eating, I borrowed the excuse of going to the toilet, and twisted my upper body in front of the mirror with difficulty. If a second person came in at this moment, he would definitely be shocked by my posture at the moment.

It took half a minute for me to finally see the red seal that Zhao Quan said, and after such a short time, it had faded to a fleshy pink color.I touched it with my hands, but it didn't hurt or sting. I really couldn't figure out how it came about. Suddenly I heard a movement outside the door. I immediately pretended to straighten my collar, washed my hands and went out to meet Zhao Quan.

I wrote vigorously in the morning, but my work skills fell into a cooling state.I fished in troubled waters all afternoon, and walked at the head of the off-duty camp. As soon as I walked out of the building of the news agency, I saw a familiar figure sitting on a wooden chair not far away, staggering, and almost thought it was a mistake.

...Chen Feng, why is he here?

I have reason to believe that he also has eyes on the back of his head, and he turned his head almost instantly to lock on to the target, got up and walked towards me.His footsteps were extraordinarily slow, perhaps to erase the unnatural slope of his left leg, but it didn't do much.

I tried my best to suppress the irritability in my heart after a day of exhaustion, "What are you doing here?"

Chen Feng didn't answer my question, he glanced at the colleagues who came out one after another with his dark eyes, then pulled my wrist forcefully, and walked towards the direction he came from.

"Chen Feng, calm down."

I tried to persuade him, but I didn't break away from his hand, because I didn't want to make too much noise on the street.

Chen Feng rarely comes to pick me up from get off work, and judging by his posture, he doesn't seem to be able to speak well.He usually doesn't like to go out, especially after his left leg is disabled, he has become more and more withdrawn and irritable.He had a cold face, and I naturally kept silent, not to touch his bad head.

The red light ahead came on, but Chen Feng didn't catch up, he stopped, his voice was icy cold, "Did he tell you to go, or did you take the initiative to go?"

It took two seconds before I realized what he was referring to, and slowly said the rehearsed explanation: "Yesterday I had work to go to Gu Mingsheng's company, I met him in the studio and had a chat, so we stopped by I went to his house for dinner. It was already very late after eating, and it would be inconvenient to go home again, so I will stay for one night. It is not uncommon for you to know that his house has a guest room."

This is indeed the case, but in the end I didn't sleep in the guest room, but slept on Gu Mingsheng's bed. I will never say this.

The light turned from red to green, Chen Feng stood still, I had no choice but to hold his wrist instead and pull him across the road.

The crowds are crowded, and it is the rush hour for get off work. The sound of trumpets and the footsteps of pedestrians merge into the unique scenery of Yancheng.

In a trance, I saw a white shadow interspersed in the shaking crowd, and the man's silver-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose reflected light for a moment, so fast that it was almost imperceptible.

I blinked and couldn't believe that I saw Jiang Qiushi. When I looked again, the place was already full of pedestrians passing by in a hurry, and there was no shadow that made me palpitate anymore.

...How can I always get it wrong recently?

Chen Feng was speechless all the way, and I calmed down the belated heartbeat in my chest, and I didn't speak.

Obviously it's just a similar shadow, but it actually made me feel like having an infidelity. If one day in the future, Chen Feng knew that I fell in love with someone else, how would he feel?

disappointment?anger?sad?hate?There should be.

He is the most sensitive and unreasonable person I have ever met. He knew that there was no possibility between us, but he forcibly opened up a narrow path with thorns and thorns.

Chen Feng and I have come to this point because I have five points of guilt, four points of compromise, and the remaining one point is the superficial liking that has accumulated over time, which is so small that it can be ignored.

For his feelings, sometimes so complicated that even I can't explain it myself, but the only thing that is certain is that I don't love him.

I hid it well, at least during the five years we were together, Chen Feng never knew this fact.

He thought I loved him and that was enough.

It takes 10 minutes to take the subway from work to home. Chen Feng didn't seem to be going to the subway station at all, so I had no choice but to follow his footsteps.Half an hour's journey away, I was carrying my computer bag, and I couldn't help but feel a little heavy. The people around me suddenly reached out and snatched it away, and walked ahead with a cold face.

"Aren't you too tired to say a word?"

I looked at Chen Feng's cold and hard side face, relaxed my brows, said "thank you" and followed his pace.

His rare advantage is that his breath comes and goes quickly.

Chen Feng is very coaxing, and sometimes he can complete his self-regulation without me saying anything, change back to his usual attitude, show his concern silently, and pass on the secret signal to me that he is no longer awkward.

I hooked his finger, and quickly took it back to prevent others from noticing, "Are you hungry? Do you want to go home or eat out?"

"Go back and eat."

"Row."

He suddenly grabbed the hand I had just withdrawn, "What are you doing?"

"...Shouldn't I ask you this sentence?"

I tried to move my wrist, and whispered, "There is someone next to you, let go first."

Chen Feng squeezed for a while, and then let out an unpleasant tone from his throat, and let go of the squeeze.

But I know that he is not angry anymore, although he still has an expression like someone owes him 500 million, but it is not I who owe him.

Passing by the supermarket, I remembered that the food at home was pretty much the same, so I dragged Chen Feng to buy some ingredients and fruit snacks.The winter evening came in a hurry, and just after six o'clock, a layer of warm orange was sprinkled on Chen Feng's shoulders, faintly fading away.

I looked at Chen Feng, and couldn't help but raised my hand to touch the end of his hair, "Why haven't you gone for a haircut? It's grown so long."

Chen Feng looked away unnaturally, "I'm too lazy to go, you can cut it for me when I go back."

"I won't, and you will definitely lose your temper again when you cut it into a dog eating shit."

"......you dare."

"You asked me to cut it." I pretended to be innocent, and I learned this trick from Gu Mingsheng. "If you really want to try, I will try to cut it better."

Chen Feng didn't speak, but only quickened his pace a little.

There are many couples and old people living in the old-fashioned community. Every day when I go back, I can see children huddled together in a small park.Chen Feng doesn't like children, just like he doesn't like all furry animals.

I don't really like it, but I don't hate it either. Occasionally, some children accidentally bump into it, and I will tease them casually.

It may be that it is still early, and there are many teenagers playing basketball gathered in the small park today.Chen Feng stopped in his tracks and stared at it for a while. The handbag was wrinkled, and it took a long time before it slowly loosened.

I stood beside him quietly, without urging.Chen Feng is tall and straight, but his back at this moment reveals a sense of loneliness and fragility for no reason, like a child with tooth decay who can only watch other children eat candy, longing for the sweet taste in their mouths, but never gets his turn.

I want to ignore the pinprick in my heart, but it's hard.Basketball was once Chen Feng's pride. If it wasn't for that accident and my negligence, he should be the brightest star on the court now.He lost all the glory he once had, including his pride and dreams overnight.

I sometimes think, if he hadn't blocked those knives for me back then, what would I be like now?

After much deliberation, I was hesitant, but the only thing that was certain was that my future would never break into the menacing name of 'Chen Feng'.