bad derailment

Gu Mingsheng's message came at night.

He briefly talked about what happened to the crew during the day, and then asked me what I was doing now. I looked at the screen, my fingers paused for a long time, and then I typed out the words 'I'm going to sleep'.

After a while, he replied: "Okay, good night."

:Good night.

After uttering these two words, I put down the phone tiredly, my palm feeling slightly cold.

A long time ago, Gu Mingsheng said that I look calm and orderly on the surface, but in fact, I will hide my head like an ostrich when I encounter a small matter, and others will mistake it for cowardice, but I don’t know that it is actually due to the inertia in my bones that I don’t want to be responsible .

He knows me too well and has clearly seen all my misery, and it is precisely because of this that I don't even pretend to be like it.

This was not the fault of Gu Mingsheng alone, but I still chose the most shameful escape like every time before.

The phone's battery drained to 30.00%, I hit the last full stop, and looked at the time in the lower right corner of the screen, it just passed 05:30 in the afternoon.

Seeing me packing up my things, Zhao Quan, who was sitting by the side, laughed twice, "Brother Lin Yao, you've been leaving very early recently, are you going home to accompany your sister-in-law?"

I didn't stop what I was doing, and said without changing my face: "Yes, you will have this experience when you talk to someone later."

Zhao Quan suddenly had an expression of being severely hit, and the corners of his mouth drooped and he stopped talking.

Walking out of the building of the news agency, the sky is still clear.

I seldom worked overtime during this period, but Chen Feng didn't seem to pay much attention to this change, and his life was still going on step by step. Regarding the topic last time, neither he nor I spoke again.

He's changed a lot lately, taking his attention away from me, and not standing still like he used to.This seems to be a good thing, but I always have a subtle sense of loss, even if I try my best to suppress it, it will come out inadvertently.

I was slightly absent-minded, my thoughts intermittently followed by the flashing red light, until the mobile phone in my pocket vibrated suddenly, I lowered my head and took it out, my eyes paused on the name that appeared on the screen.

These were not the three words I expected to see, and even some unspeakable complications followed. At the same time, the green light turned on, as if giving me the best excuse, and hurried to the opposite side of the road.

The phone relentlessly vibrated for more than ten times, and finally became quiet, and then rang again.I stopped, hesitated for a few seconds and pressed answer.

"Hey?"

"Brother Lin Yao, is it convenient for you to come over now?"

What came to my ears was not the voice of Gu Mingsheng I imagined, but a slightly anxious female voice.I was stunned for a few seconds before I connected this voice with the little assistant next to Gu Mingsheng in my memory, and I felt a little bit of doubt and uneasiness.

"What happened? Why are you answering the phone?"

The little assistant said: "Brother Gu was injured during filming in the afternoon. When the prop fell down, it just hit his arm. He is still on the set. I don't know what to do, so I can only come to you... "

She didn't go on, but the worry in her words was enough to make my whole heart rise, and I asked in a hurry: "Is it serious? Why don't you go to the hospital?"

"Brother Gu said he didn't need to go, and he wanted to continue filming. I can't persuade him. Brother Lin Yao, come and help me persuade Brother Gu."

Not surprisingly, I took a deep breath, "Got it, I'll be right over, thank you for telling me about it."

The little assistant's tone seemed dull for a few seconds, "...you're welcome, it should be."

Fortunately, Gu Mingsheng's crew is not far from here, and it was only a few minutes before I drove there by car.I saw the little assistant standing not far away looking around, and before I could call out to her, she turned around and spotted me.

"Brother Lin Yao, you're here," she ran to me and whispered, "Brother Gu is in the lounge, he didn't know you were coming."

I quickened my pace and paused in surprise, "Didn't you tell him?"

The little assistant quickly shook his head like a rattle, "No, no, he was afraid that you would not let me tell you if you were worried, but he would give his mobile phone to me for safekeeping before filming, so I called you without authorization."

When I heard the words 'I'm afraid you're worried', my heart twitched slightly, and I felt an unspeakable annoyance.Walking to the lounge, I stopped and looked at the little assistant.

"Thank you very much this time. I haven't asked you before. What's your name?"

"You can just call me Xiaonan."

"Okay, Xiao Nan," I smiled at her, "Thank you."

"No, you're welcome."

Xiao Nan scratched her face, she seemed a little red, I didn't pay much attention, I pushed open the door of the lounge and walked in.

"Xiao Yao?"

Gu Mingsheng was still wearing the same blue and white costume, but the left cuff had been rolled up to the elbow, revealing a section of fair forearm, which made the bruises on it so dazzling.

"How did you come?"

When he saw me, he turned his injured arm subconsciously, and opened his eyes wide in surprise, looking a little dazed and cute.A few seconds later, he seemed to think of the person who leaked the secret, and he showed a helpless smile mixed with pretending to be relaxed, "Don't worry, it's nothing serious, it just looks a little serious."

I frowned and walked to his side, "How did you do that?"

"Just now, when an actor got off the wire, he didn't stand still, and threw himself on the set next to him. I happened to be standing next to him, so it hurt Chi Yu." He explained.

This was indeed an accident among accidents, which made me feel ashamed to even say the words of angering others.After a long silence, he sat down and said, "I'll accompany you to take a film later. This bruise looks too serious. It won't be good if it hurts the bones."

Gu Mingsheng said with some reluctance: "It's really not necessary, it's just a little bruise, it will be fine in two days."

"Before you passed out and was hospitalized last time, you also said that you would be fine after filming this set," I vetoed him mercilessly, "Go to the hospital later."

"You still remember things from so long ago."

Gu Mingsheng's focus was completely different from mine. He pursed his lips and smiled, but gradually became calm again, and then lowered his eyes to cover up his loneliness.

"I thought you didn't want to see me now, and you didn't reply to the message I sent you. If it wasn't for this accident, wouldn't you even come to me on your own initiative?"

My fingers on my knees trembled, and I said apologetically, "...Sorry, I've been busy recently."

But in the end is really busy, only I know.

I still don't know how to face Gu Mingsheng. Even though what happened that night happened smoothly, it was also mixed with countless impulsive factors. After I calmed down, I realized that everything should not be like this.

In other words, I regretted it. After seeing Chen Feng like that, I truly regretted it.

"I know."

Gu Mingsheng's eyes flashed an impenetrable deep understanding, he moved his head slightly closer, and seeing that I didn't dodge, he moved closer.

The two breaths were entangled together, and I shouted in my heart to push him away, but my body seemed to be frozen, until Gu Mingsheng kissed him completely and didn't move a bit.

After reacting, I realized that I had unconsciously responded to the kiss.In the small lounge, beyond one wall were crew members passing by from time to time, and within one wall, Gu Mingsheng and I collapsed on the sofa, only the lingering sound of water and overlapping heavy breathing could be heard.

I don't know how long it has passed, but it has been so long that my body has a reaction that I shouldn't have. Gu Mingsheng gently covered the back of my hand, rubbed his fingertips ambiguously, and the voice that came close to my ear let out a slight pleasant fluctuation.

"Xiao Yao, you don't wear a ring."

My throat was tight, and I let out a low 'um', and the ring in my pocket seemed to be faintly hot through a thin layer of fabric.

I think I did regret it, but it still wasn't enough for me to choose to stop it all.

When the joy at this moment is still greater than the price, I find that I still don't want to let go of Gu Mingsheng selfishly.

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