bad derailment

Chen Feng is a very honest person.

He won't lie, even when his mother caught us making out with his own eyes, he didn't explain that it was just a joke among friends.He ignored my dissuasion, knelt down without saying a word, and came out on the spot.

The result was naturally unsatisfactory. He was slapped and lost contact with his family. He was only 19 years old that year, the first year we were together.

This isn't the first time I've been struck by his determination.

But I don't understand, even if he is willing to confess to his parents about such a big thing as coming out, why would he lie to me if it's just a small takeaway box tonight?

I dare not think about it, too divergent thinking is sometimes not a good thing.Messy thoughts ran through the night, and when I woke up in the morning and saw the dark circles under my eyes in the mirror, I washed my face and brushed my teeth expressionlessly, wanting to go back to last night and beat myself up when I was too idle.

When Chen Feng saw the exhaustion on my face, he rarely asked a word of concern: "Did you not sleep well last night?"

I sat at the dining table and lied without changing my face: "Well, yesterday I talked a lot with Nuonuo about future volunteering and work, and I couldn't help but think about it all night."

I'm sorry Nuonuo, you are brother's best shield, one can block two.

Chen Feng stopped what he was doing, and stared at me with his dark eyes, he couldn't see clearly, "Do you want to ask the company for leave today?"

I glanced up at him, "What leave?"

"Say you didn't sleep well last night."

I almost laughed angrily when I heard that, I didn't even have the strength to complain, "Chen Feng, are you deliberately trying to make me lose my job?"

People who have never worked before really don't feel pain in their backs when they stand and talk - it seems that they can see my inner complaints, Chen Feng stopped talking, and just stared at me with his usual cold eyes, which made me feel hairy.

Sure enough, something was wrong with him today. He even ate the most hated poached eggs without changing his face, and he hasn't protested yet.

But after thinking about it, I still didn't choose to ask. After all, even I can't be completely honest, so how can I have the qualifications to require him to treat me in every detail?

It's just that what happened last night made me a little bit unhappy like a pinprick, like the scale in my heart suddenly tilted to a certain side, or like being taken away by the other party after enjoying the VIP treatment for five years.The sense of emptiness of losing something all of a sudden is the reason I really care.

During the lunch break, I was looking for a new restaurant next to the news agency with Zhao Quan. At this time, Gu Mingsheng called and asked me to have dinner with me after get off work.

Recently, the temperature in Yancheng has dropped drastically. I put on my overcoat and scarf before I dared to step out of the house early in the morning. I resisted the thought of going to dinner in the cold wind again at night.But Gu Mingsheng's soft and hard skills have been perfected, and after a full 10 minutes on the phone, I was still defeated.

Fortunately, the heating in the western restaurant was turned on enough. When I arrived, I only felt that my stiff limbs were wrapped in layers of warm currents, washing away the cold outside, and came alive again.

Taking off the scarf, I saw Gu Mingsheng in the crowd at a glance, no matter where he put it, his face was absolutely out of this world.

"It's so cold today, I thought you were going to treat me to hot pot."

I sat down and teased Gu Mingsheng.

That being said, I really like the place he chose.The atmosphere of the restaurant is quiet and elegant. There are two roses in a vase on the table. Someone is playing a piano on a high platform not far away. I can’t say the title of the song, but I know it well.

Usually I rarely come to such formal occasions, but Gu Mingsheng has always had a sense of ritual in life, and he is willing to spend money on it.I was not polite to him, ordered the steak and dessert I wanted to eat, and handed the menu to the waiter next to me.

Gu Mingsheng rested his chin with one hand, and said in an orderly manner: "I treated you to hot pot last time. It can't be the same every time. This restaurant was recommended to me by others, and the taste will not be bad."

I whispered: "Of course it's not bad. If the price is so expensive and it dares to make it unpalatable, then it should have closed down."

Gu Mingsheng couldn't help laughing. The waiter just brought up the red wine. He poured himself half a glass and raised the corner of his lips at me, "Would you like some? Warm up."

"Just a little bit."

I was well aware of my drinking capacity, and I only took a sip to get my mouth full.While waiting for the dishes, I was chatting with Gu Mingsheng, and suddenly remembered what happened to Lin Nuo a few days ago, so I casually talked to him.

"Children nowadays really have perseverance. I'm afraid I'm not even as good as that little girl when it comes to emotional matters." After I finished talking about the cause and effect, I shook my head half-jokingly, "If Jiang Qiushi rejected me once, I would definitely not Just give up on the spot."

Gu Mingsheng shook his wine glass and listened quietly.He is wearing a black underwear today, his skin tone is extraordinarily cold and white, and the cuffs are rolled up to his forearms, revealing smooth and beautiful muscle lines, making any movements pleasing to the eye.

He pursed his lips and smiled, "Did she persist for eight years?"

I sighed: "Yes, from elementary school to high school, I didn't even give up when I was sprinting in the third year of high school. If I can put this energy into my studies, it will not be a problem to win the first place in the grade."

Unexpectedly, Gu Mingsheng said lightly after listening to it: "It's only been eight years, I can do it too."

I was taken aback, and after a few seconds, I recalled what I had heard, and almost laughed out loud, "You? Come on, you've been around for eight days, and you've been flattering for eight months."

Although eight days is a bit exaggerated, the second half of the sentence is indeed not a lie.Having been friends for so many years, I can also count as witnessing Gu Mingsheng's emotional history along the way. Although it is not wonderful, it is definitely full of variety.In my opinion, what he just said was just a joke.

Gu Mingsheng lowered his eyes, his tone was half smiling, and the other half was a little unclear, "You will be happy if you hurt me?"

"Of course," I wanted to pour some more red wine, but I was worried about getting drunk, so I gave up, "By the way, guess what happened after that."

Gu Mingsheng tapped the table with his fingers, his deep eyes flickered slightly, and the ending sound was dragged out with a hint of laziness, "Let me think about it—"

His voice paused slightly.

"Have you made an appointment with Jiang Qiu?"

I was dumbfounded, regretting why I had to ask a question just now, I have no sense of game experience.

"how do you know?"

"Guess, I can tell from your expression that the corners of your mouth are almost grinning to your temples." Gu Mingsheng smiled so much that he could not see the ripples in his eyes, "What have you all done?"

When he asked me like this, I was a little embarrassed to show off, "It's just a casual chat, and the content is Lin Nuo's grades other than life and work. He thought I already had a girlfriend. At that time, I wanted to tell him directly. I don't like girls anymore..."

"Sir, your steak."

The waiter appeared out of nowhere and served the dishes quite naturally.I froze with a stiff face, and when the other party left, I felt like I was dying for a short time, and I couldn't hold back a swear word.

Gu Mingsheng let out a chuckle, and sure enough, people's sorrows and joys are not connected.Under the threat of my eyes, he restrained his smile a little, and turned to comfort.

"Don't worry, this restaurant is very user-friendly. When I made the reservation, I asked for a seat for two by the window. The other person asked me if I needed to prepare flowers for my girlfriend. I said I came with a man, but he didn't even think about it." Even boyfriends can prepare these, and they seem to be very experienced in this area.”

I couldn't help but touch my forehead, thinking to solve the case, "So this is how this bouquet of flowers came from."

Gu Mingsheng shrugged innocently, "I obviously refused him."

"Forget it, anyway, it's very eye-catching."

I quickly put this behind me, chewed the beef slowly, and suddenly remembered something that had been missed for a long time, "By the way, you ask me out every now and then, and you don't have to go out with your girlfriend Are you on a date?"

"Didn't I tell you?" Gu Mingsheng paused his fork and raised his eyelids, "I became single again a month ago."

I looked at him with question marks all over my head, "When did you tell me?"

Gu Mingsheng groaned, and laughed a lot, "I'm sorry, I probably forgot."

I didn't know whether to be angry or to laugh, and I couldn't even find something to complain about. I suddenly felt full and eager to hear the inside story, "How did you break up? It seems that it's less than three months."

Although it doesn't look like it, Gu Mingsheng is indeed the kind of person who doesn't like to show affection.He seldom brings his girlfriend out, and he has never posted photos publicly in Moments. I can only vaguely remember that his ex was a third-line female star with a hot figure, with a charming and coquettish appearance. Stunning big beauty.

I didn't expect to break up so soon.

As for such a big event, Gu Mingsheng said lightly: "If it's not suitable, we will break up. She and I were not serious in the first place."

I sound helpless, but I'm not surprised, "You always have this reason, can you change to something new next time?"

"It's the truth every time, why do you dislike it so much?" Gu Mingsheng put the steak cut into small pieces near my mouth and raised his eyebrows, "It tastes good, try it?"

"Don't divert my attention."

After all, I still bit off the small piece of beef bluntly, and Gu Mingsheng ordered it medium rare, which was more tender than mine.I swallowed the meat in my mouth, and then continued, "I was also worried about you and asked this question. You are already 25, and you are going to play until you grow old?"

"It's not the time yet."

Gu Mingsheng calmly sipped his red wine, his lazy tone was very casual, and it seemed to be insinuating something in his ears, making it hard to hear, "The best is always left behind."

He smiled and said words that I couldn't understand.

From high school to the present, there has never been a lack of suitors around him, beautiful or ordinary, Gu Mingsheng's attitude is always the same - all comers are welcome.

He doesn't seem to be able to restrain his charm to anyone, let alone refuse to show his favor.It seems to be affectionate, but in fact it is unintentional, so many innocent girls think that they are the only one for him, but in the end he can't even remember their names, and his heart is broken.

However, there are many Yingying and Yanyan around Gu Mingsheng, but there are not many who have really interacted with them, and they can be counted on one hand.Each is a beautiful woman with a different style, but in the end, all of them had no choice but to break up because they couldn't accept the wild flowers and weeds around him.

He never seemed to take this to heart, and I tried to persuade him a few times, but he probably couldn't understand my thoughts even more.

But now, I, who was frantically probing on the verge of derailment, have no position to teach him. At least no matter how flamboyant Gu Mingsheng is, he has never really done anything that violates the bottom line of morality. Thinking about it this way, I silently shut my mouth.