The found Tuo is three and a half years old

"Of course I can always be by Tip's side." Without thinking, I blurted out like this.

"Because I'm a 'ghost', I won't be born, grow old, get sick and die at all, and now I'm not even afraid of sunlight and wisteria, so I can always stay by Tip's side."

——Just as I said such words, the air fell into an eerie silence.

Fyodor's body holding me was a little stiff, and then he buried his face in my neck and rubbed it.

"Then what should Haruko do?" He whispered softly next to my ear, like a raving with a sigh.

I didn't react for a while, and it took me a while to realize what he was talking about.

With an infinitely long life, I can indeed be by Fyodor's side "always". I have more time than him, and I can watch him go through every step of his life.

But he couldn't be by my side all the time.Because he is a human being, a fragile human being who can get sick and die easily.

Even if he has made a hook with me and promised me that he will never betray me, it is the same.

Even if he told me in all seriousness that he would always like me.

As a human being, Fyodor's "eternity" is probably only a mere few decades. To the "ghost", it is just a short period of time like a fleeting moment.

Fyodor will leave me one day.He can't stay by my side all the time.

If this is an irresistible law of nature, then I seem to have no choice but to accept and obey, but when I think about facing such a future, I suddenly feel an inexplicable anxiety in my heart——

Obviously, I have spent more than a hundred years by myself, alone in a cabin in the forest, and I never thought about talking to someone.It's only been more than ten years since that period, but I can't remember exactly how I lived back then.

All the memories that stay in my mind seem to have that guy.From the little dumpling that can be easily picked up and put on the cutting board, to the little boy who is gradually elongated and able to look at me at the same level, and now to the boy who is tall enough to look down on me.

The baby fat on his face gradually faded with childishness, his eyebrows and eyes became more refined, and with the growth of his body, the figure that quietly squeezed into my mind gradually swelled to the point that it was hard to ignore degree.

Not only is it difficult to ignore, but all I can think of now is him.

I also want this child to stay with me forever, this child I watched him grow up little by little, or I can try to choose another way to describe this emotion——

I like him.

It is true that no one has ever taught me such a thing, but after thinking about certain things, I suddenly discovered that such emotions are probably based on human instinct.Instinctively want to protect, instinctively hope to keep him in the place closest to me, instinctively hope that this kind of time can go on forever——

It's just that after I figured it out, I can no longer deceive myself in any way.

My mood became extremely depressed in an instant, and I curled my fingers unconsciously, clutching the corner of the boy's clothes.

"I don't like this world." The boy suddenly whispered in my ear: "This idea appeared in my mind along with consciousness, it can almost be said to be innate."

"I hate supernatural powers, and those unreasonable and senseless fights. Those are the 'original sins' of this world."

"what?"

I couldn't keep up with his topic, and I was a little puzzled for a while.

"But I met Haruko." He continued, "Because I can meet Haruko in this world, sometimes I feel that this world is not so bad."

I stopped talking and let him whisper in my ear.Like the sound of the wind blowing, gently, but for no reason, the speed of the heartbeat gradually escaped my control.

After a while, the boy said again: "I'm looking for a 'book', a blank literary 'book' that can turn what I wrote on it into reality."

"I want to use that 'book' to create a world without 'sin' and without supernatural beings. I want the world to become an ideal one. Compared with this world, my own desires always seem special. negligible."

"But if...if I can get that 'book'."

The boy put his hands on my shoulders, and put a short distance between us with his arms.The expression on his face was very focused, and his purple eyes were full of seriousness.

"Let's leave at least a small space there. I want to write the ending of living with Haruko there."

While speaking, he solemnly extended his little finger to me.

"This is an agreement between me and Haruko."

Fyodor was a very bright child from an early age.He also anticipated the situation I was worried about early in the morning-he also worked hard to come up with a solution.

There are indeed many things in this world that are far beyond human common sense, such as drugs that can turn humans into "ghosts", such as the blue Bana flower that can make "ghosts" overcome the restrictions of sunlight and wisteria flowers, such as various Strange supernatural powers - so it's no surprise that there will be a "book" in this world that can turn everything written on it into reality.

Although I don't know where the "book" is, I can't even be sure whether Fyodor can really get such a magical "book", but when I look at his focused expression on me, I can see When I looked at the promised little finger he stretched out to me, my restless heart suddenly became much calmer.

I finally raised the corners of my lips and tilted my head: "Then, has Xiaofei figured out how to get that 'book'?"

The boy's expression was unnatural for a moment.

"Sure enough, even if it is a tip, there is no way to be sure that you can get such a 'book'." I laughed out loud: "Because that 'book' looks so powerful, so those who want to get it must Not less."

"Well, but since it's a tip, then it's okay for me to help you find it together."

I also stretched out my hand and hooked the boy's finger with my little finger.

When the thumbs touched, I saw a bright smile in the boy's eyes.

"If I'm here, it doesn't matter if someone comes to snatch it. I'm very strong. Those ordinary humans will definitely not be able to beat me."

"But since I've helped out, when it's time to write the content, I should also write what I want."

"What do you want?" the boy asked.

"I want—" After thinking for a moment, I counted with my fingers solemnly:

"I want to go to the Fireworks Festival, I haven't seen this in more than 100 years! I want to go fishing for goldfish in a yukata with Tip, I want to eat apple candy and taiyaki, uh-I also want to..."

There are many scenes that I like in my mind, but the clearest one is only one thing——

I want to experience all the beauty in this world with this young man by my side.