Have you seen my double buff?

My feelings...do I have to ask my heart?

Fang Sixu lowered his head and fell into deep thought.

Li Qiuyue looked at Fang Sixu like this, smiled helplessly, and left the stairwell alone.

In the bathroom, Li Qiuyue gently washed her eyes with water.She didn't dare to use too much force, for fear that the makeup on her face would be wiped off.But I don't want others to see myself crying, so I can only bear it here.

"Alas...pretending to be chic is really tiring." Li Qiuyue covered her face and sighed helplessly.

What she said to Fang Sixu was actually half true and half false.

It is true that she wants to help him recognize his own heart, but it is also true that she likes him.

When she was young, Li Qiuyue had a vague liking for Fang Sixu, but the two separated too suddenly, so she didn't have time to confirm her feelings.Later, when they met again, Fang Sixu had someone else in his heart.

From the day of Christmas, looking at the interaction between Chu Heqing and Fang Sixu, as well as the look in their eyes, she already guessed that these two might be playing a two-way secret love.

Fang Sixu has never liked anyone before, this is probably the first time for Chu Heqing.They don't know each other's feelings, so they have been testing and testing.

Are you not tired?so.

Obviously they like each other, as long as they confess, wouldn't it be logical to be together?

But the two of them are different, just like practicing Tai Chi.Li Qiuyue couldn't take it anymore, so she decided to push Fang Sixu.

At this moment, she has washed her eyes, and the makeup is not too much. She can go back to the dressing room and let the makeup artist sister repair it.

Really, I obviously don't want to trouble others.

Looking at herself in the mirror, Li Qiuyue felt an unknown bitterness surge up in an instant.

Li Qiuyue, you are so ridiculous.

When you like someone, you just want him to be happy, right?

But why now... I feel so uncomfortable in my heart?

……

Li Qiuyue walked out of the bathroom and bumped into Ji Xinghui head-on.He still had a pack of tissues in his hand, and was about to pass it to Li Qiuyue.

Seeing a familiar person, Li Qiuyue took the tissue with a smile, and couldn't help teasing: "What's the matter, have you been following me?"

Ji Xinghui scratched his face, and said solemnly: "...It really wasn't intentional, I just happened to pass by the stairwell, and I overheard your conversation with Sixu... You came out later, and Sixu was still inside daze."

"But I saw that you were crying." Ji Xinghui paused, and continued: "So I decided to follow you to see the situation first."

"Pfft, well, I accept your kindness." Li Qiuyue took out a tissue and wiped the corners of her eyes, "My makeup is a bit messed up, Xinghui, come back with me to fix it."

"Okay." Without any hesitation, Ji Xinghui agreed.

On the way back, watching the crowds coming and going, Li Qiuyue couldn't help feeling a little bit emotional.

"Xinghui, don't you think people who are unrequited love are ridiculous."

Ji Xinghui turned his head and shook his head slightly: "How can it be ridiculous to like yourself?"

Like itself, nothing wrong with it.What is wrong can only be the time, place, and inappropriate characters.

"Pfft, but I think I'm quite ridiculous." Li Qiuyue said with emotion: "Look at me, I know that people don't like me, and I rush to confess to them. But after confessing, I still don't admit it, and pretend Strongly encourage people to pursue true love."

"But it's good, at least if you say it out, you can give up completely." Li Qiuyue looked at Ji Xinghui, with the corners of her mouth slightly raised, "And if he becomes very happy in the future, I will also do a good deed, right? "

"Sometimes I also think, if I had been by his side...what would happen now? Unfortunately, if there is no if, if you miss it, you miss it. Can you still pray for a new one?"

Ji Xinghui looked at Li Qiuyue who was smiling wryly, and opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything in the end.

People with unrequited love... are definitely not ridiculous, but really, quite painful.

……

After being "confessed" by Li Qiuyue, Fang Sixu was a little dazed. This situation lasted until he got on the bus and returned to school, and it hadn't completely subsided.

Walking mechanically in the campus, saying goodbye to Li Qiuyue mechanically.Fang Sixu and Ji Xinghui walked towards the boys' dormitory building together, approaching the cafeteria, Ji Xinghui finally couldn't help but patted Fang Sixu: "Let's go to the cafeteria to buy something to eat, and later go to the rooftop to eat and chat for a while, I There's something I want to tell you."

"Ah? Good." It just so happened that Fang Sixu also had a lot to talk to, and Ji Xinghui took the initiative to invite someone, so there was absolutely no reason to refuse.

When they arrived at the cafeteria, the two bought a lot of skewers and fried chicken, and then went to the supermarket to buy a few cans of Coke.When paying the bill, Fang Sixu complained that everyone else had fried chicken with beer, but they had fried chicken with Coke.

Ji Xinghui smiled, noncommittal.

When they arrived at the roof of the dormitory building, both of them put down the things in their hands first, and the breeze was blowing, which made them feel much better.The two started chatting casually, and as they chatted, the topic inevitably turned to relationship issues.

Fang Sixu really held back for too long, throwing all his words out.

"My mind is really messed up right now... I don't know what to do." Fang Sixu took a sip of Coke and gave up on himself: "Everyone is trying to persuade me, but I still can't make up my mind."

Ji Xinghui looked at him, not knowing how to solve it.He thought for a while and found the starting point.

"Sixu, can you listen to my relationship history?"

"Ah, tell me, I'll refer to it."

Ji Xinghui chuckled, put the chicken wing bones he had just eaten into a garbage bag, and said slowly:

"I like Qiuyue."

Poor Fang Sixu was choked up again when he heard this, and he looked at Ji Xinghui with disbelief.But soon, he seemed to think of something:

"So what happened in the stairwell today...you heard it all?"

Ji Xinghui nodded, as a default.

"Oh..." Fang Sixu nodded, and after thinking for a long time, he finally choked out a sentence: "It's normal to like Qiuyue, after all, little sun, who doesn't like it."

"You don't like it." Ji Xinghui punctured ruthlessly, with some resentment.

"..."

"... Cough, it's not that I don't like her, it's just that I don't like her in love." Fang Sixu shook his head, biting off a piece of meat on the skewer, "Besides, we are not suitable at all... We have known each other for too long and are too familiar Yes, just like buddies."

Fang Sixu looked at him, lost in thought.

Yeah...they really don't fit at all.

"Qiuyue is like a little sun, it can warm many people around me." Fang Sixu expressed his opinion, "But I... don't need the sun."

"Well, after all, you are the sun." Ji Xinghui said, picked up the Coke, and the two lightly clinked glasses.Listening to his comments on herself, Fang Sixu couldn't help laughing and said:

"Then you flatter me too much."

"But you're right, I really don't need a sun. My words...maybe need a bright moon."

His moon doesn't need to shine and glow, it just needs to be there to light his way at night.

"Well...how should I put it? Xinghui, I think you are a suitable person for Qiuyue, and you are also a very good person." Fang Sixu sipped his coke and said softly, "If you like it, go after it. At the very least, you must be brave enough to step out." This step is right. I also believe that you can give Qiuyue happiness."

After he finished speaking, he was stunned, and took the first step bravely, which is not the case on himself.Alas... It's true that the authorities are fascinated, but the bystanders are clear.

Encouraged by him, Ji Xinghui smiled lightly and said, "Thank you for your good words, I will work hard."

"I also wish you to find your own moon soon, Si Xu."

……

That night, Fang Sixu forgot how he got back to the dormitory, and also forgot what he said to his roommate.He forgot how to wash, how to get into bed, how to fall asleep.

He only remembered that he dreamed of Chu Heqing.

In the dream, Fang Sixu walked barefoot on the golden sand.The sea water is light blue, crystal clear, and the distant sun is huge but not hot, so half of it hangs in the sky, and half of it falls in the middle of the water.

Fang Sixu was still walking forward, not knowing where his destination was.

As he was walking, he saw a person sitting on the beach in front of him.Fang Sixu had a premonition in his heart, and when he took a closer look, the man was indeed Chu Heqing.

In the dream, Chu Heqing was wearing a thin white shirt. He didn't wear glasses, and he was also barefoot, sitting on the soft sand with his knees hugged.The sea sometimes rises up to his ankles.

Fang Sixu looked at Chu He's naked|exposed fair skin, and couldn't help swallowing.

Chu Heqing turned his head and looked at him like this, but said nothing.

Fang Sixu and Chu Heqing looked at each other silently like this, time seemed to have stopped.

Suddenly, Chu Heqing stood up, and he walked into the depths of the sea without hesitation.The sea water wet his clothes, but he continued to move forward.Fang Sixu wanted to stop him, but found that he couldn't make a sound at all.

No, it won't work like this, if he keeps walking, he will definitely be submerged by the sea...

Fang Sixu's heart faltered, he took heavy steps, caught up with Chu Heqing, hugged him in his arms, panting heavily.

He lowered his head and met Chu Heqing's eyes.They were skin to skin and had never been so close in real life.

Chu Heqing's pupils were as clear as flawless obsidian, and Fang Sixu saw his own reflection and the thousands of stars behind him in his eyes.He suddenly felt like he was drunk and wanted to indulge in it.

Fang Sixu suddenly had an idea that he wanted to possess this person.He wanted to hold Chu Heqing in his arms for the rest of his life, so that he had only himself in his eyes.

He lowered his head and gently kissed Chu Heqing's pale lips.

Fang Sixu actually couldn't remember the content behind the dream clearly.

He just remembered that he and Chu Heqing both fell on the beach and let the boundless sea drown them.He seemed to fly up to the clouds for a while, and was enveloped by the blazing sun for a while.He didn't remember the time or the place, but only remembered Chu Heqing's clear eyes in his dream.

He did not know how long he wandered in this grotesque world, as if he had reached the end of the world.The sea and the sky are no longer separated from each other, they are completely intertwined.In the very center of the world, a round of sun was floating here, but Fang Sixu saw that under the sun was a round of cold and bright moon.

At this moment, he finally found his own moon.