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After finishing the meal, Bo Xiuqi naturally put away the dishes and took them to the sink for cleaning.

He and Xia Tangqi have a tacit understanding in family affairs, they are willing to share for each other and accept each other's care.

For example, when Xia Tangqi left work on time like today and went home early to prepare dinner, Bo Xiuqi would take the initiative to take care of the tidying up.Unilateral dedication and sacrifice will not last long. Only facing life together is the simple romance in a long life.

Bo Xiuqi cleaned up the dishes, cut a plate of cantaloupe and brought it to the living room, and saw Xia Tangqi sitting on the sofa and looking through their old textbooks.

"Eat fruit." Bo Xiuqi followed along to watch the fun, "What are you looking at again?"

Xia Tangqi pointed to the pages of the book, the blank spaces of the textbook were densely packed with small characters, full of trivial jokes.

"Seeing that you were not serious in class, you dragged me into the water."

Bo Xiuqi simply hugged him and watched together, and argued unconvinced: "Look at you, a top student, you write short stories like me in class."

[Tang, where did you go to college? 】

[Go to X University. 】

【Then I will also take the exam for X University, and I will be with you...】

Bo Xiuqi watched and slowly fell silent again, until Xia Tangqi turned to look at him sideways.

"what happened?"

Bo Xiuqi paused, then smiled helplessly.

"At that time, I thought about going to X University together, so I pursued you openly."

"Who told you not to chase me, you deserve it."

Xia Tangqi cursed, but leaned against Bao Xiuqi and kissed him on the forehead.

He closed his eyes and surrounded Bo Xiuqi's shoulders, not wanting Bo Xiuqi to notice the flicker in his eyes.

Xia Tangqi found that he had lost a piece of memory.

But the meaning of kissing the forehead is

--I forgive you.

76

Human memory is too subtle.

It wasn't until now that Xia Tangqi realized that a piece of his memory was missing.

He still remembers the passion of the [-]-day swearing-in in the third year of high school, the last sprint and struggle, and the anxiety and nervousness when entering the examination room... But after that, his memory was like being erased by an eraser, leaving a gap.He tried hard to think back, but he only remembered that he woke up in the hospital bed, and his parents looked worried.He fell seriously ill and spent almost the entire holiday in the hospital.Xia Tangqi still remembered how much he had expected Bo Xiuqi to visit him at the beginning, but in the end he didn't meet him until the university report. Since then, Bo Xiuqi began to deliberately distance himself from him.

Xia Tangqi has always trusted his parents and has no doubts about what they say, so he has never noticed anything wrong in the past.

His parents told him at the time that the reason why he was hospitalized was because he was overly sensitive during the first menstrual period and had to recuperate, and he always thought that was the case.

But if these thoughts are all wrong, if his parents and Bo Xiuqi are fabricating a web of lies, then he won't know everything.

Xia Tangqi opened his eyes and watched the sunrise rising outside the window, seeing the orange glow brighten the sky, he got up after a sleepless night, and thoughtfully prepared breakfast for Bo Xiuqi.

"smell good."

Xia Tangqi was hugged from behind, and Bo Xiuqi surrounded him vaguely, looking at the breakfast on the dining table, his face was full of uncontrollable happiness.

"Thank you Tangtang for the loving breakfast~"

His tone was full of fluttering tails, allowing Xia Tangqi, who was addicted to finding the answer, to breathe.

Only when facing Bo Xiuqi, he will temporarily forget all doubts and simply enjoy the sweet taste of loving and being loved.

"That's not because you are going on a business trip, coax you."

Xia Tangqi leaned on his harbor and warned himself.

Whether he wants to find out what happened in the past or seek the truth, everything is just hoping to help Bo Xiuqi's illness and untie his knots.

The past has passed, and everything is not as important as they are together now.

He couldn't do without Bo Xiuqi, he had already fallen.

77

In the dilapidated prefab, a decent person came today.

It is rare to see such a person on a construction site.

His clothes are spotless, his hair is fluffy and clean, and there is no dust on his shoes.

Everyone couldn't help paying attention to him, especially even the boss of their construction site, who usually showed his might, brought him in politely, which was simply staggering.

Xia Tangqi accepted all this calmly, thanked the person in charge politely, and then knocked on the thin door in front of him.

Bo Xiuqi was on a business trip, and he didn't have much time left, so he found out where Lu Cha lived now through his contacts, and asked someone to bring him here.

He hoped that his old classmate would be a breakthrough, after all, Lu Cha had left too many openings for him the last time he met.

"Tang Qi?" Lu Cha was surprised when he saw him, his eyes flickered, and he asked in a panic, "Why are you here?"

"I'll come see you."

Xia Tangqi walked in, and was instantly blown to the face by the biting wind.

It's winter now, and the mobile home on the construction site really doesn't have any insulation effect. It's cold in winter and hot in summer, so it's not suitable for living.

Lu Cha's legs are inconvenient. He didn't go back to the hospital last time. He just found a barefoot doctor and simply tied a splint. He couldn't even afford food and clothing, and he didn't have spare money to see a doctor, so he could only make do.

He looked even more haggard than last time, his cheeks had no color, and he was so pale that he didn't look like his peers.

"Last time in the hospital, I couldn't ask you a few more questions." Xia Tangqi found himself a plastic bench and sat down, "Later, I told Xiu Qi that you were injured. We were worried and wanted to come and see Look at you, no matter what else, take good care of your legs first..."

Xia Tangqi stared closely at Lu Cha's expression, and unexpectedly saw that the other party panicked even more when he mentioned Bo Xiuqi.

"Bo Xiuqi, he is with you now, are you two together?"

Lu Cha asked carefully, and then let out a long breath of relief when Xia Tangqi nodded.

"That's good..." He repeated this sentence, "That's good, that's good."

Xia Tangqi's horoscope changed in his heart.

"Actually, what happened back then..." Xia Tangqi sighed deliberately, "I can't blame you for everything, I don't think you meant to..."

At this point, Xia Tangqi grabbed Lu Cha's wrist.

"Anyway, let's go and see your legs first, and there's no rush to talk about other things."

He grabbed the tail of the truth.

78

Xia Tang Qi Yiyan took Lu Cha through the hospital admission procedures.

Lu Cha followed behind him anxiously, until he was finally admitted to the ward, and he was relieved.

From the bottom of his heart, he also hoped that he would have the opportunity to get a good treatment. Although he insisted on going back to use local methods, it was all helpless. If he had money and ability, how could he choose this path.

He has struggled to survive for many years, maybe it's retribution, since that incident, he has been in a trance, and the university he was admitted to finally ended up dropping out.

With only a high school degree, he couldn't find any decent job, and he couldn't let go of his body to do tiring work. In the end, he married hastily, hoping to be able to rely on others to support him.

Unexpectedly, the shelf life of feelings is extremely short, he and the beta husband he found in a hurry will soon be unable to live, and the daily quarrels over trivial matters will soon develop to the point of fighting.

He has no money, no job, and even less confidence.Tears washed his face every day, and he couldn't figure out why he had fallen from the high-spirited youth back then to where he is today.And what made him completely give up on this kind of life was because his rude husband knocked his stomach against the corner of the table during a drunken push, and finally made him lose a baby who was not yet formed.

He thought about death.

He is a failed child, failed partner, failed father, the most failed omega in the world.

If Zaokang hadn't been picked up from the river that day, his short life might have passed away with the waves.

He came back to life, quickly divorced, and followed Zao Kang into the construction site to do odd jobs.

His life gradually became more fulfilling, even though he was still struggling, he was not as frowning as before, but the ailments that had been sealed in his heart slowly came to his mind, always making him uneasy.

Lu Cha looked at his leg that had been put in plaster, and then at Xia Tangqi who was standing patiently beside him, and couldn't help but shed a little tears.

"Tang Qi, I'm sorry..."

He should have apologized earlier.

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"Tang Qi, why don't you go with me."

"I'm nervous on my own."

"You say you, you don't know if it's a ghost or a human, and you're still engaged in online dating... What if you really meet a bad person."

"No, he's very gentle, and he's a top student at the University of Science and Technology. He finally took advantage of the winter vacation to fly to see me. How can I leave him alone?"

"Tang Qi, can you do me a favor. Just stay with me."

------

Xia Tangqi had already forgotten what he had promised.

His memory worked hard to protect him, making him forget a lot of the past.

"I'm sorry Tang Qi." Lu Cha couldn't help crying, "I was obsessed with ghosts, so I secretly sent your photo..."

"My Photos?"

A whitish light and shadow seemed to flash in Xia Tangqi's mind, making his temples ache like needle pricks.He gripped the armrest beside him tightly, and sweat rolled down from his hair, but fortunately he was patient enough to hold on normally.

Lu Cha didn't notice his gaffe, and was still immersed in guilt and anxiety.

"If it wasn't because I forced you to accompany me to meet... But I don't know, and I don't know that person is also a liar, he is not what he told me at all..."

------

"I didn't expect you to be as good-looking in real life as in photos."

Xia Tangqi was just accompanying his classmates to meet his online dating partner, but somehow he got entangled.

He didn't know the other person well, but this person's eyes stuck to his body like snakes, like maggots attached to the bones.

"Be respectful!"

"Don't lose your temper baby, we were fine yesterday..."

"What nonsense are you talking about? I don't know you at all!"

------

Xia Tangqi's eyes went dark, as if the filth wrapped in paper he had buried under the sand exploded and splashed all over his body following Lu Cha's every word.

He remembered.

80

push.

yell.

struggle.

Xia Tangqi's mind was in a mess.

He seemed to have turned into himself when he was a teenager, and was controlled by someone who was firmly against the hard and cold wall.

"You let me go!"

"I just like your energetic..."

No matter how clever the mind is, it can't stand up to the rough force. The slender boy is like a fragile kite, becoming precarious, as if it will be shattered at any time.

"Help."

The cry of his exhaustion was as weak as that of a newborn kitten whose neck could be wrung off as soon as he stretched out his hand.

Alpha's body exudes a steady stream of pheromones, which numb his nerves, frighten him, and make him paralyzed and dying.

The strong and continuous alpha pheromone accelerated his physiological metabolism. Gradually, in this room full of smoked fish, there was a hint of elegant wintersweet aroma.

It’s over.

Xia Tangqi had already seen his future at that moment.

He will be completely destroyed by a strange devil, with bruises all over his body, from a flower bud that is about to bloom to a broken branch and leaf that is broken and trampled by villains.

The first menstrual period in his life will happen along with this nightmare.

And he himself was helpless.

81

Bo Xiuqi knew that meeting Lu Cha would be bad luck.

"What the hell did you tell Tangtang?!" This always personable, gentle and forbearing alpha rarely went mad, "Lu Cha, don't make me regret saving you!"

"I'm not... I don't mean anything else." Lu Cha looked at the alpha who once made his heart flutter, but couldn't feel anything else, "I just apologized to Tang Qi, I... "

"Are you apologizing to him?" Bo Xiuqi almost choked, "What are you apologizing to him?!"

"That incident back then..."

Lu Cha couldn't even complete a sentence in front of Bo Xiuqi.

"Don't mention the past! Don't mention the past! Don't mention the past!" Bo Xiuqi looked at Xia Tangqi, who was unconscious on the hospital bed, turning around in this small ward and trampling the floor tiles to pieces.

He was only on a business trip for two days, Tangtang found Lu Cha quietly and heard Lu Cha's apology.

Bo Xiuqi could only hope that Xia Tangqi's fainting was only due to the hypoglycemia that the doctor said, rather than something stimulating his brain.

"I really just apologized, and he passed out." Lu Cha's face was full of uneasiness, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I used Tang Qi's photo because I wanted to create a rift between you and him. Go online... I really just want you to see him dating another alpha, I don't want to harm him, and I don't know that person is a bad person, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"I don't want to hear these words." Panting heavily, Bo Xiuqi sat on the edge of the hospital bed. He stretched out his hand to hold Xia Tangqi's cold hand, his eyes filled with fear, "Go, you won't show up here Before us, I thank God."

Lu Cha hesitated to speak, and finally limped out in silence.

"Your treatment fee is already on your card." Before the door closed, Lu Cha heard Bo Xiuqi's voice, "Tangtang promised to help you before, I'll listen to him, you can do it yourself."

The door closed and Lu Cha fell to the ground.

The tears on his face were still wet.

He really regretted it, but it was useless to regret it.

There is a way back in the world, but I don't regret taking medicine.

82

Bo Xiuqi held Sleeping Beauty's hand and looked at his lover.

He is glad that his illness has been relieved a lot now, and he can still touch each other like this.

His heart was beating chaotically, all because of the fear he had been forcibly suppressing for so many years.

He took Xia Tangqi's hand and kissed the soft back of his hand.

"Don't be afraid."

I protect you.

------

Almost no one knows why Bo Xiuqi, who is so well-behaved, has this disease.

His physical fitness has always been superior, and when he was still a teenager, he was taller than an adult alpha.

But for no reason, he became a patient.

He couldn't accept the contact of omega, even a second of unconscious collision on a crowded bus would make him extremely nauseous, and he almost spit out bile when he got off the bus in a hurry.

He also couldn't accept his normal physiological phenomena, he regarded them as devils, and every reaction stimulated his fragile nerves.

Doctors can only attribute all this to psychological factors, but they can't really untie his knot.

No one knew why he was sick, just like no one knew that he had briefly tagged his sweetheart.

------

"Help……"

Bo Xiuqi was dazzled by the aroma of wintersweet.

God knows how ruthless he was when he lifted the alpha that was pressing on Xia Tangqi just now.

The treasure he put on top of his heart was actually bullied like this.

This alpha that exudes like a salted fish has now fallen to the ground like a salted fish, delirious.

The thick pheromone volume carries Bo Xiuqi's rationality, and the alpha's instinct makes him want to own this weak omega uncontrollably.

want him.

He hugged him, kissed him, and wanted to imprint his breath on the other person.

The white skin on the nape of the neck was pierced, and Bo Xiuqi's pheromones had already touched his baby's fragile glands.

"Don't..." Xia Tangqi was crying in a dying voice, he had lost most of his reason and was still struggling, "Don't... please."

"please……"

Xia Tangqi's frightened expression hurt his heart.

Resisting the desire, Bo Xiuqi stretched out his hand and picked up the sharp knife that fell on the ground.

Aimed at the back of his neck.

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When Xia Tangqi woke up, he found that Bo Xiuqi was carefully pinching his fingers and carefully cutting his nails.

"Xiu...qi?"

"Wake up." Bo Xiuqi looked at him with a smile, and kissed the soft fingertips, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

"No." Xia Tangqi smiled, and sat up, "Let's go home."

He didn't mention Lu Cha or the past, so he dragged Bo Xiuqi home.

------

They lived together for a long time, and the house was already full of traces of the two of them.

"What do you want to eat?" Xia Tangqi washed his hands and opened the refrigerator, then turned to ask him, "It's a bit late, how about stewing snow pear and white fungus?"

The stove in the kitchen ignited a warm fire beam, lighting up the coldness of the room.

They had a meal together and spent a warm night like every day before. Bo Xiuqi gently woke up Xia Tangqi who was sleeping on the sofa as usual, and urged him to wash and rest.

"Go take a shower and go to bed." Bo Xiuqi kissed him on the cheek, and gave him a sweet hug, "Good night, Tangtang."

Xia Tang Qi went to the bathroom according to his words, and the warm water washed away his exhaustion and covered up his inexplicable tears.

He washed himself well, put on the newly bought pajamas, hugged his own pillow, and knocked on the door next door.

------

"What's the matter, Tangtang?"

Bo Xiuqi had just finished washing, and there were still tiny drops of water on the ends of his hair.

Xia Tangqi looked at him, looked at the concern and tenderness in Bo Xiuqi's eyes.

This person always looks at him like this, no matter in the past or now, no matter how far or close their relationship is, Bo Xiuqi is always like a knight guarding him, standing quietly behind him and staring at him.

"Can I live in?" Xia Tangqi stretched out his hand to stop Bo Xiuqi's shoulder, carefully feeling the tightness of the skin under Bo Xiuqi's pajamas, "I always feel uneasy and want to stay with you Together."

"Tangtang?" Bo Xiuqi's expression became tense, and he asked worriedly, "What's the matter, are you feeling unwell again?"

"I'm very comfortable staying with you." Xia Tangqi seemed to answer the question irrelevantly, and seemed to mean something, he spoke slowly and solemnly, "I like you holding my hand, I like you holding me in your arms, I like your kisses, everything about you..."

"Did you know? Before the divorce, Xi Pang had tried to get it back." Xia Tangqi talked about someone he hadn't mentioned for a long time, "He told me that he had no relationship with Zaokang, at best it was Zaokang's wishful thinking. Even if they There is also a child in between, and he has no feelings for Zaokang... He is an alpha, and it is impossible to be indifferent to the pheromones released by omega. He regards everything that happened between him and Zaokang as a mistake, and assured me , as long as I forgive him, he swears to treat me well and never have any contact with Zaokang and the child."

"He's a piece of rubbish." Bo Xiuqi would not miss any chance to curse Xi Dian, "It's not a thing at all!"

"He has nothing to do with me. I just want to say that he is a coward..." Xia Tangqi stood on tiptoe and touched Bo Xiuqi's lips lightly like a butterfly, "And you—— are my hero."

my sweetheart.

ending.

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