The scariest thing is not that your secret is leaked, but that you are always worried that it will be leaked. That kind of feeling of panic, worry and fluke is the most tormenting.What's even more frightening is that someone already knew this secret, but he never told it, but you didn't know it.
At this time, Zheng Yuanfan was almost trembling, the cold sweat in his hands was about to soak the few pages of A4 paper, his heart seemed to be grabbed by a big hand, but he didn't intend to give him a fatal blow, but just kept his face The pressure was so intense that he couldn't breathe but couldn't ignore the silent threat.
Zheng Yuanfan discovered this by accident today. He didn't know why he suddenly wanted to enter that room, and what kind of mentality he had in order to tidy up the room. It seemed that he had always wanted to spy on Xiao Zhe and Guan Hang's private space. desire.The guest room that Xiao Zhe lived in before he moved out has never been changed, and no one has ever entered it. Zheng Yuanfan tidied up his things casually, looking at the traces of Xiao Zhe’s life here, unconsciously wanted to erase everything, even if he didn’t like it in his heart. He is willing to admit that he doesn't want to become so hypocritical and evil, but he subconsciously wants to erase Xiao Zhe from this family little by little.Unknowingly, he cleaned out all the drawers, and then saw this thin few pages of documents. He picked it up and looked at it, but he felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave.
When Guan Hang came back, Zheng Yuanfan hardly dared to look at him directly, he just said hello and hid back in his room. He was lost all night, in a state of extreme nervousness and fright.
At this time, it was already late at night, he rubbed and shredded the few pieces of paper vigorously, then walked lightly to the bathroom, threw the paper scraps into the toilet and flushed it.After finishing all this and returning to the bed in the bedroom, Zheng Yuanfan finally couldn't hold back his tears. He pulled up the quilt to cover his face, sobbing softly.
Zheng Yuanfan knew from a young age that sister Lusha was not his biological mother. Although his father had been hiding it from him, sister Lusha also claimed that Zheng Yuanfan was his own son. Gradually, everyone mistakenly believed that the child who died was Zheng Yuanfan. The son of his ex-wife.However, it is probably because of the nature of the bloodline that it is hard to deceive. Zheng Yuanfan has been sensitive since he was a child. From the attitude of Sister Lusha and the servants at home, he felt strange, and he knew the truth from the conversations of some adults he overheard intentionally or unintentionally. Although Sister Sha is not his real mother, she has never treated him badly, especially when facing outsiders and Zheng Jun, she has shown affection and tenderness to him, so even though she knew the truth, Zheng Yuanfan never showed it .
Later, something happened to Zheng's family, Zheng Jun and Lu Sha's sister ran away one after another, Zheng Yuanfan was arrested to pay off the debt, and the world should not be called out.The reality hit him far less severely than being abandoned and betrayed by his family, and his hatred for Zheng Jun was worse than that for Lusha. Fortunately, he was later rescued by Guan Hang.
Zheng Yuanfan knew that Guan Hang had misunderstood, but this was his only life-saving straw, and he had to grasp it firmly.Fortunately, everyone thought that he was the child of Zheng Jun and sister Lusha, and that he had a feminine and delicate appearance. In Guan Hang's subconscious, Zheng Yuanfan was somewhat similar to the mother in his memory, so he had no doubts at all and tried his best to Can take Zheng Yuanfan away from that place.
When he first came to Guan Hang's house, Zheng Yuanfan was cautious and grateful. The panic at that time was not caused by his experience in Fengyue, but because he was worried that his identity would be exposed. He dared not imagine the consequences. It's not how his younger brother will treat himself.Will drive yourself away?Or send yourself back to where you came from?
And in this home, Xiao Zhe's love and Guan Hang's pampering made him addicted to it. Every night when he couldn't fall asleep, he would imagine that it would be great if he was really Sister Lusha's own child. He hated that woman, but he hoped that part of her blood could flow in him, so that he would be Guan Hang's younger brother in name, and he could truly become a member of this family.Gradually, he was hypnotized by himself. In fact, he is really sister Lusha's own child and Guan Hang's younger brother. Everyone said so, so it must be true...
In this family, Zheng Yuanfan can finally live a normal life, and it is better than the life before the Zheng family collapsed. He is grateful and respectful to Xiao Zhe, and grateful and worshipful to Guan Hang.But Guan Hang is really outstanding. He is mature, stable and majestic outside, obeys Xiao Zheyan at home and pampers his children. No one would dislike such a tall, handsome, responsible and family-friendly man.At some point, Zheng Yuanfan could no longer take his gaze away from Guan Hang. He envied Xiao Zhe, even Guan Xin and Xiao Miao, and envied them for having and enjoying Guan Hang's love justifiably. But he had to wear a false identity to stay by his side.
I have imagined countless times that if the person Guan Hang loves is me, if the person who forms a family with him is me... While restraining myself from having such unrealistic thoughts, but at the same time, I have an uncontrollable longing, so I have no choice but to say goodbye to myself. He said that he would bury this thought in his heart forever and never show it, as long as he could stay by Guan Hang's side silently all the time, he would never covet anything else.
But greed grows crazily. Just when I could hardly restrain myself anymore, a turning point happened. Xiao Zhe proposed to break up with Guan Hang. Is this a chance?Originally, Zheng Yuanfan thought so, and was secretly happy about it, but now he was so scared that he didn't know what to do.
Why did Xiao Zhe investigate himself?What caused him to doubt his identity?Now that he knows the truth for
What was left unsaid?What is he trying to do with this secret of his own?The more Zheng Yuanfan thought about it, the more afraid he became, and the more sad and wronged he became. Why is he not really Guan Hang's younger brother? If he had the same blood as Guan Hang, wouldn't he have such indiscriminate feelings towards him? Think, it won't be so painful?
Zheng Yuanfan can be sure that Guan Hang doesn't know about his identity, otherwise he will definitely make it clear with his character, and he will not accept deception.But what exactly was Xiao Zhe thinking? Why didn't he tell Guan Hang?When is he going to say it?Did he see his feelings for Guan Hang?So why did he propose to break up at this time?Doesn't he really want to separate, but just wants to take the opportunity to test something?
Although Xiao Zhe knew that he was not Guan Hang's younger brother, he couldn't confirm whether he knew the truth. If he didn't know the truth, then he could only blame good luck and trick others. It was just a misunderstanding. With Guan Hang's mind, he shouldn't He will make things difficult for himself, and even after getting along for so many years, he still has certain feelings for himself, and it is very likely that he will continue to treat himself as a younger brother.However, if he had known the truth early on, he would have deliberately deceived and misled him, used Guan Hang to rescue himself from the fire pit, and then deceived them to stay in this house. If he knew the truth, Guan Hang would never forgive himself!
The more Zheng Yuanfan thought about it, the more frightened he became. Did Xiao Zhe really have this idea?He left to make himself mistakenly think that there is an opportunity to take advantage of it. Once he shows his feelings for Guan Hang, he will expose himself in due course and expose everything about himself to Guan Hang?Why!Why can't you tolerate me like this?I didn't do anything to be sorry for you at all, I just wanted to stay by Guan Hang's side, I didn't do anything, just want to accompany him silently, can't it?Before he knew it, tears had already soaked half of the pillow, Zheng Yuanfan's fingers tightly grasped the corner of the pillow, biting his lips lightly, but silently made a decision in his heart.
Now that things have been like this, then it depends on how you fight for it, whether it is good or bad, success or failure, in short, you can't sit still.
The next morning, Guan Xin and Xiao Miao were arguing about going to the amusement park. Guan Hang had no choice but to agree to take them there, and then asked Zheng Yuanfan if he wanted to go together. The younger brother and the children are equated.
But Zheng Yuanfan shook his head and whispered, "Go and play, I won't go."
His voice was a little hoarse, and his speech was weak, but Guan Hang realized that Zheng Yuanfan's eyes were red and swollen, very scary, and couldn't help asking with concern, "What's wrong with your eyes?"
Zheng Yuanfan blocked his eyes with his hands uncomfortably, and said, "It seems to have an infection, I want to go to the hospital for a checkup, otherwise I will go play with you."
The little girl Guan Xin raised her face and said, "Little uncle, do you have trachoma? Is it contagious?"
Zheng Yuanfan smiled and said, "I don't know, I have to go to the doctor to find out, you should take Dad and Miaomiao to the amusement park quickly, don't get infected by the little uncle."
Guan Xin then replied, "Then little uncle, go to the doctor alone, don't be afraid, we are going to the amusement park."
Guan Hang raised his hand and rubbed Guan Xin's hair, and then said to Zheng Yuanfan, "Go to the hospital quickly, don't make it serious." Zheng Yuanfan nodded, waved at them, and watched the family of three leave.Then I packed up, put on sunglasses and went out.
Guan Hang was driving to the amusement park. The two little guys sat behind and chatted quietly. Xiao Miao whispered to Guan Xin, "Little uncle doesn't have trachoma anymore. He must have cried for a long time last night. Today's eyes will be swollen."
Guan Xin asked suspiciously, "Why are you crying, little uncle?"
Xiao Miao glanced at him and replied, "Then how would I know?"
Guan Xin asked again, "Then how do you know that if you cry at night, your eyes will be swollen the next day?"
Xiao Miao: "..."
Because I have had this experience before, I will not admit it!
At this time, Zheng Yuanfan was almost trembling, the cold sweat in his hands was about to soak the few pages of A4 paper, his heart seemed to be grabbed by a big hand, but he didn't intend to give him a fatal blow, but just kept his face The pressure was so intense that he couldn't breathe but couldn't ignore the silent threat.
Zheng Yuanfan discovered this by accident today. He didn't know why he suddenly wanted to enter that room, and what kind of mentality he had in order to tidy up the room. It seemed that he had always wanted to spy on Xiao Zhe and Guan Hang's private space. desire.The guest room that Xiao Zhe lived in before he moved out has never been changed, and no one has ever entered it. Zheng Yuanfan tidied up his things casually, looking at the traces of Xiao Zhe’s life here, unconsciously wanted to erase everything, even if he didn’t like it in his heart. He is willing to admit that he doesn't want to become so hypocritical and evil, but he subconsciously wants to erase Xiao Zhe from this family little by little.Unknowingly, he cleaned out all the drawers, and then saw this thin few pages of documents. He picked it up and looked at it, but he felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave.
When Guan Hang came back, Zheng Yuanfan hardly dared to look at him directly, he just said hello and hid back in his room. He was lost all night, in a state of extreme nervousness and fright.
At this time, it was already late at night, he rubbed and shredded the few pieces of paper vigorously, then walked lightly to the bathroom, threw the paper scraps into the toilet and flushed it.After finishing all this and returning to the bed in the bedroom, Zheng Yuanfan finally couldn't hold back his tears. He pulled up the quilt to cover his face, sobbing softly.
Zheng Yuanfan knew from a young age that sister Lusha was not his biological mother. Although his father had been hiding it from him, sister Lusha also claimed that Zheng Yuanfan was his own son. Gradually, everyone mistakenly believed that the child who died was Zheng Yuanfan. The son of his ex-wife.However, it is probably because of the nature of the bloodline that it is hard to deceive. Zheng Yuanfan has been sensitive since he was a child. From the attitude of Sister Lusha and the servants at home, he felt strange, and he knew the truth from the conversations of some adults he overheard intentionally or unintentionally. Although Sister Sha is not his real mother, she has never treated him badly, especially when facing outsiders and Zheng Jun, she has shown affection and tenderness to him, so even though she knew the truth, Zheng Yuanfan never showed it .
Later, something happened to Zheng's family, Zheng Jun and Lu Sha's sister ran away one after another, Zheng Yuanfan was arrested to pay off the debt, and the world should not be called out.The reality hit him far less severely than being abandoned and betrayed by his family, and his hatred for Zheng Jun was worse than that for Lusha. Fortunately, he was later rescued by Guan Hang.
Zheng Yuanfan knew that Guan Hang had misunderstood, but this was his only life-saving straw, and he had to grasp it firmly.Fortunately, everyone thought that he was the child of Zheng Jun and sister Lusha, and that he had a feminine and delicate appearance. In Guan Hang's subconscious, Zheng Yuanfan was somewhat similar to the mother in his memory, so he had no doubts at all and tried his best to Can take Zheng Yuanfan away from that place.
When he first came to Guan Hang's house, Zheng Yuanfan was cautious and grateful. The panic at that time was not caused by his experience in Fengyue, but because he was worried that his identity would be exposed. He dared not imagine the consequences. It's not how his younger brother will treat himself.Will drive yourself away?Or send yourself back to where you came from?
And in this home, Xiao Zhe's love and Guan Hang's pampering made him addicted to it. Every night when he couldn't fall asleep, he would imagine that it would be great if he was really Sister Lusha's own child. He hated that woman, but he hoped that part of her blood could flow in him, so that he would be Guan Hang's younger brother in name, and he could truly become a member of this family.Gradually, he was hypnotized by himself. In fact, he is really sister Lusha's own child and Guan Hang's younger brother. Everyone said so, so it must be true...
In this family, Zheng Yuanfan can finally live a normal life, and it is better than the life before the Zheng family collapsed. He is grateful and respectful to Xiao Zhe, and grateful and worshipful to Guan Hang.But Guan Hang is really outstanding. He is mature, stable and majestic outside, obeys Xiao Zheyan at home and pampers his children. No one would dislike such a tall, handsome, responsible and family-friendly man.At some point, Zheng Yuanfan could no longer take his gaze away from Guan Hang. He envied Xiao Zhe, even Guan Xin and Xiao Miao, and envied them for having and enjoying Guan Hang's love justifiably. But he had to wear a false identity to stay by his side.
I have imagined countless times that if the person Guan Hang loves is me, if the person who forms a family with him is me... While restraining myself from having such unrealistic thoughts, but at the same time, I have an uncontrollable longing, so I have no choice but to say goodbye to myself. He said that he would bury this thought in his heart forever and never show it, as long as he could stay by Guan Hang's side silently all the time, he would never covet anything else.
But greed grows crazily. Just when I could hardly restrain myself anymore, a turning point happened. Xiao Zhe proposed to break up with Guan Hang. Is this a chance?Originally, Zheng Yuanfan thought so, and was secretly happy about it, but now he was so scared that he didn't know what to do.
Why did Xiao Zhe investigate himself?What caused him to doubt his identity?Now that he knows the truth for
What was left unsaid?What is he trying to do with this secret of his own?The more Zheng Yuanfan thought about it, the more afraid he became, and the more sad and wronged he became. Why is he not really Guan Hang's younger brother? If he had the same blood as Guan Hang, wouldn't he have such indiscriminate feelings towards him? Think, it won't be so painful?
Zheng Yuanfan can be sure that Guan Hang doesn't know about his identity, otherwise he will definitely make it clear with his character, and he will not accept deception.But what exactly was Xiao Zhe thinking? Why didn't he tell Guan Hang?When is he going to say it?Did he see his feelings for Guan Hang?So why did he propose to break up at this time?Doesn't he really want to separate, but just wants to take the opportunity to test something?
Although Xiao Zhe knew that he was not Guan Hang's younger brother, he couldn't confirm whether he knew the truth. If he didn't know the truth, then he could only blame good luck and trick others. It was just a misunderstanding. With Guan Hang's mind, he shouldn't He will make things difficult for himself, and even after getting along for so many years, he still has certain feelings for himself, and it is very likely that he will continue to treat himself as a younger brother.However, if he had known the truth early on, he would have deliberately deceived and misled him, used Guan Hang to rescue himself from the fire pit, and then deceived them to stay in this house. If he knew the truth, Guan Hang would never forgive himself!
The more Zheng Yuanfan thought about it, the more frightened he became. Did Xiao Zhe really have this idea?He left to make himself mistakenly think that there is an opportunity to take advantage of it. Once he shows his feelings for Guan Hang, he will expose himself in due course and expose everything about himself to Guan Hang?Why!Why can't you tolerate me like this?I didn't do anything to be sorry for you at all, I just wanted to stay by Guan Hang's side, I didn't do anything, just want to accompany him silently, can't it?Before he knew it, tears had already soaked half of the pillow, Zheng Yuanfan's fingers tightly grasped the corner of the pillow, biting his lips lightly, but silently made a decision in his heart.
Now that things have been like this, then it depends on how you fight for it, whether it is good or bad, success or failure, in short, you can't sit still.
The next morning, Guan Xin and Xiao Miao were arguing about going to the amusement park. Guan Hang had no choice but to agree to take them there, and then asked Zheng Yuanfan if he wanted to go together. The younger brother and the children are equated.
But Zheng Yuanfan shook his head and whispered, "Go and play, I won't go."
His voice was a little hoarse, and his speech was weak, but Guan Hang realized that Zheng Yuanfan's eyes were red and swollen, very scary, and couldn't help asking with concern, "What's wrong with your eyes?"
Zheng Yuanfan blocked his eyes with his hands uncomfortably, and said, "It seems to have an infection, I want to go to the hospital for a checkup, otherwise I will go play with you."
The little girl Guan Xin raised her face and said, "Little uncle, do you have trachoma? Is it contagious?"
Zheng Yuanfan smiled and said, "I don't know, I have to go to the doctor to find out, you should take Dad and Miaomiao to the amusement park quickly, don't get infected by the little uncle."
Guan Xin then replied, "Then little uncle, go to the doctor alone, don't be afraid, we are going to the amusement park."
Guan Hang raised his hand and rubbed Guan Xin's hair, and then said to Zheng Yuanfan, "Go to the hospital quickly, don't make it serious." Zheng Yuanfan nodded, waved at them, and watched the family of three leave.Then I packed up, put on sunglasses and went out.
Guan Hang was driving to the amusement park. The two little guys sat behind and chatted quietly. Xiao Miao whispered to Guan Xin, "Little uncle doesn't have trachoma anymore. He must have cried for a long time last night. Today's eyes will be swollen."
Guan Xin asked suspiciously, "Why are you crying, little uncle?"
Xiao Miao glanced at him and replied, "Then how would I know?"
Guan Xin asked again, "Then how do you know that if you cry at night, your eyes will be swollen the next day?"
Xiao Miao: "..."
Because I have had this experience before, I will not admit it!
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