Xiao Zhe returned to the bedroom after taking a shower. He put on a nightgown loosely, went to the bedside, lifted the quilt and lay down on the bed.Guan Hang was leaning on the bedside and reading a book. It was Xiao Zhe's newly published children's novel. He was reading it with gusto. When he saw Xiao Zhe getting into bed, he closed the book and put it on the bedside. Then he turned around and hugged Xiao Zhe.

Xiao Zhe pushed Guan Hang impatiently, Guan Hang groaned and entangled him again, Xiao Zhe couldn't help but said, "Don't be such a disgusting person, can you?"

Guan Hang pawed at him like an octopus, humming, "I love you..."

Xiao Zhe, "Get lost."

Guan Hang continued to be obsessed, whispering, "Xiao Zhe, I love you, I love the children... I love you more than myself." Lovers, relatives, and home are the most important things for Guan Hang, if not because he cares too much In the past, he would not mistakenly bring home Zheng Yuanfan, who he thought was his half-brother, and cause a series of troubles later.

Xiao Zhe curled the corner of his mouth slightly, and then said, "Don't be so nasty, okay?"

Guan Hang buried his face in Xiao Zhe's neck, and whispered, "I'm going to the hospital tomorrow."

Xiao Zhe's body froze for a moment, then he relaxed and replied, "Well, it's good to go for a checkup, relax, it's okay, you seem to be under a lot of pressure recently."

Guan Hang smiled and said, "If you really find something wrong with the inspection, you must not despise me."

Xiao Zhe thought that he couldn't be hit with this kind of thing, so he replied, "No, I won't despise you if you never lift in your life."

Guan Hang, "..."

After breakfast the next day and sending the two children to the school bus, Xiao Zhe looked at Guan Hang with a sad face and asked, "Shall I go to the hospital with you?"

Guan Hang hastily objected, "No, I'll go by myself!"

Xiao Zhe had no choice but to nod his head, then looked at Guan Hang and went out with a sad face.

It started with the reconciliation of the first two people. At that time, after the external advantages and internal troubles were resolved, the family was reunited, and everything seemed to be back to the past.In order to ease the mood of the family and let everyone forget the previous unhappiness, Guan Hang also specially arranged a long vacation. The family of three generations and six members went abroad for a good vacation.

The child is favored by Xiao's father and Xiao's mother. Guan Hang joked that he would make up a honeymoon with Xiao Zhe. These days, everyone really had a good time and relaxed a lot. The only fly in the ointment is probably that the two people's intercourse is not going well. up.

Xiao Zhe didn't notice anything wrong at first, they have slept together in the same bed for so many years, they are as familiar with each other's bodies as they are with their own.I don’t mention the passionate process, but after enjoying it, Xiao Zhe found that most of the time it was Guan Hang who took care of him with all his heart, and seldom went into battle with real swords and guns in person. He only thought that Guan Hang was trying to please himself and dare not be too indulgent , But when I got home, I found that this has always been the case.

Xiao Zhe also felt that Guan Hang felt guilty about the previous things, and it would be fine after a while, but after a while, Guan Hang's performance was not as good as before.If he was forbearing and ready to go before, now he seems to be suddenly unable to regain his glory. Although Guan Hang has been covering it up, Xiao Zhe can see that he seems to have something. No matter how hard you pretend to be okay, you can't hide your worry.

This phenomenon surprised both husband and wife. Guan Hang hid it at first, but then became really anxious. Xiao Zhe didn't dare to provoke him, and cooperated with him a few times, only to find that this guy who was originally very greedy in bed The man really "can't do it".

Xiao Zhe could only try his best to comfort him. Maybe it was because too many things happened before, and his heart hadn't calmed down yet, and the company's affairs may just be too stressful and tiring as the end of the year is approaching.Guan Hang was anxious at the beginning, then eager to prove it, and then remained silent for a few days. Then, under Xiao Zhe's comfort, he seemed to think about it, and decided to go to the hospital for a physical examination.

Guan Hang drove to the hospital, and secretly found the doctor who made an appointment. After some examinations, the doctor solemnly told him that there was nothing wrong with his body.

Guan Hang breathed a sigh of relief, in fact, he also knew in his heart that his problem was not in his body.

The doctor looked at him and said hesitantly, "Relax, sometimes a man's poor performance in this area may be due to being too tired and under great psychological pressure."

Guan Hang replied with a smile, "Thank you."

After leaving the hospital, Guan Hang drove the car around the street several times alone, and finally decided to drive out of the city.

There is an unnamed mountain outside the north of the city, and there is an unfamous temple on the mountain, which usually receives tourists and believers. Guan Hang has lived in this city for several years, but it is the first time to come here.

Parked the car at the foot of the mountain, Guan Hang slowly walked up the mountain along the concrete steps, all the way into the temple, he has never worshiped in his life

The gods and Buddhas have never had faith, and they don't know which hall to go to at this time, so they just followed others into the Daxiong Hall.

There are various Buddha statues enshrined in the hall, including the angry King Kong and the compassionate venerable. They are high above, looking down on the mortals kneeling below.

Guan Hang imitated others and knelt on the futon, put his palms together, and said silently in his heart, "I pray for the blessing of the Buddha, and bless my family with a stable and healthy life. I wish to worship incense for the rest of my life."

He silently recited it several times, stood up and took out his wallet, took out all the cash in it and put it into the merit box.Then he bowed again before turning around and going out.

Walking into the courtyard, he looked at the sky and sighed, then walked out slowly.Because he was absent-minded, he almost bumped into someone. He apologized muffledly, but he heard the other person ask with concern, "Is the benefactor okay?"

Only then did Guan Hang realize that the person he almost bumped into was a middle-aged monk, but although he was wearing a monk's robe, he still had hair and a pair of crooked smiling eyes, making him look very amiable.

Seeing that Guan Hang was silent, and seeing his tired face, the other party couldn't help but said, "You look very preoccupied, didn't you drive here? Be careful on the road."

After finishing speaking, he continued to walk up the mountain, his clothes fluttering as he moved, and he looked quite aloof, but Guan Hang hesitated for a moment, and suddenly stopped him, "Master, can you interpret dreams? "

The master turned around and replied with great interest, "Tell me about it."

Guan Hang lowered his eyes slightly, with a flash of pain in his eyes, and said, "I dreamed that because of my stupidity and miscalculation, my lover died unexpectedly, and he was deceived into thinking that I betrayed him, with hatred and regret If you want to leave, you will die without knowing the truth." Upon hearing this, the master smiled and replied, "It's just a dream, are you afraid that it will come true?"

Guan Hang said with a wry smile, "But that dream was so real, so real that I thought it was reality, but the current reality is actually my dream, and I am especially afraid that I will wake up from this dream."

Recalling the incomparably real scenes and feelings in the dream, Guan Hang felt his heart constrict and the pain was unbearable.

The master's expression changed slightly, and he said seriously, "Did you do anything to be ashamed of your lover?"

Guan Hang's body froze, and he nodded with shame on his face.

The master sighed softly and said, "You think about it every day and dream at night. Your dreams probably come from the pressure caused by your guilt. You can't face your lover subconsciously. What did you do? What, if it is something that can be forgiven, why not tell him clearly, you said that he didn't know the truth in his dream until he died, then for him, the so-called truth is too heavy for you, why not Let’s open up and talk about it.”

Guan Hang murmured, "You are right...but I..."

Seeing his hesitation, Master frowned slightly, feeling that Guan Hang's psychological pressure was more serious than what he showed, so he said, "Or you can talk to a psychiatrist first, listen Listen to the doctor's advice, and I can introduce you to my junior's clinic."

Guan Hang froze for a moment, thinking that he had hallucinations, and the master in front of him suggested that he should see a psychiatrist instead of listening to the teachings of the Buddha.

Seeing his shocked face, the master couldn't help but smiled and said, "I am worried because of love, and I am afraid because of love... Ah, I used to be a psychiatrist, and now I am leading a practice in the temple. I see you are full of worries." I can't help but want to remind you, please don't take it too seriously."

It turned out that this is also a person with a story, Guan Hang couldn't help but also smiled, and said to him, "Thank you for your advice, Master, I know what to do."

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