1987, I didn't know I would meet you

"This is the answer I gave you, and it's also what I want to ask you." Yang Zhenyu looked at me very seriously, uncharacteristically, and grabbed me even tighter with his left hand.For some reason, looking into his eyes, I started to panic, thumping, wanting to jump out of my throat.

I shook my head involuntarily, my mind went blank.The movie continued, with lines echoing across the room and bouncing back into our ears.We stared at each other for a long time, and finally Yang Zhenyu moved, still holding on to me, slowly stood up from the sofa, and walked slowly to my side.I kept staring into Yang Zhenyu's eyes, watching him walk into me slowly, until there was almost no distance between them.

I looked up at him slightly, and suddenly felt that although he was not much taller than me, he put a lot of pressure on me, especially now.

"What do you mean?" I finally asked with a frown, and looked at him with serious facial features on purpose.

"Hush..." Yang Zhenyu was not moved at all, but looked at me with the corners of my lips curled up, and put his finger on my lips in an extremely ambiguous manner, which instantly made me stiffen.

"You know what? I originally decided to give up..."

"But, do you know how happy I was when I found out that you didn't come to class for a week to give me a birthday present?"

The more I listened, the more confused I became. I could only watch Yang Zhenyu's mouth opening and closing to say some inexplicable words, but he himself was trembling with excitement.

"The thing that surprised me the most was tonight... Do you know who that woman is?"

Hearing what he said, I was startled for an instant, and immediately frowned and looked at him viciously.Seeing my reaction, he tilted his head slightly and let out a sneer, then climbed up with the other hand, stroked my hair, and grinned.

"Actually... she is not my girlfriend, nor is she the person I told you about, she is actually, actually my sister..." He breathed a little fast, and slowly leaned towards me, whispering in my ear. It sounds like a murmur, but it seems to me like a loud cannon.

"What did you say?!" I straightened him up in disbelief, looking back and forth on his face, hoping to find a trace of his lying.

"It's true. That's my sister, who used to live abroad. Today is my birthday, and she promised me to come back."

"So what I saw that day..." I suddenly realized, and couldn't help laughing at myself.

"What do you see?"

"It's nothing. If you just want to tell me this, finish it. It's getting late, it's time to go back." I straightened my face, took a big step back and opened the distance between the two, lowering my head expressionlessly , After finishing speaking, he turned and wanted to leave.

"Don't you want to know who that person is?" Yang Zhenyu chuckled, instead of holding me domineeringly, he raised his voice, confident that I would stop.

However, I was really spineless and stopped, my body seemed to be under a fixed spell, and I couldn't take a step no matter what.I know and go... know and go... I hypnotize myself like this.

"It's you."

After a long time, he opened his mouth and spit out two words in a clear voice.

I turned around and smiled.

"Do you think it's funny for you to tell this joke in such an atmosphere? Don't say it."

"The ghost is joking with you! It's always been you, Lin Zhiqing!"

I don't know which tendon was wrong, Yang Zhenyu suddenly jumped into a rage, stretched out his index finger and pointed at me unceremoniously, those who didn't know the posture thought they were going to fight me.

"I don't know what it means!" I thought he was really just joking and entertaining me, and I was also stupid, so I was really fooled... It's ridiculous.

"I'm telling the truth. You must think I'm crazy. I like you? I like a man. I laugh so hard." Yang Zhenyu's mood can change as soon as he says it. He lowered his head slightly with a melancholy expression, as if he had fallen into another world. .

I pursed my lower lip, but decided to listen.

"I don't know, since when... Maybe it was the time you helped me when I was drunk, or maybe it was when you looked at me stubbornly... I don't know, since when have I always wanted to mention you , thinking of you, whatever you do, you will think of what you did in a place I don't know..."

I stared at him fixedly, my face still expressionless, but my heart was full of turmoil.

"I always thought this was normal. After all, I never thought that I would like a man. I have always had a vague feeling for you, and it was Lu Manqing who frightened me later. In my eyes, you have never been with me I'm also relieved if any girl has too much intimate contact. She was ugly before, and I didn't think she was a threat, but she was dressed like that that day, and she was holding a handkerchief you gave her!"

"When did you two get along so well? I didn't even know! What 'you'll know who I am when you see this handkerchief' at that moment, I almost couldn't control it and snatched your tokens and tore them to pieces!"

"She likes you. Anyone with a discerning eye can see it. It couldn't be more clear. But I'm very satisfied with your stupid look that you can't figure it out. I knew everything about her confession to you in the dining hall that day. Anger is followed by unstoppable joy, you will never understand my urge to hit you and kiss you."

Speaking of this, Yang Zhenyu laughed, closed his eyes and shook his head, as if he couldn't help laughing at his absurd thoughts.