1987, I didn't know I would meet you

This time it seems that we have offended each other's anger point. For several days in a row, we haven't taken the initiative to speak, and we always leave like strangers when we meet.Even though I tossed and turned at night and couldn't sleep and kept thinking, I still couldn't figure it out. I couldn't keep up with Yang Zhenyu's thoughts.I really want to ask him what's wrong, but I can't open my mouth. I can't save my face. Whenever I think of Yang Zhenyu's cold face, my heart hurts.

As for Lu Manqing, that girl has been avoiding me for several days since I cried in anger that day, and I am not mentally prepared to face her face to face.Although I knew that she was not angry anymore, because I accidentally slipped the pair of feet behind me more than once, but I still couldn't take the initiative.Because I didn't know how to respond, since she had made it very clear that day, I couldn't turn a blind eye.But I only regard her as a friend, as a sister like Mengting, I never thought that she would... like me.

Sorry, I can't respond.Knowing that it's not easy for that girl to be confident, I don't want to hurt her self-esteem again.

After that incident, Xie Dong was also generous and didn’t annoy me. I smiled gratefully at him, and then lowered my head lonely. Isn’t it me who caused this predicament? Nothing will happen!

Looking at me, Ma Kun had no choice but to pat me on the shoulder comfortingly.

The time has entered the end of September, and the previously cool weather has suddenly become unbearable for people to wrap their clothes tightly.In the dormitory, Xie Dong exaggeratedly put on his scarf and gloves in advance.As soon as I came out of the library with the book in my arms, a gust of wind made me shiver. The cold air directly penetrated into my body from the neckline, cuffs, and trousers, irritating my body that was not very warm.Taking the time to go back home, the business at home is getting better and better. In this cold and windy weather, many people pour down several bowls of hot soup to warm up their stiff bodies all day long.

Both Zhiyuan and Mengting have also passed the high school entrance examination, and it is their first semester in the new school. Since their families are close, they don’t need to stay in the dormitory. Get dressed and watch them finish their breakfast before letting them off to school.The slowly improving life in the city has also made them white and fat, completely disappearing the sallow yellow that never faded before.

"How are you at school recently?" Facing my mother's kind greetings, my heart warmed up, and I smiled lightly.

"All, it's okay..."

"Really?" Obviously my mother saw my trance, she tilted her head with a smile in her eyes and waited for me to say it myself.But I lowered the corners of my lips, stopped talking and just stared at a certain place in thought, unable to speak if I didn’t want to.

As soon as he walked into the dormitory, he saw a familiar figure on the public phone set up by the school.I smiled, stepped forward and patted him, and when he turned his head and saw me, he showed a simple and honest smile and those beautiful big white teeth.

"Hello? Hello?" A girl's anxious and anxious voice came from the phone, and Tang Zhan quickly responded with the microphone in his arms, very obedient and obedient.I knew it must be Tang Jiajia.In fact, it's hard to imagine that the two of them have been dating for such a long time. To put it bluntly, it was just us who joined forces to deceive Tang Jiajia before. Maybe it was Tang Zhan, that silly boy. It's no exaggeration to be moved.Looking at Tang Zhan's happy smile, he couldn't help being stunned for a while, and there was a kind of envy, a kind of expectation, and a kind of sadness in his heart...

Panicked, I frowned and shook my head, thinking to get rid of these strange feelings quickly.I don't like myself like this, my mood is so complicated that I have a headache, and I don't want to have sex like a woman.For me, it's just devastation.

When I stood in front of that familiar bar again, it was an afternoon without classes.I've been really busy recently. I'm restless and restless. I think it's time to find something to do for myself.Because of the previous agreement, the work in the store was very smooth, but because of the start of school, Bowen no longer works in that store. He is still working in the school cafeteria introduced by the teacher.

Putting on my overalls, I started to clean up, wiping the spilled wine on the table, my mind was blank.I think this is very good. If you are busy, you won't see them in school. I don't have the energy to worry about it.But...

Carrying the garbage bag, I opened the back door.Suddenly, the bone-piercing cold air hit my face, and I was stunned.It has been more than one time, as if a hole was opened in my heart, no matter how thick I wear and wrap around warmly, I always feel the wind blowing to my heart, which is cold to the bone.

Closing my eyes, I held back the tears that were almost blown down by the wind, took a deep breath, adjusted my mood, opened the door and entered the store.

"You!" I was stunned, and then smiled in relief.I shouldn't be surprised that he appeared in this place, but he reacted greatly when he saw me, and his eyes kept chasing me.He lowered his head and walked into the bar as if nothing happened, picked up a rag and wiped the wine storage area in front of him.

I have always admired my calmness, so I instinctively cannot let myself down.I did it too, all night I could feel a bunch of gazes chasing me, I lowered my head and smiled without leaving any traces on my lips, and continued to do what I should do as if no one else was there.

"Zhiqing, I'm off work." The colleague who came to take over came over to greet me, nodded to him, and I went back to the lounge.Before leaving, I didn't look at Yang Zhenyu again, what difference does it make if I look or not... Walking out of the gate, I wrapped my coat tightly, feeling a little lost in my heart.

"Lin Zhiqing!" My feet stopped involuntarily, regretting why I was so worthless, and I stopped obediently.

"Lin Zhiqing." His voice moved from far to near, and finally stood in front of me.I lowered my head slightly, this is the first sentence he said to me in this month.I waited quietly, without making a sound, looking forward to his next words.

"Why are you there?" I knew he was going to ask this...

"I work there."

"Work? Do you really need money?"

"No, to pay back your money."

...

He choked suddenly and didn't speak for a long time.I raised my head slightly in doubt, and with just one glance, I bumped into his deep eyes, which deeply attracted my attention.

After a while he sighed slightly and said.

"Lin Zhiqing, why are you so stubborn..."