1987, I didn't know I would meet you

He put me on the bed, tore off my clothes and ran to take a shower.

In a daze, I pinched my thigh hard, and the pain made me cry out in pain, but fortunately I became more conscious.Struggling to sit up from the bed, I want to go home, after all, I never thought that I would sleep with other men than Yang Zhenyu, of course this is not possible, impossible, impossible...

"Uh!" My foot seemed to be tripped by a table leg, and suddenly I lost weight and threw myself forward.First there was a dull pain from my knee, I bit my lip tightly but still made a sound, my body was limp, my upper body also fell to the ground, my forehead was just carved on the hard floor, there was a bang with that force , Suddenly a feeling of soreness filled the entire brain nerve.

How can I meet people tomorrow... I am vague, I only have this idea.

The bathroom door was not locked yet, it was just opened a crack to cover it up. I think I must have startled the man taking a bath by making such a big noise just now.Sure enough, within a short while, he ran out of the bathroom in a panic wearing slippers. When he saw me lying on the ground, he exclaimed and quickly helped me sit on the bed.

I half-closed my eyes, and in a trance, my nose was filled with the smell of his soap, which made me dizzy even more.

He seems to have sobered up quickly, and he has stopped talking and smirking. Instead, he asked me worriedly.

"What's the matter with you? Why don't you lie on the bed and sleep?"

"I..." I tried to speak, and my dry throat was almost smoking. "I...no...I don't..."

"You don't matter, you don't, go to sleep!" The man said and wanted to put me down on the bed. How could I, when I was lying on the bed, I immediately rolled over and fell to the floor, and my knees hit hard again. After a while, there was a "boom", and the man couldn't help smacking his lips, so he ran to the bedside and picked me up without taking the trouble.

"I won't do it..." With all my strength, I squeezed out three words while struggling in his arms.

When his back touched the softness of the quilt securely, the man chuckled lightly, but he didn't make any further moves.Not long after, my upper body was gently lifted, and I could feel my lips touched a trace of cold water. Following my body's desire, I opened my mouth, catching the coldness that nourished my throat with big mouthfuls.

After drinking more than half of the glass, I was able to quench my thirst. I turned my head slightly, the water glass was removed from my mouth, and I was gently put down by the man again.After drinking water, my body felt much better, and I couldn't help but relax, squinting for a while in a daze.

Not long after, someone lifted the other side of the cup, and a warm body got in. I subconsciously knew who it was, and subconsciously moved to the side. The man seemed to see my intention, The big hand grabbed my arms and forcibly brought me over.

However, the man's hand was not idle, slowly moved from my waist to my chest, and scratched.

I felt something strange, I couldn't help laughing out with my eyes closed, and said in a hoarse voice.

"I'm not a woman..."

The man could only stretch out his hand in embarrassment.

"actually..."

I thought the man would let it go, but I didn't expect him to start talking.

"Actually, I'm not a stranger to you..." My eyes opened suddenly, shining brightly in the darkness. Although I couldn't see the other person clearly, I could see a general outline, but I didn't dare to ask , I can only wait quietly for him to take the initiative to speak.

"I don't know how long you've been spying on me... I didn't pay attention at first, but I don't think you know how conspicuous you are as a big man standing there. I found you by accident... At first, I didn't know what you were looking at, so focused. Then I realized that you were looking at me. But I never understood, what are you looking at?"

I hesitated for a moment, and spoke slowly.

"Your back... looks like a friend of mine..."

"That's all?"

"...that's all."

"I don't believe it, especially if you still reacted that way after hearing me tell you about opening a room."

"..."

"What about him now?"

"He's getting married."

"Feel sorry..."

"Tell me, am I sick?" After a long silence, I asked, but I didn't expect him to answer.

"Why do you say that?"

"...because I like men."

"The world is full of wonders, and your situation is not the only one."

"Don't you think it's disgusting, weird? Like a monster."

"...Then if I have another thought about you, I am also a monster."

I took a deep breath, turned over and lay down facing the ceiling. I was still a little dizzy, but my head was very clear.

"It's such a strange feeling. It's as if something you're used to is suddenly interrupted. Do you know how disturbing it is... Forgot how long ago, your windows were suddenly closed and never opened again, I Every time I come out of the bar, I have to squat on the side of the street for a long time, thinking about whether you will open the window."

I grinned silently, listening to his confession, my heart was calmer than ever, as if what I said had nothing to do with me.

"You know, the moment you walked in from the door today, I couldn't take my eyes off of you... I couldn't believe that you would appear in front of me, I deliberately pretended to be ignorant Just kidding, you really think I never knew you..."

When he said this, he slowly stopped, and turned his head to look at me.Because, sullenly, I screwed on his bare arm.