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When Shanshan received Shi Qi's call, she was with Lin Fan at the bar that Tao Ye had been to.

That day when Shi Qi asked her for a favor, she asked something seriously, but in the end she wanted to bring that woman to see her.

"I think her life is quite closed, maybe you can help her."

For Shi Qi's explanation, Shanshan couldn't help looking at her with probing eyes: "What do you want me to do for her?"

Shi Qi was silent for a while, as if he thought about his words: "She is the same as you, but...you are different. I think she has too few contacts, so she only looks at me."

Lin Fan didn't know what they were talking about or who they were talking about, and Shi Qi didn't have any distressed expression on his face, but his tone seemed to be planning for someone.And what is this?

"What is this?" Shanshan spoke out what Lin Fan was thinking, "If you don't like her, just reject her. Don't you know that the more you show concern, the harder it will be for her to give up on you? In this way, if you give some sunshine, it will be bright, but if you give it and take it back, leaving only darkness, then she will be miserable."

Shi Qi glanced at Shanshan in surprise.As a kindergarten teacher, Shanshan spends all day with children, and because of her own temperament, it is inevitable that her words will be cuter. Shi Qi seldom hears a big truth from her mouth: "I... Give her sunshine or something, since I have encountered this matter, it's just a convenience to stretch out my hand."

Shanshan looked at her a little speechlessly, but she didn't argue with her anymore, she suddenly became curious about what kind of woman was lingering around Shi Qi.

But Shanshan didn't expect to meet the woman named Tao Ye so soon.

Considering that the trouble started in this bar, it is better for Shi Qi to show up here less. Shanshan told Shi Qi to go to a KTV on the phone, and she went to open the private room first. convenient.

Lin Fan instinctively felt that there was a good show to watch, so he took off his overalls and followed suit.

When Shi Qi came, Shanshan was holding the microphone and singing vigorously. Lin Fan took two maracas to accompany her. When the door opened, Qi stepped in, followed by a small woman.

With a wave of Shanshan's hand, Lin Fan put down the maraca and stopped the music, and the room fell silent for a moment; Shanshan turned on the headlights in the room again, and every detail was revealed.

Naturally, Shanshan had been watching that woman since she came in.The light was dim just now, but now that the headlights were turned on, the woman named Tao Ye seemed a little unable to adapt, instead of continuing to walk in with Shi Qi, she stopped halfway along the road and closed her eyes slightly.

This person was wearing a white sportswear, which looked like he had just been exercising, and was dressed in a way that could obscure his personality.But clothing is only one aspect of judging people, and sometimes small habitual movements developed over a long period of time can explain the problem better.For example, when she closed her eyes and shrugged her shoulders just now, she looked like a person who was easily hurt-this was very different from what she imagined.

Shi Qi walked a few steps, turned around, Tao Ye had already opened his eyes, looking at her in a puzzled manner.

When Shi Qi said that he wanted to introduce her to friends, Tao Ye was simply flattered.She couldn't understand why Shi Qi did this behavior at all, so that she didn't notice that she was "sitting behind Shi Qi's electric car" when she was sitting behind Shi Qi's electric car, and she was thinking wildly all the way that she wanted to introduce herself to know him. What friends of hers.Tao Ye didn't even dare to think about what it would mean to bring herself to her circle of friends.

It wasn't until she got off the electric car that she suddenly woke up that she had missed something.

The two people's electric cars are in such a narrow space, sitting one behind the other, it is inevitable that there will be a touch, but she neither remembers where she bumped into Shi Qi, nor forgets to look at her back to her heart's content .

This frustration didn't dissipate until he saw clearly who was in the private room, but immediately gathered into a greater shock.

"Let me introduce you," Shi Qi said, "Her name is Shanshan, and this is Tao Ye, my dad's new student."

"I...I remember you." Tao Ye stared wide-eyed and stammered.

"Oh?" Shanshan smiled, and walked to Shi Qi's side, "It seems that there was a lot of noise that day." She pointed at Lin Fan, "Then do you remember her?"

Tao Ye looked at Lin Fan, but he didn't have any impression in his mind, so he shook his head embarrassingly.

That "Moon Palace" has Lin Fan's shares, but she prefers to be a waiter, and the people she contacts come and go, so she doesn't have much memory of Tao Ye.

But that doesn't matter, she's here for the show.

She originally came to see Shi Qi's play, but she didn't expect that Shi Qi didn't want to act in it at all.When Shi Qi came in, he saw a dart board hanging on the wall, so he bent down and grabbed a handful of darts from the coffee table drawer, and started playing darts.On the other side, Shanshan has already brought Tao Ye to the sofa, as if she wants to get to know him better.

Lin Fan smiled slightly.Shanshan and Shi Qi have known each other for many years, and the tacit understanding between them does not need to be conveyed in words, and the division of labor is natural.

Tao Ye, who was taken away by Shanshan, was a little uneasy. She turned her neck to look at Shi Qi, but saw that the other party had no intention of chatting with him at all, and bringing herself here was just like a task.

This so-called friend...Tao Ye was naturally very impressed, so she didn't even understand what it meant when Shi Qi brought her to meet Shanshan?

Ignoring Tao Ye's gaze on Shi Qi, Shanshan poured drinks for the two of them familiarly, creating an atmosphere of chatting: "It's okay, it's just us here, you can relax."

Tao Ye was even more embarrassed when his nervousness was seen through.She took a sip of the drink and found that it was ice, so her heart clenched into a ball: "You...you know."

I thought my thoughts were a secret that only each other knew, but it turned out to be someone else's topic of conversation. Thinking about what I have done, I still feel ashamed in my heart, and I don't know how unbearable it is in the eyes of others.Tao Ye's lips curled up, and he took it back hastily: "Yes...do you want to know me?"

Only these two sentences have a lot of content.Shanshan originally thought that a woman who dared to forcefully kiss Shi Qi must have a lot of courage; after hearing Shi Qi say that she had gone to practice Tai Chi, she felt that the man was really thick-skinned.But sometimes you don't need to be too delicate in courtship. If you are too delicate, you will look forward and backward, and worry about gains and losses, so it is actually right to go forward bravely.But this Tao Ye is not like that.No matter from the limbs holding the cup with the legs together, or the movement of lowering the eyes and bowing the head, it tells her that this is not a person who can be unscrupulous, and may even be covered with shackles.

Shanshan is too familiar with this kind of shackles. When you realize that you are different from most people, who will not struggle, but how to face it after struggling.

This woman, Tao Ye, is like a complex of contradictions.One side is cowardly and the other side is bold.People who dare to like Shiqi who doesn't like women have to be much more courageous than others; and the bolder they are, the more cowardly they will be, because it is difficult to get what is hard to get; and it is easy to lose what is hard to get All of the guts.

Shanshan sighed in her heart, she had always regarded Tao Ye as a joke, but only after meeting her did she realize that it was really not something that could make people laugh.She patted Tao Ye's shoulder: "I understand, it's fine."

Tao Ye raised his head slightly, the beautiful girl's eyes were comforting, more of a kind of understanding, which made her feel sour and a little bit bitter, both left and right were uncomfortable.But apart from the discomfort, there was also a slight sense of relief.This kind of liking is not a secret after all, it can be revealed and revealed.

Thinking of this, Tao Ye glanced at Shi Qi again, she had already sat with Lin Fan at the karaoke stand, as if she didn't care about what happened on her side at all.

"I didn't mean to know you, and I'm a little curious about you," Shanshan blinked playfully, "You know, I dare not do such a thing as kissing Shiqi forcefully."

Tao Ye's face turned red instantly, and he asked very shyly, "Why?"

"She learned Taijiquan," Shanshan stuck out her tongue. "I really know how to beat people, I'm afraid she will beat me."

Thinking of the pain in his ankle, although it was not Shi Qi's fault, it was also his retribution, so Tao Ye nodded with lingering fear.

"Hey," Shanshan asked casually, "how did you know you like women?"

Tao Ye was dumbfounded, and sat there stiffly for a long time, before letting out a breath, and slowly said: "At first I didn't feel that I was different from others, but when I was in high school, there was a female classmate who was very kind to me... She took good care of me. At that time, I went to school far away from home and was a boarding student... She didn't live there, so she often brought some home-made meals for me as extra meals..." Tao Ye recalled, at that time she In fact, he and that female classmate didn't confess anything to each other, but they got too close again. Amid the female classmate's meticulous care for her, Tao Ye, who had always been passive and shy, gradually felt some very subtle throbbing.That kind of ambiguity was so invisible that Tao Ye couldn't care less about thinking about practical issues.In fact, the field of vision at that age is very small, so small that there is only one person in front of you.

But ambiguity is called ambiguity because it is unclear, and things that are unclear are easy to fade away.

Tao Ye didn't know when that female classmate was getting far away from her, and she gradually got farther and farther away. She didn't have time to be sad, the college entrance examination was coming, and after the summer vacation, they were admitted to different schools. The power of distance is revealed.

She still doesn't know what the female classmate who has no contact with now thought about her back then, but she won't think about asking.Falling into the net bag of reality, she has gradually seen her own character, and gradually tightened the rope of the net bag, becoming distorted and deformed—she neither wants to turn back, nor can she chase the future she wants.

After hearing her story, Shanshan suddenly smiled.Lin Fan and Shi Qi turned up the volume of the speakers, and the two began to compete in karaoke, so she moved her seat and got closer to Tao Ye. She asked Tao Ye: "Do you think you were caught by that girl?" Did the classmate break the bend?"

Tao Ye was startled, then fell silent for a while.She really once thought that the female classmate was too kind to her, making her dreamy, and leading her to a different path from others. From then on, she might be lonely or lost, but in short, it might be difficult for her to have the simple happiness of ordinary people. up.It's just that people get tired, and they will compromise with reality in the end. What Tao Ye didn't expect was that in the only indulgence before the compromise, a man named Shi Qi would break into her life.

Tao Ye's silence was tantamount to acquiescence, but in this silence, Shanshan thought of many things at once.Same-sex love is also divided into nature and nurture.The innate may remain unchanged for 100 years, but the acquired is full of variables. How can a person who is already a variable turn others into a variable? It will be double the entanglement, or double the pain.Shanshan knew from the beginning what Shi Qi wanted from her.A person trapped in the misty forest, if he can take her out, maybe he will have a different vision.But Shanshan changed her mind.I can't explain why, but she just tried to avoid participating in their conversation, which made her feel a little inexplicably worried.Although Shi Qi has always expressed that she doesn't like it, there is no reason or preparation for love when it comes. There can be ten thousand reasons for not liking it, but what if it is the one in case that is more than ten thousand.

So Shanshan asked again leisurely: "Do you think you can still like men?"

Tao Ye gave her a blank look, why ask such a question, can you.

Facing such a silent person, Shanshan felt like she was singing a one-man show, but she still had to keep singing: "Then, have you been happy facing yourself who can only like women all these years?"

Tao Ye remained silent for a long time, then shook his head.

"In that case," Shanshan looked at Shi Qi who was staring at the screen seriously and singing, "do you want to make her like you?"

Tao Ye, who had been silent all this time, finally became mute and stared blankly at Shanshan.

Shanshan turned her head and said calmly: "Have you thought about it, if one day you get Shi Qi, and then one day you leave Shi Qi suddenly like that female classmate, what will happen to her?" Qi raised his chin, "Look at her, imagine."

Following Shanshan's instructions, Tao Ye slowly turned his head and looked at Shi Qi not far away.The music was so loud that their voices were completely drowned out.Every word of Shanshan followed the rhythm of the music, and never let a word leak in the gaps of the music, but Tao Ye could hear it clearly, and she even finally knew why Shi Qi took her Come meet Shanshan.

It turned out that she just changed the way to tell herself the answer through someone else's mouth.