[Love Tyrant] I like it more than I like it
Chapter 2 It was only revealed this morning, the abuse made me physically and mentally exhausted...
, There was movement in the water, and Morinaga suddenly poked his head out of the water, holding Masaki who was motionless in his arms.Zong Yi exclaimed in surprise: "Morinaga!" Holding back the pain in his feet, he walked towards Morinaga.Morinaga hugged Masaki and came to Soichi, handed Masaki to Soichi, panted and pointed to the shore, dragged his tired feet and barely moved to the shore and lay down on the grass.
Masaki's body was terribly soft, Zong wrapped his arms around his waist, trying to support him to the shore, but he didn't move half a step and Masaki collapsed limply.Zongyi was about the same height as Masaki, but weighed much lighter than Masaki. In addition, he never carried more than [-] kilograms of weight on weekdays. For a while, he had no way to get Masaki to the shore, so he had to let Masaki lie flat, and the lake water It's not deep, and the upper body supporting him can let him breathe.Zongyi supported Masaki, and felt more and more that something was wrong, even if he was in a coma, he wouldn't be so limp!He nervously moved his finger under Masaki's nose.His hands shook violently—God!Not breathing at all!He threw himself on Masaki in a panic, pressing against his chest, and finally heard the faint beating of his heart.He calmed down, not knowing the strength, he lifted Masaki up a few steps and walked to the shore, put Masaki flat on the lawn, and pressed Masaki's chest while recalling the life-saving knowledge he learned in middle school—— Be sure to let him spit out the water anyway.
Morinaga lay on the grass, turned his head sideways to watch Zong carry Masaki to the shore, pressed Masaki's chest, Zongyi frowned tightly, sighed and cursed in frustration.Morinaga felt that his physical strength had recovered a little, and said, "Senior, let me do it." Morinaga stood up tremblingly, walked to Masaki, squatted down and checked Masaki's pulse.Zong Yi cried and asked, "Is there any help?"
Morinaga nodded, although Masaki's pulse was very weak, it was definitely saved.He pinched Masaki's nose and mouth, ready to give him artificial respiration.Seeing this, Zongyi pushed Morinaga away and said, "I'll do it." He said in his heart, I was going to give him artificial respiration, but now my physical condition is much better than yours.Besides, who allowed you to give Masaki artificial respiration, hum!
Of course it's fine to hand over Masaki to the seniors.Morinaga stepped aside and sat on the ground to rest, his eyes followed Zongyi closely.Are you jealous, senior? You don't even mind if I give Masaki artificial respiration. The current situation should be very troublesome, but I feel a little happy in my heart.
"It should be like this..." Zongyi squeezed Masaki's mouth while recalling the knowledge in the textbook, took a deep breath and was about to blow into Masaki's mouth.Suddenly, Masaki trembled all over, coughed weakly, and spit out a lot of water from the side of his head.After a violent cough, Zong Yi hurriedly helped him press his chest.Morinaga also came over and rubbed Masaki's cold and stiff arms and legs.After a while, Masaki slowly opened his eyes, and looked at the two people in front of him in disbelief. "you?"
"Don't talk, have a good rest!" Zong Yi said.After tossing in the lake for a long time, he didn't know that it was Morinaga who came to rescue him.
The morning sun was shining evenly on the ground. Although it was only seven o'clock, it was already very warm.Masaki's body temperature was slowly recovering, he felt sore all over his body, and his head was heavy.After calming down, I gradually became sleepy.
Zongyi looked at Masaki's even and slow breathing, felt Morinaga's body temperature leaning on him, a heart that was hanging in the air finally fell down.He bumped Morinaga with his elbow, although he didn't use much force, Morinaga couldn't help exclaiming softly: "It hurts...Senior, can you give me a breath before hitting me again?" Zong threw himself into Morinaga's arms , with his head buried on Morinaga's bare chest.Zong Yi clenched his fist and punched Morinaga's strong back a few times, and then hugged Morinaga tightly, "Big idiot!" After hearing his choked up voice, he realized that he was actually crying.Warm tears stuck to Morinaga's skin, because of the temperature Morinaga couldn't help trembling, put his arms around Zongyi, stroked his back gently, and comforted him like a sad kitten at home.
Zong Yi managed to hold back his tears, "You and him were underwater for more than two minutes...you...you don't know how worried I am..."
Morinaga, who was exhausted to the limit, pressed Zongyi into his arms with the little remaining strength, and comforted him in a hoarse voice: "Senior, I'm fine, but I made you worry again. I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
"You can't do such a dangerous thing in the future, I won't allow you to do it again! Do you hear me!"
"Well, no more." Morinaga lowered his head and kissed Zongichi's ear lightly, causing the person in his arms to tremble.Zongyi pushed Morinaga away, blushed, and changed the subject, "Stop sitting here, let's find a place for Masaki to rest for a while."
Morinaga got up and picked up the T-shirt that was thrown on the lawn before going into the water. After putting it on, he pointed to the cabin not far away, "Go there."
Zong Yi stared at the cabin without focus, as if he was looking at other things through the cabin.He instinctively didn't want to go to the wooden house, but when Morinaga picked up Masaki and walked towards the wooden house, he had to obediently follow behind them.
[twelve] wooden house
12.1
The door of the wooden house was ajar, and after Morinaga knocked open the door, he walked into the room and put Masaki on the sofa to lie down. He squeezed Masaki's wrist to test his pulse. Although the heartbeat was very slow, it was not life-threatening.He pushed away the debris piled up on the chair, wiped it with toilet paper, and said to Zong Yi: "Senior, come and rest for a while." Zong Yi came and took Morinaga on the chair, "You should have a good rest, don't worry about it." Me." Morinaga looked at Zong Yi movedly, "Then I'm going to sleep, senior will take care of Brother Mazaki." Zong nodded.
The cabin was very narrow, Zong Yi stepped lightly on the rotten floor, fearing that it would break if he exerted too much force.There were only two rooms in the cabin—the living, dining, and bedroom complex they were in, and a simple kitchen in the back for one person.There is a single bed in the corner of the living room, a sofa next to the bed, and an old desk in front of the sofa where the coffee table should have been.Everything in the house, including the desk and the bed, was covered with dust. Zong Yi went to the desk and picked up a book on it. The dust hit his face, choking him so much that he couldn't help coughing, so he quickly covered it. mouth, for fear of waking Morinaga and Masaki who had just fallen asleep.In Zongyi's hand was a high school mathematics tutorial book, and the name written on the lower right corner of the cover caught his attention—Masaki Junya.Why Masaki?He refused to look at the few books left on the table as if resisting, but he couldn't control his eyes and found the most dazzling four words on the cover of a teaching supplement for the first year of high school - Zhebo Morinaga.No wonder Morinaga is so familiar with this Morinaga, it turned out that he and Masaki lived here... Zongyi felt his heart tightening slowly, and put the book in his hand back on the table, and the dust raised was flying randomly under the direct sunlight.
He looked around the hut, and finally his eyes fell on Morinaga. He rested one hand on his thigh, and put the other casually by his side, leaning his head on the back of the dilapidated sofa. What a comfortable position, but a deep sleep.He slowly retreated to the wall, leaning against the wall, the low roof of the wooden house and the suffocating emotions made him unable to breathe.Walking outside the cabin, the bright sunlight made him squint his eyes when he stood at the door, and raised his arms to block the sun.In the early morning many years ago, did Morinaga and Masaki greet such a morning light together?Then Morinaga prepared breakfast for Masaki, and Masaki sat on the not-so-old sofa and read Morinaga's homework, preparing to explain to him the wrong questions... Thinking of this, Zongyi shook his head weakly, with a helpless smile on the corner of his mouth .I am so bored.
Well, I have to admit, I'm really jealous that Masaki saw Morinaga's boyhood that I couldn't touch.Zong Yi put down his arm that blocked the sun, but his eyes were still sore and sore, probably because today's sun was extremely scorching.
12.2
The trees in the forest are not dense, and the gap between the trees is enough for a small car to pass through.Zong Yi dragged his injured foot aimlessly for a while, then stopped to rest under the shade of a tree, picked off a branch of a coniferous shrub beside him and observed it carefully.He leaned against a pine tree and took out the cigarette case, opened the lid and shook it, there was still half a pack of cigarettes left, he took out one in his mouth, and fumbled for the lighter in his shirt pocket, but the pocket was empty.Huh?Lost it?
Zong Yi turned his head and stared intently into the distance, the off-road vehicle that Jibei lent them was parked on the grass across the lake.
After Zongyi left the woods, he walked along the lake for a while and came to the car. He opened the door and sat down on the driver's seat. When he went to rescue Masaki in the morning, he didn't close the door and window, and the car keys were lying on the window. On the stage, if this is not an inaccessible forest, the consequences would be completely unimaginable.Zong Yi felt something pressed against his back, reached out to touch it, and found a crumpled newspaper—the newspaper he found in the trunk this morning.
He found the lighter and lit a cigarette, adjusted the seat more comfortably and began to read the newspaper.This is the newspaper from three days ago. I quickly browsed the opened page, and there is no special news, nothing more than a certain shopping mall invited a certain celebrity to carry out a big promotion, and an interview with a certain business elite, and The reporter unannounced visits to the food found by the people and the like.Turning to the other side of the newspaper, his eyes were immediately firmly attracted by the headlines on the front page.
The cigarette burned slowly between Zongyi's fingers, and he completely forgot to inhale.After carefully reading every word and every sentence in the report, all the words turned into sharp needles that pierced his heart fiercely—a fire broke out in the laboratory of N University, which burned down the experimental equipment and experimental data; In the food poisoning incident of N University, three students have fallen into a coma, and many others have continued to get worse; so far, the ingredients of the original poison have not been analyzed, and the hospital is helpless in terms of detoxification... helpless?That is to say, the poisoned person has not been rescued so far?And this was already three days ago, isn't the situation even worse today.Has anyone already died?
Zong Yi's hand holding the newspaper began to tremble at some point, and he didn't notice that the cigarette ash fell on his pants.Move your gaze to the lower right corner of the newspaper, where there is a familiar photo - his graduation photo.The photo appeared here not to report his great achievements, but wanted wanted written impressively under the photo.Now not only suspected of poisoning, but also arson.
"Zong Yi."
A voice suddenly sounded behind him, startling Zong Yi.He quickly crumpled the newspaper and stuffed it behind his back, turned around and saw that the person who was speaking was Masaki.Zongyi moved unnaturally on the seat, and squeezed the newspaper hidden behind him, "Are you awake?" Masaki stared at him closely, with a stern and thoughtful expression on his face - saw the newspaper The content on the website said: "You took Zhebo to escape with you, have you thought about the consequences? You don't care about his future at all, do you?"
Zong Yi lowered his head and did not say a word, nor did he explain the situation along the way.He ignored Masaki, closed the window, and lay down on the steering wheel in frustration, just wanting to be alone.I want to yell at Masaki: Take care of your own affairs first!Don't kill yourself easily!But in the end he didn't say it.He didn't take care of his own affairs, did he?
"Hey! Aren't you going to surrender? Either you surrender, or I call the police!" Masaki said while slapping the window desperately. "The reason for the poisoning is an operation error, right? Even if it was a mistake, what do you do if you run away?" Because you are the one chosen by Zhebo, I am willing to believe that you are not a cruel murderer, but you must bear the consequences.
Zongyi's head lying on the steering wheel was buried deeper into his arms, and the thin car window could not block Masaki's words at all.You're right, it's possible that I made a mistake in the operation, and I should bear the consequences. It's nothing for me to run away!I also implicated Morinaga!I should turn myself in!
Zong Yi slowly raised his head, looking into the distance in confusion, his eyes were out of focus.When Masaki saw it, he thought to himself, has he wavered?Said, "You can do whatever you want, I'm going to take Zhebo back to Fukuoka."
What?He wants to take Morinaga away?Zong Yi suddenly opened the car door and got out of the car, grabbing Masaki who turned around and walking back. Masaki didn't expect Zong Yi to make a sudden move, he tried his best to break free from the hand holding his clothes, turned around and shouted: "What are you doing!"
"Where are you taking Morinaga?" Zong Yi clenched his fists.
"Go back to Fukuoka! Or go to Tokyo, go to Nara! In short, I will leave you!"
"Try to say it again!" Soichi's fist hit Masaki's face straight.
"Ouch!" The sudden fist made Masaki take a few steps back before he could stand still. His forehead felt hot, and he rushed forward and kicked Zong's belly hard.Zong Yi thought, I did not learn Chinese boxing for nothing.He dodged to the right to avoid Masaki's attack, but at this moment his sprained foot seemed to be dislocated with a click, he bent down to hold his ankle, at this time Masaki rushed forward and was about to throw him to the ground with his head in his arms.Zong Yi raised his head and bumped against Masaki's chin, "Ah!" Masaki yelled and retreated to the side, spitting to the side, it was full of blood. "I don't understand how Zhebo would like a lunatic like you!"
Zongyi endured the pain to rush forward to punch Masaki a few more times.He was suddenly hugged from behind, and he could guess that it was Morinaga who rushed out of the wooden house without turning his head.
"Senior, what are you and Brother Masaki doing?" Morinaga tightly hugged Soichi's hand, fearing that he would be impulsive again.
Zongyi gradually calmed down in Morinaga's arms, and Masaki stood aside, clutching his injured chin.Morinaga let go of Zongyi, "Senior, calm down." Zongyi nodded silently, and sat on the grass in front of the car.Morinaga rummaged in the car for a while, finally found a band-aid, and handed it to Masaki, "Brother Masaki, I'm sorry, senior is indeed a bit impulsive and violent."
"More than a little! It's too impulsive! Too irritable!" Masaki said, "This kind of person..." I wanted to say that you can bear this kind of person, but seeing Zhebo's obsessive eyes on Zongyi, I couldn't say it.Waving to Morinaga, "I'm just biting my tongue, there's no need to put a Band-Aid on it."
Morinaga pointed at the corner of his mouth to Masaki, "There are also wounds outside, bleeding."
Masaki let go of the hand holding his chin, and opened his palm to see that there was indeed a lot of blood on it.He took the Band-Aid from Morinaga's hand, walked to the car window, and looked up at the wound.
Morinaga returned to Zongyi and asked in a low voice; "Senior, what happened?"
Zongyi turned his head and looked away, "It's nothing..." Let me tell you that I'm afraid that Masaki will take you away from me?No, I can't say that!He raised his head to meet Morinaga's pupils, expecting to see anger in his eyes, but only read heartache in the deep pupils.What the hell am I doing... Masaki is just trying to help Morinaga from the standpoint of a friend, while I am completely overwhelmed by jealousy and have been fighting for the wind.Huh!No, it's not jealousy, I just don't want Morinaga and Masaki to get hurt when they get together.
Morinaga saw that Zongyi had no desire to explain, so he stopped asking, squatted down to check Zongyi's feet, and carefully pressed Zongyi's ankle that was swollen like a steamed bun, "Fortunately, there is no dislocation, and it is so swollen that you are no longer allowed to walk! "
"How is it possible! Do you want me to lie on the bed? There is always time to go to the car or to the bathroom!" Zong Yi said.
Morinaga leaned close to Soichi's ear, "At that time, I will carry you."
Morinaga's deliberately low voice made Zongyi blush and his heart beat, he raised his head to avoid it, Morinaga chased after him and bit his earlobe, touched his tongue lightly and then withdrew.Zong Yi glared at Morinaga angrily, his cheeks flushed to his neck, and he looked at Masaki with a guilty conscience. Fortunately, Masaki was dealing with the wound at the corner of his mouth, and his back was turned to them. If this scene was seen, he would have the heart to beat Morinaga.
In fact, Masaki had seen everything through the car window, he couldn't help but smile helplessly with his injured mouth, and shook his head.I thought, Zhebo is hopeless, maybe I should help him.
Zong Yi touched his ankle with his hand, and couldn't help but gasped. Morinaga saw him and quickly pulled him back, "When Brother Masaki recovers, we'll go to the town to find a doctor to show you."
Zongyi looked at Masaki's back and thought, is this person really the one who Morinaga got up from the lake in the morning, looking for life and death?Recovery is pretty fast.However, I tied him because I got injured right after the script.Zong Yi looked at Morinaga thoughtfully, and said, "Morinaga, I have something to ask you, come here."
"Huh?" Morinaga was about to find some medicine for his foot injury, and immediately returned to his side when he heard Zongyi's call, "Senior, what's wrong?"
"How long have you and Masaki lived together here?"
"Ah?" Morinaga hurriedly turned Zongyi's head to himself, looked at him seriously, and held Zongyi's hand tightly, "Senior, listen to me, during the summer vacation of the first year of high school, Masaki and I came here to review Homework, don't be angry if you haven't lived together before."
"Understood." Zongyi avoided Morinaga's gaze.Where am I angry?It's just that I feel uncomfortable.
Morinaga didn't guess Zongyi's thoughts, and anxiously thought that Zongyi was even more jealous because he didn't explain clearly. "It's not what you think. At that time, Masaki-san and I were not together."
"Don't care about me! Don't report to me one by one." Zong Yi said, "And I don't want to hear about the past, it has nothing to do with me."
"What about the future? Is my senior willing to hear about my future?"
"Isn't the future here yet? Why are you so anxious! Besides, I'm still willing to participate in your future..." Zong Yi's voice became smaller and smaller, and a red cloud burned on his cheeks.
"Senior, thank you." Morinaga buried his head in Zongyi's neck, he thought he would be resisted, but Zongyi gently stroked his hair, "Idiot, you penetrated into my life like a virus The core is gone, if you can’t delete it, it will hurt my software and hardware.”
"Wow, I turned out to be such a powerful virus!" Morinaga looked at Zongyi shyly turned his face away, but the corner of his eyes still stayed on him.The senior is looking at me, I also want to look at the senior, seriously for the rest of my life.No, a lifetime is not enough.However, I don't know why when I think about my life, I feel uneasy, as if something bad is about to happen.Forget it, don't think about it, anyway, today's senior is gentle and proactive. "Senior, I like you so much..."
【Thirteen】Leave
13.1
Although it was only after nine o'clock in the morning, the three of them felt that it was more than half a day, because too many things happened in just a few hours.
Morinaga helped Zongyi up from the ground, and accompanied him to walk slowly towards the wooden house, with Masaki following behind them. .
The cabinets in the kitchen of the wooden house are full of dust because they have not been cleaned all year round, and the original color cannot be seen. There are six cans of instant porridge, four breads and an unopened one-liter box of milk by the sink.Morinaga turned on the faucet with almost all his strength, and the turbid tap water rushed out, and it took 10 minutes for clear water to appear.He laughed and said to himself naturally: "How lucky!" If there is no tap water, the lake water can only be used.He found the small stainless steel pot used many years ago with ease, knocked on the bottom of the pot, and couldn't help but widen his eyes - the pot was not broken.Put the cleaned pot on the gas stove and tried to turn on the fire a few times, but unfortunately it couldn't be ignited at all.Morinaga saw Zongyi sitting slantedly on the sofa and fell asleep, his face was full of exhaustion.He walked out of the cabin to look for firewood without saying hello to Masaki.
13.2
"Hey! Don't pretend to be asleep, Morinaga is out." Masaki said to Soichi.
Zong Yi sat up slowly, and gave Masaki a displeased look.Was it because I didn't want to see anyone that I pretended to be asleep?He even deliberately woke me up.
"I still say that, I want to take Zhebo back to Fukuoka." Masaki said.
"What do you know! Isn't it enough for you to hurt Morinaga so badly?" Zongyi felt a little heartbroken when he thought of Morinaga's hurt eyes when he said that Mazaki liked Guobo but fell in love with him.
Masaki raised the corners of his mouth and looked at Zongichi mockingly, "We are both evil spirits, we have harmed the Morinaga family."
"The Morinaga family? What do you mean?"
"A few days ago, Guobo and I went to my hometown in Fukuoka, Guobo came out..."
"Oh." Zong Yi tried his best to answer calmly, but in fact, there was already a huge wave in his heart.He knew how serious the family's opposition was when Morinaga came out, and he also knew how heartbroken he was when his younger brother came out.Guobo coming out of the closet again will definitely make things worse for the Morinaga family.
"Do you have any cigarettes?" Masaki asked.
Zong Yi took out the unfinished half-pack of cigarettes and handed it to Masaki. Masaki took out one from it and lit it, took a deep breath, and exhaled a stream of smoke before continuing: "I haven't seen his family, but they are outside the door. I heard a lot of harsh words, some scolded Guobo, and some scolded Zhebo. I couldn't stand it, so I ran away." He took another drag on his cigarette, and shook the ash on the table with his hand, "But I didn't run away. I just lived in a hotel next to Morinaga’s house, Guobo should have looked for me everywhere, but he certainly wouldn’t have guessed that I was next to his house.” He supported his chin with the hand holding the cigarette, turned his head seriously Staring at Zong Yi, "Do you know what I finally saw?"
Zong Yi was a little embarrassed by being stared at, and unconsciously moved to the side. "What?"
"On the second day after Guobo came out, I saw an ambulance go to his house, and doctors and nurses in white coats went to his house to carry a person into the car. It was too far away at that time, and I didn't see clearly what was being carried away. Who is it? Later I secretly went to the hospital and saw that Morinaga's father had a stroke, and Morinaga's mother was persuading his father to pretend that he hadn't given birth to these two unfilial sons."
After Masaki finished speaking in one breath, Zongyi froze in place after hearing it, only Masaki's deep and sad eyes were in front of him, could this be the reason for Masaki's suicide?Because of guilt and self-blame?and I?My position is exactly the same as that of Masaki. I am also responsible for Morinaga's father's stroke.Maybe Masaki is right, Morinaga went back to Fukuoka to accompany his father, married a wife and had children to live a normal life, isn't that what I expected at first?
"I think, if I die, Kobo will be able to return to the normal world." Masaki said, "As for Zhebo, I stick to my original idea and let him go back to Fukuoka to see his father." The cigarette was burning in Masaki's hand, and he picked it up After taking a sip, he paused for a long time before vomiting, "I don't think Zhebo can be happy with you. Zhebo was originally a very interesting person, but since he fell in love with you, he only knows how to study academics and do experiments, and has become dull. No fun!"
happiness?Morinaga suppressed himself for me?Zongyi was confused. From the very beginning, Morinaga followed behind and yelled "Senior, I like you" all day long.Although I always love random estrus regardless of location and occasion, but he is a competent assistant at work and takes good care of me in life. I always seem to take these things for granted and never think about his life. Whether I'm happy... I haven't even considered whether I'm happy...
Maybe I should go back and turn myself in.But before that, I at least have to ask Morinaga himself, is it really that hard to be with me?Zong Yi stood up slowly.
"Where are you going?" Masaki asked.
Zong Yi didn't answer, and walked forward slowly while dragging his injured foot.I'm going to find Morinaga.
Masaki walked lightly behind Zongyi, raised his elbow and slammed Zongichi on the head.Zong Yi groaned and fell softly into Masaki's arms.Masaki hugged Zongyi to lie down on the sofa, Zong's glasses slipped to the ground with his head on one side.Masaki squatted in front of the sofa, his eyes moved from Zongyi's cheeks to his feet, he picked up a strand of Zongyi's long silver hair and wrapped it around his fingers, and said to himself naturally: "He looks really good, but his personality is too bad ..." He let go of Zong Yi's hair, shook Zong Yi, "Hey, can you hear me?" Looking at Zong Yi's unresponsive face, he shrugged, thinking that he should wake up soon.
13.3
Zong Yi heard a noise in the haze, turned over and was about to continue sleeping, but unexpectedly fell to the ground.He woke up completely, and it turned out that he was not lying on the big bed at home, but on the sofa in the cabin.The noise did not come from a dream, but from the kitchen.He stood up, wiped off the dust on his pants, found his glasses in the corner of the sofa and put them on, then lowered his head to check his injured foot, and found that the ankle was wrapped in gauze with ground green herbs, which should be handled by Morinaga.I tried to move my ankle, but it didn't hurt so much anymore.Looking at the sky outside, you can't see the sun, but the sun is evenly sprinkled on the ground, the leaves of the grass and bushes are drooping, it should be noon now.How did I fall asleep?And my head hurts a bit.Zong Yi rubbed his head, and walked towards the kitchen without remembering what happened before.
Zong Yi walked to the kitchen door of the cabin, the quarrel had stopped, and there was a burst of milky smell from the kitchen. He was about to ask if he had something to eat, but the scene in front of him made him speechless——Mori Yong Facing him, he hugged Masaki tightly, and Masaki obediently nestled in Morinaga's arms.Morinaga's hand gently stroked Masaki's hair.
How many times has the temperature in that embrace warmed me up?How many times did those hands comfort me... But now, I am just someone standing by and watching.What happened after I fell asleep on the couch just now?No, I fell asleep because Masaki knocked me out.That's what Masakiguchi meant by saying that I can't bring Morinaga happiness.Could it be that Masaki directed and acted in a scene from the very beginning?Masaki's sudden appearance in the forest where we got lost was already strange.But how did Masaki know about our itinerary?Could it be Morinaga?If it was Morinaga who took the initiative to tell Masaki that we were coming to the forest, then it would make sense... Moreover, Morinaga left me and returned to Masaki to return the property to its original owner.When he separated from Masaki back then, the pain reached the point of giving up on himself, so it would be nice to be able to reconcile as before.Anyway, I don't like Morinaga pestering me, and I finally got rid of it... It's time for me to surrender...
The car was still parked on the other side of the lake, but Zong Yi didn't even look at the car, and went straight to the depths of the forest.After walking for more than ten minutes, the pain in his ankle made Zong Yi slower and slower. He found a flat grass and sat down. He looked up at the scorching sun through the gaps between the branches, and couldn't judge the direction according to the midday sun... But , I don't know which direction the road is at all, even if I can judge, it is useless.He grinned helplessly through his chapped lips.The air in the forest is stuffy and humid, making it hard to breathe.Zong was too hungry early in the morning, but he didn't feel hungry, he just felt weak all over.Putting the injured foot on the raised mound, looking at the gauze that was wrapped so well, I was agitated, and I simply reached out and tore off all the dressing and threw it aside.It's not interesting to sit here, if Morinaga and the others come out to look for it, wouldn't it be trouble for them.Thinking of this, he stood up staggeringly, and walked forward, something caught his clothes, he didn't look back, and pulled forward vigorously, a big hole was pulled out of the shirt sleeve with a "squeak", and his arm There was also a sharp pain.Pulling open the tattered shirt, he saw a whitish cut on his arm, and when he pressed it, a string of blood beads appeared, but the wound was not deep, so he didn't bother to care, got up and walked away from the cabin.
13.4
"Brother Masaki, please, don't make trouble." Morinaga hugged Masaki tightly, and he managed to calm down only by restraining him in his arms.
"Who's making trouble?" Masaki said.
Calming Masaki, Morinaga let go of the hands that bound him.After bandaging Zongyi's injured foot more than ten minutes ago, he walked into the kitchen, just in time to see Masaki holding a knife to cut his wrist.It took a lot of effort to grab the knife from Masaki's hand and throw it aside, but Masaki still clamored to commit suicide.In desperation, I did something sorry for the senior, but it happened suddenly, and I didn't do it on purpose. I silently hoped that Mazaki would not mention this matter in front of the senior. "Brother Masaki, what happened?"
Masaki slid against the wall and sat on the ground, wanting to tell Morinaga the current situation of Morinaga's family, but seeing Morinaga's exhausted expression, he shook his head and changed his mind, "I had a fight with your brother."
"Does the quarrel lead to suicide?" Morinaga said, "My brother is looking for you everywhere, and he asked me to help him find it. I thought it would be great to meet you here, and I can ask my brother to pick you up."
"Don't call him!" Masaki looked up at Morinaga, his eyes full of anxiety and sadness.Guobo is probably taking care of their father. "I'll go back myself."
Morinaga glanced at the burnt milk wearily, sighed, took a can of instant porridge on the cabinet and handed it to Masaki, took two more cans and went out.While walking, he said: "Senior, get up and have porridge."
Seeing the empty room, the porridge in Morinaga's hand fell to the ground with a "slap", and there was no sign of the senior in the room.Senpai must have seen me hug Masaki-san!Oops!
Morinaga rushed out of the wooden house and saw Isogai's off-road vehicle still parked in place. Since the senior didn't drive, he couldn't go too far.He was so anxious that his brain was congested, he couldn't think about which direction the senior was most likely to go, so he got in the car and started the engine and drove to the door of the wooden house, shouting: "Brother Masaki, come with me to find the senior, get in the car!"
Masaki was a little reluctant but got into the car anyway.
13.5
Zong Yi knew all the plants in the forest, he was even familiar with their cells, but at this moment he looked at the towering trees and shrubs around him, they all looked exactly the same.He gave up identification, because identification is meaningless, just go forward, no matter where he can go...
A river appeared in front of him, could it be the river where Morinaga had fished when he came here?Although the upper reaches of the river are not necessarily the exit of the forest, at least you won’t starve to death if you walk along the river. There are fish in the river and firewood in the forest.Circular water ripples suddenly appeared on the river surface, and I knew it was the ripples formed by fish approaching the water surface.He stopped and stared ahead. About 500 meters away, suddenly a huge white monster flashed past, and then black, yellow, and red giants flashed past, some from left to right. Right, some from right to left.Seeing this picture, he felt refreshed from head to toe.There should be a road there, and the behemoth passing by is of course not a monster, but a car.
Enduring the foot injury, he walked to the side of the road, trying to stop the passing vehicles.No matter where the car is going, as long as there is a car willing to take him, because he only wants to surrender to the nearest police station.He wants this to end.
Zong Yi's outstretched arms were a little stiff, and the vehicles passing by him all avoided him and drove away quickly. Just as he was about to stop at the side of the road to rest for a while, a black Toyota sedan stopped in front of him. before.The car window lowered slowly, and a man wearing sunglasses, a black suit, and short hair in a well-manicured manner poked his head out, "Do you want a ride?"
Zong nodded.
"Come on." The man turned sideways and reached out to open the door of the back seat of the car.
"Thank you." Zong Yi sat down in the back seat, and the man handed over a bottle of mineral water.Zong Yi took it in his hands, feeling as moved as if he had caught a bottle of holy water, licked his chapped lips, unscrewed the cap of the bottle, and prepared to drink it dry in one go.The man saw his movements and said, "You should moisten your lips first, and then drink it in small sips. Drinking too quickly is not good for your lungs when you are severely dehydrated."
"Oh." Zong Yi obediently moistened his lips before taking a small sip of water.He was waiting for the man to ask him where he was going and why he appeared on the road in such a mess.But the man started the car and drove out without saying anything.Maybe he'll ask later.Zong thought.He adjusted his sitting posture, and relaxed on the soft back seat, feeling as if he had never been so comfortable in his life.He reached out to straighten his disheveled hair, and when he raised his eyes, he inadvertently met the eyes of the man watching him from the rearview mirror.The man found Zong Yi looking at him and looked away in embarrassment.Zong Yi was very uncomfortable being looked at by those eyes. He searched for suitable adjectives in his mind, and after searching for a long time, he found that "the cat that saw the fish" was the most suitable to describe the man.So, you are a fish?He suddenly understood that the man looked at him
Masaki's body was terribly soft, Zong wrapped his arms around his waist, trying to support him to the shore, but he didn't move half a step and Masaki collapsed limply.Zongyi was about the same height as Masaki, but weighed much lighter than Masaki. In addition, he never carried more than [-] kilograms of weight on weekdays. For a while, he had no way to get Masaki to the shore, so he had to let Masaki lie flat, and the lake water It's not deep, and the upper body supporting him can let him breathe.Zongyi supported Masaki, and felt more and more that something was wrong, even if he was in a coma, he wouldn't be so limp!He nervously moved his finger under Masaki's nose.His hands shook violently—God!Not breathing at all!He threw himself on Masaki in a panic, pressing against his chest, and finally heard the faint beating of his heart.He calmed down, not knowing the strength, he lifted Masaki up a few steps and walked to the shore, put Masaki flat on the lawn, and pressed Masaki's chest while recalling the life-saving knowledge he learned in middle school—— Be sure to let him spit out the water anyway.
Morinaga lay on the grass, turned his head sideways to watch Zong carry Masaki to the shore, pressed Masaki's chest, Zongyi frowned tightly, sighed and cursed in frustration.Morinaga felt that his physical strength had recovered a little, and said, "Senior, let me do it." Morinaga stood up tremblingly, walked to Masaki, squatted down and checked Masaki's pulse.Zong Yi cried and asked, "Is there any help?"
Morinaga nodded, although Masaki's pulse was very weak, it was definitely saved.He pinched Masaki's nose and mouth, ready to give him artificial respiration.Seeing this, Zongyi pushed Morinaga away and said, "I'll do it." He said in his heart, I was going to give him artificial respiration, but now my physical condition is much better than yours.Besides, who allowed you to give Masaki artificial respiration, hum!
Of course it's fine to hand over Masaki to the seniors.Morinaga stepped aside and sat on the ground to rest, his eyes followed Zongyi closely.Are you jealous, senior? You don't even mind if I give Masaki artificial respiration. The current situation should be very troublesome, but I feel a little happy in my heart.
"It should be like this..." Zongyi squeezed Masaki's mouth while recalling the knowledge in the textbook, took a deep breath and was about to blow into Masaki's mouth.Suddenly, Masaki trembled all over, coughed weakly, and spit out a lot of water from the side of his head.After a violent cough, Zong Yi hurriedly helped him press his chest.Morinaga also came over and rubbed Masaki's cold and stiff arms and legs.After a while, Masaki slowly opened his eyes, and looked at the two people in front of him in disbelief. "you?"
"Don't talk, have a good rest!" Zong Yi said.After tossing in the lake for a long time, he didn't know that it was Morinaga who came to rescue him.
The morning sun was shining evenly on the ground. Although it was only seven o'clock, it was already very warm.Masaki's body temperature was slowly recovering, he felt sore all over his body, and his head was heavy.After calming down, I gradually became sleepy.
Zongyi looked at Masaki's even and slow breathing, felt Morinaga's body temperature leaning on him, a heart that was hanging in the air finally fell down.He bumped Morinaga with his elbow, although he didn't use much force, Morinaga couldn't help exclaiming softly: "It hurts...Senior, can you give me a breath before hitting me again?" Zong threw himself into Morinaga's arms , with his head buried on Morinaga's bare chest.Zong Yi clenched his fist and punched Morinaga's strong back a few times, and then hugged Morinaga tightly, "Big idiot!" After hearing his choked up voice, he realized that he was actually crying.Warm tears stuck to Morinaga's skin, because of the temperature Morinaga couldn't help trembling, put his arms around Zongyi, stroked his back gently, and comforted him like a sad kitten at home.
Zong Yi managed to hold back his tears, "You and him were underwater for more than two minutes...you...you don't know how worried I am..."
Morinaga, who was exhausted to the limit, pressed Zongyi into his arms with the little remaining strength, and comforted him in a hoarse voice: "Senior, I'm fine, but I made you worry again. I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
"You can't do such a dangerous thing in the future, I won't allow you to do it again! Do you hear me!"
"Well, no more." Morinaga lowered his head and kissed Zongichi's ear lightly, causing the person in his arms to tremble.Zongyi pushed Morinaga away, blushed, and changed the subject, "Stop sitting here, let's find a place for Masaki to rest for a while."
Morinaga got up and picked up the T-shirt that was thrown on the lawn before going into the water. After putting it on, he pointed to the cabin not far away, "Go there."
Zong Yi stared at the cabin without focus, as if he was looking at other things through the cabin.He instinctively didn't want to go to the wooden house, but when Morinaga picked up Masaki and walked towards the wooden house, he had to obediently follow behind them.
[twelve] wooden house
12.1
The door of the wooden house was ajar, and after Morinaga knocked open the door, he walked into the room and put Masaki on the sofa to lie down. He squeezed Masaki's wrist to test his pulse. Although the heartbeat was very slow, it was not life-threatening.He pushed away the debris piled up on the chair, wiped it with toilet paper, and said to Zong Yi: "Senior, come and rest for a while." Zong Yi came and took Morinaga on the chair, "You should have a good rest, don't worry about it." Me." Morinaga looked at Zong Yi movedly, "Then I'm going to sleep, senior will take care of Brother Mazaki." Zong nodded.
The cabin was very narrow, Zong Yi stepped lightly on the rotten floor, fearing that it would break if he exerted too much force.There were only two rooms in the cabin—the living, dining, and bedroom complex they were in, and a simple kitchen in the back for one person.There is a single bed in the corner of the living room, a sofa next to the bed, and an old desk in front of the sofa where the coffee table should have been.Everything in the house, including the desk and the bed, was covered with dust. Zong Yi went to the desk and picked up a book on it. The dust hit his face, choking him so much that he couldn't help coughing, so he quickly covered it. mouth, for fear of waking Morinaga and Masaki who had just fallen asleep.In Zongyi's hand was a high school mathematics tutorial book, and the name written on the lower right corner of the cover caught his attention—Masaki Junya.Why Masaki?He refused to look at the few books left on the table as if resisting, but he couldn't control his eyes and found the most dazzling four words on the cover of a teaching supplement for the first year of high school - Zhebo Morinaga.No wonder Morinaga is so familiar with this Morinaga, it turned out that he and Masaki lived here... Zongyi felt his heart tightening slowly, and put the book in his hand back on the table, and the dust raised was flying randomly under the direct sunlight.
He looked around the hut, and finally his eyes fell on Morinaga. He rested one hand on his thigh, and put the other casually by his side, leaning his head on the back of the dilapidated sofa. What a comfortable position, but a deep sleep.He slowly retreated to the wall, leaning against the wall, the low roof of the wooden house and the suffocating emotions made him unable to breathe.Walking outside the cabin, the bright sunlight made him squint his eyes when he stood at the door, and raised his arms to block the sun.In the early morning many years ago, did Morinaga and Masaki greet such a morning light together?Then Morinaga prepared breakfast for Masaki, and Masaki sat on the not-so-old sofa and read Morinaga's homework, preparing to explain to him the wrong questions... Thinking of this, Zongyi shook his head weakly, with a helpless smile on the corner of his mouth .I am so bored.
Well, I have to admit, I'm really jealous that Masaki saw Morinaga's boyhood that I couldn't touch.Zong Yi put down his arm that blocked the sun, but his eyes were still sore and sore, probably because today's sun was extremely scorching.
12.2
The trees in the forest are not dense, and the gap between the trees is enough for a small car to pass through.Zong Yi dragged his injured foot aimlessly for a while, then stopped to rest under the shade of a tree, picked off a branch of a coniferous shrub beside him and observed it carefully.He leaned against a pine tree and took out the cigarette case, opened the lid and shook it, there was still half a pack of cigarettes left, he took out one in his mouth, and fumbled for the lighter in his shirt pocket, but the pocket was empty.Huh?Lost it?
Zong Yi turned his head and stared intently into the distance, the off-road vehicle that Jibei lent them was parked on the grass across the lake.
After Zongyi left the woods, he walked along the lake for a while and came to the car. He opened the door and sat down on the driver's seat. When he went to rescue Masaki in the morning, he didn't close the door and window, and the car keys were lying on the window. On the stage, if this is not an inaccessible forest, the consequences would be completely unimaginable.Zong Yi felt something pressed against his back, reached out to touch it, and found a crumpled newspaper—the newspaper he found in the trunk this morning.
He found the lighter and lit a cigarette, adjusted the seat more comfortably and began to read the newspaper.This is the newspaper from three days ago. I quickly browsed the opened page, and there is no special news, nothing more than a certain shopping mall invited a certain celebrity to carry out a big promotion, and an interview with a certain business elite, and The reporter unannounced visits to the food found by the people and the like.Turning to the other side of the newspaper, his eyes were immediately firmly attracted by the headlines on the front page.
The cigarette burned slowly between Zongyi's fingers, and he completely forgot to inhale.After carefully reading every word and every sentence in the report, all the words turned into sharp needles that pierced his heart fiercely—a fire broke out in the laboratory of N University, which burned down the experimental equipment and experimental data; In the food poisoning incident of N University, three students have fallen into a coma, and many others have continued to get worse; so far, the ingredients of the original poison have not been analyzed, and the hospital is helpless in terms of detoxification... helpless?That is to say, the poisoned person has not been rescued so far?And this was already three days ago, isn't the situation even worse today.Has anyone already died?
Zong Yi's hand holding the newspaper began to tremble at some point, and he didn't notice that the cigarette ash fell on his pants.Move your gaze to the lower right corner of the newspaper, where there is a familiar photo - his graduation photo.The photo appeared here not to report his great achievements, but wanted wanted written impressively under the photo.Now not only suspected of poisoning, but also arson.
"Zong Yi."
A voice suddenly sounded behind him, startling Zong Yi.He quickly crumpled the newspaper and stuffed it behind his back, turned around and saw that the person who was speaking was Masaki.Zongyi moved unnaturally on the seat, and squeezed the newspaper hidden behind him, "Are you awake?" Masaki stared at him closely, with a stern and thoughtful expression on his face - saw the newspaper The content on the website said: "You took Zhebo to escape with you, have you thought about the consequences? You don't care about his future at all, do you?"
Zong Yi lowered his head and did not say a word, nor did he explain the situation along the way.He ignored Masaki, closed the window, and lay down on the steering wheel in frustration, just wanting to be alone.I want to yell at Masaki: Take care of your own affairs first!Don't kill yourself easily!But in the end he didn't say it.He didn't take care of his own affairs, did he?
"Hey! Aren't you going to surrender? Either you surrender, or I call the police!" Masaki said while slapping the window desperately. "The reason for the poisoning is an operation error, right? Even if it was a mistake, what do you do if you run away?" Because you are the one chosen by Zhebo, I am willing to believe that you are not a cruel murderer, but you must bear the consequences.
Zongyi's head lying on the steering wheel was buried deeper into his arms, and the thin car window could not block Masaki's words at all.You're right, it's possible that I made a mistake in the operation, and I should bear the consequences. It's nothing for me to run away!I also implicated Morinaga!I should turn myself in!
Zong Yi slowly raised his head, looking into the distance in confusion, his eyes were out of focus.When Masaki saw it, he thought to himself, has he wavered?Said, "You can do whatever you want, I'm going to take Zhebo back to Fukuoka."
What?He wants to take Morinaga away?Zong Yi suddenly opened the car door and got out of the car, grabbing Masaki who turned around and walking back. Masaki didn't expect Zong Yi to make a sudden move, he tried his best to break free from the hand holding his clothes, turned around and shouted: "What are you doing!"
"Where are you taking Morinaga?" Zong Yi clenched his fists.
"Go back to Fukuoka! Or go to Tokyo, go to Nara! In short, I will leave you!"
"Try to say it again!" Soichi's fist hit Masaki's face straight.
"Ouch!" The sudden fist made Masaki take a few steps back before he could stand still. His forehead felt hot, and he rushed forward and kicked Zong's belly hard.Zong Yi thought, I did not learn Chinese boxing for nothing.He dodged to the right to avoid Masaki's attack, but at this moment his sprained foot seemed to be dislocated with a click, he bent down to hold his ankle, at this time Masaki rushed forward and was about to throw him to the ground with his head in his arms.Zong Yi raised his head and bumped against Masaki's chin, "Ah!" Masaki yelled and retreated to the side, spitting to the side, it was full of blood. "I don't understand how Zhebo would like a lunatic like you!"
Zongyi endured the pain to rush forward to punch Masaki a few more times.He was suddenly hugged from behind, and he could guess that it was Morinaga who rushed out of the wooden house without turning his head.
"Senior, what are you and Brother Masaki doing?" Morinaga tightly hugged Soichi's hand, fearing that he would be impulsive again.
Zongyi gradually calmed down in Morinaga's arms, and Masaki stood aside, clutching his injured chin.Morinaga let go of Zongyi, "Senior, calm down." Zongyi nodded silently, and sat on the grass in front of the car.Morinaga rummaged in the car for a while, finally found a band-aid, and handed it to Masaki, "Brother Masaki, I'm sorry, senior is indeed a bit impulsive and violent."
"More than a little! It's too impulsive! Too irritable!" Masaki said, "This kind of person..." I wanted to say that you can bear this kind of person, but seeing Zhebo's obsessive eyes on Zongyi, I couldn't say it.Waving to Morinaga, "I'm just biting my tongue, there's no need to put a Band-Aid on it."
Morinaga pointed at the corner of his mouth to Masaki, "There are also wounds outside, bleeding."
Masaki let go of the hand holding his chin, and opened his palm to see that there was indeed a lot of blood on it.He took the Band-Aid from Morinaga's hand, walked to the car window, and looked up at the wound.
Morinaga returned to Zongyi and asked in a low voice; "Senior, what happened?"
Zongyi turned his head and looked away, "It's nothing..." Let me tell you that I'm afraid that Masaki will take you away from me?No, I can't say that!He raised his head to meet Morinaga's pupils, expecting to see anger in his eyes, but only read heartache in the deep pupils.What the hell am I doing... Masaki is just trying to help Morinaga from the standpoint of a friend, while I am completely overwhelmed by jealousy and have been fighting for the wind.Huh!No, it's not jealousy, I just don't want Morinaga and Masaki to get hurt when they get together.
Morinaga saw that Zongyi had no desire to explain, so he stopped asking, squatted down to check Zongyi's feet, and carefully pressed Zongyi's ankle that was swollen like a steamed bun, "Fortunately, there is no dislocation, and it is so swollen that you are no longer allowed to walk! "
"How is it possible! Do you want me to lie on the bed? There is always time to go to the car or to the bathroom!" Zong Yi said.
Morinaga leaned close to Soichi's ear, "At that time, I will carry you."
Morinaga's deliberately low voice made Zongyi blush and his heart beat, he raised his head to avoid it, Morinaga chased after him and bit his earlobe, touched his tongue lightly and then withdrew.Zong Yi glared at Morinaga angrily, his cheeks flushed to his neck, and he looked at Masaki with a guilty conscience. Fortunately, Masaki was dealing with the wound at the corner of his mouth, and his back was turned to them. If this scene was seen, he would have the heart to beat Morinaga.
In fact, Masaki had seen everything through the car window, he couldn't help but smile helplessly with his injured mouth, and shook his head.I thought, Zhebo is hopeless, maybe I should help him.
Zong Yi touched his ankle with his hand, and couldn't help but gasped. Morinaga saw him and quickly pulled him back, "When Brother Masaki recovers, we'll go to the town to find a doctor to show you."
Zongyi looked at Masaki's back and thought, is this person really the one who Morinaga got up from the lake in the morning, looking for life and death?Recovery is pretty fast.However, I tied him because I got injured right after the script.Zong Yi looked at Morinaga thoughtfully, and said, "Morinaga, I have something to ask you, come here."
"Huh?" Morinaga was about to find some medicine for his foot injury, and immediately returned to his side when he heard Zongyi's call, "Senior, what's wrong?"
"How long have you and Masaki lived together here?"
"Ah?" Morinaga hurriedly turned Zongyi's head to himself, looked at him seriously, and held Zongyi's hand tightly, "Senior, listen to me, during the summer vacation of the first year of high school, Masaki and I came here to review Homework, don't be angry if you haven't lived together before."
"Understood." Zongyi avoided Morinaga's gaze.Where am I angry?It's just that I feel uncomfortable.
Morinaga didn't guess Zongyi's thoughts, and anxiously thought that Zongyi was even more jealous because he didn't explain clearly. "It's not what you think. At that time, Masaki-san and I were not together."
"Don't care about me! Don't report to me one by one." Zong Yi said, "And I don't want to hear about the past, it has nothing to do with me."
"What about the future? Is my senior willing to hear about my future?"
"Isn't the future here yet? Why are you so anxious! Besides, I'm still willing to participate in your future..." Zong Yi's voice became smaller and smaller, and a red cloud burned on his cheeks.
"Senior, thank you." Morinaga buried his head in Zongyi's neck, he thought he would be resisted, but Zongyi gently stroked his hair, "Idiot, you penetrated into my life like a virus The core is gone, if you can’t delete it, it will hurt my software and hardware.”
"Wow, I turned out to be such a powerful virus!" Morinaga looked at Zongyi shyly turned his face away, but the corner of his eyes still stayed on him.The senior is looking at me, I also want to look at the senior, seriously for the rest of my life.No, a lifetime is not enough.However, I don't know why when I think about my life, I feel uneasy, as if something bad is about to happen.Forget it, don't think about it, anyway, today's senior is gentle and proactive. "Senior, I like you so much..."
【Thirteen】Leave
13.1
Although it was only after nine o'clock in the morning, the three of them felt that it was more than half a day, because too many things happened in just a few hours.
Morinaga helped Zongyi up from the ground, and accompanied him to walk slowly towards the wooden house, with Masaki following behind them. .
The cabinets in the kitchen of the wooden house are full of dust because they have not been cleaned all year round, and the original color cannot be seen. There are six cans of instant porridge, four breads and an unopened one-liter box of milk by the sink.Morinaga turned on the faucet with almost all his strength, and the turbid tap water rushed out, and it took 10 minutes for clear water to appear.He laughed and said to himself naturally: "How lucky!" If there is no tap water, the lake water can only be used.He found the small stainless steel pot used many years ago with ease, knocked on the bottom of the pot, and couldn't help but widen his eyes - the pot was not broken.Put the cleaned pot on the gas stove and tried to turn on the fire a few times, but unfortunately it couldn't be ignited at all.Morinaga saw Zongyi sitting slantedly on the sofa and fell asleep, his face was full of exhaustion.He walked out of the cabin to look for firewood without saying hello to Masaki.
13.2
"Hey! Don't pretend to be asleep, Morinaga is out." Masaki said to Soichi.
Zong Yi sat up slowly, and gave Masaki a displeased look.Was it because I didn't want to see anyone that I pretended to be asleep?He even deliberately woke me up.
"I still say that, I want to take Zhebo back to Fukuoka." Masaki said.
"What do you know! Isn't it enough for you to hurt Morinaga so badly?" Zongyi felt a little heartbroken when he thought of Morinaga's hurt eyes when he said that Mazaki liked Guobo but fell in love with him.
Masaki raised the corners of his mouth and looked at Zongichi mockingly, "We are both evil spirits, we have harmed the Morinaga family."
"The Morinaga family? What do you mean?"
"A few days ago, Guobo and I went to my hometown in Fukuoka, Guobo came out..."
"Oh." Zong Yi tried his best to answer calmly, but in fact, there was already a huge wave in his heart.He knew how serious the family's opposition was when Morinaga came out, and he also knew how heartbroken he was when his younger brother came out.Guobo coming out of the closet again will definitely make things worse for the Morinaga family.
"Do you have any cigarettes?" Masaki asked.
Zong Yi took out the unfinished half-pack of cigarettes and handed it to Masaki. Masaki took out one from it and lit it, took a deep breath, and exhaled a stream of smoke before continuing: "I haven't seen his family, but they are outside the door. I heard a lot of harsh words, some scolded Guobo, and some scolded Zhebo. I couldn't stand it, so I ran away." He took another drag on his cigarette, and shook the ash on the table with his hand, "But I didn't run away. I just lived in a hotel next to Morinaga’s house, Guobo should have looked for me everywhere, but he certainly wouldn’t have guessed that I was next to his house.” He supported his chin with the hand holding the cigarette, turned his head seriously Staring at Zong Yi, "Do you know what I finally saw?"
Zong Yi was a little embarrassed by being stared at, and unconsciously moved to the side. "What?"
"On the second day after Guobo came out, I saw an ambulance go to his house, and doctors and nurses in white coats went to his house to carry a person into the car. It was too far away at that time, and I didn't see clearly what was being carried away. Who is it? Later I secretly went to the hospital and saw that Morinaga's father had a stroke, and Morinaga's mother was persuading his father to pretend that he hadn't given birth to these two unfilial sons."
After Masaki finished speaking in one breath, Zongyi froze in place after hearing it, only Masaki's deep and sad eyes were in front of him, could this be the reason for Masaki's suicide?Because of guilt and self-blame?and I?My position is exactly the same as that of Masaki. I am also responsible for Morinaga's father's stroke.Maybe Masaki is right, Morinaga went back to Fukuoka to accompany his father, married a wife and had children to live a normal life, isn't that what I expected at first?
"I think, if I die, Kobo will be able to return to the normal world." Masaki said, "As for Zhebo, I stick to my original idea and let him go back to Fukuoka to see his father." The cigarette was burning in Masaki's hand, and he picked it up After taking a sip, he paused for a long time before vomiting, "I don't think Zhebo can be happy with you. Zhebo was originally a very interesting person, but since he fell in love with you, he only knows how to study academics and do experiments, and has become dull. No fun!"
happiness?Morinaga suppressed himself for me?Zongyi was confused. From the very beginning, Morinaga followed behind and yelled "Senior, I like you" all day long.Although I always love random estrus regardless of location and occasion, but he is a competent assistant at work and takes good care of me in life. I always seem to take these things for granted and never think about his life. Whether I'm happy... I haven't even considered whether I'm happy...
Maybe I should go back and turn myself in.But before that, I at least have to ask Morinaga himself, is it really that hard to be with me?Zong Yi stood up slowly.
"Where are you going?" Masaki asked.
Zong Yi didn't answer, and walked forward slowly while dragging his injured foot.I'm going to find Morinaga.
Masaki walked lightly behind Zongyi, raised his elbow and slammed Zongichi on the head.Zong Yi groaned and fell softly into Masaki's arms.Masaki hugged Zongyi to lie down on the sofa, Zong's glasses slipped to the ground with his head on one side.Masaki squatted in front of the sofa, his eyes moved from Zongyi's cheeks to his feet, he picked up a strand of Zongyi's long silver hair and wrapped it around his fingers, and said to himself naturally: "He looks really good, but his personality is too bad ..." He let go of Zong Yi's hair, shook Zong Yi, "Hey, can you hear me?" Looking at Zong Yi's unresponsive face, he shrugged, thinking that he should wake up soon.
13.3
Zong Yi heard a noise in the haze, turned over and was about to continue sleeping, but unexpectedly fell to the ground.He woke up completely, and it turned out that he was not lying on the big bed at home, but on the sofa in the cabin.The noise did not come from a dream, but from the kitchen.He stood up, wiped off the dust on his pants, found his glasses in the corner of the sofa and put them on, then lowered his head to check his injured foot, and found that the ankle was wrapped in gauze with ground green herbs, which should be handled by Morinaga.I tried to move my ankle, but it didn't hurt so much anymore.Looking at the sky outside, you can't see the sun, but the sun is evenly sprinkled on the ground, the leaves of the grass and bushes are drooping, it should be noon now.How did I fall asleep?And my head hurts a bit.Zong Yi rubbed his head, and walked towards the kitchen without remembering what happened before.
Zong Yi walked to the kitchen door of the cabin, the quarrel had stopped, and there was a burst of milky smell from the kitchen. He was about to ask if he had something to eat, but the scene in front of him made him speechless——Mori Yong Facing him, he hugged Masaki tightly, and Masaki obediently nestled in Morinaga's arms.Morinaga's hand gently stroked Masaki's hair.
How many times has the temperature in that embrace warmed me up?How many times did those hands comfort me... But now, I am just someone standing by and watching.What happened after I fell asleep on the couch just now?No, I fell asleep because Masaki knocked me out.That's what Masakiguchi meant by saying that I can't bring Morinaga happiness.Could it be that Masaki directed and acted in a scene from the very beginning?Masaki's sudden appearance in the forest where we got lost was already strange.But how did Masaki know about our itinerary?Could it be Morinaga?If it was Morinaga who took the initiative to tell Masaki that we were coming to the forest, then it would make sense... Moreover, Morinaga left me and returned to Masaki to return the property to its original owner.When he separated from Masaki back then, the pain reached the point of giving up on himself, so it would be nice to be able to reconcile as before.Anyway, I don't like Morinaga pestering me, and I finally got rid of it... It's time for me to surrender...
The car was still parked on the other side of the lake, but Zong Yi didn't even look at the car, and went straight to the depths of the forest.After walking for more than ten minutes, the pain in his ankle made Zong Yi slower and slower. He found a flat grass and sat down. He looked up at the scorching sun through the gaps between the branches, and couldn't judge the direction according to the midday sun... But , I don't know which direction the road is at all, even if I can judge, it is useless.He grinned helplessly through his chapped lips.The air in the forest is stuffy and humid, making it hard to breathe.Zong was too hungry early in the morning, but he didn't feel hungry, he just felt weak all over.Putting the injured foot on the raised mound, looking at the gauze that was wrapped so well, I was agitated, and I simply reached out and tore off all the dressing and threw it aside.It's not interesting to sit here, if Morinaga and the others come out to look for it, wouldn't it be trouble for them.Thinking of this, he stood up staggeringly, and walked forward, something caught his clothes, he didn't look back, and pulled forward vigorously, a big hole was pulled out of the shirt sleeve with a "squeak", and his arm There was also a sharp pain.Pulling open the tattered shirt, he saw a whitish cut on his arm, and when he pressed it, a string of blood beads appeared, but the wound was not deep, so he didn't bother to care, got up and walked away from the cabin.
13.4
"Brother Masaki, please, don't make trouble." Morinaga hugged Masaki tightly, and he managed to calm down only by restraining him in his arms.
"Who's making trouble?" Masaki said.
Calming Masaki, Morinaga let go of the hands that bound him.After bandaging Zongyi's injured foot more than ten minutes ago, he walked into the kitchen, just in time to see Masaki holding a knife to cut his wrist.It took a lot of effort to grab the knife from Masaki's hand and throw it aside, but Masaki still clamored to commit suicide.In desperation, I did something sorry for the senior, but it happened suddenly, and I didn't do it on purpose. I silently hoped that Mazaki would not mention this matter in front of the senior. "Brother Masaki, what happened?"
Masaki slid against the wall and sat on the ground, wanting to tell Morinaga the current situation of Morinaga's family, but seeing Morinaga's exhausted expression, he shook his head and changed his mind, "I had a fight with your brother."
"Does the quarrel lead to suicide?" Morinaga said, "My brother is looking for you everywhere, and he asked me to help him find it. I thought it would be great to meet you here, and I can ask my brother to pick you up."
"Don't call him!" Masaki looked up at Morinaga, his eyes full of anxiety and sadness.Guobo is probably taking care of their father. "I'll go back myself."
Morinaga glanced at the burnt milk wearily, sighed, took a can of instant porridge on the cabinet and handed it to Masaki, took two more cans and went out.While walking, he said: "Senior, get up and have porridge."
Seeing the empty room, the porridge in Morinaga's hand fell to the ground with a "slap", and there was no sign of the senior in the room.Senpai must have seen me hug Masaki-san!Oops!
Morinaga rushed out of the wooden house and saw Isogai's off-road vehicle still parked in place. Since the senior didn't drive, he couldn't go too far.He was so anxious that his brain was congested, he couldn't think about which direction the senior was most likely to go, so he got in the car and started the engine and drove to the door of the wooden house, shouting: "Brother Masaki, come with me to find the senior, get in the car!"
Masaki was a little reluctant but got into the car anyway.
13.5
Zong Yi knew all the plants in the forest, he was even familiar with their cells, but at this moment he looked at the towering trees and shrubs around him, they all looked exactly the same.He gave up identification, because identification is meaningless, just go forward, no matter where he can go...
A river appeared in front of him, could it be the river where Morinaga had fished when he came here?Although the upper reaches of the river are not necessarily the exit of the forest, at least you won’t starve to death if you walk along the river. There are fish in the river and firewood in the forest.Circular water ripples suddenly appeared on the river surface, and I knew it was the ripples formed by fish approaching the water surface.He stopped and stared ahead. About 500 meters away, suddenly a huge white monster flashed past, and then black, yellow, and red giants flashed past, some from left to right. Right, some from right to left.Seeing this picture, he felt refreshed from head to toe.There should be a road there, and the behemoth passing by is of course not a monster, but a car.
Enduring the foot injury, he walked to the side of the road, trying to stop the passing vehicles.No matter where the car is going, as long as there is a car willing to take him, because he only wants to surrender to the nearest police station.He wants this to end.
Zong Yi's outstretched arms were a little stiff, and the vehicles passing by him all avoided him and drove away quickly. Just as he was about to stop at the side of the road to rest for a while, a black Toyota sedan stopped in front of him. before.The car window lowered slowly, and a man wearing sunglasses, a black suit, and short hair in a well-manicured manner poked his head out, "Do you want a ride?"
Zong nodded.
"Come on." The man turned sideways and reached out to open the door of the back seat of the car.
"Thank you." Zong Yi sat down in the back seat, and the man handed over a bottle of mineral water.Zong Yi took it in his hands, feeling as moved as if he had caught a bottle of holy water, licked his chapped lips, unscrewed the cap of the bottle, and prepared to drink it dry in one go.The man saw his movements and said, "You should moisten your lips first, and then drink it in small sips. Drinking too quickly is not good for your lungs when you are severely dehydrated."
"Oh." Zong Yi obediently moistened his lips before taking a small sip of water.He was waiting for the man to ask him where he was going and why he appeared on the road in such a mess.But the man started the car and drove out without saying anything.Maybe he'll ask later.Zong thought.He adjusted his sitting posture, and relaxed on the soft back seat, feeling as if he had never been so comfortable in his life.He reached out to straighten his disheveled hair, and when he raised his eyes, he inadvertently met the eyes of the man watching him from the rearview mirror.The man found Zong Yi looking at him and looked away in embarrassment.Zong Yi was very uncomfortable being looked at by those eyes. He searched for suitable adjectives in his mind, and after searching for a long time, he found that "the cat that saw the fish" was the most suitable to describe the man.So, you are a fish?He suddenly understood that the man looked at him
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