"Hey, what are you doing..."

An Banxia pushed away the person in front of him with a guilty conscience, and quickly stood in the corner, not even daring to take another look at Ao Yi.

Who knew that he would be so obedient, he would kiss him as soon as he said kiss, not only that... He also stuck out his tongue very rudely.

Looking secretly from the corner of the eye, he saw a rare anger showing on Ao Yi's beautiful face, which was always expressionless.

An Banxia laughed a few times in embarrassment: "Hey, I kissed you when I said kiss... I accidentally hit you just now, I'm sorry... But..."

"..." Ao Yi who was standing aside did not answer, but looked away.

An Banxia saw that he ignored her, so she stopped talking, but she didn't know what to say.

He admitted that he was a little guilty.

An Banxia looked sideways and was distracted, but found a pair of feet approaching her. When she looked up, she met Ao Yi's face.

There was no expression on that face so close at hand, which undoubtedly made An Banxia's mood more complicated.

"...An Banxia, ​​you..." Ao Yi narrowed his eyes slightly, with a trace of doubt in his eyes.

Obviously, he saw that what An Banxia did just now was not as simple as a joke.

From the eyes of the young man in front of him, he has gradually been able to understand the other party's emotions.

Subconsciously, he raised his hand slowly, and by accident, he was about to touch the boy's head.

The hair tip, which is as soft as the fluff of a kitten, is so playful and cute. The moment the fingertips swipe across it, one can feel the body of the person in front of her trembling violently.That action was like a frightened animal secretly enduring something... The sudden action made Ao Yi inexplicably startled.

At the same time, An Banxia was already running towards the bathroom, saying loudly, "I have to take a shower... you can play by yourself."

"Oh." Ao Yi just responded, and when he turned around to look, An Banxia had already got into the bathroom, and the door was closed heavily, making a loud noise.For the first time, Ao Yi felt empty in his heart.

Even if he stood on the nine-day Milky Way and looked at the world alone, that kind of time when he was alone in the empty and majestic, there was some kind of subtle touch, but he couldn't really understand the emotions of being a human being from the beginning to the end.Even if there are always people in the Three Lives Nine Realms saying that he is arrogant and ruthless, he may not really understand the meaning of this sentence...

Now... inexplicably understand a little bit.

Thinking of this, a faint smile appeared on his face.On Qinglong Wang's handsome face, that kind of smile was as gorgeous and beautiful as a beauty under the moon, but it seemed too illusory.When he was with An Banxia, ​​he would occasionally smile as if "to please", but there were very few genuine smiles.

laugh?He is not a person who knows how to laugh, and there is really nothing in this world worth his laughing...

"An Banxia..." Ao Yi squinted his eyes slightly, and now he felt more and more that his trip to the world was not in vain.

**

An Banxia just let herself be in this small bathroom.

It's always easy to dodge or evade the same thing.However, compared to these, the torment in my heart is more complicated.

It's the first time in my life that I like someone, but I didn't expect that Xia Qiwei's crow mouth really hit it off. ——It's a man who doesn't choose what to do.

Don't say that a man like Ao Yi is always a special case. No matter what kind of man he is, the fact that he likes a man still has a big impact on him.

It would be better if he could still deceive himself and others like before, it might mean that he didn't like a person too deeply.But he himself knew that he no longer had that chance.

An Banxia frowned, staring intently at the mirror in front of her.The boy in the mirror showed the same expression: "What should I do... what should I do..."

When I think about it before, I often feel that my heartbeat is abnormal, but this time it is different.

Heart, as if it couldn't beat anymore.

Wait, if it's so sensational, just look in the mirror and tell yourself the truth, okay?

A look of worry appeared on the boy's face.

This is the trouble of young An Banxia.

An Banxia stood in front of the mirror for a long time, and then soaked in the bathtub for a longer time. When he got up from the bathtub, his fingers had become stiff.

Then, he continued to stand in front of the mirror for a long time, and finally, he made a decision.

Maybe it's because he likes someone for the first time, and he doesn't know what to do with himself at all, so everything seems so clumsy.However, he already knew how he felt...

It's clear that this feeling is different than it used to be, that he can't just pretend it doesn't exist if he wants to.

Taking a ten thousand step back, he is a man anyway, if he likes it, he likes it, what's there to tweak?Although this seems to be very different from what he once thought about finding a beautiful and gentle wife, and then leading the children together for the rest of his life, but...

Speaking of it, whether he is worthy or not, he may not be worthy of Ao Yi...

Wait... the question is how did it get to this point.

An Banxia felt that these careless things of hers were really ridiculous now.

He hesitated for a long time, and put on his clothes at a speed dozens of times slower than usual.Slowly opened the door, hesitated for a long time before walking out of the bathroom.

The Ao people stood in front of the window, looking far away.

An Banxia hesitated for a while before taking two steps forward.

At this time, Ao Yi suddenly turned his head and looked at him.An Banxia was startled with a guilty conscience.

"That... I have something I want to tell you." An Banxia smiled guiltily.

"...Okay." Ao Yi just nodded.

"Are you waiting for me?" An Banxia secretly sighed, but still didn't get to the point.Although he kept telling himself just now, just say what you think.After all, he knew that he could no longer hide this feeling, he couldn't bear it like before and pretend nothing happened.His tragically clumsy acting doesn't help at all.

But he hesitated for a long time, but in the end he didn't say a word, and he could even pretend that nothing happened. ——His clumsy disguise turned out to be not too clumsy.

It seemed to be so similar to the person he didn't like very much, who he called "senior" on the surface.

An Banxia subconsciously sighed again.

"An Banxia."

"Ah!?" An Banxia subconsciously looked up at Ao Yi.

But he found that the Ao people had already walked up to him.An Banxia was subconsciously afraid that seeing Ao Yi was different from usual, and might have a mocking face, so she couldn't help but dare not look in Ao Yi's direction.

This may not be a guilty conscience anymore.this……

"Is there anything you want to tell me?"

"..."

"...you...do you want to tell me something?"

Once again unable to get an answer, An Banxia lost his patience.But isn't it weird to lose your temper out of nowhere? ——Obviously he himself suddenly wanted to say something out of nowhere...

Is this kind of feeling that seems to have a strong shoujo manga atmosphere really good? !

"Ao Yi...then let me ask you a question, are you willing to do whatever I ask you to do, then... can you kiss me again?" With the idea of ​​breaking the photon, An Banxia made another clumsy test.

He looked at Ao Yi hesitantly, since An Banxia already knew what he wanted...

but……

Fuck, can this repeated mood be more girly? !

An Banxia has a feeling that it's better to shut up as soon as possible and say nothing.But... there is no way to stop it.Whether it is a girlish heart or a young heart, it is already out of control.

The standing upright body cast a static shadow under the light. An Banxia stretched out his stiff fingers and clenched his fist tightly in his palm. Before Ao Yi made any move, he was fully prepared. Walking in front of the other party, he acted like a hooligan and heartless as usual.

An Banxia put her arms around the waist of the person in front of her, trying to ignore the height difference between the two, pretending to be chic and smiling: "Hey, aren't you afraid?"

If you can speak louder and have a little momentum, everything will be much better.With this kind of voice that only mosquitoes can understand, I am afraid that if the person standing in front of him is not Ao Yi but someone else, he should laugh.

An Banxia felt that he was completely defeated this time. Whoever wants him to like someone for the first time, he likes someone with such a high challenge factor. Coupled with his inexperience, his actions are a bit [-] in his opinion. too much...

If you want to pretend to be chic, you really can't be so generous. If you suddenly become so affectionate, you are afraid that the other person's heart will not be able to bear it. Even you may think that it is actually an acting skill...

He also has acting skills.But, is it necessary to endure and pretend like this all the time?How long will these clumsy and tragic thoughts last and be hidden?

He then became more aware that without the person in front of him, he might continue to bear all the heavy burdens, all the things that had gradually distorted him.Isn't the forbearance and excessive sensitivity that don't belong to this age completely, and the acting skills that are clumsy and extraordinary, aren't they beyond the ordinary city?That obviously made me dismissive and a little scared.Because there is such a big discrepancy between his appearance as a sunny and beautiful boy and the real self in his heart, no matter how he disguises himself, he can also realize what kind of impact that gap has on him... On the one hand, he gradually thinks that I became more and more aware of the rules of survival in society, and even thought that as long as I kept going, I might really be able to change something.He even regarded it as being strong, but on the other hand, he was just mocking, mocking his forbearance, mocking his self-righteous sharp thinking, and mocking his own having to...

Zuo Jinghuang was right, he wanted to become the second Zuo Jinghuang.

He obviously doesn't care about everything about him, he doesn't care about his arrogance, he doesn't care about his acting skills, he doesn't care about his achievements and status.However, deep down in his heart, he is still delusional... thinking that as long as he is the same as him, he can even do better, doesn't he think so?

An Banxia took a deep breath.He smiled like a sunny boy, but he couldn't show it anymore.In front of this person, he couldn't laugh.

He felt all the more tragic and clumsy about everything he had.

The only difference between him and Zuo Jinghuang is that he is not Zuo Jinghuang yet.

He hasn't matured and twisted to that degree... It doesn't mean he won't.

An Banxia suppressed the complicated emotions in her heart: "Forget it, I won't joke with you... Hahaha, really, I know you dare not." She pretended to be indifferent and smiled awkwardly as usual.

Turning his back, he suddenly realized that he was actually crying.

How could he just fucking cry like that.Fuck that heartless An Banxia, ​​fuck that Sunshine Boy... His acting skills are really clumsy.And this damn temptation, knowing that he will never get the result he wants, what stupid thing is he doing?Is it because he suddenly realized that he liked the previous one?So want to be more real?Rather, he was afraid.Fear of the other person or liking or ignoring the unreal him.

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