The Star Walks with the Dragon [Rebirth]

When An Banxia woke up, she found that the sky was slightly bright.

Opening his eyes in a daze, he raised one hand subconsciously at the same time, his fingers couldn't help trembling due to the long-term paralysis, the hand fell, and touched a soft...

"Ah?" An Banxia looked calm, looked along his hand, and found that his hand just landed on the stomach of the sleeping person beside him.With a thin layer of quilt, the soft touch turned out to be just a quilt.

Wait... what the fuck am I disappointed in?An Banxia, ​​who was very conscious, asked herself inexplicably.

"Ao...Ao Yi?" An Banxia subconsciously blurted out.

Ao Yi was closing his eyes, probably still asleep.His sleeping position was extremely regular, he didn't move when he fell asleep, and even the sound of his breathing was so quiet that he couldn't hear it clearly unless he listened carefully.Looking at it, people will mistakenly think that he is the most perfect statue of sculpture.That beautiful face is fair and fair, and people can't help but kiss Fangze.

……sleeping Beauty?

Wait, have you ever seen a Sleeping Beauty with a male gender?No, the point is why you want to kiss Fangze!

The consciousness is clear, but my mind seems to be in a daze. I can clearly feel my own thoughts, but I still feel dizzy in my head.He raised his eyelids, his big beautiful eyes were slightly squinted, his posture was a little lazy, but he had already sat up slowly.Taking a closer look, he was half sitting on the bed, but his back was straight. ——It was like an instinct I had been used to for a long time.There was a faint but extremely vigilant look in those eyes that no one could easily detect.

Looking around, she found that Xia Qiwei's bed was empty, and she might not be there last night.

Ao Yi has been sleeping with him since he came here, and it's nothing unusual.only……

For the first time, he realized that the person next to him was sleeping without clothes.Both hands were placed under the quilt neatly, but a section of thin shoulders with fair skin and a little cold look were exposed.

But he also took a good look at this person's figure when he took a bath...

Tsk tsk... just thinking about it can make people's nose bleed.

His eyes followed the thin shoulders, his skin was as white as jade, but there was an unapproachable coldness on his body.

However, with a beauty by her side, there must always be a little curiosity.

An Banxia stared intently at Ao Yi next to her, and couldn't help the portrait: If you take off the small cotton quilt covering your body...

Tut tut.The poor man had no guts, and his fingers touched the corner of the quilt. Out of conscience deep in his heart, he still decided to stop this evil act.

Wait...it's not a big deal if it's just a joke or something, right?An Banxia's mood was shaken again, and he couldn't help but shake again in his heart, anyway, it's not that he hasn't seen it...

Wait...but why so curious?Oh, because everyone yearns for good things.

Wait...wasn't it because you wanted to play a prank? ... This kind of feeling that I even realize that I want to do bad things just because of lust is a bit unacceptable.

An Banxia, ​​who was in a tangle, was in a mess.He seems to have completely forgotten everything that happened the night before.

However, his eyes were still staring blankly at the people beside him, and his half-raised hand was not only trembling because of the emotional changes deep in his heart. ...Who can explain what is going on with this inexplicable sense of guilt...

While he was in a daze, the phone under his pillow rang suddenly.

An Banxia was so frightened that she almost jumped up from the bed, stretched her legs, and only remembered the quilt that the two of them had covered.

"..." Ao Yi opened his eyes, facing Shang'an Banxia with a panicked look on his face.

An Banxia smiled awkwardly, Ao Yi looked at him with a puzzled face, and pointed at the claw machine in his hand that vibrated and played a loud ringing.

An Banxia glanced at the phone, and the caller ID: Sister Gu.

Seeing these two words, An Banxia almost didn't pee in fright, but her face was calm. While pressing the answer button, she got out of bed in embarrassment, and answered the phone while walking.

Ao Yi glanced at An Banxia's back, with no expression on his face.But after a while, an extremely scary female voice came from An Banxia's cell phone.

"An Banxia, ​​do you still know how to answer the phone? Are you planning to quit? What are you busy with? Where did you die when you called yesterday?"

The person on the other end of the phone was chattering, An Banxia shook her hands, and greeted her with a flattering smile: "Sister Gu...don't worry, speak slowly."

"Where did he die last night?"

Hearing the other party's stern voice, An Banxia froze for a moment: "..."

He couldn't remember anything after getting drunk last night.

After apologizing to the person on the other end of the phone, Sister Gu calmed down, so she stopped scolding and started talking about serious matters: "Do you know when this drama in your hand will end?"

When An Banxia heard it, she was taken aback for a moment, but she remained calm on the surface: "It's been about half a month."

"It's still half a month?" Sister Gu on the other end of the phone frowned.

An Banxia thought to herself: I think the time is too short.A gangster in this crew is also a gangster, anyway, now his salary is calculated according to the number of times he plays, and a gangster is a game.Of course, this is not a long-term solution, and he clearly knows this. It seems that this period of time has been a bit too "comfortable", and he has completely forgotten all his problems. ——Time is money, if it is exchanged for him, it may be life.

The room was still relatively dark, An Banxia went into the bathroom, turned on the light, and the light was dazzling again.He didn't have any sense of urgency during this short period of time, and he didn't take the pressure he should bear in his heart at all. If this continues...

If things go on like this, what can he do?

An extremely heavy feeling suddenly overwhelmed the young man, he was obviously still so young, when he frowned slightly, and when he looked carefully, the eyes under those not so thick eyebrows actually had a Some tiredness and vicissitudes.Obviously he looks like a sunny boy in front of people...

The young man in the mirror had just woken up not long ago, so his face was not very energetic, and his fair face reflected a sickly paleness in the mirror, a sunny and beautiful boy?Do not make jokes……

He tried his best to pull out a smile, obviously he could see at a glance how poor his acting skills were, but the person in the mirror seemed to be angry all of a sudden.

Beautiful big eyes, double eyelids, pointed chin, fair skin, a somewhat weak body, just now was a little sick, like a puppet without its own will, but at this moment, it is a real sunny and beautiful boy.

... How long will this clumsy disguise be maintained.

Slowly raising his hand, his fingertips sank into the cold mirror.

"An Banxia, ​​what are your plans now?"

The calm tone on the other end of the phone was so casual.

Yeah, what are your plans?

What did you think when you first entered the entertainment circle?I thought I had hope at once, and then, I worked very hard, although it was very clumsy. ——Everything is so clumsy, acting skills, dealing with people, everything.But, really trying...

The results of it?

It seemed... nothing came of it.I can't get the expected goal, and I don't even make any progress. Occasionally, I always feel that I am being played around by someone or fate.

The young man's thin but straight shoulders suddenly sank, and he bent slightly, his forehead touched the coldness of the mirror, but he didn't seem to feel anything.

An Banxia's heart is so heavy and complicated.

At the age of 19, I began to know one thing.If you don't work hard, you will definitely have results.

Even if you work hard, even if you have this talent...

talent?

He raised his head slowly, and the same face appeared in the mirror.That sunny boy looked so innocent.The next moment, under his disguise, the sunny boy's face gradually began to distort, the expression on his face didn't change much, what changed was only the expression in his eyes, but it seemed like a different person all of a sudden.

He seemed to be doing such a blunt performance all of a sudden on his own to prove something.

It was still a smiling face, but the gaze in those eyes had changed.Sunny Boy?Go fuck Sunshine Pretty Boys...

"An Banxia?"

The person on the other end of the phone made An Banxia regain consciousness and realized what he had done just now. He began to feel speechless for his sadness and stupidity.

"Sister Gu..." An Banxia finally stood up straight again, "...I, am I not suitable for being in the entertainment industry?"

The boy's tone was so low.

It's so unworthy to be calm on weekdays, or have a hippie smile without any seriousness.People can't help but think of that beautiful and somewhat weak face.I have to say, this feeling is worthy of that face.It reminds people of a weak, pitiful and cute little beauty like a little white rabbit.But……

"...An Banxia, ​​what are you talking about?"

A suspicious voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Nothing." An Banxia replied in a calm tone, staring blankly at the mirror in front of her, "...I just..."

I just, suddenly doubted myself.Doubt your abilities, even everything about yourself.

Why... why can't meet the expected expectations no matter what, not even at all, is it because of not working hard enough?Or because of lack of talent?

"Sister Gu, you once said that I have the talent to be a good actor?"

"But..." The boy's expressionless face suddenly began to smile again, "Haha, I'm sorry, Sister Gu... let me say some inexplicable things...I..."

But, who else are you going to say these words to?

Those who are not confident, those who are depressed, those who are disappointed.

It was you who led me on this road in the first place.Now, who else can I tell.

Realizing that I was about to show my inner vulnerability to others, another kind of inner vanity came into play.He is not the kind of person who will bring pessimism to others, because he is a person who firmly believes that he must be strong enough, how can he do such meaningless things?

Then, that feeling can only be suppressed.Yes, no matter what, you have to suppress it.Can't be revealed easily...

Taking a deep breath, An Banxia calmly looked at the time: "I'm sorry, Sister Gu, today's scene is relatively early. I will take the initiative to call you later. Sorry for the trouble."

After some speeches, he smiled and hung up the phone.

Subconsciously glanced at the screen of the phone in his hand.

... There is no way.

Human beings can only rely on their own strength.If you are strong enough, you are strong; if you are not strong enough, you are not enough.

All because of my own shortcomings.

He has no right to blame anyone or anything else.

Just keep trying...

Even if you say that over and over again.The true thoughts deep in my heart are like corroded acid oxides, so hard to suppress, but only a little bit of will is corroded, it will...

How long has this bad idea been going on?

The boy still couldn't help lowering his head slightly.After washing his face with cold water, he was going to go back to his room and put on his clothes.Turning around, only to find that the door was suddenly opened.

"... Ao, Ao descendant?"

Knowing that there is no one else, but showing that expression of surprise and anticipation.What is this?An Banxia tried to calm down, and walked slowly towards the person in front of him: "I didn't expect you to wake up so early." He smiled, but his heart still couldn't shake off the sudden uncontrollable heaviness.

There is no feeling different from usual in the slow pace, nor on the face, even the eyes are just so calm, and the corner of the mouth is filled with an indistinct smile. ——Is this poor acting?It's better to say it's too powerful a camouflage!

No one else can see it.

Slowly walking past the person in front of him, An Banxia subconsciously stretched out his hand and patted the other person's shoulder. It might just be a way of greeting, but the moment he raised his hand, he almost retracted it in fear.

Did he think that this action would bring him some peace of mind?

How can it be possible to put that kind of feeling on whoever you want, and rely on whoever you want to put that anxiety on?

Walking slowly, as he was about to walk away, he felt an inexplicable sense of loss and timidity in his heart.This kind of unreasonable thought makes people scratch their heads. ——Isn't he expecting the other party to discover his emotions?

No one can discover his true emotions, how can he be discovered by suppressing such emotions so hard.After discovering, maybe not only will not get help, but it will be just a laughing stock.after all……

After all, that would make you look too vulnerable.

"An Banxia, ​​let's clarify what happened yesterday."

"If that helps you, I want to...be an actor like you."