[Gu Jian III] The Days I Worked in Xuanyuan Hill

Jinyun didn't go back to his room that night, probably because he was worried that I would be called out by Wu Yan again. He was usually very polite and even went so far as to go out of his way to want to sleep in the same room with me.

I was so surprised, I refused to move, my heart was surging, I was so excited, I took the time to take a battle bath and opened the door for Jinyun...

Then I saw Jinyun move a bed over.

...Sleeping in the same room with Xiao Biesheng's newly married girlfriend and actually moved a bed by himself, Jinyun, are you a man!Is it a man? !

The fire stirred up by Jinyun turned into another kind of fire, which became more and more intense in my heart, causing me to toss and turn all night, unable to sleep, while Jinyun lay quietly on the side, pretending to be dead, and even came over to ask Meaning nothing.

I think you want me to relive the experience of losing my husband and being beaten to death by myself.

I was so angry that I fell asleep with my cheeks puffed out in the early morning, which directly caused me to wake up, it was almost noon.

Since the arrival of Jinyun, the two of us have done the task of catching fish for the pregnant female cat together, and we have a lot of financial comfort, so the room we live in now is a deluxe room with blackout curtains.I got up from a drowsy sleep, squinted at the curtain with a ray of glaring noon sunlight, just about to stretch out my hand to completely pull it open, but suddenly a hand stretched out from behind, covering the ray of sunlight again.

"Don't open the window." Jinyun's voice sounded from behind, a little hoarse and deep, as if he hadn't slept all night.

"Are you still going to sleep?" I said in a daze, "Is it already noon? I'm so hungry..."

no respond.

There is a scorching temperature on the back, which is the chest of a man I am familiar with.I simply leaned back and continued to mutter: "I was so angry that I didn't sleep all night, shouldn't you be still sleepy right now? I think you are sleeping soundly without saying a word...why don't you talk? Hello? Asleep? "

I waited for a long time before a muffled response came from behind: "I didn't sleep either."

"Huh? You..."

"I'm afraid that when I close my eyes, I'll realize that it's just a dream. You're no longer there. I'm afraid that I will still be alone when I wake up."

My sleepiness disappeared without a trace in an instant.I wanted to turn my head to look at him, but the arm that came up from behind firmly embedded me in his chest, making it impossible for me to even look back.

"Jinyun, you..."

"As I said, I only remember everything about you, from meeting to parting. I carefully sorted out all my memories, and the funny thing is that the part with you in it only accounts for a very small part. The rest, you Do you know what it is?"

His voice was deep, like the gaze of a nightmare in the middle of the night.I didn't dare to speak, I just stiffened my neck and shook my head.

"It's separation."

"We have been separated since we met. Every time, I changed from waiting with hope to waiting with despair."

"After you left, I lived alone for a long time. I don't remember what it was for, but I remember the mood at that time. Every day, when I was awake, I was regretful and sad. At night, I could only rely on memories Only the memories of being with you can fall asleep. But later on, even these sweet memories have become torture, and the more I remember, the more painful I can't forgive myself, but I can only continue to live like this."

I can finally move myself.

I caressed the arm around my chest with one hand, and my voice was trembling with sadness: "I'm sorry, I didn't think of you...I'm sorry, if I hadn't appeared, you wouldn't..."

If it weren't for me, Jinyun wouldn't have added another wound of his lover's death to the wound of his friend's betrayal.He was supposed to be lonely and strong, but I gave him the only warmth and quickly took it back. This kind of pain is far more cruel than not having it in the first place.

He shook his head and put his hand on the back of mine.

Cold as ice.

"No. Don't think so. You don't know how grateful I am to have you."

A cold kiss fell on the back of my neck, and it went away as soon as it was touched, like snowflakes that melted on the skin.

"Without you, I don't even have a dream. My whole life, I may be running, fighting, and living for other things. I have never had a little selfishness and sweetness. And I don't remember those now, and I can even Said...without you, the current me would not exist at all."

The arms that held me were loosened, and I turned away, looking up into his eyes.Even in the dark, those eyes are still bright, the color of blue and purple is blurred, like the sky that has just darkened in the clear early autumn.

I raised my hand in his arms and touched his eyes lightly.Jinyun also closed his eyes obediently, the deep eye sockets were sunken under the raised brow bone, separated by a thin layer of warm eyelids, the trembling eyes seemed to make my fingers tremble along with it.

"Don't think so." I leaned over and kissed his eyes.

"Maybe you don't know, but I am also grateful for your existence. Without you, I might just be an ordinary social animal, a warrior slave of a tribe, or with better luck, I could become an ordinary warrior of another tribe. But because of you... "

I laughed, wrapping my only right hand around his neck, poking his Adam's apple with my index finger.

"My world seems to suddenly become colorful."

If there is no Jinyun, I will probably start blind dates when I am 30 years old, and then find an ordinary man with the same belly and hairline as my age and no deep feelings to marry and have children. I have no good memories before I die. decades of time.

Therefore, in terms of dreams, Jinyun is my dream!

"So, it's okay to draw the curtains. I'm here, for real, and not going away." I let him touch my chest.Hmm...a flat chest is not bad, because it is flat, so I can feel the heartbeat more clearly!

Seeing it beating, it is enough for Jinyun to rest assured!

He felt it for a long time, and it took a long time before he said in a hoarse voice: "It's something."

"……what?"

He put an arm around my back, and his voice became low and hoarse: "If you open the curtain...it's not good for others to see it."

"Huh? Huh?? What do you want to do? You figured out that it's noon now! Jinyun, you fucking...fuck you..."

On this day, I practiced what Jinyun meant by "I remember everything about you".

He really didn't forget the skills we practiced at that time!

As a result of my overindulgence, I didn't have my first meal of the day until evening.

During the meal, I told him about Wu Zhi.

"He may think that I also betrayed him, so this person is completely black."

Jinyun was not happy when he heard this name, he frowned: "Leave him alone."

"I don't want to worry about it either. This guy is really good to his friends. But he is a bit paranoid. Once he finds that I have betrayed him, he will do anything. This time I listen to what he wants , maybe they want to use human beings to force Ji Xuanyuan to come out."

I analyzed the plot in the game and my own speculation with Jinyun half-truthfully, and let him know the seriousness of the matter.After listening, he nodded to express his understanding, but his face was still dark.

"So I think we should take measures to stop his anti-human behavior." I concluded.

"How to do it?"

"...I think we should take measures to stop his anti-human behavior." I repeatedly announced.

Jinyun understood the fact that I just wanted to shout slogans but couldn't come up with feasible suggestions and had to pretend that I knew it well, and asked, "Where is he now?"

"Wu Yan is now..." I recalled the plot, "Maybe causing trouble in Beiyuanhai, planning to organize the demons to conquer the world."

"That's easy," Jin Yun said coldly, "Go to Beiyuanhai and kill him, and the problem will be solved."

"...Don't you just say it's so easy? Not to mention that we can't find the way to Beiyuanhai, Wu Yan was your brother before! Even I can't bear to see him being killed by a shark, why are you so cruel! "

"You said it was in the past," Jinyun picked up his job lightly, "whatever a person does, he always has to bear the corresponding price. Although I don't remember how I would choose before, but if I were to choose now—— Wu What right does Yan have to dispose of other people's lives because of his own desires?"

This is true.

If I didn't know Wu Hao, this person would be an out-and-out pervert and a big villain in my eyes.He is strong, so he only cares about the lives of the people he wants to manage. In his eyes, the weak can sacrifice at will and don't care about their feelings.This kind of villain is definitely someone who can be killed without any psychological burden.

But the contradiction now is that I knew him before I knew the plot, and I sincerely regarded him as a friend.People are always emotional animals. Even if they know that the facts are wrong, when facing their friends, they always want to spare him and give him a hand.

"How about we go to Yanling to guard now, and help defend the city when the demons come? As long as the people in the city are fine, Wu Yan will always have a chance to deal with him."

Jinyun reacted strongly this time.

He put down the chopsticks in his hand, narrowed his eyes and looked at me sternly: "How did you promise me at noon today?"

I tilted my head: "Promise you... do it again?"

"...not this," Jin Yun tapped the table heavily with his fingers, "Promise me that you will never go to dangerous places again, and never put yourself in danger again."

...Oh, I seem to have promised.

After all, at that time, what you say is like the goal of the national football team, and you can score anything you want.

I felt guilty: "But...Yan Ling is not dangerous, Wu Yan is at that level, and he can't find any high-level demons, at most, there are too many low-level demons. The two of us passed by without the strength of a group of monsters!"

"Is your guess right? What if he finds the Great Heavenly Demon, or even a higher-level monster?" Jinyun raised his voice, as if he was training me like a teacher, "What if you are in danger? manage?"

...This person has become a good mother-in-law...

I bit the bullet and said: "But, but... there are many inferior demons, right? I... I want to eat the magic core, the number of demons is so small recently, I can't eat enough, I'm so hungry... "

"..." Jin Yun began to rub his temples, "I'll go and bring some back for you."

"Then you never thought that I would be worried too? It's better for the two of us to go together..."

"No." He said firmly, "You'd better get rid of this idea, I..."

Before he could finish speaking, there was a sudden knock on the door.