[Gu Jian III] The Days I Worked in Xuanyuan Hill

Have you ever had such a dream.

There is no plot in the dream, no cause and effect, only the most sincere wishes and straightforward fantasies.In the dream, the person you are looking for appears without warning, so suddenly that you don't even want to think about the reason for his appearance, you just want to obey your instinct, talk, hug, and linger to death.

...Of course I'm not talking about me, how could such a rational and calm Platonic person like me do such a thing.What I want to say is that Jinyun seems to have suddenly become abnormal during the five years since he disappeared...

I tried hard to pull Jinyun's head off my shoulders, but failed, I patted his back again to let him release me, but in return my ribs were squeezed and cracked...

...Fine, as long as you are happy.

"What's wrong with you?" I couldn't figure it out. "Although I miss you very much, I suspect that I was dreaming when I suddenly saw you. But your reaction is too strange."

He hugged me silently, and after a while, he said sullenly: "It's not a dream. I thought you were... See Sizu."

"what is that?"

He finally let go of me, put his hands on my shoulders, bent down and looked at my face carefully.

"The Jiansi tribe is a kind of monster in the Demon Realm. Their spiritual power is extremely powerful, and they will bring illusions to those who see them. I thought you were...so..."

Oh, the Uchihas and Boggarts of the Demon Realm.

"That's not right," I felt strange, "Seeing Si Clan doesn't know who I am, how can I let you see me?"

A trace of unnaturalness flashed across Jinyun's face, and his voice became more vague: "Because the Jiansi tribe...their abilities cannot be controlled by themselves, and what most people see in their eyes will be the existence that they deeply cherish and miss in their hearts."

Deeply nostalgic, missing endlessly.

"..."

I clutched my chest and took half a step back, my heart felt as if I had been hit by a billion tons of sugar-coated shells, and my skin was involuntarily numb.I looked up at him, taking a serious look at him for the first time.

Although it's only been five years, Jinyun's appearance has changed drastically.Not only did his hair turn gray, but he also had many strange lines on his body.From the fingertips to the elbows, the white lines spread like plant roots, climbing upward like vines.Although the facial features haven't changed much, but at first glance, it seems that there is an invisible layer of wind and frost compared to five years ago.

Depressed, indifferent, even numb.

Noticing my scrutinizing gaze, he moved uncomfortably, seeming to hide the hand behind his back unintentionally.The voice was a little tense and said: "I was injured when I first arrived in the Demon Realm. In order to lead the tribe to survive, I integrated the power of evil spirits. The body part is demonized... It's ugly, don't look at it."

His voice became lower and lower until it was barely audible at last.I stared at him intently, feeling a pang of sadness in my heart.

"It's not ugly at all, I like it."

I took his hand and squeezed my fingers into his.I stroked the white demonized marks on the skin inch by inch, and when he gradually relaxed, I bent down and kissed his fingertips.

"It's mine, I like whatever it becomes."

Kissed along the line of his arm, regardless of Jinyun's sudden stiff movements.The lips and tongue left wet marks on the white demon lines.

"It's mine," I swore, kissing his shoulder, his neck, and finally his lips. "It's all mine."

It was cool and soft, vaguely like the moonlit night before we parted many years ago.I looked up into his eyes, the indigo color of the night sky was hidden under the white hair, like a pine covered with snow, like a river of stars hanging from the sky.

Then the stars disappeared into the clouds.

He closed his eyes, held my face in his hands, and kissed me deeply.

In many cases, the advancement of feelings does not require any environment and atmosphere.

When the meeting turned into a reunion after a long absence, when Mu Shaoai turned into a long-lasting love, everything became natural.

I don't know when, we have rolled together on the top of the boulder next to us.

Above the head is the sky split by thick branches and leaves, and in the arms is the person who has been separated for five years.Separation did not alienate the feelings. Time is like a wine cellar, brewing the sealed emotions more intensely. When it is opened again, the face is full of intoxicating mellowness.

I hugged Jinyun's shoulders tightly, responded to his kiss in a dazed way, opened my eyes quietly, I could see the same eagerness and emotion on his face as mine, and his gray hair was soaked in sweat , sticking to the blushing face, like clouds floating in the sky at dawn, he opened his eyes slightly, the dark blue pupils were wet, and the half-closed expression made this usually serious and serious There was an indescribable allure on his face.

I was so excited that my heart was beating wildly, and I couldn't help thinking while I was indulging - my first time, do I really have to explain it here?Is such a sudden large scale really okay?

However, the reality has not given me much time to think.I'm not ready yet, and it feels like he's already impulsive.

"Changning, I..." He looked at me with heavy eyes, and his hoarse voice was full of unbearable desire.I heard my heart drop again and again, and my shame receded like a tide.

"...I'm here." I wrapped my arms around his waist, and groped along the central groove of the man's strong back, at the same time I threw my face on the ground and stomped on it.

Shameless people have meat to eat!I'm just greedy for his body, everyone is in their thirties, what's the problem? !

but.

but!

Even when it was burning firewood, something suddenly flashed through my mind. Subconsciously, I felt that I seemed to have missed something.

When I felt something approaching from below, Jinyun's expression told me what I forgot.

He opened his mouth slightly, staring blankly at me who was so close to me in shock. Xiao Xiaoyun, who just showed her sharp horns, stopped in the early summer, as if she forgot to continue to grow.

It's like you memorized Ma Zhe for two nights and then went to the examination room to get the test paper and saw that the test was a high number.

Pupil, hole, ground, earthquake.

"You...you're not...no, don't you..."

He's talking incoherently, and I bet he doesn't even know what he's trying to say.I also stared at him blankly, and in a blink of an eye, I understood what I had missed.

——Five years ago, before we suddenly separated, I seemed to have not succeeded in convincing him that I was a girl.

—For five years, he probably, always felt, I was a man.

At that moment, Jinyun and I seemed to be competing for pupil earthquake intensity.

He looked at me and I looked at him.No one knew whether to speak first or how to speak.

...How do you want people to talk about this? ? ? ?

I looked up at him silently, with strong, sincere, and stubborn eyes.

I told you from the beginning that I belonged to a girl, but you wouldn't believe me!So, can this be my fault? !

It is absolutely your fault! ! !

I looked at him accusingly, under my perfect victim's persona, the shock on Jinyun's face gradually couldn't hold back, and various emotions such as shame, remorse, and embarrassment flashed across his face quickly, and finally turned into memory. The past is full of events and years.

Then he took a deep breath, and with a sigh of relief, he took one step to his stomach.

At that moment, the BGM of "Let's face the blast!" sounded in my mind.

The next second, there was the sound of a storm coming.