[Gu Jian III] The Days I Worked in Xuanyuan Hill

... I suspect that you are flirting with me, but I have no proof.

I tried my best to normalize my sudden irregular premature beat, and pretended to be nonchalant and said, "I'm quite honored, huh?"

He stared at me, as if pointing to say: "Of course I will do my best to do your thing."

I think at this moment I have not only premature beats, but also myocardial ischemia and tricuspid valve failure.I vaguely guessed something, but feeling my flat chest and biceps that can beat Xiong Xiling all over, I'm not sure.

"Why...why?" I stared at him and stammered and asked, "Why do you have to do the unreasonable request I made? What do you mean?"

"I mean……"

Suddenly there was a gust of mountain wind, and Jinyun was standing on the edge of the cliff, and the strong wind fabricated by the sea of ​​clouds below him could blow his voice into fragments. There's still that "too windy so I'm hearing hallucinations" kind of psychedelic feeling.

The wind died down, and I was still staring at him.

"I didn't hear clearly." I said dryly, "It was too windy just now, why don't you say it again... Forget it, the wind is too strong, maybe a little water was blown into my brain and I had hallucinations... ..."

He laughed.

I widened my eyes, but this time it was a smile that I could clearly see even if I didn't try hard to distinguish it. The curvature of the corners of the lips and the slightly raised lines at the end of the eyes made this picture usually cold and hard like a bear in front of the door. The face of that big rock softened in an instant, and in an instant, it was even more tender than the flocculent clouds in the sky.

"You heard me right, I said..." His face was slightly red, but he still said it without hesitation, "I want you to be with me all the time, I...I like you."

I opened my mouth halfway and stared at him blankly. I thought my expression must be very stupid, but the muscles in my face had lost the ability to adjust the expression, and all its functions were used to maintain calm.I worked hard for a long time, and finally mobilized my throat muscles and squeezed out a sentence: "...ah?"

The curve of his mouth seems to be a little deeper.

"You said that we are companions who live and die together, and we will be together as long as we go to the bone burial battlefield. I think, maybe, even after that, I want to be with you."

...Did I say that? ? ?

Oh, I seem to have said that before the Flower Food Festival, when I went back to Youxiong, I seemed to have lied like this to appease the innocent boy's innocent fantasy of love... But, Mr. Jinyun, you can't tell the difference between the year-end summary written for the boss and the real one. The difference between the year-end summary? !

Jinda obviously couldn't appreciate this difference.He gently took my hand as if tentatively, with a clearly audible tension in his voice: "Chang Ning, would you...will you?"

Willing what?

His eyes are not pure black, maybe because his mother is from the Turtle race, the black irises also have a bit of inconspicuous blue-gray.However, at this moment, there was the purest expectation in those slightly mottled eyes.

Live in the same quilt, die in the same hole.

Hold your hand and grow old together.

From the poems handed down from the pre-Qin period to 20XX, they are still widely used by even the most illiterate young people in society.An ancient ancestor like Jinyun must have never heard of it, but he said it in the most solemn tone, and looked forward to it as anxiously as if he was waiting for the verdict.

You and I will fight side by side in life and sleep in the same hole in death.It may sound like a bloody oath, but in this primitive era of blood and fire, it is the most genuine and heartfelt promise.I looked at those sincere eyes, thought of Qin Feng, thought of Qiyue Wuyi's sentence with Zi Tongpao, thought of... wait, wait, I think I should think of something else...

I widened my eyes and looked over: "You...don't you always think that I am a man?"

His expression is still very calm, with the open-mindedness that seems to be after a long time of thinking and finally the clouds and rain.

"I know, I have struggled before. But in the end, I decided to obey my heart. I have been alive for decades, but it is only a moment, let alone you and me, maybe one day I will never be able to return to my homeland. I just want to be ashamed of my heart—— —My heart for you."

"..."

I'm so moved...what the hell? ! !

"So, do you think you actually like men?" I looked at him like a dead fish.

He was silent for a moment, looked at me seriously, his face blushed suspiciously, and then he blushed, but said firmly in a low voice: "After meeting you... yes."

"........."

Mom, after your daughter time-traveled, in the No.20 five years of her life, someone finally confessed!

By a gay man!I confess from the bottom of my heart! ! !

I looked at him silently, not knowing what to say.Because of the long silence, the blush on Jinyun's face gradually faded, and he turned a little pale.

"If..." he said with some difficulty, "Sorry, if you don't like... just treat me today..."

Don't like it?

I looked at him with a complicated expression—the eyebrows are handsome and picturesque, even if I travel through the paper man of YY before, this is a face that can be beaten with good looks, coupled with reliable character and cold appearance, but has the ability to kill dragons Jian...if I don't like being confessed by such a person, I'm not worthy of being a girl.

……But!This doesn't mean I'm willing to be my wife, your sister!

"I... have something to tell you." I put on the most serious expression, "Although it may hurt you, I am really... a woman."

He looked at me blankly, as if he felt that it was a bit redundant for me to be stubbornly resisting at this moment.

"It's true!" I simply pulled his hand, and pressed it on my chest ruthlessly, "Look! It's obviously different from yours, right? Although I'm flat...but it's obviously different from yours! "

As I said that, I stretched out my hand and squeezed his - forget it if I didn't say it, the feeling is obviously much better than mine.

Not convincing enough, I looked at his face, and then told myself in my heart that he looks better than me, even if I was sexually harassed, I earned it, so I was cruel, and I simply threw away the last shame, and put the beast in my hands. The leather skirt was stretched into tight pants, and the eyes were closed: "If you still don't believe it! Look! I... I'm always different from you here?!"

Although I can't take off my pants, but I have done this. No matter how straight Jinyun is, he won't understand the difference between women and men, right? !

My face was so hot that I could fry an egg. I closed my eyes and dared not look at him. After 3 minutes, I carefully opened my eyes and narrowed my eyes to look over - Jinyun didn't leave, he was looking at me fixedly , with tenderness and... pity in his eyes?

"It's okay, I know." He came over, and finally stretched out his hand cautiously, gently pulling me into his arms, "What happened that time... don't worry about it, no matter what gender you are, my heart will not change .”

...Which time?

I blinked blankly, then blinked again, suddenly blessed to my heart, remembering what his words meant——

In Youxiong, I am not only the number one warrior, but also the only... man without a penis.

No penis.

No.

Jinyun's embrace was warm and wide. He hadn't put on his shirt yet, his skin was smooth and elastic, exuding a hormonal aura that fascinated women.

I looked up at him, and took a deep breath—

"Ji Xuanyuan, are you there??? Ji Xuanyuan, your wife calls you home! Calls you to give some physiological knowledge training to your subordinates, did you hear that—"